Self-Doubt.

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> Self-doubt and decision making used to

> be among the most energy-draining

> and arduous activity that I engaged in.

>

> Self-doubt came in form of

> I be doing something else? " ...

> Self-doubt also came in form

> of " Will my present action be

> most profitable? " ...

 

 

This difficulty in decision making

changed once I started learning,

respecting and observing the

Spiritual laws that I learned partially

by reading Dr. Hawkins.

 

It was often difficult to determine:

 

------- what action is likely to

generate more immediate and long-term

profits.

 

but, it was often easy to SEE:

 

------- what thought and action were based

on compassion, kindness , love and... Reason.

 

 

 

It was often difficult to know:

 

--------- which action was going to please my boss, my

colleague, my wife or what was going to

be best for children.

 

But, it was easy to SEE:

 

--------- which thoughts and actions were

based on Peace, Awareness, Love and

Reason and which were based on greed,

fear, guilt or reactivity.

 

 

Using this,

it was easy to see when I was acting

under reactivity, anger, greed, guilt

or fear and when I was acting out of

Love, Peace, Compassion and Reason.

 

 

Realizing this and realizing that the results

were not really in my control and thus,

were not really my 'responsibility' -

decision making became easier and

Self doubt was replaced with

the question 'what is compassionate,

kind, reasonable and peaceful?' versus

'what is based on greed, fear, guilt or

reactivity'.

 

 

I saw that in acting with compassion, kindness,

Love and Reason... happiness and peace

naturally result in Present. And, when acting,

thinking out of reactivity, greed,

fear or guilt... it was foolish not to expect pain.

 

 

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> Dr. Hawkins LOC chart:

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> < http://tinyurl.com/2vr837 >

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