2-Mark, Jupiter & Saturn Transits from Now, 3/8/05 until 2010....

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Mark,

I guess I knew this coming and I automatically am preparing on

fourth gear, I am moving much faster and with concentration. I have

to really pull myself together to sit and concentrate but when I

do ...my studies are staying with me.

For the last one or two months in various websites, when I look up

my sign, everywhere there is only onething, change is immenent and

you cant stop it.

All the things I was keeping to myself either with

lethargy/affection/neglect are coming out with double the vigour. I

am hurting my dearest in unpardonable ways. (Effect of

mars/uranus/pluto/neptune I guess)

I somehow, I really dont know how, learnt to listen to the universe

and my innerself, yes, I do puja and listen to lots of hymns and

stothras. And probably that is meditation.

Right now my inner self is telling me not become too happy with the

status quo...get careful and work harder.

All this signals were always there with me, but I always , always

neglected to listen to them.

Correct me if I am wrong but I am going thru this Ketu Mahadasa

which has given me a very high position, (or so to speak where I

would like to be I was offered an internship and I did great in it

and got lot of laurels from it,but in the end I was dumped miserably

which made me utterly negative), now I have all these fears of never

able to get it back...probably I wont...but I dont know why I have

this very bold and daring attitude of lets see how far this will

go...lets see if it will change if I change a little bit.

I figured to stop asking whats in it for me, and started to do whats

in it for the opposite person. Always give first to get it back.

Investment...profit

Saturn...Jupiter

 

I begining to realise I have brains too, I am not dumb, I am just

slooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow. There is no free cup of tea...you

are going pay for it later, if not now.

 

These are my thoughts for today, I feel utterly exhausted and

saturated with the amount of input I am giving myself, sort of an

obsession to do or die. But I am following your

advices ...suggestions...I am moderating my approaches...slowing

down..taking breaks...I will follow and plan arround the dates

 

In a nut shell....Thanks a lot for giving me an opportunity to

enlighten myself.

Durga.