Hare Krishna Pls Humbly i Request EveryOne to Read This Pls Pls

[Guest guest]

Hare Krishna

My Name is Prathosh

My age is 21

I Have Finished My B.Tech IT

 

 

My Childhood:

From The Day i have Born till 12th Standard

I Studied in Same School

I am Very Reserved Nature

Very Shy to Speak

so ended up with No Friends and Suffered a lot in Childhood

 

 

College:

2003 i Got Into The College

There also bec of my Reserved Nature and Very Shy Nature i didnt had

any Friends

 

Bet 2001 to 2004 In Family There was Severe Violent Relation bec My

dad Lost Very Severely In Share Market and was showing all anger to mom

and i was very afraid That time and That 3 Yrs was a Big hell for me

to Survive bec No Friends also No Relatives also No body so i have to

stay in Home and see all Those for 3 Yrs everything

 

Now Starts Imp Part Pls Read Carefully:

 

At 2004 I Got a Cousin Sis came From Salem to Study And she Stayed in

My House...And so it was First time for me to Talk with a gal i mean

My Cousin sis...

so all 24 hrs i used to be with her in home i became very very

Attatched to her to the point like anything

and day by day I Unknowlingly Started to keep Affection On Her Very

Very Much and One Yr Like That she stayed...so i kept 10000% Love and

affection..

but due to some personal Issues...she broked with me That i couldnt

Tolerate and it was Hurting Like a hell

and i cried cried cried day and Night from Months sept 2005 oct 2005

Nov 2005 Dec 2005 ,etc

 

 

Now Pls Pls Read Here Starts MAIN STORY AND REAL SORROW :

 

 

So On dec 18 2005 I Met a Gal in Chat....She will Look good and i used

to chat to her Daily......In chat for 3 hrs from Night 10 to 1..

Till april i was chatting with her Very Very Happily i forgot my

sisters Hurt......

Now When april came...

Suddenly all of a Sudden

from april 2006 I Experienced a Very very Worst Severe Loneliness and

Worst Pain...so Unknowingly i Started Messaging her in Messenger

Very Madly till July 2006 IT IS SAY 70 OFFLINE MESSAGES...VERY

EMOTIONALLY......SINCE I COULDNT SURVIVE THAT PAIN..

LATER I FOUND THAT UNKNOWINGLY I HAD FALLED MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER 1

LAKH% SEVERELY THIS TIME SO WHEN I MESSAGED SHE AVOIDED ME TILL SEPT

15 2006

TO BE FRANK EACH DAY WAS VERY WORST BEC IMAGINE FRIENDS

1 LAKH% LOVE PLUS LONELINESS WITH NO FRIENDS FROM CHILDHOOD.....

AND NO MESSAGES TILL SEPT..

HOW WILL U SURVIVE...

SO I COULDNTT

SO TO BE FRANK

FROM APRIL 2006 TILL SEPT

ALMOST EVERYDAY HAS CRIED IN THAT PAIN VERY VERY VERY WORSTLY......4

TO 5 HRS EACH DAY

THIS IS PROMISE....

THEN SEPT SHE CAME AND TOLD SEEING ALL MESSAGES SHE WAS MADLY IN LOVE

BUT SHE SAID SHE DON WANT AFFAIR AND LINE GOT CUT..

THEN I AGAIN MESSAGED MESSAGED MESSAGED TILL MAY 2007 IN HER

ANOTHER 250 OFFLINES...WITH 1 LAKH% LOVE PLUS SEVERE LONELINESS

AGAIN CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED EACH DAY WITH WORST PAIN IN HEART....

KEEP THIS ONE SIDE....

 

NOW HERE SECOND PART..

DURING THE SAME PERIOD

FROM JUNE 2006 TO SEPT 2006

I WAS HAVING MY CAMPUS INTERVIEWS....I ATTENDED 23 CAMPUS INTERVIEWS

EACH DAY WILL GO AT MORNING 8 AND RETURN BACK WITH NIGHT 10 WITH

DISSAPOINTMENTS

LIKE THIS 23 CAMPUS INTERVIEWS SORROWS ALSO IN HEAD PLUS 1 LAKH% LOVE

PLUS 1 LAKH% LONELINESS PLUS NO FRIENDS...

 

NOW THIRD PART SORROW..PLS READ:

 

FROM SEPT 2006 TILL MAY 2007 DAD FINANCIAL POS BECAME AGAIN WORST SO

THAT SORROW CAME IN MIND

SO THINKING ABT THAT HAVE CRIED CRIED CRIED LIKE A HELL EACH DAY....

 

NOW FOURTH PART SORROW PLS READ:

 

MY DAD IS BASICALLY UNEMPLOYED AND HAS FACED LOT OF SORROWS IN HIS

LIFE....AND I LOVE MY DAD VERY MUCH

SO NIGHT WHEN I USED TO SLEEP....I WILL THINK ABT ALL MY DAD LIFE AND

HIS SORROWS AND WILL CRY CRY CRY EACH DAY WITH PAIN SORROWS

FRUSTURATIONS ETC

 

NOW FIFTH PART SORROW PLS READ:

MY MOM IS VERY GUD HEARTED

MY MOM HAS SACRIFICED LIFE FOR US

SHE HAS GOT SO MANY WORRIES IN HEART

SO I HAVE CRIED THINKING OF HER SORROWS..

AND I ALSO CRIED THINKING I AM NOT ABLE TO PROVIDE ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO

HER..........SO CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED EACH DAY 4 TO 5 HRS

DAILY TILL MAY 2007

NOW IMP PART:

I WAS VERY SUPRISED AFTER MESSAGING 250 OFFLINES ALSO HOW CAN A GAL

CAN TOLERATE SUCH A FEELINGS IS THAT A MIRACLE OR SHE IS GODESS

THEN LATER

I CAME TO KNOW

IT WAS THE GAME OF PARA DARA DOSHA.......

SHE WAS LOVING SOME BODY AT THE SAME TIME..............MORE FIERCELY....

BUT HERE DIFF IS

THAT LOVE WAS SHE WAS SEEING THE PERSON

WHEREAS MINE WAS CHAT......

SO MINE HAD BECAME A WORST 1 LAKH% ONE SIDED LOVE WITH TERRIBLE HURTS

AND MAJOR CLINICAL DEPRESSION............AND IT MADE ME A WORST TO CRY

DAILY FOR 1 YEAR EACH DAY 4 TO 5 HRS

I SINCERELY PRAY LORD KRISHNA NOT TO GIVE SORROWS LIKE THIS TO ANYBODY

IN WORLD.........

CONCLUSION PART:

 

SO IN NUTSHELL....

I WAS FACING WORST 1 LAKH% ONE SIDED LOVE WITH 1 LAKH%

LONELINESS.....PLUS COUSIN SISTER HURT.....

PLUS TERRIBLE DAD SORROWS IN MIND AND CRYING EACH DAY

PLUS TERRIBLE MOM SORROWS IN MIND AND CRYING EACH DAY

PLUS TERRIBLE DAD FINANCIAL PROBLEMS IN MIND AND CRYING AND BEGGING

EACH DAY IN LONELINESS..........

LIKE THIS 10 MAJOR PROBLEMS IF IT HITS A PERSON

WHETHER HE WILL SURVIVE

WITHOUT GOING TO DOCTOR

WITHOUT SHARING TO PARENTS

WITHOUT SHARING TO FRIENDS

WITHOUT SHARING TO ANYBODY

JUST ONLY BY LORD SHRI KRISHNA GRACE

STILL I AM SURVIVING HEALTHY

AND INSPITE OF ALL THESE WORST SO MENTIONED ABOVE HURTS

AT THE SAME TIME

I PASSED B.TECH IT WITH GUD MARKS

TELL ME IS THIS POSSIBLE FOR ANYBODY???????????/

I SURVIVED THESE ALL WORST MENTAL TERRIBLE HURTS AND THIS ALL IS

PURELY DUE TO GRACE OF SHRI LORD KRISHNA.........

AND MY SPIRITUALITY POWER......................

 

SO I REQUEST ALL MEMBERS KINDLY TO SHOW THESE MESSAGES TO SANJAY RATH

JI............AND THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I BEHAVED SO BADLY WITH ALL

IN GROUPS..........

I AM VERY SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED....

SO I REQUEST ALL MEMBERS TO PLS SHOW THESE MESSAGES TO SANJAY RATH JI

VISITJI AND MANY MEMBERS

IF THEY HAVE REAL SYMPATHY FOR ME

I WISH TO TAKE MY BAN FROM ALL GROUPS

FROM SOHAMSA SRIJAGANNATH AND VEDIC-ASTROLOGY.......

LET THEM DECIDE

HARE KRISHNA...........

SARVAM KRISHNAARPANAMASTU.