Pete-The Insulter and Abuser

January 1, 2006

In a message dated 1/1/2006 7:15:32 AM Pacific Standard Time,

pedsie4 writes:

L.E. You're still in the before stage,

>I'm in the after stage.

P: That's, definitely, a belief your ego

feeds on. Plainly, you believe the words

of others can insult you, and cause

you discomfort.

>

L.E: We exist simultaneously, as the individual and the non-individual, as

the ordinary and the extraordinary, as the object and the source one said, as

the illusion and the Beyond Illusion, as the real and unreal. Both at the same

time, where time doesn't exist.

In the limited, individualized form that I and you are, I feel ordinary pain,

ordinary hurt feelings, ordinary experience. It's not a matter of belief, it

is real, Yes, I can feel insult, put downs, put-ons, depression, illness,

disgust, irritation, annoyance etc.

At the same time, I am EVERYTHING THAT IS. In writing to you, I am in the

individualized state, as well as the infinite state. It's true your insults are

an illusion of the relative state, and so is my response of hurt and

annoyance, so what are you trying to prove, that because I feel insult, that

somehow

you have got one up on me, that you have proved something significant, that

somehow you see more, are more, and have the superior point of view? What is it

that is really bothering you? That someone, me, has seen something, knows

something, is something that you are not? Or that you know something I don't or

won't understand or know, and you have some kind of moral responsibility to

straighten me out, to inform me that I am wrong, that you can see the truth and

I cannot?

Your last comments were nasty, insulting and mean-spirited. Is that me, or

is that you? Take some responsibility for what you are putting out, and stop

it.

Larry Epston

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