Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > Nisargadatta , " anders_lindman " > <anders_lindman> wrote: > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " carolina112900 " > > > <freyjartist@a...> wrote: > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " fuzzie_wuz " > > > <fuzzie_wuz> > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , Pedsie2@a... wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In a message dated 4/21/05 2:25:02 PM, > anders_lindman > > > > writes: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Say, if you are so busy deleting posts, how can you be > so > > > > sure > > > > > what > > > > > > > > they are about? Did you delete this post b t w? Do you > use > > > > your > > > > > > > > preconceived ideas as a criteria for deleting posts, or > is > > > > your > > > > > > > > intuition keen enough to sense the content of a post by > its > > > > > title? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > al. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P: Since you asked, below are the confessions of a > deleting > > > > > dilettante. > > > > > > > Obviously, I didn't delete this one. Why? because I > knew > > > you > > > > > > > were answering my post. I know your posts are about angst > and > > > > > > > speculation. If I'm in the mood for that, and the traffic > is > > > > low, > > > > > I > > > > > > > will read one or two. I read all posts by Dan, Werner, > Lewis, > > > > > > > Muralis, Kip, and most of the other non-habitual posters. > > > People > > > > > > > who post to chit-chat, and to relieve boredom, or out of > > > > confusion > > > > > > > day in and day out, I seldom read. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Pedsie2: > > > > > > > > > > > > I apologize. I have been on this forum about 2 weeks, now. > I > > > was > > > > > just > > > > > > having some fun with it. Somebody gave me an old computer > and I > > > > > hooked > > > > > > it up and then I found this forum and started talking to > people > > > > on > > > > > it. > > > > > > And, it's been fun. But, if it's bugging you and you are > > > > irritated > > > > > by > > > > > > me, then, man, I'm gonna try to make a concerted effort and > not > > > > post > > > > > > so much on here. I don't want to bother anybody or start > any > > > > > trouble. > > > > > > I've just been having some fun, man. I hope you understand. > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't know if you've read any of my posts, but, I am > totally > > > > into > > > > > > what Nisargadatta was about. So, I'm not on here to just > jerk > > > > > > somebody's chain or to be a troll or anything like that. > I'm > > > > > serious. > > > > > > Just wanted you to know that. > > > > > > > > > > > > Yours, > > > > > > > > > > > > fuzzie>> > > > > > > > > > > I am Totally One with the fuzzmeister. I've been on this, > and > > > the > > > > > GuruRatings boards for not much longer than fuzzie and my > story > > > is > > > > > pretty much the same. > > > > > > > > > > After getting fired from my job b/c of all the trouble I was > > > > stirring > > > > > up over on the anti-Chinmoy lists (the Chinmoy people amassed > a > > > > vast > > > > > docier (sp) on me and threatened my employer with a whopping > > > > lawsuit > > > > > b/c I was stupidly using the company email system when > posting my > > > > > extremely, at times, vulgar and blastphemous diatribes), I > > > searched > > > > > for another, 'safe' outlet to rant and rave. > > > > > > > > > > However, like fuzzie, I am an unabashed and unpologetic > > > > Nisargadatta > > > > > man, and a Ramana guy as well. > > > > > > > > > > I'm only here to have fun. I've met some great people along > the > > > > way, > > > > > so I am truly grateful for that as well: Charlie, > > > fuzzie,annadanna, > > > > > Faithe (hey, where did she go, anyway?), as well as others. > > > > > > > > > > Unlike fuzzie, however, I don't really give a fuck what > anybody > > > > > really thinks about either the # or the content of my posts. > > > > > > > > > > Like I said, I'm just having a little fun. I'm not here to > get > > > > > Enlightened and I'm not here to try to Enlighten anyone. > > > > > > > > > > Well, anyway, I have to get on to the next post to see what > lies > > > > > ahead........... > > > > > > > > > > Mr. forgivEmefatherforIknownotwhatIdo > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, for starters, you could start > > > > to look into your ANGER. > > > > > > > > just a thought, > > > > > > > > ~freyja>> > > > > > > Seriously, my wife has been on my case about that situation as > well. > > > > > > Yesterday, in fact, I called to make an appointment with the > > > psychiatric nurse (I think that's his title) to whom I go to get > my > > > Rx from, and made an app't. to go in talk about my " suppressed > rage " > > > problem. > > > > > > It was a " good " thought, freyja, and Thanks for your suggestion. > > > > > > Mr. AngrErmanagement > > > > > > Nukunu had a very good description about anger and he said that for > > example therapies like beating a pillow could often be an escape > > rather than a solution because it was like trying to empty an ocean > > with a tea mug. One must become totally absorbed by the rage and > > become red in every cell of the body and just let it burn through > you, > > he said. > > > > My own idea is that even that will not be enough because what's > > causing the anger is fear, and you you don't want to mess with that > > emotion lightly. > > > > al. > > In that case, al, I must have PLENTY of fear! And, of course, a whole > lot of self loathing to boot. > > I'm not exactly sure what it is that I'm afraid of, however. > > Dying? I don't THINK so. > > Seriously, I'm not sure what it is. > > Mr. fearandloathingandgnashingofteEth Everything we do is soaked in fear. To get a taste of fear, imagine that you are God. As God you are all-powerful. Meaning what? Meaning you have the _capacity_ to put yourself into an infinite nightmare. As God you know you are going to live forever, and the only way to get rid of the fear of putting yourself into an infinite nightmare is to _actually_ _try_ to do just that: to put yourself into an infinite nightmare, or else you will live forever in fear of your own all-powerful capability. al. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 - anders_lindman Nisargadatta Friday, April 22, 2005 8:20 AM Re: FEAR and loathing. Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > Nisargadatta , " anders_lindman " > <anders_lindman> wrote: > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " carolina112900 " > > > <freyjartist@a...> wrote: > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " fuzzie_wuz " > > > <fuzzie_wuz> > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , Pedsie2@a... wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In a message dated 4/21/05 2:25:02 PM, > anders_lindman > > > > writes: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Say, if you are so busy deleting posts, how can you be > so > > > > sure > > > > > what > > > > > > > > they are about? Did you delete this post b t w? Do you > use > > > > your > > > > > > > > preconceived ideas as a criteria for deleting posts, or > is > > > > your > > > > > > > > intuition keen enough to sense the content of a post by > its > > > > > title? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > al. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P: Since you asked, below are the confessions of a > deleting > > > > > dilettante. > > > > > > > Obviously, I didn't delete this one. Why? because I > knew > > > you > > > > > > > were answering my post. I know your posts are about angst > and > > > > > > > speculation. If I'm in the mood for that, and the traffic > is > > > > low, > > > > > I > > > > > > > will read one or two. I read all posts by Dan, Werner, > Lewis, > > > > > > > Muralis, Kip, and most of the other non-habitual posters. > > > People > > > > > > > who post to chit-chat, and to relieve boredom, or out of > > > > confusion > > > > > > > day in and day out, I seldom read. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Pedsie2: > > > > > > > > > > > > I apologize. I have been on this forum about 2 weeks, now. > I > > > was > > > > > just > > > > > > having some fun with it. Somebody gave me an old computer > and I > > > > > hooked > > > > > > it up and then I found this forum and started talking to > people > > > > on > > > > > it. > > > > > > And, it's been fun. But, if it's bugging you and you are > > > > irritated > > > > > by > > > > > > me, then, man, I'm gonna try to make a concerted effort and > not > > > > post > > > > > > so much on here. I don't want to bother anybody or start > any > > > > > trouble. > > > > > > I've just been having some fun, man. I hope you understand. > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't know if you've read any of my posts, but, I am > totally > > > > into > > > > > > what Nisargadatta was about. So, I'm not on here to just > jerk > > > > > > somebody's chain or to be a troll or anything like that. > I'm > > > > > serious. > > > > > > Just wanted you to know that. > > > > > > > > > > > > Yours, > > > > > > > > > > > > fuzzie>> > > > > > > > > > > I am Totally One with the fuzzmeister. I've been on this, > and > > > the > > > > > GuruRatings boards for not much longer than fuzzie and my > story > > > is > > > > > pretty much the same. > > > > > > > > > > After getting fired from my job b/c of all the trouble I was > > > > stirring > > > > > up over on the anti-Chinmoy lists (the Chinmoy people amassed > a > > > > vast > > > > > docier (sp) on me and threatened my employer with a whopping > > > > lawsuit > > > > > b/c I was stupidly using the company email system when > posting my > > > > > extremely, at times, vulgar and blastphemous diatribes), I > > > searched > > > > > for another, 'safe' outlet to rant and rave. > > > > > > > > > > However, like fuzzie, I am an unabashed and unpologetic > > > > Nisargadatta > > > > > man, and a Ramana guy as well. > > > > > > > > > > I'm only here to have fun. I've met some great people along > the > > > > way, > > > > > so I am truly grateful for that as well: Charlie, > > > fuzzie,annadanna, > > > > > Faithe (hey, where did she go, anyway?), as well as others. > > > > > > > > > > Unlike fuzzie, however, I don't really give a fuck what > anybody > > > > > really thinks about either the # or the content of my posts. > > > > > > > > > > Like I said, I'm just having a little fun. I'm not here to > get > > > > > Enlightened and I'm not here to try to Enlighten anyone. > > > > > > > > > > Well, anyway, I have to get on to the next post to see what > lies > > > > > ahead........... > > > > > > > > > > Mr. forgivEmefatherforIknownotwhatIdo > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, for starters, you could start > > > > to look into your ANGER. > > > > > > > > just a thought, > > > > > > > > ~freyja>> > > > > > > Seriously, my wife has been on my case about that situation as > well. > > > > > > Yesterday, in fact, I called to make an appointment with the > > > psychiatric nurse (I think that's his title) to whom I go to get > my > > > Rx from, and made an app't. to go in talk about my " suppressed > rage " > > > problem. > > > > > > It was a " good " thought, freyja, and Thanks for your suggestion. > > > > > > Mr. AngrErmanagement > > > > > > Nukunu had a very good description about anger and he said that for > > example therapies like beating a pillow could often be an escape > > rather than a solution because it was like trying to empty an ocean > > with a tea mug. One must become totally absorbed by the rage and > > become red in every cell of the body and just let it burn through > you, > > he said. > > > > My own idea is that even that will not be enough because what's > > causing the anger is fear, and you you don't want to mess with that > > emotion lightly. > > > > al. > > In that case, al, I must have PLENTY of fear! And, of course, a whole > lot of self loathing to boot. > > I'm not exactly sure what it is that I'm afraid of, however. > > Dying? I don't THINK so. > > Seriously, I'm not sure what it is. > > Mr. fearandloathingandgnashingofteEth Everything we do is soaked in fear. To get a taste of fear, imagine that you are God. As God you are all-powerful. Meaning what? Meaning you have the _capacity_ to put yourself into an infinite nightmare. As God you know you are going to live forever, and the only way to get rid of the fear of putting yourself into an infinite nightmare is to _actually_ _try_ to do just that: to put yourself into an infinite nightmare, or else you will live forever in fear of your own all-powerful capability. al And then 'we' realize we Are " 'God " and living or dying or anything does not matter one f****** bit. Cause you got it all, Babe. In This, the right-here-ness of Now. (that's what kept us in Fear--aversion and desire--but greater beings than I have spoken of this.) Loretta ** If you do not wish to receive individual emails, to change your subscription, sign in with your ID and go to Edit My Groups: /mygroups?edit=1 Under the Message Delivery option, choose " No Email " for the Nisargadatta group and click on Save Changes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 Nisargadatta , " Anna Ruiz " <nli10u@c...> wrote: > > - > anders_lindman > Nisargadatta > Friday, April 22, 2005 8:20 AM > Re: FEAR and loathing. > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > Nisargadatta , " anders_lindman " > > <anders_lindman> wrote: > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " carolina112900 " > > > > <freyjartist@a...> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " fuzzie_wuz " > > > > <fuzzie_wuz> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , Pedsie2@a... wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In a message dated 4/21/05 2:25:02 PM, > > anders_lindman > > > > > writes: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Say, if you are so busy deleting posts, how can you be > > so > > > > > sure > > > > > > what > > > > > > > > > they are about? Did you delete this post b t w? Do you > > use > > > > > your > > > > > > > > > preconceived ideas as a criteria for deleting posts, or > > is > > > > > your > > > > > > > > > intuition keen enough to sense the content of a post by > > its > > > > > > title? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > al. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P: Since you asked, below are the confessions of a > > deleting > > > > > > dilettante. > > > > > > > > Obviously, I didn't delete this one. Why? because I > > knew > > > > you > > > > > > > > were answering my post. I know your posts are about angst > > and > > > > > > > > speculation. If I'm in the mood for that, and the traffic > > is > > > > > low, > > > > > > I > > > > > > > > will read one or two. I read all posts by Dan, Werner, > > Lewis, > > > > > > > > Muralis, Kip, and most of the other non-habitual posters. > > > > People > > > > > > > > who post to chit-chat, and to relieve boredom, or out of > > > > > confusion > > > > > > > > day in and day out, I seldom read. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Pedsie2: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I apologize. I have been on this forum about 2 weeks, now. > > I > > > > was > > > > > > just > > > > > > > having some fun with it. Somebody gave me an old computer > > and I > > > > > > hooked > > > > > > > it up and then I found this forum and started talking to > > people > > > > > on > > > > > > it. > > > > > > > And, it's been fun. But, if it's bugging you and you are > > > > > irritated > > > > > > by > > > > > > > me, then, man, I'm gonna try to make a concerted effort and > > not > > > > > post > > > > > > > so much on here. I don't want to bother anybody or start > > any > > > > > > trouble. > > > > > > > I've just been having some fun, man. I hope you understand. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't know if you've read any of my posts, but, I am > > totally > > > > > into > > > > > > > what Nisargadatta was about. So, I'm not on here to just > > jerk > > > > > > > somebody's chain or to be a troll or anything like that. > > I'm > > > > > > serious. > > > > > > > Just wanted you to know that. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yours, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > fuzzie>> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am Totally One with the fuzzmeister. I've been on this, > > and > > > > the > > > > > > GuruRatings boards for not much longer than fuzzie and my > > story > > > > is > > > > > > pretty much the same. > > > > > > > > > > > > After getting fired from my job b/c of all the trouble I was > > > > > stirring > > > > > > up over on the anti-Chinmoy lists (the Chinmoy people amassed > > a > > > > > vast > > > > > > docier (sp) on me and threatened my employer with a whopping > > > > > lawsuit > > > > > > b/c I was stupidly using the company email system when > > posting my > > > > > > extremely, at times, vulgar and blastphemous diatribes), I > > > > searched > > > > > > for another, 'safe' outlet to rant and rave. > > > > > > > > > > > > However, like fuzzie, I am an unabashed and unpologetic > > > > > Nisargadatta > > > > > > man, and a Ramana guy as well. > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm only here to have fun. I've met some great people along > > the > > > > > way, > > > > > > so I am truly grateful for that as well: Charlie, > > > > fuzzie,annadanna, > > > > > > Faithe (hey, where did she go, anyway?), as well as others. > > > > > > > > > > > > Unlike fuzzie, however, I don't really give a fuck what > > anybody > > > > > > really thinks about either the # or the content of my posts. > > > > > > > > > > > > Like I said, I'm just having a little fun. I'm not here to > > get > > > > > > Enlightened and I'm not here to try to Enlighten anyone. > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, anyway, I have to get on to the next post to see what > > lies > > > > > > ahead........... > > > > > > > > > > > > Mr. forgivEmefatherforIknownotwhatIdo > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, for starters, you could start > > > > > to look into your ANGER. > > > > > > > > > > just a thought, > > > > > > > > > > ~freyja>> > > > > > > > > Seriously, my wife has been on my case about that situation as > > well. > > > > > > > > Yesterday, in fact, I called to make an appointment with the > > > > psychiatric nurse (I think that's his title) to whom I go to get > > my > > > > Rx from, and made an app't. to go in talk about my " suppressed > > rage " > > > > problem. > > > > > > > > It was a " good " thought, freyja, and Thanks for your suggestion. > > > > > > > > Mr. AngrErmanagement > > > > > > > > > Nukunu had a very good description about anger and he said that for > > > example therapies like beating a pillow could often be an escape > > > rather than a solution because it was like trying to empty an ocean > > > with a tea mug. One must become totally absorbed by the rage and > > > become red in every cell of the body and just let it burn through > > you, > > > he said. > > > > > > My own idea is that even that will not be enough because what's > > > causing the anger is fear, and you you don't want to mess with that > > > emotion lightly. > > > > > > al. > > > > In that case, al, I must have PLENTY of fear! And, of course, a whole > > lot of self loathing to boot. > > > > I'm not exactly sure what it is that I'm afraid of, however. > > > > Dying? I don't THINK so. > > > > Seriously, I'm not sure what it is. > > > > Mr. fearandloathingandgnashingofteEth > > > Everything we do is soaked in fear. > > To get a taste of fear, imagine that you are God. As God you are > all-powerful. Meaning what? Meaning you have the _capacity_ to put > yourself into an infinite nightmare. As God you know you are going to > live forever, and the only way to get rid of the fear of putting > yourself into an infinite nightmare is to _actually_ _try_ to do just > that: to put yourself into an infinite nightmare, or else you will > live forever in fear of your own all-powerful capability. > > al > > > And then 'we' realize we Are " 'God " and living or dying or anything does not matter one f****** bit. Cause you got it all, Babe. > > In This, the right-here-ness of Now. > > (that's what kept us in Fear--aversion and desire--but greater beings than I have spoken of this.) > > Loretta > If you/we are God, then what greater being is there? al. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 - anders_lindman Nisargadatta Friday, April 22, 2005 8:34 AM Re: FEAR and loathing. Nisargadatta , " Anna Ruiz " <nli10u@c...> wrote: > > - > anders_lindman > Nisargadatta > Friday, April 22, 2005 8:20 AM > Re: FEAR and loathing. > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > Nisargadatta , " anders_lindman " > > <anders_lindman> wrote: > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " carolina112900 " > > > > <freyjartist@a...> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " misterenlightenment " > > > > > <misterenlightenment> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , " fuzzie_wuz " > > > > <fuzzie_wuz> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta , Pedsie2@a... wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In a message dated 4/21/05 2:25:02 PM, > > anders_lindman > > > > > writes: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Say, if you are so busy deleting posts, how can you be > > so > > > > > sure > > > > > > what > > > > > > > > > they are about? Did you delete this post b t w? Do you > > use > > > > > your > > > > > > > > > preconceived ideas as a criteria for deleting posts, or > > is > > > > > your > > > > > > > > > intuition keen enough to sense the content of a post by > > its > > > > > > title? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > al. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > P: Since you asked, below are the confessions of a > > deleting > > > > > > dilettante. > > > > > > > > Obviously, I didn't delete this one. Why? because I > > knew > > > > you > > > > > > > > were answering my post. I know your posts are about angst > > and > > > > > > > > speculation. If I'm in the mood for that, and the traffic > > is > > > > > low, > > > > > > I > > > > > > > > will read one or two. I read all posts by Dan, Werner, > > Lewis, > > > > > > > > Muralis, Kip, and most of the other non-habitual posters. > > > > People > > > > > > > > who post to chit-chat, and to relieve boredom, or out of > > > > > confusion > > > > > > > > day in and day out, I seldom read. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Pedsie2: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I apologize. I have been on this forum about 2 weeks, now. > > I > > > > was > > > > > > just > > > > > > > having some fun with it. Somebody gave me an old computer > > and I > > > > > > hooked > > > > > > > it up and then I found this forum and started talking to > > people > > > > > on > > > > > > it. > > > > > > > And, it's been fun. But, if it's bugging you and you are > > > > > irritated > > > > > > by > > > > > > > me, then, man, I'm gonna try to make a concerted effort and > > not > > > > > post > > > > > > > so much on here. I don't want to bother anybody or start > > any > > > > > > trouble. > > > > > > > I've just been having some fun, man. I hope you understand. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't know if you've read any of my posts, but, I am > > totally > > > > > into > > > > > > > what Nisargadatta was about. So, I'm not on here to just > > jerk > > > > > > > somebody's chain or to be a troll or anything like that. > > I'm > > > > > > serious. > > > > > > > Just wanted you to know that. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yours, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > fuzzie>> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am Totally One with the fuzzmeister. I've been on this, > > and > > > > the > > > > > > GuruRatings boards for not much longer than fuzzie and my > > story > > > > is > > > > > > pretty much the same. > > > > > > > > > > > > After getting fired from my job b/c of all the trouble I was > > > > > stirring > > > > > > up over on the anti-Chinmoy lists (the Chinmoy people amassed > > a > > > > > vast > > > > > > docier (sp) on me and threatened my employer with a whopping > > > > > lawsuit > > > > > > b/c I was stupidly using the company email system when > > posting my > > > > > > extremely, at times, vulgar and blastphemous diatribes), I > > > > searched > > > > > > for another, 'safe' outlet to rant and rave. > > > > > > > > > > > > However, like fuzzie, I am an unabashed and unpologetic > > > > > Nisargadatta > > > > > > man, and a Ramana guy as well. > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm only here to have fun. I've met some great people along > > the > > > > > way, > > > > > > so I am truly grateful for that as well: Charlie, > > > > fuzzie,annadanna, > > > > > > Faithe (hey, where did she go, anyway?), as well as others. > > > > > > > > > > > > Unlike fuzzie, however, I don't really give a fuck what > > anybody > > > > > > really thinks about either the # or the content of my posts. > > > > > > > > > > > > Like I said, I'm just having a little fun. I'm not here to > > get > > > > > > Enlightened and I'm not here to try to Enlighten anyone. > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, anyway, I have to get on to the next post to see what > > lies > > > > > > ahead........... > > > > > > > > > > > > Mr. forgivEmefatherforIknownotwhatIdo > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, for starters, you could start > > > > > to look into your ANGER. > > > > > > > > > > just a thought, > > > > > > > > > > ~freyja>> > > > > > > > > Seriously, my wife has been on my case about that situation as > > well. > > > > > > > > Yesterday, in fact, I called to make an appointment with the > > > > psychiatric nurse (I think that's his title) to whom I go to get > > my > > > > Rx from, and made an app't. to go in talk about my " suppressed > > rage " > > > > problem. > > > > > > > > It was a " good " thought, freyja, and Thanks for your suggestion. > > > > > > > > Mr. AngrErmanagement > > > > > > > > > Nukunu had a very good description about anger and he said that for > > > example therapies like beating a pillow could often be an escape > > > rather than a solution because it was like trying to empty an ocean > > > with a tea mug. One must become totally absorbed by the rage and > > > become red in every cell of the body and just let it burn through > > you, > > > he said. > > > > > > My own idea is that even that will not be enough because what's > > > causing the anger is fear, and you you don't want to mess with that > > > emotion lightly. > > > > > > al. > > > > In that case, al, I must have PLENTY of fear! And, of course, a whole > > lot of self loathing to boot. > > > > I'm not exactly sure what it is that I'm afraid of, however. > > > > Dying? I don't THINK so. > > > > Seriously, I'm not sure what it is. > > > > Mr. fearandloathingandgnashingofteEth > > > Everything we do is soaked in fear. > > To get a taste of fear, imagine that you are God. As God you are > all-powerful. Meaning what? Meaning you have the _capacity_ to put > yourself into an infinite nightmare. As God you know you are going to > live forever, and the only way to get rid of the fear of putting > yourself into an infinite nightmare is to _actually_ _try_ to do just > that: to put yourself into an infinite nightmare, or else you will > live forever in fear of your own all-powerful capability. > > al > > > And then 'we' realize we Are " 'God " and living or dying or anything does not matter one f****** bit. Cause you got it all, Babe. > > In This, the right-here-ness of Now. > > (that's what kept us in Fear--aversion and desire--but greater beings than I have spoken of this.) > > Loretta > If you/we are God, then what greater being is there? al. it's all about what One then 'knows' and 'feels' cause One is the 'doing' itself, having gone thru the 'undoing' of oneself:)) loretta ** If you do not wish to receive individual emails, to change your subscription, sign in with your ID and go to Edit My Groups: /mygroups?edit=1 Under the Message Delivery option, choose " No Email " for the Nisargadatta group and click on Save Changes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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