2-Satish re.....how to get rid of depression....4/6

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Thu Apr 5, 2007 9:13 pm

(PST) Mark sir, Thanks a lot for your inputs and

certainly these inputs are helpful to me in understanding my current

situation astrologically. In fact I love my parents and my brother a

lot and my brother¡¦s marriage is going to be on this

May 11th. Many times I even felt to get suicide as I

couldn¡¦t sustain from many of the pressures that I am

facing right now. At that time my brother¡¦s marriage

is coming into my mind and keeping me alive. In other words, I am

diverting myself from this kind of bad mood by

thinking/concentrating on my responsibility¡¦s at

home. I even followed a few of remedies. That are, I did

Tilabhishekam to Sani, donated black cloth, donated thill oil,

etc.etc. I wore a blue stone (right hand middle finger). I did

rudrabhishekam to lord Shiva. I am chanting Sani sthotra, Gayatri

mantra, sometimes Hanuman Chalisa and etc. In fact I do felt a bit

relaxed after doing all these things, but still my troubles/tensions

are looking for me like an Everestƒ¼. I

don¡¦t really have any clue how and when I will come

out of this loop. Thanks a lot again to you both as you

took interest in analyzing my chart and advising.

Regards Satish Dear Satish: May I also something else for you. The rituals and donations

you mention are find, even the chanting is okay, only the most

important thing you need to be doing is Vedic transcending type of

japa or meditation. In other words if you're experiencing such

stress, and even having thoughts of suicide,...!....these are

important Saturn signs for you that you're out of balance! Therefore, it's extremely important that you spend some time each

day meditating, and expanding your Mind,...which will automatically

balance your Saturn as well as improve your Moon, too.... If you do this, even 20 mins. twice a day then you'll find yourself getting stronger and stronger emotionally. In your chart,

your Moon is good size, in fact it's only 2 houses away from being

full! However, it's also with Saturn which means that you're going

to tend to get upset, when you get out of balance. And everything

you described sounds like a lot going on. Therefore,

practicing meditation for you, you should consider as an important

technique for improving the quality of your Saturn! You're one of

those people, especially with Exalted Aries, that wants to achieve,

and be very dynamic and active... but your Saturn is not

accomadating so you have big goals and plans, but the means to

fulfill one's goals is not the Sun...but Saturn! Therefore, it's

very important that you increase your Saturn ability to manifest

your dreams.... I had a similar situation in my chart. I had

my Sun in Leo and in my 11th house, so I had big dreams and goals in

life... However, my Saturn was in the 12th house with my Moon,

like yours, and I had a lot of anxiety and depression when I was

young. That influenced everything I did and pursued.

Then, I discovered Vedic meditation and immediately my life improved! I felt better,..inside...and as meditation created more and more

balance within, my poor Moon started to feel better....

Now, after many, many years of meditation, looking back I have to say it's the best Vedic remedy I've ever done! In fact I like

to say: " Meditation is the #1 Vedic and Jyotish remedy "

that everyone should do. I practice the relatively new

technique of Transcendental Meditation as taught by His Holiness

Maharishi Mahesh Yogi..... There are thousands of TM teachers

in all cities in the world so my suggestion is that you look for

this wherever you live.... The key, however, for you is

meditation.... Good luck! Sincerely, Mark Kincaid