please help me ..My mind is restless...I am dying..

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Hi,

 

I am Sakthi.This is my second post in the forum regarding my

troublesome marriage life.I am in US right now.me and my husband have

been seperated for nearly 1 year and we have been married for 1

year.I have got lots of guidance from our learned astrologers

regarding this issue .My sincere thanks to all of them.My father-in-

law is trying hard to get divorce.since I am not ready to give

divorce,they started giving me mental tortures by speaking horrible

words and false blamings in the recent days through phone.They play

some mind game and push me in depression and ultimately wanted me to

give divorce.Being lonely i am suffering a lot.So i wanted to travel

back to India to my parents and wanted to fight against my inlaws and

my husband to save my marriage life by being in India.But everywhere

i am facing troubles. I am not getting immediate release in my

project.They told me to wait for some days to find a suitable

replacement.But i cannot wait.i feel very restless.I am not able to

concentrate in my career too. i feel like sitting on fire.Why my mind

is highly fluctuating and always depressed nowadays though i pray

like how our astrologers guided?why my problems getting worsen after

i do believe in god and started praying him?this makes me to loose

confidence again.when will I go back to India and when will i

overcome all these troubles completely?My father met a spiritual guy

somedays before.He said 99% of our reunion is not possible and my

husband is a sadist and he likes to make others cry..he will born as

dog in the next jenma something he told.after hearing to these,my

parents are quite upset.but i am the only one who still believe some

miracle will happen and my husband will understand my love and will

come back to me.For me he is not very bad and only his family members

are very cruel.but these mental depressions blows out me completely.

 

My details:

 

DOB:March 9,1982

Time:5.50 PM

lagnam:Simmam

moon sign:Simmam

natchatharam: pooram

place of Birth Dharmapuri/ Tamilnadu/ India

 

please someone help me in predicting when will i go back to India and

will i win if i file case in family court against my inlaws abt the

tortures they gave (and giving)and get back my husband?i want to live

with my husband..I desperately want to go back to India to do the

remedies suggested by our esteemed astrologers too.My mind is

restless in US.i feel i will get peace of mind only in India.But Due

to economical crisis in US,lots of people are loosing their job

including my friends currently.but my position is stable.but i want

to break it up and go back.I am in confusion like am i doing

something wrong.I am not able to stand strong in my decisions too.i

hate my feeble mind..i feel like i am not worth to live with this

weak mind.