Guest guest Posted February 1, 2006 Report Share Posted February 1, 2006 From < http://www.hsuyun.org/Dharma/zbohy/Liter ature/essays/guests/Nisargadatta/Nisarga datta3.html > Why not investigate the very idea of body? Does the mind appear in the body or the body in the mind? Surely there must be a mind to conceive the " I-am- the-body " idea. A body without a mind cannot be 'my body'. 'My body' is invariably absent when the mind is in abeyance. It is also absent when the mind is deeply engaged in thoughts and feelings. The perceived cannot be the perceiver. Whatever you see, hear or think of, remember - you are not what happens, you are he to whom it happens. When you realize that the distinction between inner and outer is in the mind only, you are no longer afraid. You are not in the body, the body is in you! The mind is in you. They happen to you. They are there because you find them interesting. Changes are inevitable in the changeful, but you are not subject to them. You are the changeless background, against which changes are perceived. .... The person is never the subject. You can see a person, but you are not the person. Your being a person is due to the illusion of space and time; you imagine yourself to be at a certain point occupying a certain volume; your personality is due to your self- identification with the body. How does personality come into being? By identifying the present with the past and projecting it into the future. The body-mind is like a room. It is there, but I need not live in it all the time .... It is not the " I am " that is false, but what you take yourself to be. I can see, beyond the least shadow of doubt, that you are not what you believe yourself to be. .... The self based on memory is momentary. But such self demands unbroken continuity behind it. You know from experience that there are gaps when your self is forgotten. What brings it back to life? What wakes you up in the morning? There must be some constant factor bridging the gaps in consciousness. If you watch carefully, you will find that even your daily consciousness is in flashes, with gaps intervening all the time. What is in the gaps? What can there be but your real being, that is timeless? Mind and mindlessness are one to it. The succession of transient moments creates the illusion of time, but the timeless reality of pure being is not in movement, for all movement requires a motionless background. It is itself the background. Once you have found it in yourself, you know that you had never lost that independent being. What changes is not real, what is real does not change. Now, what is it in you that does not change? As long as there is food, there is body and mind. When the food is stopped, the body dies and the mind dissolves. But does the observer perish? It is a matter of actual experience that the self has being independent of mind and body. It is being-awareness-bliss. Awareness of being is bliss. .... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2006 Report Share Posted February 1, 2006 [...] Q: What do you mean by saying: I know myself as I am? M: Before the mind -- I am. 'I am' is not a thought in the mind; the mind happens to me, I do not happen to the mind. And since time and space are in the mind, I am beyond time and space, eternal and omnipresent. Q: Are you serious? Do you really mean that you exist everywhere and at all times? M: Yes, I do. To me it is as obvious, as the freedom of movement is to you. Imagine a tree asking a monkey: 'Do you seriously mean that you can move from place to place?' And the monkey saying: 'Yes, I do.' [...] Q: When I practice self-enquiry, or go within with the idea that it will profit me in some way or other, I am still escaping from what I am. M: Quite right. True enquiry is always into something, not out of something. When I enquire how to get, or avoid something, I am not really enquiring. To know anything I must accept it -- totally. Q: Yes, to know God I must accept God - - how frightening! M: Before you can accept God, you must accept yourself, which is even more frightening. The first steps in self- acceptance are not at all pleasant, for what one sees is not a happy sight. One needs all the courage to go further. What helps is silence. Look at yourself in total silence, do not describe yourself. Look at the being you believe you are and remember -- you are not what you see. 'This I am not -- What am I?' is the movement of self-enquiry. There are no other means to liberation, all means delay. Resolutely reject what you are not, till the real Self emerges in its glorious nothingness, its 'not-a- thingness.' [...] Q: How can I make myself understand? M: By meditating which means giving attention. Become fully aware of your problem, look at it from all sides, watch how it affects your life. Then leave it alone. You can't do more than that. Q: Will it set me free? M: You are free from what you have understood. The outer expressions of freedom may take time to appear, but they are already there. Do not expect perfection. There is no perfection in manifestation. Details must clash. No problem is solved completely but you can withdraw from it to a level on which it does not operate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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