Desires . . .

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More I started seeing the desires Clearly...

 

more I started seeing the reasons behind them!

 

 

I realized that in reality, I *enjoy*

the act of *desiring* itself!

 

In reality, I am NOT *waiting* for

their fulfillment! In reality, I enjoy

them right now as they arise! I enjoy

*desiring* itself and whatever happens

afterwards I seem to be Not really

concerned about!

 

I realized that the *thought* that my

desires must be or need be fulfilled

was a false and superficial one. It had no

real Existence...

 

I desire now, I enjoy desiring and

them sometime later this desire itself

is gone... and, unless I make an

extraneous attempt to find it - it is

nowhere to be found!

 

 

Other thing I discovered is that most

desires are simply the expression of

growth and life! Like a bud opening

into flower... Like a child growing

into man... like the universe growing

and growing... ever faster...

 

They are the natural flow of life...

and, when I stay opposite to them... I

stay opposite to the life

 

 

I also discovered the beauty of them...

 

This moment of *desire* is so complete

in itself...

 

I discovered that perhaps, I don’t really

care for the *object* of desire that much

and, perhaps, no physical object of desire

can really match the Intensity of Desire...

 

 

and, that in a way helped me understand

the poetry of those who *worshiped* God

or Goddess like a beloved... perhaps, it

was because no *physical object* could

really match the intensity of their longing!

 

 

 

This moment of *desire* doesn't really

need anything for it...

 

Just like dancing doesn't, just like

painting doesn't, just like writing

poetry doesn't, just like building sand

castles doesn't...

 

This is simply the expression of

creative energy and it is complete in

itself!

 

 

I discovered that there is tremendous

beauty in desires...

 

there is life, there is warmth, and

there is energy...