Guest guest Posted November 4, 2005 Report Share Posted November 4, 2005 Yes... It is true! I know absolutely nothing. I don't know... who I am. I don't know... who you really are. I don't what the mango is, apple is, bee is, water is, air is, space is, emptiness is... I also don't know if I will ever really know any of them! [in fact, I suspect that I will never really know any of them!] .... It is also true that my very first [well... maybe, second or third] desire is to know! To know you... To know the sky... The rose, the star... the distant galaxy... Who created them, what they are... when them arose... when the will end... what will happen after they end... Along with... Who I am? Who created this body? Where exactly I am located in this body? I feel like emptiness, untouched, unattached but, then... who, what and from where operates the body! How I am so much aware of this body? Where is this connection exactly? Why I am never aware of this body like this? Why I am never aware of your thoughts like this? .... Truth is that I want to all of these and more... yet, I really don't know. Whatever little I learnt in books... feels like burden! It burdens me. Many times, it becomes an 'excuse' for arguments and debates and I seem to cause pain to those I love. Further... many of them often prove to be untrue or incomplete! Even brilliant scientists keep revising their theories frequently. What was 'true' two hundred years ago... now proven false. What is true today... But worse... deep in my heart... I absolutely know nothing! ....and, whenever I look out... I am faced with this Utter Unknowingness! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2005 Report Share Posted November 4, 2005 .... > > ...and, whenever I look out... I am > faced with this Utter Unknowingness! > .... Sometimes... I try to fight with the unknowingness and I try to insist that I must know. It doesn't really change my inner 'unknowingness' but it definitely makes me uneasy and restless! Sometimes I scan through books, pages full of theories... I think, I think.... Yet, the unknowingness in my heart remains! And, I remain seeking... for the 'meaning'... .... I stop looking for meaning... it suddenly gets transformed into magic! The light becomes showering of love... The shaking leaves celebration of life... The wind touch of affection... The clouds the paintings in the sky! I feel utterly happy and grateful to be alive! All these immense gifts are showering and I don't even know... Why! None of them I created, None of them I ever asked for... ....yet, today is Another Perfect Day! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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