Dissolution~*~Rachael Eye Gazing Me

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Rachael Eye Gazing Me

 

I remember the first time.

 

The very first time. Seems like the first and last time of time.

 

Casually we walked in the night's vast plenitude, as usual, she led

the way. I let her, like the indulgent older brother archetype that I

am and forever will be, into archetype Valhalla. It was her Cal

State, it was her California statement. After all, even the lights,

yellow transpersonal, echoed her colors: her hair, her skin, her

voice. Penetrating me, bringing me higher, as I endured the dizzying

heights of our absolute availability.

 

Innocence of innocence and innocence of innocence, nowhere was a

motive other than pure benevolence traced.

 

As if guided by some invisible force, we simply fell into each other's

eyes, sitting patiently for and across each other on the bench. With

immense grace and perfect behavior she beckoned me within her soul, as

she filled my every every with her glow.

 

Never have I fallen so immensely into the totality of totality, as her

heart held me entranced against the nurture of her nurture. The sheer

worship of worship, the absolute safety and utter release into a world

of being immortally held in the arms of an all forgiving universe as

her face transformed from queen to God to goddess to child to mother

to daughter to Mother to infant to angel to archangel to pure and

evanescent color, a kaleidescope of infinite transformation she was

nothing less than womankind animal kind mankind kindness freely

floating radiant resplendent out into the sheltering night velvet.

 

And still she holds me as I hold her now cradled in arms and hands

that have no end. Cradled by love, cradled by care, cradled by

immensity, as my opening opens into opening purity crystal clarity

transparent parenthood of parenthood I am no more than infancy in

fanciful gleaming twinkling eyes of naive euphoric utopia

 

edified by the simple gaze of graceful generosity extolling

tranquility and more and more and more and more

 

LxL

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