Guest guest Posted April 9, 2005 Report Share Posted April 9, 2005 Passages from the Diary of a Pilgrim to Sri Ramanasramam December 30, 1982: This Afternoon at 4 p.m., Ramaswami Pillai, Paul [Evelyn's husband] and I went on rickshaw pradakshina during the lunar eclipse. I attempted to walk besidethe rickshaw could talk (Ramaswami and Paul rode in the rickshaw), but since the driver had trouble pedaling so slowly I ultimately had to climb in and sit on the small front bench. Paul and I recited the "Sri Lalitasahasranam Stotram" as we went and Ramaswami's mood was melted. Here and there he would single out a name and repeat it in ecstasy. We stopped the rickshaw to walk around the shrines of Ganesha and Hanuman and had passed Adi Annamalai by the time the recitation ended. The sun was setting and the sky was covered in hues of gentle pink, lavender and an unearthly blue. The normal reality of objects and events seemed called into question inthe magical light of dusk. Ramaswami said, "You have the recitation of ‘Sri Lalitasahasranam Stotram' by heart, it seems. Very few can do it—it's a very rare thing. And you do it with faith.... ‘Sri Lalitasahasranam' is so concentrated, so powerful! You can go on and on reciting it like Bhagavan's hymns." At Bhagavan's bridge we offered chocolates, peanuts and tea to Swamiji. He declined our peanuts saying, "You will first have to give me teeth!" However, he then made it clear he had declined the Ashram's offers to make him dentures. He told us that at the preceding culvert Bhagavan had composed the verse of "Arunachala Akshara Mana Malai, "Unless Thou savest me I shall melt away in tears of anguish, Oh Arunachala!" Bhagavan told him that at that time a great flood of tears actually poured forth from his eyes! "We'd be so carefree with Bhagavan!" Ramaswami continued. "We'd be singing and dancing!" "Really?" I asked. "Oh yes! We had a hell of it!" he exclaimed laughing. On the paved road approaching Kubera Lingam we saw the moon in eclipse rising. The sun had just set and Ramaswami commented that in a certain town in South India one may see the beautiful sight of "The Twin Suns," i.e., the sun and moon rising and setting simultaneously on opposite horizons. Ramaswami told Paul, "Whatever good work you take up there will be people to criticize you, but with love there comes understanding. You cannot really know a person unless you love the person." He spoke so beautifully while riding around Arunachala I wished I could have captured every word verbatim. January 3. 1983 Once more I joined Ramaswami Pillai during the rest period after lunch and he talked on various subjects. Again and again he stressed the importance of practicing Sri Bhagavan's teaching of Self-enquiry and Self-surrender: "The two are one, you see. Only when you know ‘who am I?' can surrender really come. "Sri Bhagavan's teaching is really practical, but some people make it into a philosophy. They really wish to publicize themselves. People may talk on and on about Bhagavan, they may praise him, but unless they practice his teachings none of this impresses me. "I can't talk this way with everyone," Ramaswami commented. "I am talking with you as though to a goddess. Because, you see, in India we stress that a man must be very careful with women—even one's own mother! But you recite ‘Sri Lalitasahasranam' daily by heart. Not everyone is capable of this. Some brahmins may do so, but you do it with devotion and faith. When I hear ‘Sri Lalitasahasra-nam' I am completely immersed. You can practice it the way I recite Akshara Mana Malai—automatically it goes on. I may pick it up anywhere and continue with it." I described to Ramaswami the routine of morning and evening recitations done at Arunachala Ashrama, stressing that we all recite Mother's Names by heart. He said, "Regular parayana is good, but Self-enquiry must be practiced always. . . continuously. By practicing stotram regularly, one may acquire most of what one desires in life. First one, like a child, asks of God and receives; second, he will say, ‘Whatever You wish is best.'; finally, there comes a state in which even to think is a sin. Thought itself will be rejected. "To think of many things makes a man weak!" he stressed. Talking of the many popular gurus of the day, Ramaswami commented, "I have read the books (this one or that one) that form the spiritual literature of today. But when one comes to the practice, the ‘spiritual literature' is something separate." - by Evelyn Kaselow Saphier -- (To be continued) THE MAHARSHI March/April 1998Vol. 8 - No. 2 Produced & Edited byDennis HartelDr. Anil K. Sharma Make your home page Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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