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To Know What you Are, Find What You are Not

 

Q: Your way of describing

the universe as consisting of matter, mind and spirit is one of the

many. There are other patterns to which the universe is expected to

conform, and one is at a loss to know which pattern is true and which

is not. One ends in suspecting that all patterns are only verbal and

that no pattern can contain reality. According to you, reality consists

of three expanses: The expanse of matter-energy (mahadakash), the

expanse of consciousness (chidakash) and the pure spirit (paramakash).

 

The first is something that has both movement and inertial. That we

perceive. We also know that we perceive - we are conscious and also

aware of being conscious.

 

Thus, we have two: matter-energy and

 

consciousness. Matter seems to be in space which energy is always in

time, being connected with change and measured by the rate of change.

Consciousness seems to be somehow here and now. In a single point of

time and space. But you seem to suggest that consciousness to is

universal - Which makes it timeless, spaceless and impersonal. I can

somehow understand that there is no contradiction between the timeless

and spaceless and the here and now, but impersonal consciousness I

cannot fathom. To me consciousness is always focalized, centered,

individualized , a person. You seem to say that there can be perceiving

without a perceiver, knowing without a knower, loving without a lover,

acting without an actor. I feel that the trinity of knowing, knower

and known can be seen it every movement of life.

 

Consciousness implies

a conscious being, and object of consciousness and the fact of being

conscious. That which is conscious I call a person. A person lives in

the world, is a part of it, affects it and is affected by it.

 

Nisargadatta Maharaj: Why don't you enquire how real are the world and

the person?

 

Q: Oh, no! I need not enquire. Enough if the person is not

less real that the world in which the person exists.

 

M: Then what is

the question?

 

Q: Are persons real, and universals conceptual, or are

universals real and persons imaginary?

 

M: Neither are real

 

Q: Surely

I am real enough to merit your reply and I am a person.

 

M: Not when

asleep.

 

Q: Submergence is not absence, Even though asleep, I am.

 

M: To be a person you must be self-conscious. Are you so always?

 

Q: Not when I sleep, of course, nor when I am in a swoon, or drugged.

 

M: During your waking hours are you continually self-conscious?

 

Q: No sometimes I am absent-minded, or just absorbed.

 

M: Are you a person during the gaps in self-consciousness?

 

Q: Of course I am the same person

throughout. I remember myself as I was yesterday and yester-year -

definitely, I am the same person.

 

M: So, to be a person, you need memory?

 

Q: Of course.

 

M: And without memory, what are you?

 

Q: Incomplete memory entails incomplete personality,. Without memory I

cannot exit as a person.

 

M: Surely, you can exist without memory. You

did so - in sleep.

 

Q: Only in the sense of remaining alive. Not a

person.

 

M: Since you admit that as a person you have only intermittent

existence, can you tell me what are you in the intervals in between experiencing

yourself as a person?

 

Q: I am, but not as a person. Since I am not conscious of myself in the

intervals, I can only say that I

exist, but not as a person.

 

M: Shall we call it impersonal existence?

 

Q: I would rather call it unconscious existence; I am, but I do not

know that I am.

 

M: You have said just now: 'I am, but I don't not know

that I am'. Could you possibly say it about your being in an

unconscious state?

 

Q: No, I could not.

 

M: You can only describe it in

the past tense: 'I did not know. I was unconscious', in the sense of

not remembering.

 

Q: Having been unconscious, how could I remember and

what?

 

M: Were you really unconscious, or you just do not remember?

 

Q: How are I to make out?

 

M: Consider. Do you remember every second of

yesterday?

 

Q: Of course not.

 

M: So, you are conscious and yet you do

not remember?

 

Q: Yes.

 

M: Maybe you were conscious in sleep and just do

not remember.

 

Q: No, I was not conscious. I was asleep. I did not

behave like a conscious person.

 

M: Again, how do you know?

 

Q: I was told so by those who saw me asleep.

 

M: All they can testify to is that

they saw you lying quietly with closed eyes and breathing regularly.

 

They could not make out whether you were conscious or not. You only proof is

your own memory. A very uncertain proof it is!

 

Q: Yes, I admit

that on my own terms I am a person only during my waking hours. What I

am in between, I do not know.

 

M: At least you know that you do not

know! Since you pretend not to be conscious in the intervals between

the waking hours, leave the intervals alone. Let us consider the waking

hours only.

 

Q: I am the same person in my dreams.

 

M: Agreed. Let us

consider them together - waking and dreaming. The difference is merely

in continuity. Were your dreams consistently continuous, bringing back

night after night the same surroundings and the same people, you would

be at a loss to know which is the waking and which is the dream. Hence

forward, when we talk of the waking state, we shall include the dream

state tool.

 

Q: Agree. I am a person in a conscious relation with a

world.

 

M: Are the world and the conscious relation with it essential to your being a

person?

 

Q: Even immured in a cave, I remain a person.

 

M: This makes the person a part and parcel of the world, or vice versa.

The two are one.

 

Q: Consciousness stands alone. The person and the

world appear in consciousness.

 

M: Maybe it is the other way round.

Because of you, there is a world.

 

Q: To me such a statement appears meaningless.

 

M: Its meaninglessness may disappear on investigation.

 

Q: Where do we begin?

 

M: Al I know is that whatever depends, is not real.

The real is truly independent. since the existence of the person

depends on the existence of the world and it is circumscribed and

defined by the world, it cannot be real.

 

Q: It cannot be a dream,

surely.

 

M: Even a dream has existence, when it is cognized and enjoyed,

or endured. Whatever you think and feel has being. But it may not be

what you take it to be. what you take to be a person may be something

quite different.

 

Q: I am what I know myself to be.

 

M: You cannot possibly say that you are what you think yourself to be! Your

ideas

about yourself change from day to day and from moment to moment. Your

self-image is the most changeful thing you have. It is utterly

vulnerable, at the mercy of a passerby. A bereavement, the loss of a

job, and insult, and your image of yourself, which you call your

person, changes deeply. To know what you are, you must first

investigate and know what you are not. And to know what you are not,

you must watch yourself carefully, rejecting all that does not

necessarily go with the basic fact: 'I am'. The ideas I am born at a

given place, at a given time, from my parent and now I am so-and-so,

living at, married to, father of, employed by, and so one, are not

inherent in the sense ''I am'.

 

Our usual attitude is of 'I am this'. Separate consistently and perseveringly

the 'I am' from; this' or

'that' and try to feel 'what it means to be, just to be, without being'

'this or 'that'. All our habits go against it and the task of

fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding helps

a lot. The clearer you understand that on the lever of the mind you can

be described in negative terms only, the quicker you will come to the

end of your search and realize your limitless being.

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Nisargadatta , " Era Molnar " <n0ndual wrote:

>

>

>

> To Know What you Are, Find What You are Not

>

> Q: Your way of describing

> the universe as consisting of matter, mind and spirit is one of

the

> many. There are other patterns to which the universe is expected

to

> conform, and one is at a loss to know which pattern is true and

which

> is not. One ends in suspecting that all patterns are only verbal

and

> that no pattern can contain reality. According to you, reality

consists

> of three expanses: The expanse of matter-energy (mahadakash), the

> expanse of consciousness (chidakash) and the pure spirit

(paramakash).

>

> The first is something that has both movement and inertial. That

we

> perceive. We also know that we perceive - we are conscious and also

> aware of being conscious.

>

> Thus, we have two: matter-energy and

>

> consciousness. Matter seems to be in space which energy is always

in

> time, being connected with change and measured by the rate of

change.

> Consciousness seems to be somehow here and now. In a single point

of

> time and space. But you seem to suggest that consciousness to is

> universal - Which makes it timeless, spaceless and impersonal. I

can

> somehow understand that there is no contradiction between the

timeless

> and spaceless and the here and now, but impersonal consciousness I

> cannot fathom. To me consciousness is always focalized, centered,

> individualized , a person. You seem to say that there can be

perceiving

> without a perceiver, knowing without a knower, loving without a

lover,

> acting without an actor. I feel that the trinity of knowing,

knower

> and known can be seen it every movement of life.

>

> Consciousness implies

> a conscious being, and object of consciousness and the fact of

being

> conscious. That which is conscious I call a person. A person lives

in

> the world, is a part of it, affects it and is affected by it.

>

> Nisargadatta Maharaj: Why don't you enquire how real are the

world and

> the person?

>

> Q: Oh, no! I need not enquire. Enough if the person is not

> less real that the world in which the person exists.

>

> M: Then what is

> the question?

>

> Q: Are persons real, and universals conceptual, or are

> universals real and persons imaginary?

>

> M: Neither are real

>

> Q: Surely

> I am real enough to merit your reply and I am a person.

>

> M: Not when

> asleep.

>

> Q: Submergence is not absence, Even though asleep, I am.

>

> M: To be a person you must be self-conscious. Are you so always?

>

> Q: Not when I sleep, of course, nor when I am in a swoon, or

drugged.

>

> M: During your waking hours are you continually self-conscious?

>

> Q: No sometimes I am absent-minded, or just absorbed.

>

> M: Are you a person during the gaps in self-consciousness?

>

> Q: Of course I am the same person

> throughout. I remember myself as I was yesterday and yester-year -

> definitely, I am the same person.

>

> M: So, to be a person, you need memory?

>

> Q: Of course.

>

> M: And without memory, what are you?

>

> Q: Incomplete memory entails incomplete personality,. Without

memory I

> cannot exit as a person.

>

> M: Surely, you can exist without memory. You

> did so - in sleep.

>

> Q: Only in the sense of remaining alive. Not a

> person.

>

> M: Since you admit that as a person you have only intermittent

> existence, can you tell me what are you in the intervals in between

experiencing yourself as a person?

>

> Q: I am, but not as a person. Since I am not conscious of myself

in the intervals, I can only say that I

> exist, but not as a person.

>

> M: Shall we call it impersonal existence?

>

> Q: I would rather call it unconscious existence; I am, but I do not

> know that I am.

>

> M: You have said just now: 'I am, but I don't not know

> that I am'. Could you possibly say it about your being in an

> unconscious state?

>

> Q: No, I could not.

>

> M: You can only describe it in

> the past tense: 'I did not know. I was unconscious', in the sense

of

> not remembering.

>

> Q: Having been unconscious, how could I remember and

> what?

>

> M: Were you really unconscious, or you just do not remember?

>

> Q: How are I to make out?

>

> M: Consider. Do you remember every second of

> yesterday?

>

> Q: Of course not.

>

> M: So, you are conscious and yet you do

> not remember?

>

> Q: Yes.

>

> M: Maybe you were conscious in sleep and just do

> not remember.

>

> Q: No, I was not conscious. I was asleep. I did not

> behave like a conscious person.

>

> M: Again, how do you know?

>

> Q: I was told so by those who saw me asleep.

>

> M: All they can testify to is that

> they saw you lying quietly with closed eyes and breathing regularly.

>

> They could not make out whether you were conscious or not. You

only proof is your own memory. A very uncertain proof it is!

>

> Q: Yes, I admit

> that on my own terms I am a person only during my waking hours.

What I

> am in between, I do not know.

>

> M: At least you know that you do not

> know! Since you pretend not to be conscious in the intervals

between

> the waking hours, leave the intervals alone. Let us consider the

waking

> hours only.

>

> Q: I am the same person in my dreams.

>

> M: Agreed. Let us

> consider them together - waking and dreaming. The difference is

merely

> in continuity. Were your dreams consistently continuous, bringing

back

> night after night the same surroundings and the same people, you

would

> be at a loss to know which is the waking and which is the dream.

Hence

> forward, when we talk of the waking state, we shall include the

dream

> state tool.

>

> Q: Agree. I am a person in a conscious relation with a

> world.

>

> M: Are the world and the conscious relation with it essential to

your being a person?

>

> Q: Even immured in a cave, I remain a person.

>

> M: This makes the person a part and parcel of the world, or vice

versa.

> The two are one.

>

> Q: Consciousness stands alone. The person and the

> world appear in consciousness.

>

> M: Maybe it is the other way round.

> Because of you, there is a world.

>

> Q: To me such a statement appears meaningless.

>

> M: Its meaninglessness may disappear on investigation.

>

> Q: Where do we begin?

>

> M: Al I know is that whatever depends, is not real.

> The real is truly independent. since the existence of the person

> depends on the existence of the world and it is circumscribed and

> defined by the world, it cannot be real.

>

> Q: It cannot be a dream,

> surely.

>

> M: Even a dream has existence, when it is cognized and enjoyed,

> or endured. Whatever you think and feel has being. But it may not

be

> what you take it to be. what you take to be a person may be

something

> quite different.

>

> Q: I am what I know myself to be.

>

> M: You cannot possibly say that you are what you think yourself to

be! Your ideas

> about yourself change from day to day and from moment to moment.

Your

> self-image is the most changeful thing you have. It is utterly

> vulnerable, at the mercy of a passerby. A bereavement, the loss of

a

> job, and insult, and your image of yourself, which you call your

> person, changes deeply. To know what you are, you must first

> investigate and know what you are not. And to know what you are

not,

> you must watch yourself carefully, rejecting all that does not

> necessarily go with the basic fact: 'I am'. The ideas I am born at

a

> given place, at a given time, from my parent and now I am so-and-

so,

> living at, married to, father of, employed by, and so one, are not

> inherent in the sense ''I am'.

>

> Our usual attitude is of 'I am this'. Separate consistently and

perseveringly the 'I am' from; this' or

> 'that' and try to feel 'what it means to be, just to be, without

being'

> 'this or 'that'. All our habits go against it and the task of

> fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding

helps

> a lot. The clearer you understand that on the lever of the mind you

can

> be described in negative terms only, the quicker you will come to

the

> end of your search and realize your limitless being.

 

 

 

....there are entities existing.....who understand perfectly the words

of a Guru....only....

 

during deep sleep...

 

Marc

>

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" The clearer you understand your mind,

the quicker you come to an

end with your search and realize your limitless

being. "

 

 

If your being is limitless,

if the being of Nisargadatta is limitless, ...

 

Are you than not one and the same being?

 

Lu

 

 

 

 

 

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Nisargadatta , Lulu Dong <lulu.dong wrote:

>

> " The clearer you understand your mind,

> the quicker you come to an

> end with your search and realize your limitless

> being. "

>

>

> If your being is limitless,

> if the being of Nisargadatta is limitless, ...

>

> Are you than not one and the same being?

>

> Lu

 

exactly same being....yes

 

then....to whom asking fantastic questions?

 

Marc

>

>

>

>

>

>

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Nisargadatta , " dennis_travis33 "

<dennis_travis33 wrote:

>

> Nisargadatta , Lulu Dong <lulu.dong@> wrote:

> >

> > " The clearer you understand your mind,

> > the quicker you come to an

> > end with your search and realize your limitless

> > being. "

> >

> >

> > If your being is limitless,

> > if the being of Nisargadatta is limitless, ...

> >

> > Are you than not one and the same being?

> >

> > Lu

>

> exactly same being....yes

>

> then....to whom asking fantastic questions?

>

> Marc

> >

>Ps: ...maybe to the " imaginary self " ?

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Nisargadatta , Lulu Dong <lulu.dong wrote:

>

> " The clearer you understand your mind,

> the quicker you come to an

> end with your search and realize your limitless

> being. "

>

>

> If your being is limitless,

> if the being of Nisargadatta is limitless, ...

>

> Are you than not one and the same being?

>

> Lu

 

 

 

 

your right as rain lou, cos tell o the truth, we all are o one.

 

....Bud Abbott Nisargadatta Buddha Ramana Jesus bob III

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Nisargadatta , " roberibus111 "

<Roberibus111 wrote:

>

> Nisargadatta , Lulu Dong <lulu.dong@> wrote:

> >

> > " The clearer you understand your mind,

> > the quicker you come to an

> > end with your search and realize your limitless

> > being. "

> >

> >

> > If your being is limitless,

> > if the being of Nisargadatta is limitless, ...

> >

> > Are you than not one and the same being?

> >

> > Lu

>

>

>

>

> your right as rain lou, cos tell o the truth, we all are o one.

>

> ....Bud Abbott Nisargadatta Buddha Ramana Jesus bob III

>

 

 

 

LOL, me thinks you forgot a whole shitload of identities. ;-)

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