is suicide the only path left for me?????

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I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY

FIELD

OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I

SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND

ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF

MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON

OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE

INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD

MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A

JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN

WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS

GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE

OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT

UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM NOT

GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD

JOBS.

 

NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING SUICIDE AND

MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.

 

WHAT SHALL I DO???

 

 

MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981

TIME:- 9:21 PM

PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

[Guest guest]

My Dear,

 

Don't give up, yoy may get a job in RAH/VEN dasa (04-07-2007 to 4-07-

2010) because of its strong signification of 6th (service).

 

We live with hope.

 

The most important thing is you're alive and well educated.

 

Good luck!

 

tw

 

 

 

, " hirakbasak " <hirakbasak

wrote:

>

> I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD,

IN EVERY FIELD

> OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT

ONLY I

> SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH

MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND

> ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK

THIS ASPECT OF

> MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN

ENGINEER ON

> INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS

INTERVIEWS OR ON

> OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT

OF THE

> INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT

WITH GOOD

> MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e.

NOT GETTING A

> JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF

HEFTY SUM OF LOAN

> WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY

PARENTS ALWAYS

> GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM

THE CAUSE

> OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME.

THEY DONT

> UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM

NOT

> GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE

GETTING GOOD

> JOBS.

>

> NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING

SUICIDE AND

> MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.

>

> WHAT SHALL I DO???

>

>

> MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981

> TIME:- 9:21 PM

> PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Man What are you thinking about,any failure is the starting and indication of a big success. as you are well educated and brilliant guy this type of thing we can not accept from your side ...... And what are you talking about a job , think always positive.You only told us that you are Brilliant so what happens now keep rely on yourself,keep busy yourself in your study work. You know one thing and a very good example of success, Jitna teer ko Dhanush pe peehe kheenchoge woh utna hi door jayega, It is just like that how much u will feel obstacles and how much u struggle that much big success u will get one day. One thing you told that ur family gives u full mental support then it is very much true that they keep rely on you, as u told u are brilliant mean u also rely on you then why this negative thought.Means u wnt to

play with ur family feelings you are cheating them....... Rest on you,. Keep mailing Bye & take care Regards Nitin Nitinhirakbasak <1.hirak wrote: I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK THIS

ASPECT OF MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM NOT GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD JOBS. NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING SUICIDE AND

MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE. WHAT SHALL I DO??? MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981 TIME:- 9:21 PM PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

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[Guest guest]

Dear friend Hirabasak,

 

Please keep in mind that you have to try for something

and let the results come on their own. I myself had to

face a situation when after completing my MCA was

jobless of 8 months and attended 19 interviews before

I got my first job.

 

The key to success always lies in being optimistic and

doing anything to the best of your abilities. The

almighty is always watching us and succes will come to

us when he wishes.

 

Regards,

 

Srikanth Y.

 

 

--- nitin saini <ons_nimay28 wrote:

 

> Hey Man

> What are you thinking about,any failure is the

> starting and indication of a big success.

> as you are well educated and brilliant guy this

> type of thing we can not accept

> from your side ......

>

> And what are you talking about a job , think always

> positive.You only told us that you are Brilliant so

> what happens now keep rely on yourself,keep busy

> yourself in your study work.

>

> You know one thing and a very good example of

> success, Jitna teer ko Dhanush pe peehe kheenchoge

> woh utna hi door jayega, It is just like that how

> much u will feel obstacles and how much u struggle

> that much big success u will get one day.

>

> One thing you told that ur family gives u full

> mental support then it is very much true that they

> keep rely on you, as u told u are brilliant mean u

> also rely on you then why this negative

> thought.Means u wnt to play with ur family feelings

> you are cheating them.......

>

>

> Rest on you,.

>

> Keep mailing

>

>

> Bye & take care

>

>

> Regards

> Nitin

> Nitin

>

> hirakbasak <1.hirak wrote:

> I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL

> HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD

> OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT.

> FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I

> SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH

> MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND

> ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN

> STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF

> MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME.

> I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON

> INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON

> CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON

> OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY

> UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE

> INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO

> MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD

> MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED

> HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A

> JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK

> A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN

> WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC

> STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS

> GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE

> RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE

> OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK

> THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT

> UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND)

> FOR WHICH I AM NOT

> GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS

> QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD

> JOBS.

>

> NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK

> OF DOING SUICIDE AND

> MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.

>

> WHAT SHALL I DO???

>

> MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981

> TIME:- 9:21 PM

> PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

>

>

>

> __

>

>

>

>

> hirakbasak <1.hirak wrote:

> I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL

> HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD

> OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT.

> FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I

> SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH

> MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND

> ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN

> STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF

> MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME.

> I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON

> INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON

> CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON

> OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY

> UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE

> INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO

> MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD

> MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED

> HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A

> JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK

> A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN

> WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC

> STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS

> GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE

> RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE

> OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK

> THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT

> UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND)

> FOR WHICH I AM NOT

> GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS

> QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD

> JOBS.

>

> NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK

> OF DOING SUICIDE AND

> MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.

>

> WHAT SHALL I DO???

>

> MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981

> TIME:- 9:21 PM

> PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

 

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Dear HIrakbasak Your efforts are neaing fruction. You will land a good job, in the later half of May 2007. Pray to the Lord to give you strength to wait a liitle more. Have faith in yourself. May God Bless You hirakbasak <hirakbasak wrote: I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH MENTALLY

,PHYSICALLY AND ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM NOT GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD JOBS.

NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING SUICIDE AND MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.WHAT SHALL I DO???MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981TIME:- 9:21 PMPLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIAGood Luck Raichur A R Bombay Tel 2506 2609 Do not use anant_1608 @ I have closed that account

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dearest friend, if u are thinking of killing ursself,then kill urself.whats the outcome.ur parents who love u so much,would be left stranded.nobody to take care of them.and till now,they have some hope,but then everything would be lost.would they be ever abl;e to forget u or forgive u.they would be living in hell after ur deathare u ready to take that responsibility.if yes,go ahead,take the step. right now,the fine problem lying in between u and ur parents happiness is a secure job.isnt that right.so why not concentrate ur energy on getting a cracking job.as for the depression that u r going through,read through the internet on how to be better at interviews,how to sustain urself through this period.i have been through this for many years,but i overcame it.and yes,ur right,it was frustrating.GET a dear hobby which give u peace also consult an good astrologer,maybe ur going through a bad phase in

ur life,which would soon be over and u would have a sunny and wonderful life ahead.i know u would pull through and make us all proud.dont be a bheeru,be a yoddha.FIGHT The impurity of the mind is destroyed through the performance of duty. MAHESH IYER.

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Well said.

My age is 45 today, and I am still struggling to make

both ends meet, or cover my monthly expenses comfortably.

So what so great about that ? What so tragedic about it ?

I have other departments in life where I am blessed.

One should not get defeated by such trivial things in life.

At least You are getting to eat, forget about great wealth,

name or fame. Some people dont even get to eat properly.

Some people dont even have enough to cover their medical

expenses of their family members. They suffer so much to

see their family members terminally ill and cannot spare

enough to afford good medicines to alleviate or reduce their

pain.That is real tragedy and suffering and not this.

Not having a job and contemplating suicide is the theory

of the weakest minds who have not had real milk from their

Mothers,or who have had milk but remained cowards. This

is the most stupid thought to ever enter ones mind and that

too for such a silly thing. C'mon gear up,stand like a man.

theres always a tomorrow. Keep trying. You are bound to

achieve success if you try honestly and if efforts are

in the right directions.

 

I do not have a monthly stable income, work for 18 hours

every day, yet do not think much if I have less money.

Think about the good things you have in life. Think

how you can make yourself more strong and earn in future

by hard work and make your family happy with the money you

earn. Think positive.You are just 26 .Hope and live for

a better tomorrow.

 

best wishes,

Bhaskar.

 

, jai <mahesh_jagannathan

wrote:

>

> dearest friend,

>

> if u are thinking of killing ursself,then kill urself.whats the

outcome.ur parents who love u so much,would be left stranded.nobody

to take care of them.and till now,they have some hope,but then

everything would be lost.would they be ever abl;e to forget u or

forgive u.they would be living in hell after ur deathare u ready to

take that responsibility.if yes,go ahead,take the step.

>

> right now,the fine problem lying in between u and ur parents

happiness is a secure job.isnt that right.so why not concentrate ur

energy on getting a cracking job.as for the depression that u r going

through,read through the internet on how to be better at

interviews,how to sustain urself through this period.i have been

through this for many years,but i overcame it.and yes,ur right,it was

frustrating.GET a dear hobby which give u peace

> also consult an good astrologer,maybe ur going through a bad

phase in ur life,which would soon be over and u would have a sunny

and wonderful life ahead.i know u would pull through and make us all

proud.dont be a bheeru,be a yoddha.FIGHT

>

>

> The impurity of the mind is destroyed

> through the performance of duty. MAHESH IYER.

>

>

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Dear mr. hirak,

 

Arrange to send in your resume. Don't get upset. I myself at the age of 52 struggling.

 

TVR

 

On 18 Apr 2007 10:33:05 -0700, hirakbasak <1.hirak wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM NOT GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD JOBS. NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING SUICIDE AND MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE.WHAT SHALL I DO???MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981TIME:- 9:21 PMPLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA

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