Reality Beyond Death - Artificial Ayanamsa Makers !!

[Guest guest]

Dear Utkal,

 

your story bring tears into my eyes and bring strength and composure to my

belief.

 

May shree rama bless you.

 

Hare Rama Krishna,

Arun.

 

, " utkal.panigrahi " <utkal.panigrahi

wrote:

>

>

> There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to know

> it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

>

> Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

>

> If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

> lite ..

>

> I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you are

> missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

>

> There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

> lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was going

> on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

> Chitra Pakschha.

>

> This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are, you

> can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

>

> Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

>

> She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any death

> before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

> unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

> given Chemotherapy.

>

> Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

>

> Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just before

> that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

> time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was not

> reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

> technology in university and doing mantras was only significant things.

>

> I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at home,

> sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking, somehow,

> they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

>

> You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that ahamkaar

> in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

>

> I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

> sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange, I

> was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

> responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

>

> With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

> aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

> trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments.....

>

> I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

>

> I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

> Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that temptation

> and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

> life or have courage to go beyond...

>

> You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's difference

> ?

>

> Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma, and

> there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the mantras

> looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

>

> But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

>

> Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

> world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death will

> come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody is

> ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

>

> Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

>

> Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me badly,

> I came back to senses...

>

> What happened ?

>

> Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

>

> In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next 3

> hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

> danger.

>

> I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the right

> Soma and nobody else ?

>

> I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs only, I

> had no answer, still don't have.

>

> 2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

> inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

> reality.

>

> Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life and

> add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

>

> Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and I

> had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't do

> anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

> 2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

> diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but no

> she was not !!

>

> After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to same

> hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

>

> In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work, medicines

> didnt work, nothing worked !!

>

> I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

>

> One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha .... I

> was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

>

> In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

> thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

>

> I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

>

> I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In the

> unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was in

> my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

>

> And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle (mama)

> Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god, nobody

> dies !!

>

> nobody dies ...

>

> Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her to

> come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

>

> But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling her,

> she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

>

> Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing, She

> is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college, she

> is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family ..

>

> So many realities ... so many worlds.

>

> We are intelligent ..... ??

>

> Utkal.

>

 

[Guest guest]

Utkal/Lalit/other internet/rahu names...,

 

Nice to see someone so obsessed with rahu! Something personal I suppose?

 

Or simply obsessed in a compulsive manner or worse ...?

 

RR_,

 

, " utkal.panigrahi " <utkal.panigrahi

wrote:

>

>

> There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to know

> it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

>

> Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

>

> If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

> lite ..

>

> I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you are

> missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

>

> There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

> lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was going

> on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

> Chitra Pakschha.

>

> This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are, you

> can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

>

> Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

>

> She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any death

> before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

> unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

> given Chemotherapy.

>

> Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

>

> Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just before

> that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

> time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was not

> reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

> technology in university and doing mantras was only significant things.

>

> I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at home,

> sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking, somehow,

> they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

>

> You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that ahamkaar

> in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

>

> I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

> sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange, I

> was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

> responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

>

> With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

> aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

> trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments.....

>

> I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

>

> I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

> Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that temptation

> and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

> life or have courage to go beyond...

>

> You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's difference

> ?

>

> Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma, and

> there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the mantras

> looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

>

> But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

>

> Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

> world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death will

> come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody is

> ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

>

> Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

>

> Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me badly,

> I came back to senses...

>

> What happened ?

>

> Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

>

> In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next 3

> hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

> danger.

>

> I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the right

> Soma and nobody else ?

>

> I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs only, I

> had no answer, still don't have.

>

> 2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

> inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

> reality.

>

> Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life and

> add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

>

> Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and I

> had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't do

> anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

> 2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

> diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but no

> she was not !!

>

> After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to same

> hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

>

> In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work, medicines

> didnt work, nothing worked !!

>

> I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

>

> One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha .... I

> was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

>

> In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

> thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

>

> I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

>

> I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In the

> unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was in

> my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

>

> And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle (mama)

> Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god, nobody

> dies !!

>

> nobody dies ...

>

> Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her to

> come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

>

> But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling her,

> she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

>

> Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing, She

> is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college, she

> is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family ..

>

> So many realities ... so many worlds.

>

> We are intelligent ..... ??

>

> Utkal.

>

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Arun,

 

By this and few other experiences I understood the practicality of

spirituality in real life as well as the meaning of principles and

teachings of vedic dharma.

 

One thing I w'd like to tell you that Aagya Chakra is not Tamasik, that

what comes after Vishudha Chakra, how can be Tamasik ?

 

regards,

Utkal.

 

 

, " arun " <aruninthecity wrote:

>

> Dear Utkal,

>

> your story bring tears into my eyes and bring strength and composure

to my belief.

>

> May shree rama bless you.

>

> Hare Rama Krishna,

> Arun.

>

> , " utkal.panigrahi "

utkal.panigrahi@ wrote:

> >

> >

> > There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to

know

> > it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

> >

> > Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

> >

> > If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

> > lite ..

> >

> > I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you

are

> > missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

> >

> > There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

> > lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was

going

> > on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

> > Chitra Pakschha.

> >

> > This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are,

you

> > can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

> >

> > Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

> >

> > She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any

death

> > before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

> > unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

> > given Chemotherapy.

> >

> > Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

> >

> > Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just

before

> > that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

> > time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was

not

> > reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

> > technology in university and doing mantras was only significant

things.

> >

> > I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at

home,

> > sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking,

somehow,

> > they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

> >

> > You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that

ahamkaar

> > in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

> >

> > I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

> > sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange,

I

> > was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

> > responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

> >

> > With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

> > aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

> > trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments.....

> >

> > I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

> >

> > I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

> > Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that

temptation

> > and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

> > life or have courage to go beyond...

> >

> > You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's

difference

> > ?

> >

> > Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma,

and

> > there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the

mantras

> > looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

> >

> > But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

> >

> > Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

> > world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death

will

> > come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody

is

> > ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

> >

> > Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

> >

> > Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me

badly,

> > I came back to senses...

> >

> > What happened ?

> >

> > Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

> >

> > In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next

3

> > hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

> > danger.

> >

> > I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the

right

> > Soma and nobody else ?

> >

> > I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs

only, I

> > had no answer, still don't have.

> >

> > 2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

> > inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

> > reality.

> >

> > Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life

and

> > add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

> >

> > Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and

I

> > had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't

do

> > anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

> > 2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

> > diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but

no

> > she was not !!

> >

> > After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to

same

> > hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

> >

> > In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work,

medicines

> > didnt work, nothing worked !!

> >

> > I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

> >

> > One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha ....

I

> > was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

> >

> > In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

> > thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

> >

> > I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

> >

> > I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In

the

> > unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was

in

> > my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

> >

> > And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle

(mama)

> > Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god,

nobody

> > dies !!

> >

> > nobody dies ...

> >

> > Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her

to

> > come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

> >

> > But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling

her,

> > she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

> >

> > Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing,

She

> > is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college,

she

> > is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family

...

> >

> > So many realities ... so many worlds.

> >

> > We are intelligent ..... ??

> >

> > Utkal.

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Dear Utakalji,

If I am not interupting, I support you.

<One thing I w'd like to tell you that Aagya Chakra is not Tamasik, that what

comes after Vishudha Chakra, how can be Tamasik ?>

 

Agya is ordering. Only those who know, can order.Here konwing or the ordering is

in a special sense.It is known as 'vivek' or 'spiritual discrimintation.' It

analyses or as it were 'breaks'or separates the pure from the impure. The avatar

which represents this chakra is in my view, Parsuram, who goes on choppping the

thousand desires(Sahasra bahu Arjun) with his crescent shaped axe, which

represents the power of spiritual discrimination.

Hari Malla

 

, " utkal.panigrahi " <utkal.panigrahi

wrote:

>

>

> Dear Arun,

>

> By this and few other experiences I understood the practicality of

> spirituality in real life as well as the meaning of principles and

> teachings of vedic dharma.

>

> One thing I w'd like to tell you that Aagya Chakra is not Tamasik, that

> what comes after Vishudha Chakra, how can be Tamasik ?

>

> regards,

> Utkal.

>

>

> , " arun " <aruninthecity@> wrote:

> >

> > Dear Utkal,

> >

> > your story bring tears into my eyes and bring strength and composure

> to my belief.

> >

> > May shree rama bless you.

> >

> > Hare Rama Krishna,

> > Arun.

> >

> > , " utkal.panigrahi "

> utkal.panigrahi@ wrote:

> > >

> > >

> > > There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to

> know

> > > it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

> > >

> > > Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

> > >

> > > If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

> > > lite ..

> > >

> > > I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you

> are

> > > missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

> > >

> > > There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

> > > lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was

> going

> > > on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

> > > Chitra Pakschha.

> > >

> > > This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are,

> you

> > > can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

> > >

> > > Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

> > >

> > > She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any

> death

> > > before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

> > > unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

> > > given Chemotherapy.

> > >

> > > Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

> > >

> > > Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just

> before

> > > that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

> > > time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was

> not

> > > reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

> > > technology in university and doing mantras was only significant

> things.

> > >

> > > I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at

> home,

> > > sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking,

> somehow,

> > > they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

> > >

> > > You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that

> ahamkaar

> > > in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

> > >

> > > I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

> > > sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange,

> I

> > > was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

> > > responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

> > >

> > > With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

> > > aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

> > > trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments.....

> > >

> > > I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

> > >

> > > I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

> > > Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that

> temptation

> > > and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

> > > life or have courage to go beyond...

> > >

> > > You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's

> difference

> > > ?

> > >

> > > Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma,

> and

> > > there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the

> mantras

> > > looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

> > >

> > > But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

> > >

> > > Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

> > > world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death

> will

> > > come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody

> is

> > > ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

> > >

> > > Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

> > >

> > > Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me

> badly,

> > > I came back to senses...

> > >

> > > What happened ?

> > >

> > > Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

> > >

> > > In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next

> 3

> > > hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

> > > danger.

> > >

> > > I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the

> right

> > > Soma and nobody else ?

> > >

> > > I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs

> only, I

> > > had no answer, still don't have.

> > >

> > > 2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

> > > inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

> > > reality.

> > >

> > > Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life

> and

> > > add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

> > >

> > > Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and

> I

> > > had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't

> do

> > > anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

> > > 2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

> > > diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but

> no

> > > she was not !!

> > >

> > > After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to

> same

> > > hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

> > >

> > > In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work,

> medicines

> > > didnt work, nothing worked !!

> > >

> > > I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

> > >

> > > One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha ....

> I

> > > was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

> > >

> > > In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

> > > thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

> > >

> > > I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

> > >

> > > I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In

> the

> > > unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was

> in

> > > my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

> > >

> > > And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle

> (mama)

> > > Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god,

> nobody

> > > dies !!

> > >

> > > nobody dies ...

> > >

> > > Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her

> to

> > > come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

> > >

> > > But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling

> her,

> > > she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

> > >

> > > Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing,

> She

> > > is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college,

> she

> > > is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family

> ..

> > >

> > > So many realities ... so many worlds.

> > >

> > > We are intelligent ..... ??

> > >

> > > Utkal.

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >