I AM NOT, not even THAT.

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There are thoughts, fiction, and then

there are thoughts that try to exercise futility by trying to do

the impossible and be more than just thoughts.

Thoughts that are just thoughts are

"Stoned" which makes them appear to be what they are fiction,

hallucinations.

When thoughts exercise futility by

trying to be more than just thoughts, they do this with Effort of

trying to avoid the Now – which is impossible because the Now is

all there is. These thoughts that are exercising their futility

appear "Unstoned" which makes fiction, thoughts, hallucinations

appear "real" when they are just thoughts, fiction, a

hallucination.

Being Stoned can be called "Meditation"

: "being Stoned in the Now. "

Meditation however can only be Stoned

in the Now if it is Effortless. This is because Effort is

trying-to-avoid the Now ( trying-to-avoid being Stoned ) which is

impossible because the Now is all there is, there-is-no-other,

only Now.

"Meditation" is simply being Stoned

in the Now in which all thoughts, fiction, is just hallucinations and

this "Stoned" makes this obvious -- that all thoughts are

fiction, a hallucination... and the mind is just a collection of

these thoughts, be it in a dream, a hallucination or in a

hallucination's "reality."

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The Nonduality of Advaita

is just a story about being Stoned.Advaita: I AM a

hallucination, because "there is no other."This Story of Advaita, being "Stoned."

 

I AM so Stonedthat it turns everything into just

thoughts,a hallucination, Obviously.

Whenever a I sort of get bored with

being Stoned out-of-my-mindI appear to do things to try and avoid

the Now which is futileso I keep returning to be more and

more Stoned in the Now,until I get bored, again, with being

Stoned out-of-my-mindso I appear to do things to try and

avoid the Nowwhich is futileso I keep returning to be more-and more

Stonedin the eternal and changeless Now.

I AM so Stoned that the only

difference between pain and pleasureis that pleasure becomes even more

boring/futile than trying to avoid the Now, while the likes of

pain, even torture, and especially crucifixion,can only push being Stoned to the

limits of unfathomable Ecstasythat simply vanishes the hallucination

that I AM,into the hallucination, thoughts.

In this hallucination that I AMall drugs work as just another exercise

in futility of trying to avoid the Nowwhen the Now is all there is.

In this hallucination that I AMeverything that appears important

is the Supreme Comedybecause there is nothing in a

hallucination and so only this nothing can appear important.

Writing is the Supreme Comedy but

only if it appears importantotherwise it is just another exercise

in futilityof avoiding the Nowwhen the Now is all there is.

Writing is the Supreme Comedy because

in a hallucination there can be no writingonly the appearance of writing,nor

can there be anything to write about,nor can there be anybody to write to.

But what makes the comedy supremeis that there is ALSO Nobody that

writes because it is all a hallucination, in which there is

nobody,not even a writer let alone computer, paper or pen,not even the Laughter of THIS imaginary

writing.

I AM this hallucination because

"there is no other."

In this hallucination I AM just as

Stonedas are the deranged Masts of India, that I also AM.

In this hallucination that I AM I

appear to keep returning to the Now to get more and more Stoneduntil all thoughts vanish into this

being Stonedto be what I AM NOT-- what these words can never be --

the eternal and changeless Effortless Silence of NOW

This NOW – that these words I AM and

I AM NOT – can never be is such unfathomable Silencethat the universe cannot even be its

noise.

This NOW that somehow makes thoughts

Stonedis the Silence of such Unfathomable Light and Infinite

Bliss that the Universe is its Black-Hole, Catch88ly.

Effort Catch88ly fortifies this

Black-Hole of NOW and without Effort (thoughts) this Black Hole

VANISHES into the unfathomable Light and infinite Bliss of

this "there-is-no-other," NOW.

This there-is-no-other, NOW, is the

thoughtless-Silence of dreamless-sleepthat is

everything-that-matters' -- religion's -- "hell";and it is spirituality's Self, Atman,

Brahman, Nirvana, Samadhi.

-- the Hallucinating Hallucination of

Advaita's "there-is-no-other"