Guest guest Posted March 1, 2007 Report Share Posted March 1, 2007 ** Om Guruve Namah** pranaam guruji, Charan Sparsh how are you? its been long time i havent written to you... Guruji last night i lost my dog..he was with us for 16 yrs....he was a family member.. last friday my bro gave me an notice that he is leaving home and us for ever within three days..exactly at third day my dog got ill[monday] and on tuesday in his presence my bro mentioned that he has got himself an house on lease in different city and he is cutting all his ties with us.. my bro too loved pet very very much and simply told him that he wants him to be born as his son and he is going to marry soon..last night my pet died ..and today in morning my bro has taken his bag and left house for that girl and his mum...if you ever watch betiyaan serial in zee tv it is like our story... we tried to stop him but he says that i am leaving the house to me and he himself is going to stay in leased house i simply wanted to know how many more deaths do i have to see..after all what is my destiny and life about ..find me a person my age who is only watching lived and loved ones departing one by one..my parents were so young... i really really dont have any strength to endure further or leave alone..i have been depending on you all this yr and to be frank i have not done any upaya from last forty days..admist all this chaos and tension i just dont feel like doing anything.. it may sound silly but today i really feel orphaned..after my parents death we siblings were together in our grief and after my sis marriage..still the pet was there and honestly he had done all his best to keep us company and happy..he really gave us his time, love attention, devotion like a mother does...took care of us..and yesterday on his death all the family was together but now we all r estranged... guide me either to fulfillment and happiness or to death..please guruji try to understand my miseries.. i really dont want to continue ..give me an upaya to free myself from life..i will never try suicide so you giv eme mercy killing..next to god an dnother it is guruji who has the liberty to bless and free one from last lifes karma and debts.... please help.. i dont want to continue with miseries of my last lifes deeds..of mistakes i am not even aware of ..it is not fair Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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