Fwd: from desired experience to actual fulfillment

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In a message dated 12/31/04 9:12:40 AM, ericparoissien writes:

Excellent questions. Buy hardhat and goggles bricks bounce back at

you

when you wield a jackhammer. Soon your popularity is going to equal mine.

Preaching from a rock pile is a precarious business )

 

> deconstructionism , " Eric Paroissien "

> <ericparoissien@g...> wrote:

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> _A_

> How do i believe:

> There is an experience of wonder, that will change me radically.

> That there is a gap between this undesired situation and a final

> ideal state that a sudden spark of light will bridge.

> That such transformative experience happens only under specific

> (lucky) circumstances ...?

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> _B_

> ... that would have to be in the case:

> - i have accumulated delay on my destiny.

> - i have been sluggish in my duties and realizations.

> - i have not kept in pace with natural events.

> - i am in need of an external sudden boost that would finally tune

> me with my real state (that i should never have left ... maybe i was

> there before i was born or maybe some subtle part of me never ceases

> to be while some grosser part holds me back).

> When have i started to decide and assess myself in need of a higher

> realm and experience? (what makes such higher realms and experiences

> so desirable?)

> How have i found some higher comparison to what i am presently and

> found this state lacking vis-a-vis that state?

>

> _C_

> Why would i specifically have been left and forgotten behind the

> perfectly tuned work of the universe? which train is there to catch

> up with and why should i be running behind it?

> What would make me finish in three days what others finish in three

> years? Where is the rush? what is the stake?

> Don't we have an exact ovelapping of

> urgency/greed

> goal/greed

> higher realms

> present inadequacy

> ?

>

> _D_

> What makes me specially deserve to be miserable and hoping for some

> miracle?

> Why would nature or god have designed specially for me the sorry

> destiny and hardship of a search that will be crowned with success?

> is it written in the nature of things?

> Why do we accept only such complexe scenarios for our lives?

> And all this would happen to me?

> If i give up hope, shall i give up the desire to live?

> Am i persistently closely followed by despair that would make me

> tilt into despondency and the collapse of my image if i let it catch

> up with me and give up my hope?

> How come misery is always here around when hope is here around?

> What happens when someone gives up hope?

> Do we need to have a historical imprint on culture or a recognized

> impact on the community we live in?

> Is there a hope, that is not personal?

> Is there a hope that is not the result of a past lack and a future

> grandiose conception of myself?

>

> deconstructionism/

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