Guest guest Posted December 11, 2006 Report Share Posted December 11, 2006 I am in my late fifties and have had a bad time so far. I used to work in a high position in a commercial firm until recently when the firm was taken over by another company. I now work in an associate company of this company but I have been terribly insulted in spite of my best efforts to help, and have had to relocate. I am told I am going thru a bad phase in terms of my horoscope and that matters should improve by March of 2007 ( these bad times have started in March 2004). What do I do? What do I have to look forward to? Will the good times ever return? Parallelly, I am troubled on the upasana front also. I have received diksha from my guruji but about one and a half years ago, he has turned indifferent and even hostile to me. He refused my further initiation on the grounds that he has not received any omen or sign from the spiritual world that I was ready for this step. But as my upasana developed ( as I believe it has), I have received further initiation into more advanced practices by a well-wisher who is also qualified to give such initiation into higher things and practices and who belives that I am ready for this step. I am happy with this new initiation but am torn with guilt about my estranged guruji. What do I do? What do I have to look forward to? My birthday is 11th April 1949. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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