Guest guest Posted July 19, 2009 Report Share Posted July 19, 2009 Nisargadatta , " Tim G. " <fewtch wrote: > > Nisargadatta , " Tim G. " <fewtch@> wrote: > > > > You see that I'm under the darkness of total ignorance, a total attempt to 'escape myself' and 'get out there' to 'someone else', perhaps due mainly to loneliness and a bad past history. > > > > You feel it's very interesting to watch, but you can't spend time on such a stubborn case, that insists on denying reality at all costs and driving himself crazy trying to escape reality. So, you are merely observing me at this point, watching me with interest to see what I say. That's all you can do. > > > > P.S. it's also clear to you that when I'm posting, I simply follow the emotions, reacting mechanically like a robot, wrapped up in my own thoughts, with almost no awareness whatever of what I'm doing. > > You see that this is the essence of ignorance, and there's nothing you can do about this, as it's all up to me to let go of this and come to a state of awareness. > And finally, I should consider the notion that although there may be 'no me', *there might as well be one* as long as I am clinging to a past history and personal identity, and that this clinging and grasping is totally fucking up my life. And that nobody else can do a goddamn thing for me on this -- *I am totally on my own*. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2009 Report Share Posted July 19, 2009 Nisargadatta , " Tim G. " <fewtch wrote: > > Nisargadatta , " Tim G. " <fewtch@> wrote: > > > > Nisargadatta , " Tim G. " <fewtch@> wrote: > > > > > > You see that I'm under the darkness of total ignorance, a total attempt to 'escape myself' and 'get out there' to 'someone else', perhaps due mainly to loneliness and a bad past history. > > > > > > You feel it's very interesting to watch, but you can't spend time on such a stubborn case, that insists on denying reality at all costs and driving himself crazy trying to escape reality. So, you are merely observing me at this point, watching me with interest to see what I say. That's all you can do. > > > > > > > P.S. it's also clear to you that when I'm posting, I simply follow the emotions, reacting mechanically like a robot, wrapped up in my own thoughts, with almost no awareness whatever of what I'm doing. > > > > You see that this is the essence of ignorance, and there's nothing you can do about this, as it's all up to me to let go of this and come to a state of awareness. > > > > And finally, I should consider the notion that although there may be 'no me', *there might as well be one* as long as I am clinging to a past history and personal identity, and that this clinging and grasping is totally fucking up my life. And that nobody else can do a goddamn thing for me on this -- *I am totally on my own*. ok enough is enough. " me me me me me " .. it's getting to be a broken record timmy. sad songs are for lost souls in sad little bars saying: " play it again sam..and again..and again..and again " . you should try and stop that sort of weepy shit. as i said in this mornings first posting.. make that your last drink kid. your intoxication with yourself is getting maudlin. ..b b.b. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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