Guest guest Posted December 17, 2006 Report Share Posted December 17, 2006 P.S.: Am I Supposed to BE Anything @ All? (Am I supposed to be asking something? Hearing something? Seeing something? Knowing something? Experiencing something? Thinking something? Saying something? Wanting something? Not wanting something? AM I SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING SOMETHING? Not loving something? Hating something? Not hating something? Am I Supposed to Be Suffering? Not Suffering? Not not suffering? Am I supposed to know what it is? What it isn't? Am I supposed to know something? Anything? Anything @ all? Nothing @ all? Am I supposed to Anything? Am I supposed to Any Nothing? Any Not Thing? Are YOU? NO?! YES?! IS there Something? IS there Nothing? IS there @ all? IS there not @ all? Is Here Here? There? Anywhere? Is There Anywhere Anything? Do you believe Not believe Believe @ all? not @ all? Commit Not commit Not not not not commit? Not Yet Yes Not not Yet yet Not yet About to Not about to To To to To not yet yet be Yet be not be Do you question Not question ? not ? ) Is this a poem? Not a poem? Is this at all? Not at all? All? Not all? Not not not? Shit? Not shit? Not not shit? OK? not OK? Care? Not care? Not care to not care? Love? Not love? Not not love? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 17, 2006 Report Share Posted December 17, 2006 Nisargadatta , " skywhilds " <skywords wrote: > > P.S.: Am I Supposed to BE Anything @ All? > (Am I supposed to be asking something? > > Hearing something? > It's All About It's all about doors and windows, portals and gates, slammed shut, flung open, passed through, raised or lowered, creaking and squeaking, oiled or barricaded It's all about words and stories on a mother-of-pearl half-shell, in torn and yellowing pages memorized and ionized in the head and heart: pictures of incidents and paintings in still life caught in a time warp, frame by frame and carried around like a festering wound or as a particular proud and glorious moment: see how I hurt, see how I feel It's all about the inconveniences and inconsistencies placed upon the houses of the holy and the tabernacles of the profane and we are thus insane in the membrane and swallows fly upside-down to prove they can It's all about who rushes in and out of a life without passing a hand or a second thought, and those who decide to stay It's all about angelic laughter and serious considerations of life and death and proclamations to distinguish reality from what is preceived as another slice, a roll of the dice in the matter of time and stories about time, It's all about the ambiguity and terminal illness called Life and where it ends and how it ends and the cessation of tears, of falling on one's knees in asking a higher Being to have mercy and grant peace and love forgetting that love and peace are found in nothing and noOne special, an honest appraisal, an assessment of One Who Lives, It's all about warm bodies and the anticipation and the depth of merging and the agreed-upon price of one small human body making love, having sex, getting fucked, abuse, a lie or the ride of one's life, a higher bridge to ecstasy It's all about a turtle shout, a dog and pony show, a chariot ride across the bluest skies, it's all good and misunderstood It's all about a walk down Strawberry canyon and children running naked ocean spray on their smiling faces Love and Light, Anna > Seeing something? > > Knowing something? > > Experiencing something? > > Thinking something? > > Saying something? > > Wanting something? > > Not wanting something? > > > > AM I SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING SOMETHING? > > > Not loving something? > > > Hating something? > > > Not hating something? > > > Am I Supposed to Be Suffering? > > > Not Suffering? > > > Not not suffering? > > > > Am I supposed to know what it is? > > > What it isn't? > > > Am I supposed to know something? > > > Anything? > > > Anything @ all? > > > Nothing @ all? > > > Am I supposed to Anything? > > > Am I supposed to Any Nothing? > > > Any Not Thing? > > > Are YOU? > > > > NO?! > > > YES?! > > > > IS there Something? > > > IS there Nothing? > > > IS there @ all? > > > IS there not @ all? > > > > Is Here Here? > > > There? > > > Anywhere? > > > Is There Anywhere Anything? > > > > > Do you believe > > > Not believe > > > Believe @ all? > > > not @ all? > > > > > > Commit > > > Not commit > > > > Not not not not commit? > > > > Not > > > Yet > > > > Yes > > > > Not not > > > Yet yet > > > Not yet > > > > > About to > > > Not about to > > > > > To > > > To to > > > To not yet yet be > > > > Yet be not be > > > > Do you question > > > > Not question > > > > > ? not ? ) > Is this a poem? > > > Not a poem? > > > Is this at all? > > > > Not at all? > > > All? > > > Not all? > > > > Not not not? Shit? > > > > Not shit? > > > > Not not shit? > > > > > OK? > > > > not OK? > > > > > > Care? > > > > Not care? > > > > Not care to not care? > > > > > > Love? > > > > Not love? > > > > Not not love? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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