The laughter that has only one cure: death

[Guest guest]

Dearest Devotee

 

You want me to excuse you for being stupid. I have news for you:

Realization is never attained with Jnana or knowledge. Realization

can only be reached by pushing the limits of stupidity.

 

The only reason YOU are, and I AM, Awake is because you are also

Aware that to take anything SERIOUSLY in a dream is just an

exercise in futility.

It has taken me over fifty years of fighting futility to finally

say " fuck it all " so Laughter then could wake me up. Far

beyond MY wildest dreams this " fuck it all " Laughter is

Freedom itself.

 

The only thing all these words seem to be good for is to tell the few

people who have also reached a limit of fighting futility to just

throw in the towel to be FREEDOM.

 

Fuck all this serious bullshit about gurus and religions and the

holy and sacred…they are all part of the futility of being

serious that this dream called maya needs to be entertaining, Joy and

Laughter.

 

All I need to be Awake is to stand up and claim my throne to be THE

DREAMER. Everything has to be chaos in this dream if I take it

seriously. And if I don't give a shit about anything then all

this chaos vanishes into a big hilarious JOKE, the Joy that I AM,

NOW.

 

There is no message and so don't give a shit about anything so you

can then stand-up and laugh because YOU-are and I-AM the Dreamer …

and thus I AM UNTOUCABLE … I can even laugh my head off as I kick

all MY gods asses right back into the hells they created for their

demons and devils.

 

THE ONLY learning worth anything is to observe/study the

mechanics/workings of dreams .. the more we observe the simplicity

and harmony of our sleep-dreams the more obvious it gets that life is

chaos, and thus just a more-extreme level of dreaming than our

sleep-dreams.

With life or maya there is a façade of order, and behind this

façade of order there are limitless levels of more and more

extreme chaos. If we disregard the façade of order, then the

mortal-dream called life, maya, is just more and more extreme levels

of chaos compared to our sleep-dreams.

 

That is what seeking and doing does: it leads us to more and more

extreme-levels of dreaming, maya - until we REALIZE that seeking is

just the futility of creating chaos by looking for order. The more

we seek order the more chaos we create until we Realize that seeking

is the chaos. Only with this Realization can we say FUCK IT ALL -

to start Laughing to be Awake.

 

IN a dream Nothing matters so the Dreamer is free to kick or kiss

ass. IT Makes no difference because the worst thing that can happen

is that the Dreamer wakes up to be what IT IS, the Unified Field

called Atman.

 

I have no message, I am not these words - they come from the NOW,

Self, the Unified Field. The words, thoughts, come and the less I

care about what they say and mean the more I CAN LAUGH at them

because they are so far beyond anything any mortal mind can

understand that it is hilarious.

 

I sometimes think I love to see these hands write because when I read

the words I just laugh and laugh with disbelief at what they say.

They keep saying more and more things that no mortal mind can

imagine let alone originate.

 

AND THAT IS why I AM FREEDOM itself - I absolutely do not care about

the NOTHING that I AM. And the less I care the more JOY and LOVE I AM

to be the LOVE of Everything, This absolute LOVE of everything is

Perfection, Atman, the Unified Field itself.

 

And there is only one claim I MUST MAKE in this world: I am by

far the most-stupidest person that has ever lived. I have to be

because I have never done anything. And if that is not stupid enough

then I can add that I have never even had a thought. And if that is

not stupid enough then I can add that I AM so stupid that I think I

am this thought I never had: NOTHING. And if that is not stupid

enough then I AM Everything but only because I am this never-had

thought: NOTHING.

 

And the more I Realize the magnitude of this supreme-stupidity, which

I AM to be NOTHING, the harder I laugh because I am so fucking

stupid that never in the history of this fricking world has there

been a person stupid enough to come even close to measure, let alone

understand, the supreme magnitude of my stupidity.

 

So if you want to be stupid I can be your guru and really, really

teach you a LOT and then, if need be, a lot-lot more. In fact

there are literally no limits to the stupidity that I can teach.

 

On the other hand, if you want to be smart and thus serious then I

can be of absolutely NO USE to you because I can only laugh at how

stupid you have to be to want to be smart and serious when only my

supreme-stupidity can make you laugh at EVERYTHING, that YOU ARE.

 

And when you get your fill of my supreme-stupidity then JOY and

Laughter will be your degree that will PROVE to the world that YOU

TOO are truly the guru NOW -- the most-stupidest person that ever

lived and was thus the ONE AND ONLY REAL GURU of REAL STUPIDITY.

 

YOUR laughter will be your degree and proof that you MUST BE this

most-stupidest guru NOW because nobody else can be stupid enough to

laugh at Everything that is YOU and thus NOW.

 

AND I HAVE TO stop laughing, I mean writing, before these words kill

me with WHAT I AM - this JOY and laughter.

 

the laughter you are

NOW