Guest guest Posted February 19, 2005 Report Share Posted February 19, 2005 Hi, my name is Tiffany. I'm 25. I was born on February 21, 1980 in Surrey Vancouver, BC - Canada. Not sure what time I was born. I really want to know what's the point of my life going so downhill? I know I've done such terrible mistakes in life. I've stressed my family out at home. Therefore, I've been sent to a supervised,strict environment group home. Because of the mistakes I've done in life, I've totally lost all of my freedom. I'm now under 24/7 supervised homecare. Many times I've gotten very home sick. I do get to visit my family and friends at different occasions. I've been given so many chances to improve, but messed up everytime. So I'm not sure when my family will ever accept me back into their home. I have learned my lesson that doing wrong is not the way to go. But there's no way to prove that to my family. How much longer will I have to stay in this group home? I don't know what else to do. I feel so depressed and tons of rejection. This has stressed me out so much, that I got sick over it. I just got over a huge migraine headache. I do see a psychiatrist, and take medicine for my depression. Sometimes it doesn't seem to work. I do find myself losing interest and energy in everything I do. One of my very and only good friends are moving to Arizona. I'm very happy for her, that good things are coming her way, but then I'm really sad she's leaving. I just hate it how friends do come and go. Is it that I just get too attached to people or what? Will I get to see my friend again after she moves to Arizona? I'm also trying to continue losing weight (which is also one of my major challenges). I've battled with obesity all my life. I was at 550 lbs at the highest. To make a long story short, it was very difficult for me to walk, move around, even take care of myself. I went down to 397 lbs., and had the Roux-NY Gastric Bypass Surgery in June 2002. I'm now down to 170 lbs. So now, I'm at the hardest and difficult stage of losing weight. The thing that makes it really difficult is when I go out in public and be around many people who don't have a weight problem. Why can't anyone seem to realize how difficult it is for me to lose weight? Hopefully, I'll eventually be able to have the tummy tuck and skin removal. Will that be happening in the near future? Also, I'd like to know what's up with my mom in Canada?? She does have a problem with alcohol. We have very poor contact with each other. I'm now at the point where I don't want to be bothered with her anymore, because of all the stress she has caused in my life. I just want to know what's going to happen to her? Is she going to get better, and in better contact with me? My birthday is coming up on February 21st. Will I enjoy my birthday? Will I feel better by the time I want to celebrate my birthday? Thank You! Tiffany Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 22, 2005 Report Share Posted February 22, 2005 Hi Tiffany, Belated Happy Birthday! To motivate yourself to become an achiever, you should meditate. Just sit in a quiet place and close your eyes. Let all thoughts float till they move out forever. Do keep this practice for few minutes and you shall certainly see a difference, but you have to promise yourself to be disciplined. Discover your self and move ahead with walks and exercises to lose weight! There is always hoe in life for every day is a new beginning! Best wishes, Ambica - Tiffany lalkitab Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:46 AM [lalkitab] Requesting a Reading Hi, my name is Tiffany. I'm 25. I was born on February 21, 1980 in Surrey Vancouver, BC - Canada. Not sure what time I was born.I really want to know what's the point of my life going so downhill? I know I've done such terrible mistakes in life. I've stressed my family out at home. Therefore, I've been sentto a supervised,strict environment group home.Because of the mistakes I've done in life, I've totally lost all ofmy freedom. I'm now under 24/7 supervised homecare. Many times I'vegotten very home sick. I do get to visit my family and friends atdifferent occasions. I've been given so many chances to improve, butmessed up everytime. So I'm not sure when my family will ever acceptme back into their home. I have learned my lesson that doing wrongis not the way to go. But there's no way to prove that to myfamily. How much longer will I have to stay in this group home?I don't know what else to do. I feel so depressed and tons ofrejection. This has stressed me out so much, that I got sick overit. I just got over a huge migraine headache. I do see apsychiatrist, and take medicine for my depression. Sometimes itdoesn't seem to work. I do find myself losing interest and energy ineverything I do.One of my very and only good friends are moving to Arizona. I'm veryhappy for her, that good things are coming her way, but then I'mreally sad she's leaving. I just hate it how friends do come andgo. Is it that I just get too attached to people or what? Will Iget to see my friend again after she moves to Arizona?I'm also trying to continue losing weight (which is also one of mymajor challenges). I've battled with obesity all my life. I was at550 lbs at the highest. To make a long story short, it was verydifficult for me to walk, move around, even take care of myself. Iwent down to 397 lbs., and had the Roux-NY Gastric Bypass Surgery inJune 2002. I'm now down to 170 lbs. So now, I'm at the hardest anddifficult stage of losing weight. The thing that makes it reallydifficult is when I go out in public and be around many people whodon't have a weight problem. Why can't anyone seem to realize howdifficult it is for me to lose weight?Hopefully, I'll eventually be able to have the tummy tuck and skinremoval. Will that be happening in the near future?Also, I'd like to know what's up with my mom in Canada?? She doeshave a problem with alcohol. We have very poor contact with eachother. I'm now at the point where I don't want to be bothered withher anymore, because of all the stress she has caused in my life. Ijust want to know what's going to happen to her? Is she going to getbetter, and in better contact with me?My birthday is coming up on February 21st. Will I enjoy mybirthday? Will I feel better by the time I want to celebrate mybirthday?Thank You!Tiffany Internal Virus Database is out-of-date.Version: 7.0.289 / Virus Database: 265.0.0 - Release 11/8/2004 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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