2-Asha from Mark Kincaid....heartfelt condolences

[Guest guest]

Mark,

My heartfelt condolences on loss of your mom. losing mother at any age

is

traumatic and one misses the presence.

I pray that her soul rests in peace.

 

bestest

asha

 

Dear Asha,

 

Thank you very much for your kind words. But, I'm happy to report that

this 'sade sat' period, including my Mother's passing

on has become extremely positive, especially in light of the last sade

sat period I went through.

 

30 years ago, when I went through my last Sade Sat period I went

through one of the worst 'emotional' periods of my life. And,

that's the normal idea, that when Saturn returns to that place in our

charts where our natal Moon was, that we'd go through many

lessons, trials and tribulations of an especially Saturn-Moon nature.

 

But, everything I've been about now, these last 30 years has been all

about how to improve myself and especially my Moon

emotional nature. Even when I first learned Jyotish some 22 years ago

now, I immediately realize that my Moon was all about

becoming a more full, fully actualized Moon.

 

So, I learned how to apply the many Remedies and Remedial measures that

are really at the very heart of Astrology, especially

so my 'poor' Moon would become brighter.

 

I was born with my Moon in the 12th, only 1 sign away from my Sun in the

11th, along with Saturn in the 12th.

 

So, my Moon had a long way to grow!

 

Now, looking back, its been the greatest adventure every day feeling

that 'Moon' and figuring out that we're all meant, really,

to improve ourselves and our charts.

 

This time, even when Saturn started going through Cancer about 5 years

ago, my Mother's health took a big dive. She got cancer

and began suffering in many of the ways of a life-long smoker. For me

though, part of the growth I've been going through was

to find the relief in the Moon, that is the real message of a small or

malefic functioning Moon.

 

I realized very early that my Moon not only represented my emotional

nature and my relationship with 'Mother' but our Moon's

also represent our relationships with the full potential of the Moon

which is Mother Divine.

 

When, I discovered that my own personal Moon could be greatly enhanced

by my unfoldment of Enlightenment, then I started

to feel a lot of relief in my Moon.

 

When my Mother got especially sick this summer I thought this would be

the time where she finally passes.

 

And, when she passed there of course, was this natural grief and

sadness.

 

However, this time, this Sade Sat 'time' I experienced her, being on the

'other side' and I immediately experienced her huge, big,

bright soul, that didn't really 'die' but instead got released and

liberated from this existence we call 'living'.

 

In fact, my Mother is now about the 5th person I've experienced 'on the

other side' after 'they' passed. And, each time now,

the longer that I meditate and the longer I practice Jyotish, my

perception of that other side is becoming clearer and clearer.

 

I was so amazed that I could experience her so vividly in the new space

where she is. She had this unique astrological nature

in this life, and so much of 'that' was still apparent on the other

side. She still was extremely concerned for her family or children, and

was still so passionate about wanting to help us all grow!

 

She had the Exalted Mars in her recent life's incarnation and a very

good Jupiter so she was all about growing and especially

helping others to grow. I was especially, struck however, how much she

was the 'best' of her star's but without some of the

smallness or inadequacies that so often come with our earthly lives.

 

In other words, her release from this world was a kind of liberation, or

a kind of graduation.

 

And, because of all my personal work on myself all these years, I have

to say it was with great satisfaction that I experienced

her so profoundly in her next adventure.

 

So, thank you again, for wishing me 'heartfelt condolences'.

 

We each have an important Moon cursing through the veins of our hearts

and the lessons and growth that we're all about is

the panamount job of our Moon to help us with.

 

I wish for everyone that they wake up to what their Moon lessons are all

about and especially evolve in the way, that only our

Moon's can teach us.

 

It's so satisfying for me, now, to look back and to experience that my

2nd Sade Sat period can be so happy and joyful instead

of sad and depressing!

 

Instead of 'loss' what I'm experiencing is the joy's of my Mother's

progress into her new existence.

 

But, not in terms of some vague philosophy, faith or hope. No!

Instead, I experience her as being 'over there' and happy

and actually more!

 

So, this is the real knowledge and wisdom of Saturn, not pain, not loss,

not sadness and grief.

 

But, expansion, and relief and the innate joy that comes from

Enlightenment.

 

 

Jai Sani!

 

 

Sincerely,

 

 

 

Mark Kincaid