Your work is not done. . . until . . .

[Guest guest]

Recently said things about me

which I find untrue and used words

which are traditionally considered

disrespectful. It did make me feel bad.

 

 

Then, later I tried to envision that

person. . . and, to my shock I found

that I still only had Love for that

person. Whenever, I would really

remember that person, all I could

really feel is sweet love. And, that

was big surprise and shock to me. It

was not a emotion that I had planned to

have for that person and it was not an

emotion that I was 'willing' to give to

that person. Yet, without my choosing,

here it was.

 

I thought that I can't really relate

to this person that way. I can't really

let her/him know that I still truly

love him/her. I thought doing that

would be disastrous and will

potentially strengthen that person and

the behavior which he/she did. I

thought it could be harmful to " me " .

 

I saw that anger and my resentment is

really an 'effort' that I had to keep

up through my constant thinking and

'reasoning'. I had to think that I

'needed' to be angry. I had to think

that I 'needed' to think that I

" should " feel resentful else. . . it

would fall away and I will again be

just left with Love, an emotion that I

really didn't want to share with that

person.

 

I felt that this kind of Inner

Condition can be potentially dangerous

to " me " and it might cause me to behave

in ways that look " foolish " , " crazy " ,

" unexpected " and can greatly harm " me " .

 

Then, it occurred to me that perhaps,

it was TRUE that:

 

.. . . . . Unless you are truly

willing to die; you can't really live a

life of Unconditional Love!

 

 

I also noticed, that so far I am fully

willing and [maybe even 'committed ]

to live and am not really that

interested in this 'Unconditional

Love'. Yes, I know, I can possibly be

that way but, but, so what I would

rather live

 

 

I am not going to share the love that

I feel for you; if you don't share

yours with mine

 

 

What about you ?;)

 

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFW2oF5iyhA

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOE7lpIWsek