Reality Beyond Death - Artificial Ayanamsa Makers !!

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Sat, March 27, 2010 1:25:14 PM

Re: Reality Beyond Death - Artificial Ayanamsa Makers !!

 

 

Dear Utkal,

 

your story bring tears into my eyes and bring strength and composure to my

belief.

 

May shree rama bless you.

 

Hare Rama Krishna,

Arun.

 

, " utkal.panigrahi " <utkal.panigrahi@ ...>

wrote:

>

>

> There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to know

> it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

>

> Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

>

> If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

> lite ..

>

> I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you are

> missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

>

> There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

> lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was going

> on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

> Chitra Pakschha.

>

> This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are, you

> can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

>

> Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

>

> She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any death

> before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

> unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

> given Chemotherapy.

>

> Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

>

> Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just before

> that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

> time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was not

> reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

> technology in university and doing mantras was only significant things.

>

> I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at home,

> sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking, somehow,

> they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

>

> You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that ahamkaar

> in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

>

> I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

> sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange, I

> was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

> responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

>

> With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

> aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

> trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments. ....

>

> I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

>

> I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

> Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that temptation

> and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

> life or have courage to go beyond...

>

> You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's difference

> ?

>

> Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma, and

> there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the mantras

> looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

>

> But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

>

> Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

> world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death will

> come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody is

> ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

>

> Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

>

> Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me badly,

> I came back to senses...

>

> What happened ?

>

> Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

>

> In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next 3

> hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

> danger.

>

> I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the right

> Soma and nobody else ?

>

> I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs only, I

> had no answer, still don't have.

>

> 2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

> inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

> reality.

>

> Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life and

> add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

>

> Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and I

> had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't do

> anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

> 2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

> diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but no

> she was not !!

>

> After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to same

> hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

>

> In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work, medicines

> didnt work, nothing worked !!

>

> I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

>

> One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha .... I

> was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

>

> In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

> thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

>

> I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

>

> I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In the

> unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was in

> my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

>

> And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle (mama)

> Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god, nobody

> dies !!

>

> nobody dies ...

>

> Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her to

> come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

>

> But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling her,

> she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

>

> Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing, She

> is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college, she

> is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family ..

>

> So many realities ... so many worlds.

>

> We are intelligent ..... ??

>

> Utkal.

>