Reality Beyond Death - Artificial Ayanamsa Makers !!

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There is life beyond life, If you wish you and any one can come to know

it, problem with most of you is, you stop yourself by your thoughts.

 

Rahu wont give you light .... Never gives !!

 

If you can recognize, Rahu creates opportunity to feel the need of

lite ..

 

I will share my experience to let you know the capability that you are

missing by your's so called intellectuality ... Read me !!

 

There was a cute girl child in my sister's family, born with scorpio

lagna, lagna was of 0.x degrees, 12'th has rahu, Rahu's dasa was going

on, 9'th house has Venus and Jup was in lagna, Ayanamsa is Lahiri's

Chitra Pakschha.

 

This is a case for artificial Ayanamsa makers, whosoever you are, you

can not change God's way of working and reality of his world.

 

Girl's father is a doctor, works in Allahabad.

 

She was dignosed of accute leukemia in 2003, We had not seen any death

before any where in our suroundings and she was in death bed, I was

unaware, well she got admitted into a Mumbai's cancer hospital, was

given Chemotherapy.

 

Life looks precious , Why , I never understood this question ?

 

Don't remember exactly, either during the chemotherapy or just before

that, her condition turned to be worst then ever, doctors gave 2 hrs

time, I was at my home town, relatives called me, but my cell was not

reachable, those day's I used to own a world of mine, teaching web

technology in university and doing mantras was only significant things.

 

I returned to home around 9 pm, was shocked by the atmosphere at home,

sister was crying, mother was crying .. no body was talking, somehow,

they told that Medha's life is ending or ended.

 

You know Jup also gives Ahamkaar, It's Akash Tatwa, I had that ahamkaar

in me. which I had in me out of my mantra chantings.

 

I thought why not to ask mother devine once, I didn't open shoes,

sitting on the sofa, went inside me, and approached mother, strange, I

was calling her and my voice was though echoing but she was not

responding, I tried and tried ... there was a curtain.

 

With too much efforts, I could realize, Ohh there is mother, she is

aware but I don't have capability to ask her for an action, I was

trapped in my own intellectuality, my ego, my attachments.....

 

I torn off everything ... but still mother was not acting !!

 

I had temptation (moha) ..., I was badly in love with a girl, called

Soma .... Now the question arised, I wanted to live with that temptation

and there was a situation, either live with temptation, a reality of

life or have courage to go beyond...

 

You know, Liberty is sweet, even temptation is sweet, what's difference

?

 

Well, I chose to leave that temptation, dropped the idea of Soma, and

there was mother, her Attahas like echoing the universe, all the mantras

looked to be emenating from that Attahash, What an echo !!

 

But, I had a question to receive an answer from the mother...

 

Maa, this is your's world can't you give her life, your control the

world .... next, thought comes in mind, how much ? one day death will

come ... and I had an answer myself to tell the mother - Maa, nobody is

ready for her death, give at least 2 yrs...

 

Mother smiled .... no response yet, I saw her smiling !!

 

Seeing me in a deadly silence, My mother rushed to me, started me badly,

I came back to senses...

 

What happened ?

 

Nothing maa, Medha will survive, nothing will happen to her ?

 

In next 1 hour, her bleeding was stopped, hope came back and by next 3

hours she started uttering some words ... by morning she was out of

danger.

 

I was in MP, and she was in Mumbai, how the prayer affected the right

Soma and nobody else ?

 

I could never forget 2 years ...... why I told mother for 2 yrs only, I

had no answer, still don't have.

 

2 yr's period passed, I had fear in mind, Again I prayed maa, My

inherent ego forced me to do a bargain with the God, the supreme

reality.

 

Intelligent me, I asked maa to take away 1 yr's life from my life and

add that to child's longevity, she lived for another year.

 

Next year came and striked similar bargain ... another year came and I

had some greed for my life, I thought, she is perfectly ok, I didn't do

anything.... and this is how destiny works, she complained fever in

2007, she was taken to same hospital of Mumbai, doctor missed to

diagnose, how Rahu works, they said she is perfectly right ... but no

she was not !!

 

After 3 - 4 months, fever became routine, again she was taken to same

hospital, doctors said - no hope ..

 

In december 2008, she passed away.... my prayers didnt work, medicines

didnt work, nothing worked !!

 

I used to feel me is guilty of her death.....

 

One day in Jan or Feb 2009, I missed her badly, where is Medha .... I

was crying Medha .. Medha... there was no Medha.

 

In the night, after making my food, I sat on daily Puja, but Medha's

thought was not allowing me doing Puja.

 

I was still doing my regular mantra ..... not able to chant though..

 

I don't remember what happened is, I felt like I am out of body, In the

unknown depth of universe, Where I was, I don't know, but, Medha was in

my mind, Medha .. Medha, where you are ?

 

And suddenly, I moved in a direction .... and heared ... " Uncle (mama)

Uncle, Me is here, look at me, Ohh Medha was before me, Oh god, nobody

dies !!

 

nobody dies ...

 

Medha now new about the reality of Birth - Death cycle, I asked her to

come along with me - Medha chalo mere sath ..

 

But Medha said .. no uncle, I realized, another mother is calling her,

she has to goto somewhere near Lucknow, on the banks of Gomati.

 

Will you ever come to us Medha.. I will, I saw an image appearing, She

is meeting me in her new life once when she starts going to college, she

is not brahmin in new life, she will take birth in a business family ..

 

So many realities ... so many worlds.

 

We are intelligent ..... ??

 

Utkal.