Guest guest Posted October 5, 2004 Report Share Posted October 5, 2004 Nisargadatta , " cerosoul " <Pedsie2@a...> wrote: > Pete: > When you say you believe in God, what is really the situation? > The situation is that you don't believe in God, you believe only in > your ideas about God, and furthermore, you trust that those ideas > correspond to a reality outside your mind. The chances that the > finite human mind could grasp the infinite and translate it into > words are almost none. > > Ideas are a powerful stimulant, they can fire up emotion, > passion, love. This love for the divine can still the activity > of the mind and provoke feelings of joy and exaltation. And so > a divine loop is created, in which religious ideas induce > ecstasy, and this bliss reinforces faith in those very ideas. > > Any idea of God is a limitation of the infinite. Any identity > is a boundary. If you think Jesus, Shiva, " the Self " is God, > you have limited God. Any identity no matter how sublime > can't not be 'that which is.' That which is, must be left > undefined, unnamed, and alone. > > Pete 888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 Hi Pete, Thank you for your words here. The angle in which you look at things has helped me to see things in a different way altogether. Thanks for that. I started to type up a response, because your message brought a lot of things to my attention, and I learned a lot of things as I was typing the response. It's really long, (I'm not good with putting ideas into words) but I wanted to share it with you,,,if you can slug through it. To your above message I would add: if you think love is God, you have also limited God. Herein lies one of the biggest dilemmas. A final letting go of an idea - an idea of or about love, which is perhaps one of the greatest illusions of all time, and one of the original catalysts that perpetuates ideas and identities, and great limitations. And, a catalyst for the endless acts of rejection with purpose of attaining this love and bliss/joy state. Love is a by-product, a result, an effect from a cause - as in cause and effect. Love is not absolute. It is an emotion and isn't necessary to creation. One can create for the sake of creation, and not necessarily be attached to the outcome or response in any emotional way – love included. The conflicting identities people place on the idea and emotion of love is the very thing that keeps people locked in the rejection process. They are all in conflict with each other on so many levels. Perhaps the reason why the Love identity presents the biggest conflict of all, is because it puts a person into the message of " love is all, all is love, love is god " .. Now just try to wrap the brain around rejecting love/all/god/all AND accept love/love is god/all. This kind of message serves to split the person off into even greater altered state, and internal and external war ensues. And in this way Pete, it causes the very thing you mentioned,,, when these ideas loop back on each other, and the person is left riding the merry-go-round. It puts a person into a state of trying to attain all/love, while at the same time rejecting certain other things,,,but all those certain things are also love by the persons own definition. Because if one actually believed the idea that " all " is love, then there is nothing to war against, or to reject. How can love war against love, something which is itself? If one lets go of a big identity of love as being all, then your absolutely right Pete, the only thing you are left with is YOU,,, Energy Consciousness Creation All the billions of creations and experiences stemmed from that. Identity in itself isn't the thing in question – identity is important for conscious understanding, and therefore to evolution, but it's the clinging to identity and resisting of change, and the fear and closed state that is often produced when people get attached to the identity- this is usually what causes disturbances because it limits further potential. It perpetuates a closed state rather than an open state thereby defeating it's very purpose. You said in your post , " That which is, must be left undefined, unnamed, and alone. " I see this as a potential for another means of escape and a form of limitation too. It limits one by the very act of NOT doing anything about it and avoiding it altogether. It becomes a limit in another direction. Spiritual practices are probably the hardest place to recognize the altered ego at work, because it hides very nicely behind so many of the practices and results that are promised to be forthcoming or not forthcoming. The altered ego will protect itself at any cost. The property of creation is always in movement, in action, and it doesn't care about defining or naming, and the energy properties don't care either, but the consciousness property is built to evolve. It is consciousness state that is interested in identity. Identity and ideas/choices ARE what consciousness state Is. The clinging to them in a closed and limited manner is what the unconscious state is. Understanding gained from identity is what evolves the consciousness. And evolution means change. This is what the Buddhist means by the state called impermanence. Why impermanence? Because the very property of consciousness is to explore stuff from all angles and identity is involved, and it changes when it shifts it's exploration as a result of what it gained from identifying. It is the nature of the beast, so to speak. It's what " you " do. I also had adopted the idea that, " there are no questions " , but this in itself is a limit too, and eventually loops around on itself again,,,because understanding IS the nature of consciousness. This was just another way the altered ego state gets to close down and limit. The consciousness state, by it's very nature looks at things with the purpose to discover more. Will consciousness ever reach a point or place where it stops evolving, changing and redefining what it creates and chooses for experience? It hasn't so far, and the fact that we're sitting here is testament of that. The altered ego state produces the fear that keeps the limitations in place so evolution will be harder because altered ego dislikes change. Change means it will disappear to some degree so it clings on to the things that can define it and keep it alive, while simultaneously closing it down. The very thing that it uses to try keep it alive is the very thing that produces the mysery it tries to escape from,,,it tries to thwart change, and that's why it loops back on itself like this and creates it's very prison that it can't escape. Spiritual practices are probably the hardest place to recognize the altered ego at work, because it hides very nicely behind so many of the practices and results that are promised to be forthcoming, while simultaneously rejecting them. Anyhow, Al believes choice is conflict, Alberto rejects thought as conflict. They both have rejected the mind processes. Oooow, that's a powerful choice. They don't consciously even know the outcome of what their choosing. The body hears all these mixed messages and honestly doesn't know what to do anymore. The mind /thought /brain process is an important component for choice. It's how consciousness works in the physical state. Then that very thing that is necessary to understand, identify and create becomes rejected and internal and external war ensues as the person once again goes into conflict by rejecting something and needing that very thing that they're rejecting. For, Al, how can you have any consciousness about choice when you are busy rejecting it and saying choice is conflict. You are conscious of choice as being conflict, and you're sending this message, so you will experience this conflict as a result. Choice isn't conflict. " What " you choose or don't choose and how you identify or don't identify is the thing that produces the conflicted experience and subsequently either the closed or open nature is the thing that keeps you trapped in that unconscious prison mind place. The freedom you say you want the mind to attain is also a limit. You want to free your mind? But the mind component is an important part of how you get there. So, essentially, you're saying you want to shoot the horse before it gets you to your destination. This sends tremendous mixed messages to your entire system, and war of conflict, both externally and internally ensue. In effect the very freedom that you want your mind to attain ends up not being achieved. Instead of rejecting, it could be more productive to use the method of recognizing and releasing. Releasing is a conscious action and state, whereas rejection is more unconscious. Unconsciousness is a component of the altered ego state and that's why people want to become awakened or enlightened, to move into consciousness which is the original " you " . However, this method can be really difficult for most people to use, because it involves quite a high amount of conscious identification, and most people have low consciousness, and so that's why " I am that " can be a more practical and workable and easier method to apply then some other methods such as `suspension', because this allows you to open up without limits. (In past I've used the word " embrace " and it's not a correct description. Perhaps the word Conscious Acceptance really is more of an accurate description.) Releasing isn't the same as rejecting because it involves accepting. Recognizing is a form of identity toward things/experiences, and the acceptance of things allows one to open into a more conscious state and allows one to release. The non-acceptance is what causes one to reject and cling. Therefore acceptance and rejection are at constant war with each other, as in the example of love being All, and, as an example of rejecting the mind. It is the result of using the method called " I am NOT that. " To use the method, " I am neither this nor that " is another way of saying, " I am not that, " and is equally confusing to the poor mind, and continues to send more mixed messages, which perpetuates the looping back on itself. Because the mind sees that as splitting, it sees that you really ARE this and that, and it all gets registered into the system as a big lie. So, the loop continues again. Part of the brain/mind/thought says that such and such isn't reality, part says, well, it's happening, so it is reality. Then comes the internal war. When " I am that " is ACTUALLY applied it can lead to the exact method of recognizing and releasing with greater consciousness. If I use the " I am That " method, it brings me to one level of consiousness, which yes is a limit, but if I stay open to accepting, then it takes me to the other level of consiousness,,,and so on and so on. It is the lack of openness which stops the flow of change and keeps people locked in an unconscious state. When people attach identities to things, and then become attached to the identity, such as the big attachment to love, then they've just clouded their ability to release. We see so many people have a hard time changing and letting go of things when they no longer serve, or when they don't want them anymore. There's an old bible verse which says, " behold I stand at the door and knock and if anyone hears my voice he will open the door…. " Why does the person have to open the door? Because it was closed. If the door is opened there is no knocking involved,,,it can just walk on in. The " I " refers to consciousness state which involves identity and openness in order for It/consciousness to come in. You, are a creator by nature. It is one of the components that make up " you " . It follows that if you want to create something then you'll also have to recognize and accept – not necessarily embrace – but accept that which you choose to create. That is what consciousness is -- awareness. The altered ego state is the anti-thesis of consciousness – it is unaware because it doesn't understand how it's identities form it's choices which form it's experiences. The chaos ensues and then they feel like helpless victims. When people become very busy rejecting this and that, and identifying this and that as illusion, they get led on a merry chase. But, that chase eventually leads back to the original idea in the first place. And the word " chase " becomes replaced by the word, " choice. " And the awakening that everyone is chasing after, becomes a more conscious state. Conscious of what? Conscious of choice and what they are identifying and how they are identifying it, which affects their next choice. But it's not that they must not identify, it's that they must learn how to consciously identify on many different levels in order to get out of the mind prison they believe their in. Most people will say, oh that's kindergarten because we always choose. People live most of their life from a place of unconscious choice. Things/experiences happen and they aren't sure why. This creates the karma which is there in order to play the same tape over and over until they get the message and move into consciousness. The master chooses consciously, and that is a big difference. Altered ego keeps one out of consciousness and keeps one in unconsciousness/not having a conscious understanding of what to do with the 3 basic properties that make up " you. " Which are: - energy -consciousness (or varying degrees of unconsciousness/consciousness) - creation The 3 components are NOT actually separated at all but are one, but it has been pulled apart so it can see itself and understand itself. The nature of creation is just to create. It's the level of consciousness which drives the level of creation, and therefore produces a certain level of experience. And, the level of human experience indicates a low level of consciousness due to the experiences it creates. Pete, in this way you are right when you say that, " that which is must not be named, etc. " The creation component in it's original state doesn't name anything. It just actively creates. It creates without any care or concern for what is created. That is where many people realize that creation is only in the present moment. Creation is action, and for that reason it is in the state of the present moment. It's the consciousness component, the idea state, the curiosity state, which has pulled itself into levels of unconsciousness so it can see and understand exactly what it's creating and why and how. The consciousness state can move into the present and past or future, because it isn't bound by action. This is why people have difficulty understanding the idea of everything happening in the present, and there also being a future and a past. Consciousness by nature is curious and interested. It has ideas and evolves it's understanding through choices. It's what YOU are. It's the unconscious aspect that must use identity, because it is the whole purpose for being pulled apart and dissected in the first place. This interest and curiosity component of consciousness and unconsciousness is the thing that causes and forms " ideas " and labels to describe the way one thought about that idea and to describe the way one 'experienced' that idea so it could understand how choice, and creation of that choice, affects consciousness. So, choice is also what consciousness is, and unconsciousness is a lack of understanding how that choice creates. So, back to the identity of love: The word love, is an emotion and idea that only helps one to understand what it's created in order to help decide about the next choice. And those choices are based on what you " liked/loved " or didn't " like/love " . So, the word " love " then denotes a by-product sensory emotion that motivates the curiosity which influences the next choice/creation/experience. Curiosity and interest is a component of consciousness. It's what drives the universe (us). People confuse the words love, curiosity and joy/bliss, and decide that bliss/joy is love. So, they go chasing after, seeking after, the bliss/joy state, which is then what loops them back, because it's not meant to be the end product, as in the be all end all, the goal. It's only a by-product type of emotion that helps figure out the curiosity and choice process which leads to further consciousness evolvement. Original first creation may have been accidental from the perspective of the conscious state, which then led to a deep curiosity and interest in this 'thing' that had been created. Which then led to either a dislike, or like, and varying degrees of love. This led to even further curiosity and interest. Which then led to many identifications of that thing which was created - karma emotions being one of the experiences, and love originated out of an interest/curiosity in creating more. Interest in creating can often lead to an obsession with it, which can influence one's choices even further and set one into an even further unconscious state. And thus began the wheel of life; the cycle of the universe. The property that is called curiosity or interest, is not really an emotion (like choice and change isn't an emotion). It IS consciousness, and is a catalyst that drives it to creation. Emotion is not an absolute and is not essential for creation or consciousness. Because love is an emotion, it is a by-product, changeable, and not absolute. Because creation is an action state, this means that it really doesn't stop. People try to stop it by going into the void state, but the 3 components are not in actuality separated, as people think they are - they are one state, so even in the void state one must acknowledge/accept the part of it that is consciousness and creativity, and that part will eventually come to the foreground again, and again, because that is the nature of the totality of what " YOU " are. Therefore, Identity, or identifying is a component of choice and can be very helpful. If you don't use it, the altered ego state (unconscious state) will have difficulty making any sense of any of it…which is exactly what humans are experiencing here. We decide we don't " love " cancer so much, so we decide not to choose it. We become more conscious through this identity. We consciously don't put the wheels of creation into motion that would produce that cancer. We know exactly what produces it. We learn what that entails. We don't choose the idea of it. We don't create any component that would bring it into the experience. This brings the consciousness level into a different level as we learn what constitutes choice.. Evolution is all about the levels of consciousness + creation. Those who do this " un " consciously, (the human race is a good example) feel imprisoned. It is the level of unconsciousness that is their prison. And, Al, who posted " the Mental prison " says, " Free…..your…..mind…. " And Alberto says, " I neeeeed to escape. " But the very thing that keeps one in the conflict is the very thing both Al and Alberto are doing, and that is " rejecting " . (Please understand that I don't mean any disrespect here. I respect you're ideas Al, and Albertino very much. Why? Because I know exactly what you're experiencing.) Separation or duality is not a big sin that should be rejected. As Martha Stewart would say, it's a good thing. But, it's a good thing in so far as it serves it's purpose. It's not the act of pulling these properties apart, in the concept of duality, that is the real core issue, but rather the issue is in closing to change when it no longer serves it's purposes. Openness is needed, and more precisely -openness to change is needed, in order for people to release things that no longer serve it so they can go onto create other things that do serve it. The Buddhist teaching of impermanence is a by-product of Consciousness/choice and creation, which is absolute, The " need to cling " to identity limits by it's very nature and generally throws a person into fear of change. The altered ego state fears change in case part of it will disappear, so it clings to limits that will restrict change. Yet, it also dislikes the extreme helpless feeling when it can't consciously be in charge and in control of all it's creation. This creates a desire to be separated/dual and a desire NOT to be separated/dual, and this also can cause an internal war, because it sends mixed messages to the brain and entire body and system. The only thing that is absolute is the original matter of energy, consciousness (or in most people it's semi-consciousness to unconsciousness), and creation. Choice and Curiosity is the active state of Consciousness. Everything else is a by-product, and that's why it is impermanent. An example of the 3 components of You, in relationship to is this: People often use the Buddhist philosophy of " the place between 2 thoughts " , as a method of enlightenment, whatever they define that word to mean, and honestly, most people aren't even sure what they define that word to mean, which causes mixed messages and unattainment in itself. Really, they are only using it as a method of escape and limitation to perpetuate the altered ego/unconscious state. Here's why: The 2 thoughts, and the place between it are actually symbolic of the 3 components of You. The space between represents the void, or energy state. The thought on either side represents consciousness state, and the creation state. If a persons wish is to escape then they think they can go into the void where all else will disappear and be gone. The very thing they believe in – non-dualism- means not separated, and yet this is the very root thing their trying to do—separate from thought/mind by going into the void. How disappointed they are when they discover they can't hold that place indefinitely. It loops back on itself. They can't hold it indefinitely because they are trying to escape and don't understand that void/nothing space is hand in hand with the other 2 components. For this reason it is going to loop back on itself because it IS itself. Remember the consciousness and creation are action and it's very nature is to be " some " thing. So, the pull back into action state eventually happens. It can't be helped because that is what you are. Choice then, is not the prison, it isn't a mental prison, but rather the state of unconsciousness is more the prison, and the limitations of that, and the identities we cling to feed into it that, and perpetuate that level of unconsciousness. The person who is rather unconscious of how to create feels like a victim in a prison, because they have not learned how to 'consciously' work with the original 3 aspects that is 'you'. They have become distracted with the myriad of fancy displays of creation, and by-products, like emotion, and the myriad thoughts that pop in the mind. They want to control the mind or thought process, but ideas are the very nature and cannot be controlled, because that is what consciousness is – that is " YOU " . And they feel like a victim in many ways. But rejecting identity, and rejecting it all, will only serve to prolong the victimization, and eventually it turns back on you to be understood and accepted and learned from,,,because that's what consciousness is all about. Again, the idea aspect IS the consciousness. In order to direct the idea away from random babbling thought, then mantras may be a good method, or whatever works, but to stop it completely by rejecting it is only futile because you can't stop YOU. You can bring thought out of an unconscious place and into a consciously directed place, but you can't stop it. By the way, Pete, I enjoy Shiva, but I don't worship him as a god. He knows how to use the 3 components and that's why he's a good example for me, but only an example. He's my favorite and that's why I call myself a Shiva Diva. I enjoy Jesus (although many atheists are now saying he was a myth) but I don't worship or follow him. I enjoy Nisg. but I don't follow him either, I only use some of the ideas they present. I just create, or not create. I can't say that act of creation is my God, because it's what I Am. I still play with love sometimes. I do enjoy the feeling of joy. The difference is one of consciousness. Discriminating conscious acceptance can help to create openness. If one lets go of creation, then they are left with consciousness and energy components. If one lets go of consciousness they are left with energy. Energy is that NOthing that people like to chat about. It really doesn't do anything unless consciousness (either consciously or unconsciously) does something with it. Energy on it's own does Nothing, but here is the confusion, it does nothing, but it really isn't accurate to say it is NOthing. Science proves this when it shows that certain particles are non- descript, but by actually looking at the particle and having a specific idea about it(making a choice about it) can cause it to change,,, examples of this in nature might be kind of like a chameleon, or like stem cells. They are rather generic in and of themselves, but when adapted to specific environments they take on those specific properties. This property of energy is also the field of unlimited potentiality. But even the label or identity of nothing is a limitation, because upon further reflection we can see that even that generic NOthing energy is still a " some " thing. A void is still " some'thing. By simple comparison we could see that " something " has properties, therefore the absence of properties is what defines the void/energy state,,,and that very definition is a " something. " It's a brain teaser. So, the master knows this, and knows energy, and understands the nature of illusion, in terms of what it does or doesn't want to create, and doesn't focus on the illusion of this or that at all, and in that way Pete, you are right about letting things go unnamed and alone. It's the energy component of " you " that goes unnamed. Why does it go unnamed? Because it has no real quality until consciousness gives it one. The master does it from a sense of conscious understanding and not limiting out of fear of unknown, etc. It's not that they must not identify, it's that they must learn how to identify in order to achieve the thing they want. So, Illusion isn't the issue at all. People get distracted by that as well. The master knows there is nothing to reject. Why would it reject the very thing that is part of it's creation and consciousness process?? It would be about as nonsensical as an art painter rejecting paint. The painter, paint and canvas again can be used to represent the 3 components of You. And the illusion can represent the thing/object that the painter is painting. He/she knows the end result of the painting is not the `real' thing. The painting of the tree isn't really a tree. This illusory idea doesn't even enter into the painters head, because it already knows that. Also, the painter doesn't reject the paint or the canvas, it simply doesn't use certain things, and it changes other things. At the end it decides weather it likes/loves it or not ( a by-product emotion, and uses that to determine what it will or will not paint next.) The interest to paint motivates it. That's why the by- product appears to people as an illusion. It is transient and changeable. But the original 3 components are not. The only " real " thing is the original idea that sprang from consciousness, all else returns to it's void state when it is no longer held in consciousness. (Real as defined by the ability to ascribe properties to it. All else is illusion but that is irrelevant to the master, because the master isn't preoccupied with dissecting illusion, but preoccupied with creating the illusion. The master understands how to create using the component of energy and consciousness as a totality. The word illusion doesn't enter the picture, but the word choice does. The illusion is real enough to serve it's creative purpose, and that is all consciousness is really " Interested " in. The energy component is a generic chameleon, taking on the ideas of consciousness, and has actual purposes, therefore the master doesn't say it " isn't real " . So, the idea of " no-thing " is also an error. It all has properties therefore it is a " something " . The identity of `nothing' is a property in itself. This energy therefore isn't limited and closed, but actually unlimited and open. The conscious master – YOU – is all of these 3 components and KNOWS it and doesn't reject that. That's one of the reasons for the teaching that says one should go inside to find yourself. This means that `YOU' are the 3 components of energy. You are " it " . Then, this aspect of You is like a magician pulling a rabbit out of the hat. The hat represents the void, (called void because it's void of stuff.) It represents the energy that can take on any aspect, but lies dormant until this takes place. Then, there is the magician. She/he represents the consciousness. She/he is either a conscious master, or an unconscious victim helplessly crying for mercy. This consciousness is needed if something is going to be pulled out of the hat (the void). Then, there is the rabbit. The magician puts his hand in the hat and pulls out a rabbit. The rabbit is the creation. So, to the master there is no conflict, because in order to create and clothe his idea, she/he consciously uses energy. And that energy isn't real on its own, per se, but the reality the consciousness gives it combines with the energy to make the creation is real enough to serve its purpose. This is the difference between the unconscious victim who is helpless because it ends up unconsciously creating things – experiences and objects- and doesn't understand the choice/action/interest dynamics behind consciousness, therefore they choose one thing, then send mixed messages to choose another, then something completely different (because they aren't conscious that their ideas and choices are creating the object/experience,)so all the mixed messages get befuddled and they end up pulling stuff out of the hat without having any clue. Or, these messages counteract and stalemate each other, leaving the unconscious person even more confused. The master doesn't reject but accepts. It only creates, or un- creates. It releases or changes. It forms the energy together, or it stops holding consciousness in the energy and pulls the energy apart, back to the original state of energy, which is dormant and generic (the thing people call NOthing). Fear holds hands with rejection and keeps one locked in that mental prison, and it's that fear that holds onto the identities and doesn't let them change. It keeps one out of consciousness and keeps one in unconsciousness/not having a conscious understanding of what to do with the 3 basic properties that make up " you. " The master goes into the place between 2 thoughts, the void/energy state, not to escape, but to create. The escape is the altered ego idea, and leads to closed state and painful evolution (suffering), as the whole purpose of consciousness is to evolve through change Change is what creation is all about. The master goes into the void because change is what it is. And it now consciously chooses what it wants to change/create. So, if one rejects things, thereby limiting,,,then they've taken themselves out of the very nature of what they are,,,,which is unlimited. And,,,the brain teaser is that we want to label or place a limited identity on the energy aspect,,,so we call it NOthing,,,but, all masters know this is not an accurate description and only furthers the limitedness. In fact, it should actually be called " everything " That's why when I think about it I call it either the void or the unlimited field of potential in which the consciousness creates. In this way there is no limitation , but rather openness. The energy in itself has a property and function. The energy is used together with the other 2 other properties and has it's own specific place in that. Every culture has a way of identifying and humanizing these 3 properties, (God the father, son and Holy Ghost) Jesus as choice. Jesus as son. In psychology they call it, the id, the super id and the ego. The body calls it the mind, the brain and the thought. Openness is very key. That's why it's said that a person can grasp consciousness in one second, or in 5 billion years. You know how open you are by how long it takes for you to reach levels of conscious state. You know how much altered ego state a person has when they claim bragging rights that they spent 40 years in sadhana. I wouldn't brag about such a thing. But, as one poster said, most people REALLY DON'T want to achieve this enlightenment state that they're racing after. It's a very good game though. I believe it's the altered egos way of making it look like it's all righteous and wonderful, which is the other danger that can come with this kind of thing…. (I'll go more into that further on.) The conscious mind sees through it, but the altered ego state can't because it's too busy playing the game. Weather one uses the phrase " I am that " as an acceptance method, or " I am NOT that " as a rejection method,,,either way it both leads to the same door. One is a path full of suffering emotions and experiences and the other has far less. But, the one will not open the door, because it is busy rejecting and closing it. The other will open the door…it is busy opening. They are only methods of helping one to come into consciousness – a conscious understanding. But, if one rejects thought/mind, then this process has the physiological potential to present a little problem. (by problem I mean opportunity for growth through mysery). You see, the mind mechanism helps to process information (thought/ideas) into a human form and assists the brain in sending out physical sensory images (more ideas or even emotions) which further assist in processing data. This helps the person to `wrap their brain' around it all so to speak. These 3 aspects work together to form a bridge that bridges the gap between altered ego state (or unconscious state) with conscious state. The thought, mind, brain work together, (symbolic for consciousness, creation and energy) so that a deeper consciousness can arise and take place and be experienced. If one keeps sending rejection to the brain, then you are sending more mixed messages. The brain circuits and processes may shut down. It is taking the direction and message of rejecting the physical mind and thought very seriously. This is not some enlightened by-product of years in sadhana,,, (that would be the altered ego's way of identifying the process so that it always looks good and righteous – it would say something like, " I've spent so long in sadhana that my mind is now entrained in a nothing state) Often times this is only a disconnection of the 3 connective components. Remember that ideas/choices are what creates. When the brain is continually told that it is being rejected imbalances can occur which can cause the 3 brain components to break down, combined with the conflicting mixed message that is being sent to the brain that says; the messages to accept love as all/god is love, and, reject all (well all but love). You see how the prison walls take shape???? Fact is, when the state is achieved whereby the masters speak, the exact OPPOSITE happens. The components are honed in ways that produce what people would call sheer brilliance. How can you accept sheer brilliance that utilizes the mind/brain components if it's continuously being told that it's not good and rejected. In a human body, the brain/mind/thought process offers an avenue for " you " to be YOU, and do what YOU do – which is,,, consiousness and creation. Most people, seekers, want to destroy it (thought) before consciousness has been reached. In fact it defeats their very purpose. It's like a person putting the cart before the horse. In this case the cart, horse and person represent the 3 components of YOU. The person limits and closes it's very purpose if he/she puts the cart before the horse. Now they can't reach their destination (which is to move into some state of consiousness). Likewise, if the person gets rid of the cart and rides the horse, their left with a cart that is part of them, and still needs to get to the destination. If a person shoots the horse (thoughts/idea producing component) then they still don't get to their destination because this produces a closed state. This is an act of rejection. In extreme cases, methods of rejection or mixed messages involving acceptance and rejection, can cause conflict that has the potential to cause chemical imbalances within the brain/mind/thought mechanism. This can cause myriad of physical and mental effects, from extreme bi-polar tendencies (google the word to find out what bi-polar means) and various degrees of it, and even having potential to cause schizophrenia, psychosis, dementia, etc. I believe that many of the seniors who suffer from dementia have actually managed to reject SO much of their life, and run away until the only place they can run is literally " out of their mind. " This is why the meditative and spiritual seekers traditionally have been advised not to pursue meditative practices without a teacher/guru type person and that they always check in with them, because the teacher can identify things that the person can not. And many people hide it all quite nicely under the guise and masked called " seeking enlightenment. " This is why originally masters say not to talk about your practices with other people. It could convolute it and cause more problems, but, they have a teacher to guide them and they listen to what that teacher says could work for that particular individual and they'll be fine. But, one of the reasons why this board is now important, is because most people decide to do this solo. A board like this can offer many different angles and approaches and therefore " maybe " help alert a person to things that they themselves can't see,.,,to act as another pair of eyes and ears so to speak and common sense. This is why alternate ideas such as Pete's are excellent. It gives different perspectives. But, the real clincher is that if a person is in rejection mode, would they really be able to accept ideas at all? ,,, the rejection perpetuates and feeds a limited state – closed. Conscious/aware acceptance moves one into openness. Acceptance isn't really a limit, it's an open ended place. It only demands conscious to obviously scrutinize (which involves identity) that which doesn't serve the persons goal. So, then you have Alberto who wants to go into Nirvana. He can't do it because the very method he uses is at conflict and war with each other, and the very technique of rejection both limits AND closes the very thing he wants. Because, he has already limited himself to believing that his way is right and God is love. And, Pete, as you said, that is a great limit indeed. If Nirvana is the goal, then the method " I am that " or some other kind of more open ended accepting method would work to achieve the openness necessary, rather than, " I am NOT that " all is god/love is god/all is love. The altered state wishes to protect itself at all costs. Which is a reason why Pete's words will not be met with much acceptance here. The altered ego is very busy rejecting,,,not accepting. The altered ego will see Pete as the enemy,,,see him as attacking it. I get the same response, people say all kinds of things about me. I don't care. The very type of analytical thinking which Pete can offer will end up being scrubbed. Therefore, people really are closed, not open, and only accept that which already fits nicely into their already formed identities and ideas. It's not that the master doesn't come,,,it's that the student doesn't recognize the master. The student thinks the master is a fool, and walks right by. The altered ego verbally calls the master a fool. (well, in olden days they used to hang them, crucify them, or burn them as a witch, but that's another story.) People aren't really looking for truth at all,,,their looking for yet another identity of love, or whatever,,,and that keeps the whole thing unconscious state perpetuating. Yet, they can't run away from themselves, and inside on some level they recognize what they really are. They don't really want to be open. Therefore they will reject the very thing they need. Which is fine,,, swimming in the ocean of confusion is just another option for experience. There's really nothing " wrong " with swimming in confusion,,,it's just that eventually the arms get tired, and that's when the person says they need to escape the mind prison and find freedom. Psychology has a different term to describe consciousness. It's called common sense. That's what the master calls it, because he/she has pulled back all the fancy identities that spiritual groups have called it and understand through cause and effect what they want to create and are open about it. It's also called being pragmatic, and that involves a certain amount of the word which is called " being realistic " . Of course, if the altered ego is running from itself, from it's real " you " , then it will not like to use that dirty word called " reality " . Why? Because they are only open to the idea that reality doesn't exist and are closed to exploring other ideas. Because they don't really want to change at all. They become like a dog with a bone in it's mouth. This is how the war perpetuates,,,,this is how the prison walls keep getting higher and higher with every brick we add to it. Rejecting the `illusion' because it really doesn't exist only furthers the splitting off of the altered state. Then when they further desire the nirvana state, or any other state which involves openness, they get flabbergasted when it doesn't get achieved. That's why the concepts only stay swirling around in the mind as thought stuff, because the altered ego never wants it to get further past thought and into action. That would be it's funeral. This is the reason why the master can release the reincarnation process. It can consciously choose what it wants. So, this is also why it can be true for some and not for others, because one person may not choose it. For that master there is no more karma in the sense that reincarnation defines it. But this involves conscious choice, and this is also why people seek to become awakened so they can stop the wheel of reincarnation, the wheel of suffering. The unconscious state is driven by addictive nature, and karma is only the by-product of an unconscious choice. When using conscious choice there is no victim, because you know very well what you're choosing and if you don't want it anymore then you change it. I already previously went over how limits produce fear which prevents openness needed to provide that change. And, a person may say this is all kindergarten, however, the application of it still seems to elude them, so that very limit they've placed then also becomes the force that perpetuates their merry-go-round. So, it becomes so difficult for people to walk their talk, because their `talk'(beliefs/ideas) is pulling both legs in opposite directions. And, ouch, that hurts! And, more confusion and war ensues. The only way they can deny the confusion is to go deeper into the very thing that is creating it. And even deeper war can often ensue. A story to illustrate an example of rejection: The most serious case of this rejection process that I've seen is taking place near Santa Fe New Mexico of how a man was so wrapped in his goal. He knew all the terms, sayings, and scriptures. His goal was bliss and love. He even changed his name to Ananda Love. He had so completely gone through the identification process and wanted so desperately to achieve the state of bliss. He used sex as his method to achieve it. He developed an addiction to sex. He spent a period of time every year in cave sadhana, and 3 months a year in India. He was a self entitled sadhu/monk and calls himself the white baba. But, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't seem to adequately reach his goal. As much as he spouted words that contained bliss, and smiled as people called him Ananda, and expressed his pride in his understanding of doctrine, he still couldn't measure up to his identity of what bliss was. So, he was very proud of the idea that he could go into Samadhi at will, and though I still really don't know what that word means, I suspect it isn't bliss, as his life produced nothing blissful about it. He also tried to use marijuana to help induce this goal/state. He applied the idea " fake it til you make it. " He thought that if he only believed he was a great baba in bliss, then it would happen. What happened is that a great division started to take place within his mind. You see, his words were registering into his entire system as a lie. He was so powerfully rejecting what he was, " the reality " , that it completely limited him and closed him down. The result of the combination of the above was an extreme chemical imbalance and mental disorder. He couldn't see " reality " because he was living in his own " illusion of non-illusion " The goal and teaching took on a world of their own. He believed that he had reached these states, but also confessed to me that he hadn't. Now, talk about a mixed message! He'd put his hand on a persons chakra to raise energy up the spine and in a hand jerking movement bring this energy up. He claimed he was a cure all. No one claimed that but Him. He convinced himself that he had enlightened powers. But, an internal war ensued. This resulted in a splitting off within the brain to such extreme. He became so bi-polar to the most extreme I've ever seen without going into the next step of schizophrenia. His moods swung to the extreme of being helpful, spouting loving doctrines from any book he'd read,,,and giving money to people in India - to with holding his loved ones from taking a bath because the water bill would cost money. He developed argumentativeness to the degree (which was only a manifestation of his inner state) to such a degree that he couldn't hold ONE relationship. He went through women because his personality went from verbal aggressive/ dominant/controlling, to sweet and nice and helpful. This created a desperate problem for him, because he was also addicted to sex as his method of `enlightenment'. Yes, that was the self- righteous ego using god/religion to validate an addiction that isn't commonly acceptable behavior in society. I was called to go down to see if any assistance could be done. Oh, he was thrilled to see me. He immediately told me I was his soul mate and decided I must marry him. (this all after the 2nd day) I told him that wasn't my purpose for being there. He couldn't accept it. He rejected it. So, he tried to manipulate me in many ways to get me to do as he wanted. I talked to him about his behavior but he only rejected that too. Why? Because he's an enlightened sadhu/monk who is in sadhana and knows all the divine stuff. He can't be told anything, because he knows everything. Essentially, he couldn't be reached because he was closed. He had placed limitations on himself through his own identities, and those identities were driven by the altered ego, which were then wore proudly as a badge on his chest. I left after 5 days. He then said that my presence had caused an even further transcendence within him and he has now added to his name the title of " bliss Baba. " There is a big difference between enlightenment and mental disorder. He hid his sex addiction by claiming it is a method of enlightenment, by using tantric and kundalini to help him achieve his joy/bliss goal. To anyone who may think I'm over analyzing I would say that I'm not analyzing it at all. It's only information that I know, and that is all. The information was already there. The only part to do was form it in some kind of coherent wording and type it. It's hard to put in words, so my words have had to repeat themselves in many places so it could look at the same idea from different angles. The altered ego state fears the thought process in case it might become conscious and die a little. It hears it's funeral bells ringing. The conscious state sees it as a wedding. The master plays it all together like a fine tuned orchestra. He/she doesn't release the orchestra players until the music has finished. But most seekers are so buy rejecting the orchestra, and the players, before the music is over. They don't realize that they need this in the present moment…their very busy looking forward to the goal (future),,,of enlightment,,,whatever they define that to be, that they don't use the tools that are put before them to help achieve it. In this way they don't use it all together and the music is out of harmony and produces dischord. This rejection process means they'll never really hear the music which is the very purpose of the orchestra. (I added this flowery analogy because I know most of you like flowery stuff.) Other people's altered ego state might say, " Donny's being judgmental " . It's another method used to protect itself. If they differentiate identification with judgment then maybe a spark of consciousness might arise,,,which would cause the altered state to be gone/be less than it is now,,,and again cause it's funeral. It can't have that. So, it's easier to attack and point out an enemy, or run away altogether and this way the altered ego state keeps looking like the wonderful grand person who doesn't judge. There's a difference between consciousness and judging. In caring and sharing, ~*~ Donny 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2004 Report Share Posted October 6, 2004 Nisargadatta , " goldenrainbowrider " <laughterx8@h...> wrote: > > > > In caring and sharing, > > ~*~ Donny > 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 Thanks for your kind words, Donny. Your thesis has many good points. Now, if you want others to profit by them, learn to say them in fewer words. When it comes to get your point across, succinctness is next to godliness. With kind regards, Pete Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2004 Report Share Posted October 6, 2004 Nisargadatta , " cerosoul " <Pedsie2@a...> wrote: > > Nisargadatta , " goldenrainbowrider " > <laughterx8@h...> wrote: > > > > > > > > In caring and sharing, > > > > ~*~ Donny > > 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 > > Thanks for your kind words, Donny. Your thesis has > many good points. Now, if you want others to profit > by them, learn to say them in fewer words. When it > comes to get your point across, succinctness is next > to godliness. > > With kind regards, > Pete 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 I used less words before, but it wasn't understood, in which case it would appear that succinctness may be next to godliness, but it also doesn't serve the purpose in getting the point across. However, weather people profit from them is their own business. in caring and sharing, ~*~ Donny 88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2004 Report Share Posted October 6, 2004 Nisargadatta , " goldenrainbowrider " <laughterx8@h...> wrote: > .... > > Anyhow, Al believes choice is conflict, Alberto rejects thought as > conflict. They both have rejected the mind processes. Oooow, > that's a powerful choice. They don't consciously even know > the > outcome of what their choosing. The body hears all these mixed > messages and honestly doesn't know what to do anymore. The > mind /thought /brain process is an important component for choice. > It's how consciousness works in the physical state. Then that > very thing that is necessary to understand, identify and create > becomes rejected and internal and external war ensues as the person > once again goes into conflict by rejecting something and needing > that very thing that they're rejecting. > > For, Al, how can you have any consciousness about choice when you > are busy rejecting it and saying choice is conflict. You are > conscious of choice as being conflict, and you're sending this > message, so you will experience this conflict as a result. Choice > isn't conflict. " What " you choose or don't choose > and how you > identify or don't identify is the thing that produces the > conflicted experience and subsequently either the closed or open > nature is the thing that keeps you trapped in that unconscious > prison mind place. The freedom you say you want the mind to attain > is also a limit. You want to free your mind? But the mind > component is an important part of how you get there. So, > essentially, you're saying you want to shoot the horse before it > gets you to your destination. This sends tremendous mixed messages > to your entire system, and war of conflict, both externally and > internally ensue. In effect the very freedom that you want your mind > to attain ends up not being achieved. Choice made from thinking based on the personal past is conflict. It is obvious that a static and limited fragment cannot cope with the immensity of unfolding life as a whole. Only when there is total Choice will this illusion of a separate fragment controlling life cease. By total Choice I mean direct effortless intuition which does not negate individual choice, but rather embraces the fragmented 'I' and releases it into a larger whole where true freedom dawns. > > Instead of rejecting, it could be more productive to use the > method of recognizing and releasing. Releasing is a conscious > action and state, whereas rejection is more unconscious. Rejection of fragmented choice is the beginning of freedom. .... > > But the very thing that keeps one in the conflict is the very thing > both Al and Alberto are doing, and that is " rejecting " . > (Please > understand that I don't mean any disrespect here. I respect > you're > ideas Al, and Albertino very much. Why? Because I know exactly what > you're experiencing.) Can you then also recognize that every choice made from the fragmented 'I' is conflict? /AL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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