Guest guest Posted April 25, 2006 Report Share Posted April 25, 2006 In the end, I have noticed that I don't really want " freedom " ... because, to *me* this freedom feel very much like *Death*! It seems what I call " my " " life " is a constant journey of my " running away " from this freedom... It is the emptiness pretending [acting] to be like " things " ... I have also noticed that what I call *living* is indeed *acting*... No matter how many times I end up empty, how many times I end in emptiness... as long I continue [or choose to] live, this *acting* will go on! Thus, I have noticed that the thing that I can perhaps do is to *learn* to *act*, learn to act with consciousness, learn to act with awareness, learn to act with full acceptance, embracement, and willful participation and love... and, yet, know that it is only my *conscious* *acting*... rather than be *forced* to *comply* and ultimately do it screaming, cursing and resenting... It seems as long as I *keep* this human *body*, this *acting* will go on... Question is only if I would do it with full acceptance, love, awareness and presence... or, if I will do it only by being *forced* and do it screaming and panting... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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