Guest guest Posted July 28, 2006 Report Share Posted July 28, 2006 Hi bob, you sound like a professional guru... I'm sure... in deep slepp... i understand every word of what you say... i borrowed that from marc... it's nice to think and not think about these matters when trying to understand them... really can make you go wheeee... when i came across non-existence for the first time... i was very into the mirror and accepting all things... what these people said about nothing and no one... i took very serious... at one point... my self collapsed... to the point where i felt that everything which was left from me and myself... was a tiny piece of nothing... it was an itchy feeling in the region of my chest... near my heart... that day... i wanted to dissapear into nothingness... to my own luck... the mirror helped my out of this crisis... by imagination... i managed to swim back out of this black hole of nothingness... which was like a sog... swirling me deeper and deeper into nothing... where i eventually died. but you can not die in the mind... while your body still breathes... anyway... it was the worst experience in my entire life... worse than drowning in a pool as a child... at physical death... or near death... one at least dies unconsciously... so hey... why am i telling you all this... i guess i'm just looking for minds to connect to... the volume in this group is so high... that i sometimes wonder... what exactly it is that we are discussing in here... then again... who am i ... i think it's great that this list is so active... that so many active people and minds participate... i can't read every mail... or i would be on this list 24/7... but i think it's cool the way it is... there is so much noise... so... back to the silence... i'm trying to find a collective answer to the who am i question... a collective answer which unites us all... is nisargadatta dead ? i think he is... but think of the idea... that we are death... each one of us... wouldn't we all... in a way... be nisargadatta's reincarnations ? answering the same question again... so let us get down to the basics... let us speak a language everyone understands... let us put our ego's aside and think with our unlimited mind... let us find our collective sense of who am i... what can it possibly be that rings true for everyone... is it the mirror ? is it death ? is it your real self ? or is it maybe god ? think of it ... if each of us has to find an answer to that same question... and eventually finds himself to be united with nisargadatta... with an infinite mind ... how much time could we save... how much sufferers could we spare... if we work on a collective answer... if we unravel the unknown... and present it with words... a normal human being comprehends... To sum it up... i'll go quickly through your mail... and twist it into mine. Lulu because 'death' is all in the mind.... who's mind you ask.....no one's mind... that's a good question because there is no one to posess the mind of death .... any such mind must be surely dead. a dead thing such as a 'dead mind', in fact there are no 'dead things' at all... or do you know any ? so therefore an so on, even the 'dead mind' which is a 'dead thing' is not. Except in 'thought' you see. Now despite the fact that there are no 'dead things' or 'dead thoughts'... and no such place for 'dead thoughts' or 'dead things' to occur in or about, it doesn't matter at all......because despite this fact, there are no 'dead things' as 'dead facts' or 'dead thoughts' that supposedly contain all this stuff. Therefore and thereby... no 'dead things', no 'dead thoughts', no 'dead minds', no 'dead facts', no 'dead knowns'... and no 'dead unknowns'......and now you may ask how I know all this.... but that doesn't matter because I am not dead either and in that very non-existence lies the unknowing which remains unknown as unknown but thought to be known as known which of course is all wrong by being so wrong....... can you 'understand' the 'dead'. And this brings us to another interesting dead-thing thing called 'robots'. but since there are no dead machines that can possibly be dead robots or dead things known as dead thoughts and thought about because there are no dead minds......you gotta love it or get sick trying to figure it out. right now a litle peanut butter sandwich and milk sounds like a nice thing for no one to not do... not think about without a mind to use and without any feelings about it anyway.... let's chow down and drink up and realize how it all fits together.......there is so much written and talked about regarding these matters, that are not matters at all, that it all should be as clear as the pristine, ever-abiding, quiescence of nothing at all that is flowing like something or other in it's 'ness'....that's flowing among those in the known of this unknown thing called.... was bob Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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