Guest guest Posted April 12, 2004 Report Share Posted April 12, 2004 Eric wrote in a buddhist list: I am a Buddhist of Catholic tradition, going to ceremonies like weddings to church and singing and praying like the rest of my family with a sincere heart to Jesus and i have a strong attraction to Hinduism as well like many here. [...] e# Eric has stopped all forms of meditation more than a year ago. The work happens without his participation now and progressing fast. Eric on Nisargadatta: e# thank you for pushing me this far dabo, no one ever cared (big deal), so i will reveal my personal belief system and the weird aspirations of this neurotic machine: i feel good like cats feel good, watch them, once a day good food, good fuck, good nap, and they're happy for the rest of the hours. but in me something bugs me, not to the point of spoiling the moment but like someone enjoying sunbathing on the beach with a desire to enjoy the swim as well. what bugs me is i want to be like the wind, i want to experience what it is to be a cloud crossed by wind, i want to be this river and rub my flanks and belly against these banks, i want to be this crowd that rushed at 7 back home after a long week of work while the sun sets in their back and they ignore it, i want to be the forest when trees are cut and smaller among me grow, i want my body to be the earth that zillionizes all its lives in my flesh & blood, i want anything that kills and that fucks and gives birth, to do so in my soul ... see dabo, i'm a hardcore seeker :-) e# no no it's in some thick book i keep by the door to block it when i carry the grocery. e# some people say that they have found and their quest is over;it's lamentable, they say: " i just wanted the pain to stop, and now it has ended and there is nothing left for me to seek " so there never was a quest then? To me i see a strong sense of separation between me and others, i judge them or admire them, my attitude to a person can change if he flatters me or insults me; i don't think i could stay peacefully seated three days in a row, one hour is quite enough. And what about sexuality? the problem is an ordeal, i want women i don't have, it is an area of vain quest and frustration. Goodbye, Eric, and congratulations! You are the first one who has achieved the impossible...I will press the " delete-bottom " before reading :-)) your favorite stockholmian sk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 12, 2004 Report Share Posted April 12, 2004 e# good point sk: each part what constitutes an individual belongs to what it is made for, what it is made of, the womb of a woman belongs to making children, but if she asks what should i do with my body? well let it do what it has to do; men always rebel against marriage, is there anything better to do with a man's life, just give your parents what they want: grand-children. my mind runs on thoughts, why should i starve it? or meditate or stop the thoughts? my social environment is catholic why should i fight? Why should i want to divert each part of me that customarily does something for what it was designed? Do we have to challenge anybody? to prove anything with our life? to we have to be someone at any cost before we die? Death will solve all the tensions you don't need to fret. Mark 12:13 And they send unto him certain of the Pharisees and of the Herodians, to catch him in his words. Mark 12:14 And when they were come, they say unto him, Master, we know that thou art true, and carest for no man: for thou regardest not the person of men, but teachest the way of God in truth: Is it lawful to give tribute to Caesar, or not? Mark 12:15 Shall we give, or shall we not give? But he, knowing their hypocrisy, said unto them, Why tempt ye me? bring me a penny, that I may see it. Mark 12:16 And they brought it. And he saith unto them, Whose is this image and superscription? And they said unto him, Caesar's. Mark 12:17 And Jesus answering said unto them, Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar's, and to God the things that are God's. And they marvelled at him. Nisargadatta , " sk000005 " <raav1@m...> wrote: > Eric wrote in a buddhist list: > > > I am a Buddhist of Catholic tradition, going to ceremonies like > weddings to church and singing and praying like the rest of my family > with a sincere heart to Jesus and i have a strong attraction to > Hinduism as well like many here. > > > [...] > > > e# Eric has stopped all forms of meditation more than a year ago. > The work happens without his participation now and progressing fast. > > > Eric on Nisargadatta: > > > e# thank you for pushing me this far dabo, no one ever cared (big > deal), so i will reveal my personal belief system and the weird > aspirations of this neurotic machine: > i feel good like cats feel good, watch them, once a day good food, > good fuck, good nap, and they're happy for the rest of the hours. > but in me something bugs me, not to the point of spoiling the moment > but like someone enjoying sunbathing on the beach with a desire to > enjoy the swim as well. > what bugs me is i want to be like the wind, i want to experience what > it is to be a cloud crossed by wind, i want to be this river and rub > my flanks and belly against these banks, i want to be this crowd that > rushed at 7 back home after a long week of work while the sun sets in > their back and they ignore it, i want to be the forest when trees are > cut and smaller among me grow, i want my body to be the earth that > zillionizes all its lives in my flesh & blood, i want anything that > kills and that fucks and gives birth, to do so in my soul ... > see dabo, i'm a hardcore seeker :-) > > > > e# no no it's in some thick book i keep by the door to block it when > i carry the grocery. > > > > e# some people say that they have found > and their quest is over;it's lamentable, > they say: " i just wanted the pain to stop, > and now it has ended and there is nothing > left for me to seek " > so there never was a quest then? > To me i see a strong sense of separation > between me and others, > i judge them or admire them, > my attitude to a person can change > if he flatters me or insults me; > i don't think i could stay peacefully > seated three days in a row, > one hour is quite enough. > And what about sexuality? the problem > is an ordeal, i want women i don't have, > it is an area of vain quest and frustration. > > > > > > Goodbye, Eric, and congratulations! You are the first one who has > achieved the impossible...I will press the " delete-bottom " before > reading :-)) > > > > your favorite stockholmian > sk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 12, 2004 Report Share Posted April 12, 2004 Nisargadatta , " ericparoissien " <msrhood@a...> wrote: > e# good point sk: > each part what constitutes an individual belongs to what it is made > for, what it is made of, the womb of a woman belongs to making > children, but if she asks what should i do with my body? well let it > do what it has to do; you're full of shit. > men always rebel against marriage, is there > anything better to do with a man's life, yes. be free. > just give your parents what > they want: grand-children. fuck your parents and fuck grandchildren. just because they have given you birth does not mean you have to spend your life meeting their expectations. > my mind runs on thoughts, why should i starve it? or meditate or stop > the thoughts? you still don't know what meditation is. > my social environment is catholic why should i fight? be a sheep then. > Why should i want to divert each part of me that customarily does > something for what it was designed? be a robot then. > Do we have to challenge anybody? > to prove anything with our life? no, we have to distance ourselves from everybody in order to find out who we are. > to we have to be someone at any cost > before we die? > you don't know who you are. why do you take it for granted you will die? you are pathetic. > Death will solve all the tensions you don't need to fret. you still don't know the significance of death. you are no more a seeker than Pete. you are pathetic. IS THIS CRAP BELOW THE BIBLE? HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAAA CAN YOU BE MORE PATHETIC THAN THAT? dabo buddha in the make > > Mark 12:13 And they send unto him certain of the Pharisees and of the > Herodians, to catch him in his words. > > Mark 12:14 And when they were come, they say unto him, Master, we > know that thou art true, and carest for no man: for thou regardest > not the person of men, but teachest the way of God in truth: Is it > lawful to give tribute to Caesar, or not? > > Mark 12:15 Shall we give, or shall we not give? But he, knowing their > hypocrisy, said unto them, Why tempt ye me? bring me a penny, that I > may see it. > > Mark 12:16 And they brought it. And he saith unto them, Whose is this > image and superscription? And they said unto him, Caesar's. > > Mark 12:17 And Jesus answering said unto them, Render to Caesar the > things that are Caesar's, and to God the things that are God's. And > they marvelled at him. > > > > > Nisargadatta , " sk000005 " <raav1@m...> wrote: > > Eric wrote in a buddhist list: > > > > > > I am a Buddhist of Catholic tradition, going to ceremonies like > > weddings to church and singing and praying like the rest of my > family > > with a sincere heart to Jesus and i have a strong attraction to > > Hinduism as well like many here. > > > > > > [...] > > > > > > e# Eric has stopped all forms of meditation more than a year ago. > > The work happens without his participation now and progressing fast. > > > > > > Eric on Nisargadatta: > > > > > > e# thank you for pushing me this far dabo, no one ever cared (big > > deal), so i will reveal my personal belief system and the weird > > aspirations of this neurotic machine: > > i feel good like cats feel good, watch them, once a day good food, > > good fuck, good nap, and they're happy for the rest of the hours. > > but in me something bugs me, not to the point of spoiling the moment > > but like someone enjoying sunbathing on the beach with a desire to > > enjoy the swim as well. > > what bugs me is i want to be like the wind, i want to experience > what > > it is to be a cloud crossed by wind, i want to be this river and rub > > my flanks and belly against these banks, i want to be this crowd > that > > rushed at 7 back home after a long week of work while the sun sets > in > > their back and they ignore it, i want to be the forest when trees > are > > cut and smaller among me grow, i want my body to be the earth that > > zillionizes all its lives in my flesh & blood, i want anything that > > kills and that fucks and gives birth, to do so in my soul ... > > see dabo, i'm a hardcore seeker :-) > > > > > > > > e# no no it's in some thick book i keep by the door to block it when > > i carry the grocery. > > > > > > > > e# some people say that they have found > > and their quest is over;it's lamentable, > > they say: " i just wanted the pain to stop, > > and now it has ended and there is nothing > > left for me to seek " > > so there never was a quest then? > > To me i see a strong sense of separation > > between me and others, > > i judge them or admire them, > > my attitude to a person can change > > if he flatters me or insults me; > > i don't think i could stay peacefully > > seated three days in a row, > > one hour is quite enough. > > And what about sexuality? the problem > > is an ordeal, i want women i don't have, > > it is an area of vain quest and frustration. > > > > > > > > > > > > Goodbye, Eric, and congratulations! You are the first one who has > > achieved the impossible...I will press the " delete-bottom " before > > reading :-)) > > > > > > > > your favorite stockholmian > > sk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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