Tiffany - Canada, Feb 21, 1980 - at least give as an approximate time

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Hi,

 

Happy birthday to you.

 

Give an approximate time. Say between 6 am to 9 am. The Guru's of this group

will try to pinpoint your time by asking you questions. But that shall

follow later. First, an approximation of time.

 

Depression shall fetch you nowhere other than push you deeper into

depression, creating a vicious circle.

 

Please remember: Challenges, disabilities etc. are given to a person in

his/her lifetime for reasons of learning certain lessons. To know more about

this, try reading " Many Masters, Many Lives " by Dr. Brian Weiss. Maybe, you

may find succor in here.

 

Whatever be the best way possible, I am sure this group shall try and help

you.

 

bye

Sheikh Pervez Hameed

 

 

 

 

Tiffany [sweetncoolteddytiff]

19 February 2005 10:47

lalkitab

[lalkitab] Requesting a Reading

 

 

 

Hi, my name is Tiffany. I'm 25. I was born on February 21, 1980 in

Surrey Vancouver, BC - Canada. Not sure what time I was born.

 

I really want to know what's the point of my life going so downhill?

I know I've done such terrible mistakes in life. I've stressed my

family out at home. Therefore, I've been sent

to a supervised,strict environment group home.

 

Because of the mistakes I've done in life, I've totally lost all of

my freedom. I'm now under 24/7 supervised homecare. Many times I've

gotten very home sick. I do get to visit my family and friends at

different occasions. I've been given so many chances to improve, but

messed up everytime. So I'm not sure when my family will ever accept

me back into their home. I have learned my lesson that doing wrong

is not the way to go. But there's no way to prove that to my

family. How much longer will I have to stay in this group home?

 

I don't know what else to do. I feel so depressed and tons of

rejection. This has stressed me out so much, that I got sick over

it. I just got over a huge migraine headache. I do see a

psychiatrist, and take medicine for my depression. Sometimes it

doesn't seem to work. I do find myself losing interest and energy in

everything I do.

 

One of my very and only good friends are moving to Arizona. I'm very

happy for her, that good things are coming her way, but then I'm

really sad she's leaving. I just hate it how friends do come and

go. Is it that I just get too attached to people or what? Will I

get to see my friend again after she moves to Arizona?

 

I'm also trying to continue losing weight (which is also one of my

major challenges). I've battled with obesity all my life. I was at

550 lbs at the highest. To make a long story short, it was very

difficult for me to walk, move around, even take care of myself. I

went down to 397 lbs., and had the Roux-NY Gastric Bypass Surgery in

June 2002. I'm now down to 170 lbs. So now, I'm at the hardest and

difficult stage of losing weight. The thing that makes it really

difficult is when I go out in public and be around many people who

don't have a weight problem. Why can't anyone seem to realize how

difficult it is for me to lose weight?

 

Hopefully, I'll eventually be able to have the tummy tuck and skin

removal. Will that be happening in the near future?

 

Also, I'd like to know what's up with my mom in Canada?? She does

have a problem with alcohol. We have very poor contact with each

other. I'm now at the point where I don't want to be bothered with

her anymore, because of all the stress she has caused in my life. I

just want to know what's going to happen to her? Is she going to get

better, and in better contact with me?

 

My birthday is coming up on February 21st. Will I enjoy my

birthday? Will I feel better by the time I want to celebrate my

birthday?

 

Thank You!

 

Tiffany