To Harcharan and all intrsted to know abt my childhood pls read humbly asking

[Guest guest]

Dear Pratosh,

 

First thing for u to do is, you reduce ur weight, how can u look so

oevrweight. u should be in the range of 63-67 max. and dont worry

about frinds, in the group, how many people are thinking about u,

concerned about you.

 

w'd u become my friend, my maild id is - 'mishra.lalit'

give ur's cell no, i will call u up, OK.

 

last year i have been posted in chennai, one month or so, wanted to

visit ur place, but couldn't do that.

 

you, will definitely get selected in ur's interviews, pls. do

preperations in the right direction. the group's wishes are with u.

 

u have got so many friends.... here, so be happy.

 

regards,

Lalit.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

vedic astrology , " prathoshthegreat "

<prathoshthegreat wrote:

>

> Hare Krishna

> Harcharan Ji

> Let me Tell my Childhood life and Style in short and Then come to

main

> suffering and then u itself decide

> whether mine is big sorrow or not:

>

> CHILDHOOD:

> My Childhood i studied in very simple school

> from Lkg to 12th std

> Till 9th Struggled Very Very Much Studied in Studies

> Especially Subj Like Maths and Hindi

> Struggled Worst in all my Studies

> all Teachers Compliants etc etc

> Then from 10th to 12th std was better

> still not so good

> just better

> There in that school also No Friends for me..

> Loneliness in heart

> Like Other child i didnt have freedom to go out

> i didnt have any friends

> just come home eat and sit alone

> So after 12th came college life:

>

>

> COLLEGE LIFE:

> my college life started Ok

> Before That

> I Would Like to tell something abt parents

>

> My Dad is share trader

> mom is home maker

> Suddenly My Dad lost many lakhs in share market

> in 2001 so in That frusturations continous fights in houses

> unbearable each day

> i couldnt go out also

> no friends..

> also i am that time coward and very afraid

> dono anything

>

> MY LIFESTYLE:

> No friends Always Mostly Loneliness No Own Brothers or Sisters

> No Cousins care

> No Relatives

> Morning will get up

> wont drink coffee or tea even till now

> 12 pm Lunch

> Then evening 8 Dinner

> Till That No Friends to Talk also

> So Will End up in TV Watching till i enter college

> after entring college only net came

>

>

> DAD AND MOM LIFE:

> DAD Life is depressed and suffered in Life

> first in Business there also Loss

> then partnership also loss

> then poltics also loss

> then now share market also loss

> like this till now starting from each and everything loss loss

> and he is depressed of his life

> and so he doesnt have time to care me

> this is real truth

>

> mom:

> mom will cook and she will roam outside

> bec she says how much sorrows she will tolerate of dad

> she says if she stays in home she gets mad

> and so she goes out and will come at night and cook

> so her life like this

>

> ME:

> SO Now I am till 2004 was daily will get up go to college and come

> home stay in home and in night will watch tv and sleep

> and in weekdays terrible

> always fight in home,.

> no friends also

> where will i go?

> how long will i tolerate sorrows?

>

> TURNING POINT:

> at 2004 suddenly a turning point

> my cousin sis planned to come to study in my college

> and she stayed in home with me

> NOW HERE PLS READ CAREFULLY:

>

> I Don have any friends

> i don have proper parents care

> don have any side help

> now suddenly cousin sis came

> and she Talked so nicely

> i started keeping affection for her

> Unbelievable say 10000%

> Then 1 Year Afterwards in some issue we got problem

> and she Throwed and went easily

> but but I Was Unable to do That

> i suffered a hell period

> from sept 2005 till dec 2005

> each and every day cried like hell

>

>

> TURNING POINT AND VERY IMP PLS READ DEC 2005:

>

>

> ON DEC 18 2005

> Suddenly in chat

> i met a girl and talked to her nicely

> she showed her pic also she was looking good

> and she talked with me so affection

> so from dec till april i started to forget the cousin sis pain and

was

> happy

> but IN APRIL ALL OF SUDDEN I Started to get Worst pain of loneliness

> and started messaging the chat friend so much say 70 offlines

> i was not able to tolerate

> she started AVOIDING AND IGNORING ME

> when she started avoding and ignored me

> MY GOD HARCHARAN JI NOW IMAGINE

> NO FRIENDS ALREADY

> LONELINESS EXTREME

> ALREADY COUSIN SIS BIG HURT

> Now when she avoided

> each and every day was terrible terrible hell

> cried like anything seriously

> U CANT BELIEVE BUT 100%

> FROM APRIL 2006 TILL SEPT 2007

> EACH AND EVERYDAY

> WITHOUT BEING Able to tolerate the pain of loneliness

> hurts of cousin sis and no friends

> also no hobbies seriously

> i mean mind didnt allow me to go anywhere

> also no films

> no entertainments

> lunch and dinner ya that also just 1 hr

> remaining time on net waiting for her like mad

> each and everyday was a big hell

> cried as if how u will cry when somebody dies after 20 or 25 yrs of

> seperation like that to the maximum i have cried

> no tears left in eyes

> PLUS in this pain itself

> campus interview 23 interviews

> daily will go come at night 10 with dissapointment

> depression sadness

> till sept

> SEPT TO JULY:

> then SEPT SHE CAME she said seeing my messages she falled in love

but

> she don want affair she said and went

> i mean line got cut

> then AFTER SEPT TILL MARCH MORE MADLY STARTED MESSAGING IN HER

ID

> 150 OFFLINE MESSAGES

> that also she didnt reply

> IMAGINE 1 LAKH% LOVE AND NO REPLY

> AND FULL SILENT AND IGNORING AND AVODING

> with no friends

> loneliness

> campus interview pains

> HOW IT WILL BE THAT PERIODS?????????????/

>

> THEN in the same period

> all past thinking used to come in mind

> i mean my dad sorrows mom sorrows

> and how much they suffered

> like that all things came in mind and just killed me day and night

for

> one year and more

> u can say it is just 1 year

> but the effect of MINE IS MORE SEVERE THAN A DIVORCE THIS IS

ULTIMATE

> TRUTH

> then in may i found that she has changed the id

> i came to notice only in may

> SO IN NUTSHELL

> FROM APRIL 2006 TILL MAY 2007

>

> 1.COUSIN SISTER HURT

> 2.ONE SIDED VERY PAINFUL LOVE

> 3.CAMPUS INTERVIEW PAIN

> 4.DAD SORROWS

> 5.MOM SORROWS

> 6.LONELINESS

> 7.NO FRIENDSS

> 8 NO OWN BRO OR SIS.

> 9.NO ENTERTAINMNET.

> 10 NO MOVIES.

> 11.NO CINEMA OR NO HOBBIES

> 12.NOT GONE OUTSIDE HOUSE MOSTLY 20 YRS FROM CHILDHOOD.

> 13.STAY IN ROOM ALONE AND MAD THINK OF HER MOSTLY

> 14.NO PROPER SLEEP ALSO

> 15.NO PROPER CARE FROM PARENTS

>

>

>

> LIKE THIS HARCHARAN JI

> FROM APRIL 2006 TILL MAY 2007

> MAXIMUM 500 TIMES I HAVE CRIED

> THIS NO BODY IN WORLD CAN BELIEVE

> BUT 100% TRUTH

> ONLY LORD KRISHNA AND ME KNOW THIS

>

> MIRACE:

>

> INSPITE OF ALL THESE

> I SUCCESFULLY PASSED MY B.TECH IT EXAM

> EVEN DURING THOSE VERY TOUGH MENTAL PRESSURE TIME

> AND ALSO GOT GOOD FIRST CLASS PERCENTAGE

>

> LIKE THIS PLS TELL ME

> WHETHER ANYBODY IN THE WORLD CAN DO??????????/

> IT CAN BE POSSIBLE ONLY BY A KRISHNA DEVOTEE

> HARE KRISHNA

> THANKS

> PRATHOSH

>