Guest guest Posted September 13, 2005 Report Share Posted September 13, 2005 I am seeking you... I am seeking you... I am seeking, what I can not find. I am seeking, what I can not define! I am seeking to lose me, I am seeking to lose... 'seeking'! I am seeking to find the other; the other... that I can't define. that feels like SPACE, like the LOVE Within, finding which, I can feel Complete! Searching and seeking, I have found many things, peace, orgasm, dance, rhythm, the flow and ...the music. Yet, at its peak and ...its Depth, I am left Again with my ...Self! So, I seek Again, for the God, for the TRUTH, for Light... for the Self! Give it any Name... but, I want to find the 'OTHER'! ....the Other Just *LIKE* my Self! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2005 Report Share Posted September 13, 2005 .... I have met many others, some as perfume, some as light, essence or ...the form! Yet, in the peak of meeting, I have always *SEEN* it Dissolve! No me ...not the Other, No form, no entity! Call it Nothing, the emptiness or ...Infiniti! Yet, it is NOT what I really Want! I want something that I can hold, I can *grasp* and ...Store! Something that is Infinite, yet, smaller than Me! Something that I can break in Terms, ....and, reproduce at *Will*! .... So, this appearance appears Elusive ...at Best! It is just my self... appearing in THIS Moment! .... Sometimes, I *feel* THIS IS IT! This is Peace, LOVE, and Nirvana... Finding it, I need NOTHING else. But, I want to have it for *KEEPS*, in my storage, in my backyard, I can play with it anytime, And, I can anytime ...SEEK! The moment I HOLD, ....the Moment it disappears... And again, I SEEK ! ____ for Good Donate to the Hurricane Katrina relief effort. http://store./redcross-donate3/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2005 Report Share Posted September 13, 2005 .... There came a Saint, He said... SEEK the Self! looking for Peace, ....look Within! Seeking and searching ....he called it my Game! Finding the Self was ....losing 'myself'! .... Yet, this is NOT what I need, yes, peace if fine but I don't want to lose *me*! All the seeking, I do is for me, Me that is separate, me that I can SEE! .... I have no interest in the ONE that is not born, one that is eternal, one beyond a SPOT! I want a me that I can label and Define, me that is special, ....me that is BETTER than the *OTHER*! .... I NEED the *me* and ...I need the *OTHER*! You see, my goal is to *feel* Special! .... Call me realized, I am happy... I feel fulfilled. Even if temporary, ....even if short-lived. .... I want to lose me, yet, I want to keep. I want to Die, ....yet, I want to Live! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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