a dream i like to share

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Hare Krishna, Namaskarams.

 

For the last couple of weeks after reading the book " Collected Works

of Bhagawan Ramana Maharishi " my mind was revolving around the

sentence " Who Am I " all these days and the result probably is the

dream I had which is as fallows. May be it could be the visit to

Thiruvannamalai temple and the Girivalam recently also.

 

Who Am I? In the dream I am asking myself sitting somewhere near a

lower part of a hill or temple surroundings I am not sure and I saw a

flute and a peacock's feather faintly in the background. Thoughts

started to flow rapidly. Am I the flute having nine holes that the

lord plays breathing in to it the life force energy and I dance to his

tunes? His breath is my breath and his flute my body and what belongs

to me as such when I am just a puppet in his hands? Is that Advaitam?

At cosmic level is the lord playing the biggest flute which contains

all the flutes-the jeevarasis and he is playing millions of ragas in

them all the time? Each flute a gopi and played by as many krishnas?

 

I woke up in a kind of half awake half asleep condition around 4.30

this morning that set me thinking about it. I had an unexplainable

feeling of happiness and I wanted to put it down in words as soon as I

got up and typed these in my computer. I still hear a faint flute

sound in my ears. Is it because of nidityasanam of the sentence " Who

Am I " or is it my love for Lord Krishna my ishta devata or I did get

some message I do not know. Whatever it is and whatever the inference

may be, I feel blessed and shall cherish it in my heart all the time

till my reaching the lord. What am I typing and who is typing these?

It is not mine but the grace of my beloved Lord Krishna. Krishna is in

me and I am in Krishna, I think that is advaitam.

 

Baskaran.