Guest guest Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 Om Datta Guru Dear Soul Sadhak, Namaste Thanks for ur feedback, it helps. I first thought u were male but it seems u are female, well to be honest I do not know how to see from how to see if it is male birth or female though a technique exists. 1) Although rectification of ur divisionals is not required since that is not the issue at hand I contacted a Master with ur chart for some reason, ur birth time is PERFECT & the play is of few secs, it cannot be 9 secs earlier nor 28 secs later - the person who was contacted is one of the greatest Masters I have ever known & is not approachable as he has left astrology n astrologers and I feel jealous in a soft way that he has rectified ur chart & so far mine is not done by him. He has given an advice which I shall give later in personal mail. 2) When I was looking at ur mothers spirituality & status at the moment of death (given by you in personal mail) in ur D20 chart, my mother called me, she was sleeping & had a cramp in her leg (bit painful only, not too much), are u sure the rites of ur mothers death has been properly since even after I massaged my mothers both legs and came back to the chart she still called me. Can u check with a spiritualist of a high order re this matter if the Sakuna presented herein stimulates ur mind to do so, rest I leave it to u. It just occured to me that the Saukuna could also mean that Mother in any form is to be pleased 3) If it interests u, then see in D20, Moon is in 4H of mother, 12th from it will show her meditation & the lord of it is an exalted Sun (soul) & is in kendra to Ven, the AD (on 26th Dec 05 her demise date) & MD is Sat, 8L lord in lagna(someones death will happen) & even the Drigdasa that started was of Cp(8H) MD/Le (12th from moon) from 19th Dec 05 - it all matches to what u have said re her 4) I also feel guilty that i didn't explain it well perhaps in ur chart re ur predicament. See when the 5th & 8L is in 12H the person would be bogged with phobias & has to conquer them in his spiritual sadhana progress marg, here in ur case it is Mer as a single planet who additionally is Retro, now in D1 it is dispositor of Gulika (poison, troubles, anguish) & Ketu (Ganesha) & in D20 it disposits Sat(Rudra) & moon (mother forms) whenever the 5th lord & 9th lord combine in 12H person is made for spirituality is what Padia Saheb one of my mentors tells me. 5) The Real key of the area of Anguish here is the dispositor (can't expand it further since it is someones work in upcoming book) & it is Sat (Rudra/Shiva) & it is there in the 2nd House of FAMILY, hence ur anguish in areas of fear (phobia) of family etc - this is what i should have explained it in one line yesterday which I didn't do at all I realised as my mistake 6) 7) Some traditionalists will make it simple & that is Lakshmi Narayana (I also think someone wrote on list re it) which is 5L of devotion (Mer - Vishnu) & 9L of higher stuff (Ven - Lakshmi) are combined i.e Lakshmi Narayana in the 12H of Divine Knowledge & the dispositor of it is Rudra/Shiva ultimately 8) 2007-08-20 - 2008-06-19 & then 2009th year I request u to give me feedback as to what happens in ur spiritual life during the period mentioned above. In my records ur file is maintained as SoulSadhak (Sohamsa List) file 9) Most Imp Feedback for me: Is ur name starting with N or Ri, am still developing this method & to be honest only done it on 4 charts so still unsure, u need not tell me ur name. 10) Can u kindly indicate in the 19th year of ur life from Feb 86 to Feb 87 - what happened in ur life re spiritual matters or 7H/12 combo matters Most of the events that u mentioned in other posts have been cross checked on concerned divisionals best SJ P.S: As I was signing out my mom still asked me to press her legs again, interesting. Sadhak Soul <soulsadhaksuniljohn_2002 <suniljohn_2002Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:29:14 PMRe: Mothers demise date Thank You very much Sunil... the date was 26/Dec/05 she was a realized soul, she left for the heavenly abode while sitting in meditation.suniljohn_2002 <suniljohn_2002 wrote: Om Datta GuruDear SoulSadhak,NamasteThanks for the feedback I am working on ur chart in correcting if itsdivisionals are correct, can u kindly let me know the date of ur belovedmothers demise. Am writing this privatelyRegardsSunilsohamsa , "soulsadhak" wrote:>> Dear Sunil,>> Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided.>> Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother very recently, am> not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've left that to> between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras and beej mantra> directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" (through> meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I became aware> of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga even before> I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities in turn> have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would like to> state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya Mantra too> like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my mom who at> that time was going through her battle with breast cancer (she lost> that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during saturn> retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through Saturn Mahadasa.>> In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of> hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband went through> a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by racists in UK,> and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom's transition a> day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt attend even her> funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's Will,> maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through sleepless> nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not better what> to do!> I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at home now.>> Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer since infancy> and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till 1982.> Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing astro> aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my spiritual pursuits> and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! Sometimes I wonder> whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on Durga> mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with this forever...)>> Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki teacher and had> been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups between> 2002 and 2004.>> Thanks for all your Time.> Best Regards,> Soul Sadhak>> sohamsa , "suniljohn_2002"> suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> >> >> > Om Datta Guru> >> > Dear Soul Sadhak,> >> > Namaste> >> > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not ask such.> >> > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which means 5H> lord & > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna - showing> the> > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the exalted> values & > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of D20. See> this> > Jup is with A5 in D1> >> > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva & this is> > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being retro that> too in> > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating fears etc.> >> > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & 9L> combination in> > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, his dispositor> is in> > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say this will be> good> > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a thing in D20> would> > give higher acheivements.> >> > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given any> mantra to> > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to that person?> >> > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards facing more> > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig Dasa of ur> 12H> > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn has> started> > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are aspected by> Sun & > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is genuine (a6)> >> > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp would like> to know> > ur experience when Sat was retro> >> > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of Moon- Mars> in ur> > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> >> > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able to explain> to u> > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart from this> angle> >> > Regards> >> > Sunil John> >> > Mumbai> >> >> >> >> > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" wrote:> > >> > > Dear All,> > >> > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I so> inclined to> > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy after> meditating> > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in my mind> like> > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after worshipping> Ganesha,> > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run to Shiva!> > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might make me run> to all> > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my Ishta Devata is> > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship the> corresponding> > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened my channels> > towards> > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, but by> occupation> > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while and am a> home-> > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being in Shiva's> abode> > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or something,> it's> > just> > > a sincere deep wish.> > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience and> enlighten> > me> > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are more than> > > welcome.> > > My details are as follows:> > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > TOB: 07:20 am> > >> > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > Soul Sadhak> > >> >> Sponsored LinkMortgage rates near 39yr lows. $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/mo - Calculate new house payment Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Sunil-ji, namaskar. How do we see mother's spirituality etc from the native's D-20 !? Please use D-12 for the purpose. Best wishes, Sourav =================================================================sohamsa , Sunil John <suniljohn_2002 wrote:>> Om Datta Guru> Dear Soul Sadhak,> Namaste> > Thanks for ur feedback, it helps. I first thought u were male but it seems u are female, well to be honest I do not know how to see from how to see if it is male birth or female though a technique exists.> > 1) Although rectification of ur divisionals is not required since that is not the issue at hand I contacted a Master with ur chart for some reason, ur birth time is PERFECT & the play is of few secs, it cannot be 9 secs earlier nor 28 secs later - the person who was contacted is one of the greatest Masters I have ever known & is not approachable as he has left astrology n astrologers and I feel jealous in a soft way that he has rectified ur chart & so far mine is not done by him. He has given an advice which I shall give later in personal mail.> > 2) When I was looking at ur mothers spirituality & status at the moment of death (given by you in personal mail) in ur D20 chart, my mother called me, she was sleeping & had a cramp in her leg (bit painful only, not too much), are u sure the rites of ur mothers death has been properly since even after I massaged my mothers both legs and came back to the chart she still called me. Can u check with a spiritualist of a high order re this matter if the Sakuna presented herein stimulates ur mind to do so, rest I leave it to u. It just occured to me that the Saukuna could also mean that Mother in any form is to be pleased > > 3) If it interests u, then see in D20, Moon is in 4H of mother, 12th from it will show her meditation & the lord of it is an exalted Sun (soul) & is in kendra to Ven, the AD (on 26th Dec 05 her demise date) & MD is Sat, 8L lord in lagna(someones death will happen) & even the Drigdasa that started was of Cp(8H) MD/Le (12th from moon) from 19th Dec 05 - it all matches to what u have said re her> > 4) I also feel guilty that i didn't explain it well perhaps in ur chart re ur predicament. See when the 5th & 8L is in 12H the person would be bogged with phobias & has to conquer them in his spiritual sadhana progress marg, here in ur case it is Mer as a single planet who additionally is Retro, now in D1 it is dispositor of Gulika (poison, troubles, anguish) & Ketu (Ganesha) & in D20 it disposits Sat(Rudra) & moon (mother forms)> whenever the 5th lord & 9th lord combine in 12H person is made for spirituality is what Padia Saheb one of my mentors tells me. > > 5) The Real key of the area of Anguish here is the dispositor (can't expand it further since it is someones work in upcoming book) & it is Sat (Rudra/Shiva) & it is there in the 2nd House of FAMILY, hence ur anguish in areas of fear (phobia) of family etc - this is what i should have explained it in one line yesterday which I didn't do at all I realised as my mistake> > 6) > > 7) Some traditionalists will make it simple & that is Lakshmi Narayana (I also think someone wrote on list re it) which is 5L of devotion (Mer - Vishnu) & 9L of higher stuff (Ven - Lakshmi) are combined i.e Lakshmi Narayana in the 12H of Divine Knowledge & the dispositor of it is Rudra/Shiva ultimately> > 8) 2007-08-20 - 2008-06-19 & then 2009th year> I request u to give me feedback as to what happens in ur spiritual life during the period mentioned above. In my records ur file is maintained as SoulSadhak (Sohamsa List) file > > 9) Most Imp Feedback for me: Is ur name starting with N or Ri, am still developing this method & to be honest only done it on 4 charts so still unsure, u need not tell me ur name.> > 10) Can u kindly indicate in the 19th year of ur life from Feb 86 to Feb 87 - what happened in ur life re spiritual matters or 7H/12 combo matters> > Most of the events that u mentioned in other posts have been cross checked on concerned divisionals > > best> SJ> P.S: As I was signing out my mom still asked me to press her legs again, interesting.> > > > > > > > > > > Sadhak Soul soulsadhak suniljohn_2002 suniljohn_2002 Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:29:14 PM> Re: Mothers demise date> > > Thank You very much Sunil...> the date was 26/Dec/05> she was a realized soul, she left for the heavenly abode while sitting in meditation.> > suniljohn_2002 suniljohn_2002 wrote:> > Om Datta Guru> > Dear SoulSadhak,> > Namaste> > Thanks for the feedback I am working on ur chart in correcting if its> divisionals are correct, can u kindly let me know the date of ur beloved> mothers demise. Am writing this privately> > Regards> > Sunil> > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" wrote:> >> > Dear Sunil,> >> > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided.> >> > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother very recently, am> > not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've left that to> > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras and beej mantra> > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" (through> > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I became aware> > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga even before> > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities in turn> > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would like to> > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya Mantra too> > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my mom who at> > that time was going through her battle with breast cancer (she lost> > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during saturn> > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through Saturn Mahadasa.> >> > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of> > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband went through> > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by racists in UK,> > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom's transition a> > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt attend even her> > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's Will,> > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through sleepless> > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not better what> > to do!> > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at home now.> >> > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer since infancy> > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till 1982.> > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing astro> > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my spiritual pursuits> > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! Sometimes I wonder> > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on Durga> > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with this forever...)> >> > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki teacher and had> > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups between> > 2002 and 2004.> >> > Thanks for all your Time.> > Best Regards,> > Soul Sadhak> >> > sohamsa , "suniljohn_2002"> > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > >> > >> > > Om Datta Guru> > >> > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > >> > > Namaste> > >> > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not ask such.> > >> > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which means 5H> > lord & > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna - showing> > the> > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the exalted> > values & > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of D20. See> > this> > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > >> > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva & this is> > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being retro that> > too in> > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating fears etc.> > >> > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & 9L> > combination in> > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, his dispositor> > is in> > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say this will be> > good> > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a thing in D20> > would> > > give higher acheivements.> > >> > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given any> > mantra to> > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to that person?> > >> > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards facing more> > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig Dasa of ur> > 12H> > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn has> > started> > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are aspected by> > Sun & > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is genuine (a6)> > >> > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp would like> > to know> > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > >> > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of Moon- Mars> > in ur> > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > >> > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able to explain> > to u> > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart from this> > angle> > >> > > Regards> > >> > > Sunil John> > >> > > Mumbai> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" wrote:> > > >> > > > Dear All,> > > >> > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I so> > inclined to> > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy after> > meditating> > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in my mind> > like> > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after worshipping> > Ganesha,> > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run to Shiva!> > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might make me run> > to all> > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my Ishta Devata is> > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship the> > corresponding> > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened my channels> > > towards> > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, but by> > occupation> > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while and am a> > home-> > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being in Shiva's> > abode> > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or something,> > it's> > > just> > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience and> > enlighten> > > me> > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are more than> > > > welcome.> > > > My details are as follows:> > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > >> > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > Soul Sadhak> > > >> > >> >> > > > > > > > > > Sponsored Link> > Mortgage rates near 39yr lows. $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/mo - Calculate new house payment> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, namaskar. Your birth time is approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your Navaamsa, Dasaamsa, Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can proceed. First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not your bhakti towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. The main problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and Rahu are co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence driving your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this combination and this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your life all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started. Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the Paakalagna. Guru is kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of intelligence, Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates imbalance. Now Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction in mantras as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics and indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th from the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste and what you like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is radiant like Surya and father-like in nature. Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th house, need to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your most. This can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed in the 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi-Naaraayana form. The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for worship. Sukra here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/ luxuries/healing and rejuvenation. Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these ideas. Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva is the only deity form in your interest. Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 and indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva bhakti will be preferred. However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his influence on the 5th house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression. As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna having aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for other deities. This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which you want relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in your 2nd house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate bad expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL however promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in material struggle and life. Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha is placed in exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility status. AK in debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in usual pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for renunciation and living simple life with few articles of use. Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK. This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any graha by rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be considered. Now lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he is in mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger influence on the 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva. Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is Sukra and indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated in your Rasi chart. We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in Lagna in MKS and indicates that you will have strong issues with your identity in spiritual struggle and this will be through doubts. Both 9th house and 9th lord has affliction and indicated unhappiness in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will have much more faith in your own bhakti. 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the 2nd house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has been worshipped in your family (family deity). 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord Sukra indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on Lord Siva. In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates spiritual merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some corrective approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting Surya to lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form (Lord Dakshinaamurty). Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during this Budha's results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship during this period. However, you have first address the issues with your bhakti and the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems are not with your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought-process and what your intelligence imposes on your heart. You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK Mangal which happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. Between 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is aspecting your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have any spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there was definitely some spiritual association during this period. Ketu in the 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden Kundalini awakening. Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form malefic aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated during this period (arounf 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. Did you have inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ? Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. Best wishes, Sourav Hello Sourav,Thanks for your kind interest.This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably it would be+/- 5 min at the most.I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married in mar1993,joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in 1999 in apharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then moved to UKin nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i completed aPost Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in 2001, and MD(Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also.I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself on a scaleof 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at b'day paties,i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an amateuronly.You are very right in pointing out that as per my karakamsa, myprimary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my attachmentto Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) (when Ifelt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards Shiva).It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual worship. Imeditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am Shiva,sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep because theworld (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the Universe asmanifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they help me sailthrough the world when I am at more mental planes rather than indeep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various compositions ofShankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like Suvarnamala Stutisung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, Panchakshari andShadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my favorites)otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga mantras (andchalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels,for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me into theflow (please read: torrent).Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras too...butthen all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were it only forShiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by now.Best Regards,Soul Sadhaksohamsa , "Sourav" <souravc108 wrote:>>> || Hare Raama Krsna ||> || Durgaa Saranam ||>> Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji,>> namaskar. Please tellus what> accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). When did youend> your education and at what level ? When you were married ? Do yousing> well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana and also toLord> Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and when did youstart> this worship ?>> Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.>> Best wishes,>> Sourav>> =================================================================>> sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> >> > Dear Sunil,> >> > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided.> >> > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother veryrecently, am> > not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've leftthat to> > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras and beejmantra> > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" (through> > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I becameaware> > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga evenbefore> > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities in turn> > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would like to> > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya Mantra too> > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my mom who at> > that time was going through her battle with breast cancer (shelost> > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during saturn> > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through SaturnMahadasa.> >> > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of> > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband wentthrough> > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by racists inUK,> > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom'stransition a> > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt attend evenher> > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's Will,> > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through sleepless> > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not betterwhat> > to do!> > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at home now.> >> > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer sinceinfancy> > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till 1982.> > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing astro> > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my spiritualpursuits> > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! Sometimes I wonder> > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on Durga> > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with thisforever...)> >> > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki teacher andhad> > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups between> > 2002 and 2004.> >> > Thanks for all your Time.> > Best Regards,> > Soul Sadhak> >> > sohamsa , "suniljohn_2002"> > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > >> > >> > > Om Datta Guru> > >> > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > >> > > Namaste> > >> > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not asksuch.> > >> > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which means 5H> > lord & > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna -showing> > the> > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the exalted> > values & > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of D20.See> > this> > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > >> > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva & thisis> > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being retrothat> > too in> > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating fearsetc.> > >> > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & 9L> > combination in> > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, hisdispositor> > is in> > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say thiswill be> > good> > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a thing inD20> > would> > > give higher acheivements.> > >> > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given any> > mantra to> > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to thatperson?> > >> > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards facingmore> > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig Dasaof ur> > 12H> > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn has> > started> > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are aspected by> > Sun & > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is genuine (a6)> > >> > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp wouldlike> > to know> > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > >> > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of Moon-Mars> > in ur> > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > >> > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able toexplain> > to u> > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart from this> > angle> > >> > > Regards> > >> > > Sunil John> > >> > > Mumbai> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@>wrote:> > > >> > > > Dear All,> > > >> > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I so> > inclined to> > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy after> > meditating> > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in mymind> > like> > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after worshipping> > Ganesha,> > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run toShiva!> > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might make merun> > to all> > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my IshtaDevata is> > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship the> > corresponding> > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened mychannels> > > towards> > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, but by> > occupation> > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while and ama> > home-> > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being inShiva's> > abode> > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or something,> > it's> > > just> > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience and> > enlighten> > > me> > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are morethan> > > > welcome.> > > > My details are as follows:> > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > >> > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > Soul Sadhak> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 hraum namah adityaya Dear Sourav Comments below February 19, 1968Time: 7:20:22Time Zone: 5:30:00 (East of GMT)Place: 75 E 51' 00", 30 N 54' 00" Ludhiana, IndiaAltitude: 0.00 meters Lunar Yr-Mo: Plavanga - MaghaTithi: Krishna Shashthi (Sk) (76.75% left)Vedic Weekday: Monday (Ch)Nakshatra: Swaati (Ra) (83.49% left)Yoga: Vriddhi (Bu) (87.90% left)Karana: Garija (Gu) (53.50% left)Hora Lord: Chandra (5 min sign: Li)Mahakala Hora: Chandra (5 min sign: Ge)Kaala Lord: Chandra (Mahakala: Chandra) Sunrise: 7:06:32Sunset: 18:16:35Janma Ghatis: 0.5763 Ayanamsa: 23-24-36.81Sidereal Time: 16:46:08 Regards Rafal Gendarz - Sourav Chowdhury Sohamsa Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:35 PM Re: Shiva worship & Corrected Birth Time || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, namaskar. Your birth time is approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your Navaamsa, Dasaamsa, Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can proceed. First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not your bhakti towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. The main problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and Rahu are co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence driving your thoughts and the way you react. [rafal] Dispositor of lagna and arudhalagna also shows how person is changing after interaction with other people. So here Surya is in Lagna and will show inborn nature while that Sa/Ma/Ra combination shows how person changes due to association. Ketu shows how people feel when interact with that person (7 from LL), while Surya in 12 from Lagnesh shows that person will feel ego issues regarding intimate life. Here the 10L and AmK are in bad pachakadi-sambandha from AK, while 10L is in bad sambandha with AmK (MKS) therefore the Mangal-saapa is worst because of that. Sani in twelfth from AL often shows involvment with politics(morality/ethics/children background-pisces), while its lord of AL there - person is spendthrift. Rahu is vargottam therefore it will colour person image. Theres good rajayoga (lagnesh with tenth lord) but surya dispositors (d1 & d9) and moon nakshatralord are badly placed. Chandra in ninth bhava and Guru aspecting Lagna is indra-yoga giving clear thoughts and concrete character which is balancing this confusing yoga with lagnesh. Preta Yoga badly placed from Guru can show confusion before demise of mother. Mangal joins this combination and this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your life all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started. [rafal] It was bad time for atma as its in pachakadi-sambandha from AK. Sani-surya can be bad as mooltikrona's are in 1-7 signs, in bad tatkalika, and in opposite direction in kala-chakra. However Surya placement in Leo in d30-60 shows good blessings from Siva which takes this person along..(d3 debilitation) and will give rajayoga (yogada - siddhida & hora -only in d1) and dhana (11 ffrom AL and in lagna in d2(ks) with hl) Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the Paakalagna. Guru is kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of intelligence, Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates imbalance. Now Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction in mantras as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics and indicates strong faith. [rafal] Shukra in a9 shows Gouri while Buddha shows Siva according to karaka-parivartana rule. a5 with jupiter is indeed beutiful and was eulogized in last lecture on Jaimini. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th from the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste and what you like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is radiant like Surya and father-like in nature. Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th house, need to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your most. This can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed in the 12-th with Sukra. [rafal] 5L is AK so the person will be very idealistic in his approach, Shukra as ninth lord shows His fortune abroad (venus-karak for traveling and 12H). Ninth lord with Buddha shows that he is seeking new job opportunities, new friends and is always passionate (worldview), chandra as seventh lord in ninth shows that he will use Tapasya to get married and social service will bring fortune to the native. Surya in Lagna gives Deva-Gaana which balance this passionate behaviour. We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in Lagna in MKS and indicates that you will have strong issues with your identity in spiritual struggle and this will be through doubts. Both 9th house and 9th lord has affliction and indicated unhappiness in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will have much more faith in your own bhakti. 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the 2nd house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has been worshipped in your family (family deity). 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord Sukra indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on Lord Siva. Some tips about Vimsamsa: Sani in Lagna in D20 is bad for spiritulity as Surya is karak, it can show denial of spirituality if surya and jupiter are weak. Here surya is exalted and ltough its not in kendra (spiritual) nor kona (resourcefulness) it gives argala, there is also rule that Sani in varga or karyabhava gives suffering to the area ruled by. Lagnesh is also not in kendra (increase spirituality) nor in kona(knowledge) but its in bad bhava (maraka to fifth) but if strong (vakra) can show dealing with service and hardwork, scorpio can indicate research/occult. Aspect on Guru shows circumstances leading to initation, here Buddha has aspect which shows friend or economic problem. Here AK and BK has bad relation so the atmasambandha between guru and sisya can be problematic. Planets in kona should not be inimical to lagnesh. 3L(d1) shows what guru wants and here (d20) its in eightbhava so the transofrmation and occult is important, this however can be associate with pride/ego (garvita avastha) so this can be lesson for life 9L(d1) shows protection from guru and here(d20) its in second bhava which shows that social circle is important, as its 12L it also shows moksa guidance from Guruji and His strong (vakri) impact (drsti) on person (Lagnesh) 18 yr of age was important as its Gemini in D1-Padakrama which is V20 Lagna. Regards Rafal Gendarz .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 Dear Sourav, my mistake: sani and surya are opposite in digchakra not kalachakra. Regards Rafal Gendarz - Sourav Chowdhury Sohamsa Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:35 PM Re: Shiva worship & Corrected Birth Time || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, namaskar. Your birth time is approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your Navaamsa, Dasaamsa, Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can proceed. First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not your bhakti towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. The main problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and Rahu are co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence driving your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this combination and this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your life all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started. Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the Paakalagna. Guru is kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of intelligence, Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates imbalance. Now Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction in mantras as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics and indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th from the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste and what you like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is radiant like Surya and father-like in nature. Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th house, need to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your most. This can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed in the 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi-Naaraayana form. The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for worship. Sukra here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/ luxuries/healing and rejuvenation. Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these ideas. Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva is the only deity form in your interest. Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 and indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva bhakti will be preferred. However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his influence on the 5th house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression. As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna having aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for other deities. This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which you want relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in your 2nd house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate bad expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL however promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in material struggle and life. Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha is placed in exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility status. AK in debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in usual pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for renunciation and living simple life with few articles of use. Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK. This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any graha by rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be considered. Now lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he is in mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger influence on the 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva. Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is Sukra and indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated in your Rasi chart. We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in Lagna in MKS and indicates that you will have strong issues with your identity in spiritual struggle and this will be through doubts. Both 9th house and 9th lord has affliction and indicated unhappiness in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will have much more faith in your own bhakti. 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the 2nd house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has been worshipped in your family (family deity). 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord Sukra indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on Lord Siva. In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates spiritual merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some corrective approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting Surya to lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form (Lord Dakshinaamurty). Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during this Budha's results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship during this period. However, you have first address the issues with your bhakti and the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems are not with your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought-process and what your intelligence imposes on your heart. You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK Mangal which happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. Between 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is aspecting your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have any spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there was definitely some spiritual association during this period. Ketu in the 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden Kundalini awakening. Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form malefic aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated during this period (arounf 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. Did you have inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ? Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. Best wishes, Sourav Hello Sourav,Thanks for your kind interest.This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably it would be+/- 5 min at the most.I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married in mar1993,joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in 1999 in apharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then moved to UKin nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i completed aPost Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in 2001, and MD(Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also.I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself on a scaleof 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at b'day paties,i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an amateuronly.You are very right in pointing out that as per my karakamsa, myprimary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my attachmentto Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) (when Ifelt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards Shiva).It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual worship. Imeditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am Shiva,sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep because theworld (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the Universe asmanifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they help me sailthrough the world when I am at more mental planes rather than indeep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various compositions ofShankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like Suvarnamala Stutisung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, Panchakshari andShadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my favorites)otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga mantras (andchalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels,for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me into theflow (please read: torrent).Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras too...butthen all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were it only forShiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by now.Best Regards,Soul Sadhaksohamsa , "Sourav" <souravc108 wrote:>>> || Hare Raama Krsna ||> || Durgaa Saranam ||>> Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji,>> namaskar. Please tellus what> accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). When did youend> your education and at what level ? When you were married ? Do yousing> well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana and also toLord> Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and when did youstart> this worship ?>> Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.>> Best wishes,>> Sourav>> =================================================================>> sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> >> > Dear Sunil,> >> > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided.> >> > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother veryrecently, am> > not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've leftthat to> > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras and beejmantra> > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" (through> > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I becameaware> > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga evenbefore> > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities in turn> > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would like to> > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya Mantra too> > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my mom who at> > that time was going through her battle with breast cancer (shelost> > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during saturn> > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through SaturnMahadasa.> >> > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of> > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband wentthrough> > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by racists inUK,> > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom'stransition a> > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt attend evenher> > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's Will,> > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through sleepless> > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not betterwhat> > to do!> > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at home now.> >> > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer sinceinfancy> > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till 1982.> > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing astro> > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my spiritualpursuits> > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! Sometimes I wonder> > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on Durga> > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with thisforever...)> >> > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki teacher andhad> > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups between> > 2002 and 2004.> >> > Thanks for all your Time.> > Best Regards,> > Soul Sadhak> >> > sohamsa , "suniljohn_2002"> > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > >> > >> > > Om Datta Guru> > >> > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > >> > > Namaste> > >> > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not asksuch.> > >> > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which means 5H> > lord & > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna -showing> > the> > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the exalted> > values & > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of D20.See> > this> > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > >> > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva & thisis> > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being retrothat> > too in> > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating fearsetc.> > >> > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & 9L> > combination in> > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, hisdispositor> > is in> > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say thiswill be> > good> > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a thing inD20> > would> > > give higher acheivements.> > >> > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given any> > mantra to> > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to thatperson?> > >> > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards facingmore> > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig Dasaof ur> > 12H> > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn has> > started> > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are aspected by> > Sun & > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is genuine (a6)> > >> > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp wouldlike> > to know> > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > >> > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of Moon-Mars> > in ur> > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > >> > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able toexplain> > to u> > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart from this> > angle> > >> > > Regards> > >> > > Sunil John> > >> > > Mumbai> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@>wrote:> > > >> > > > Dear All,> > > >> > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I so> > inclined to> > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy after> > meditating> > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in mymind> > like> > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after worshipping> > Ganesha,> > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run toShiva!> > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might make merun> > to all> > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my IshtaDevata is> > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship the> > corresponding> > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened mychannels> > > towards> > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, but by> > occupation> > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while and ama> > home-> > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being inShiva's> > abode> > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or something,> > it's> > > just> > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience and> > enlighten> > > me> > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are morethan> > > > welcome.> > > > My details are as follows:> > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > >> > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > Soul Sadhak> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 15, 2006 Report Share Posted November 15, 2006 hraum namah adityaya Dear Soulsadhak, Comments below Regards Rafal Gendarz - soulsadhak sohamsa Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:15 AM Re: Shiva worship & Corrected Birth Time Thank you Rafal....please accept my gratitude for your analysis... i think the thread is getting quite long - so i will copy-paste your comments and add my responses to that, have responded to Sourav's analysis separately.... > [rafal] Dispositor of lagna and arudhalagna also shows how person is changing after interaction with other people. So here Surya is in Lagna and will show inborn nature while that Sa/Ma/Ra combination shows how person changes due to association. Ketu shows how people feel when interact with that person (7 from LL), while Surya in 12 from Lagnesh shows that person will feel ego issues regarding intimate life. Here the 10L and AmK are in bad pachakadi-sambandha from AK, while 10L is in bad sambandha with AmK (MKS) therefore the Mangal-saapa is worst because of that. SS: any specific remedy for that ( i do go through Hanuman mantras regularly) [rafal] For Sani AmK there is Mahakala-Jyotirlinga worship. Om Nama Sivaya Nama Mahakalaya. For curse - Visnu - worship. Sani in twelfth from AL often shows involvment with politics(morality/ethics/children background-pisces), while its lord of AL there - person is spendthrift. Rahu is vargottam therefore it will colour person image. Theres good rajayoga (lagnesh with tenth lord) but surya dispositors (d1 & d9) and moon nakshatralord are badly placed. Chandra in ninth bhava and Guru aspecting Lagna is indra-yoga giving clear thoughts and concrete character which is balancing this confusing yoga with lagnesh. SS: plus allow me to add that being tula lagna in moon chart, my whole life and my thought processes seem to be revolving around 'balancing' (yin-yang, spiritual-material, blah-blah!) [rafal] Libra is rajasic sign... by lordship and type (chara). Balance is Jupiter. Preta Yoga badly placed from Guru can show confusion before demise of mother. SS: i would say there were lot of issues going on at my home and workplace - yes there was lot of mental distress and add to that the trumoil of being away from my mom who was terminally ill at that stage! i almost felt i'd go mad! Please can you/anyone in group elaborate on "Pret Yoga" - what does that imply.... incidentally, i do get disturbing ghost dreams in general - also about deceased individuals from my maternal and paternal families appear to linger on much later after their demise. i get up scared in the middle of the night and do Hanuman chalisa (sometimes even in my dreams) to get rid of the creepy feeling! i've not probed this matter until now with anyone else but with this group. [rafal] Its like Pisaca Yoga but it makes You sad/beaten rather than frustrated and angry. Person loose reasoning and behave like haunted (Prasna Marga describe diferrent versions of madness). > > sourav- Mangal joins this combination and this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your life all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started.> > > [rafal] It was bad time for atma as its in pachakadi-sambandha from AK. Sani-surya can be bad as mooltikrona's are in 1-7 signs, in bad tatkalika, and in opposite direction in kala-chakra. However Surya placement in Leo in d30-60 shows good blessings from Siva which takes this person along..(d3 debilitation) and will give rajayoga (yogada - siddhida & hora -only in d1) and dhana (11 ffrom AL and in lagna in d2(ks) with hl) SS: you made my day!! Pashupati takes care of the pashu > > > [rafal] Shukra in a9 shows Gouri while Buddha shows Siva according to karaka-parivartana rule. a5 with jupiter is indeed beutiful and was eulogized in last lecture on Jaimini.> > [rafal] 5L is AK so the person will be very idealistic in his approach, Shukra as ninth lord shows His fortune abroad (venus-karak for traveling and 12H). Ninth lord with Buddha shows that he is seeking new job opportunities, new friends and is always passionate (worldview), chandra as seventh lord in ninth shows that he will use Tapasya to get married and social service will bring fortune to the native. Surya in Lagna gives Deva-Gaana which balance this passionate behaviour. SS: "Balance" - the favorite pas-time of tula (my moon-sign) well , the quest of balancing between my 'passions' and 'spritual pursuits' found it's culmination in Kundalini yoga practices - again - something that Dakshinamoorthy taught to the world. and i'm happy He has let me do it while still in family life.> > Some tips about Vimsamsa:> a.. Sani in Lagna in D20 is bad for spiritulity as Surya is karak, it can show denial of spirituality if surya and jupiter are weak. Here surya is exalted and ltough its not in kendra (spiritual) nor kona (resourcefulness) it gives argala, there is also rule that Sani in varga or karyabhava gives suffering to the area ruled by. SS: 'sufferings' trigger 'spiritual quests and experiences' - so am i in the crucible! > b.. Lagnesh is also not in kendra (increase spirituality) nor in kona(knowledge) but its in bad bhava (maraka to fifth) but if strong (vakra) can show dealing with service and hardwork, scorpio can indicate research/occult.> c.. Aspect on Guru shows circumstances leading to initation, here Buddha has aspect which shows friend or economic problem. Here AK and BK has bad relation so the atmasambandha between guru and sisya can be problematic. SS: in my humble veiw, i've considered it to be a problem that a human be my guru - so i accepted Shiva as my Guru - yes - He doesnt 'appear' before me in human form for the lessons He grants me - that's a problem! maybe someday - i'll be ready for that too - He know best! [rafal] I respect Your opinion though my view is different. > d.. Planets in kona should not be inimical to lagnesh.> e.. 3L(d1) shows what guru wants and here (d20) its in eightbhava so the transofrmation and occult is important, this however can be associate with pride/ego (garvita avastha) so this can be lesson for life SS: we are given an ego to make us remember our lessons and move forward - but we end up forgetting our lessons and just remember the so-called 'superiority' we acquire - ok i d want to open the psychology books - all i am sure is taht Shiva demolishes all pride! yes, i do undergo so many transformations and have had stints with esoteric astrology post-1986 and my lessons from Shiva... > f.. 9L(d1) shows protection from guru and here(d20) its in second bhava which shows that social circle is important, as its 12L it also shows moksa guidance from Guruji and His strong (vakri) impact (drsti) on person (Lagnesh) SS: that explains why Shiva keps sending me b'back to The Mother' after every episode of transformation He bestows on me!> g.. 18 yr of age was important as its Gemini in D1-Padakrama which is V20 Lagna. SS: hmm.. i guess i explained that in response to Sunil's message re. period b/w 86-87...> Regards> Rafal Gendarz> Recent Activity> a.. 12New Members Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Soul Saadhvi-ji, namaskar. As far as my understanding goes, the word 'Tulaa' comes from 'Tulya' meaning comparison. The balance/scale indicates the balance by comparison also. So Chandra in Tulaa rasi people are inclined to do the same i.e. compare stuff and be very particular about things they want, its not about inner balance (poise) or harmony. Sani exalts in this rasi also as Sani is Yama-Dharmaraajaa. Tulaa is the 7th rasi of natural zodiac and includes business, relationships and places of entertainment like huge theme-parks. Mind cannot be in balance is a Rajasik raasi as there is always some instigation coming from environment. The best is Chandra in the raasi's of Guru (mind under guidance from perfect intelligence). Chandra is mind and mind is the filter through which all the impulses from the external world are passed on to the intellect to take decisions in action. It also is the reservoir of past samaskaaras. That is why Guru (perfect intelligence) in kendra to Chandra especially with Chandra in own rasi is a very desirable quality. Chandra in Vrischika rasi is in debility. Mind, by the above definition, cannot go deeper. Intellect can. However, mind can be more sensitive (picking up subtle impulses) of dull. During meditation, mind is quietened and intellect is turned back on to itself. Mischief always comes from the mind and not the heart. It is past samaskaaras that well up and when mind transfers them to the intellect, the deluded intellect fails to take the right recourse and Rahu (illusion or tendency to repeat what we did or had been doing for past many births) dominates the actions. That is why we have asked you to worship Ishtadevataa in Guru-murti and the malefics are dominating Paakalagna. Chandra is not a problem. Guru finds his moolatrikona in the natural 9th house as the perfected intellect understands the need to follow dharma, but it delights in the natural 4th house (karka raasi) as it is the place of heart. The purest of persons who have passed on beyond the call of duty, responsibilities and dharma, finds delight in chanting Lords name and feeling His presence in the heart. That is all that is left in the end. Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. Best wishes, Sourav ================================================================= sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak wrote:>> > thank you Sourav for your kind advise re. pret yoga. Pls scroll down for> my comm:> sohamsa , "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> >> >> > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> >> > || Durgaa Saranam ||> >> > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji,> >> > namaskar. Thanks for the> > feedback. Please worship Mother Durgaa (Shakti) along with Siva> > otherwise where is the balance (Tula) you are talking about? Please> > imagine Mother standing next to seated Lord Siva when you do your> > mantras. Lord Siva is meditating on Mother and whatever Lord Siva is> > doing is through the Shakti only. He doesn't have separate powers.> Your> > Kundalini is also Mother.> > SS: my brain and mind are well aware of that.....but heart is the monkey> creating mischief - Tula people are always not really 'balanced' but are> 'trying to balance' and often thrie 'scales' tip to one side or the> other - if they actually were balanced, they would move on to> scropio...to dive deeper!> > I have a Parad Shivalinga at home and it has taught me the Union of> Shiva and Shakti at various levels....this is a recent development and> the memory pathways in my brain still need to register these experiences> in long-term memory - so i am swaying still - but the frequency is> gettingnreduced with repeated efforts!> >> > Preta Yoga/Dosha is the combination of Mangal with Nodes where the> > pretas are souls of people died in unnatural accidents. Sani with> Surya> > or Sani with Chandrama can show curse of departed paternal or maternal> > elders. Here Sani is with Mangal and Rahu afflicting the 2nd house but> > 2nd lord is strong and does not relate to the 8th house. Neither is> > Badhaka directly involved. So this is not significant. But the> > combination is in the adrihsya rasi (invisible half of the zodiac) and> > hence indicates maternal relatives. Please ensure last> > rites/Shraddha/Pinda Daana are performed for them and also please> > perform Rudrabisekam. This is important for you because Rahu/Sani lord> > the lagna-bhava.> > SS: thank you so much for this analysis, it confirms my fears.> >> > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> >> > Best wishes,> >> > Sourav> >> > =================================================================> > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" soulsadhak@ wrote:> > >> > >> > > Dear Sourav,> > >> > > Thank you so much for such elaboration...you have really touched> some> > of> > > the sore points and you're explaination re. the 2nd house is exactly> > > what i have been looking for!> > >> > > Dear All interested, Kindly scroll down for my responses -> > >> > >> > > > On 11/15/06, Sourav Chowdhury souravc108@ wrote:> > > > >> > > > > *|| Hare Raama Krsna ||*> > > > > *|| Durgaa Saranam ||*> > > > > **> > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji,> > > > > namaskar. Your birth time is> > > > > approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your Navaamsa,> > > Dasaamsa,> > > > > Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can> > proceed.> > > > >> > > > > First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not your> > bhakti> > > > > towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. The> main> > > problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and Rahu> > are> > > co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence> driving> > > your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this combination> and> > > this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your> life> > > all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started.> > >> > > SS: yes i have been an 'unmaadi' as you may call it :-) perhaps that> > has> > > carried on forward from my past birth....over a period of time i> > > realized that episodes of 'dukha' drive one 'inside' for> introspection> > > and often mould the consciousness and mind towards meditation.> > >> > > Can we consider this: if the rasi chart be considered the "Being"> > > itself, then 2nd house may indicate "mental arena/mental peace"...?> > >> > > 1999: i recieved initiation into Sahaj Yoga (which deals with> > Kundalini> > > raising) at their center, via my parents and brother. I do not visit> > the> > > SY centers but practise the 'practices' as and when required. they> > have> > > especially been beneficial from the aspects of right-left balancing,> > > chakra clearing and mantras for deities overlooking various aspects> of> > > life (e.g lakshmi-vishnu mantras for home, family and income> aspects)> > >> > > I also had my Reiki initiation in 1999.> > >> > > Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the Paakalagna. Guru> > is> > > kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of> > intelligence,> > > Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates imbalance.> Now> > > Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key> > > for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction in> > mantras> > > as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada.> > >> > > SS: Yes, mantras are the food for my mind - like one needs carbos,> fat> > > and protiens and vitamins for the body, i require mantras of various> > > deities to help me through various issues in my life re. fmaily> > concerns> > > etc. + these also help me balancing right-left channels and 'bring> me> > > back to earth' after my Shiva tsunamis!> > >> > > Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics and> > > indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th> from> > > the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste and what> > you> > > like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is radiant> like> > > Surya and father-like in nature.> > >> > > Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th house,> > need> > > to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your most.> > This> > > can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed in> the> > > 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi-Naaraayana form.> > > The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for worship.> Sukra> > > here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/> > > luxuries/healing and rejuvenation.> > >> > > SS: yes these desires exist (so we exist in this world!) . i took to> > > Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras for my husband (based on his chart) since he> > > himself doesnt do this as yet. I find them useful from angle of SY> > > (where you can detect the chakra imbalance and repeat corresp.> mantra> > > for correction)> > >> > >> > > Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these ideas.> > >> > > SS: Please let me add that Neptune in 10th (in D-1) leads on to> > > hands-on-energy healing practices. (though nep is not traditionally> > read> > > in vedic astro i suppose)> > >> > > Personally, i was led into Reiki due to personal interest, triggered> > by> > > my son's illness and shifting of our family to another city (i had> to> > > suspend my studies) - i felt the hand of Hanumanji guiding me into> > this.> > > Reiki, I came to realise in the due course of time, is the> "Universal> > > Energy" - and goes much beyond just hands-on alternative treatment.> > >> > > Yes, one can find a connection that Sukracharya was the siddha of> > > Mrityunjaya Vidya, so Shukra influences may be involved here.> > >> > > Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva is the> only> > > deity form in your interest.> > >> > > SS: well, He is - only He makes me run around to other deities lest> i> > > lose my balance while i exist in this world. It's like He is "The> > Bindu"> > > from which everything springs. The core of my heart/soul resonates> > with> > > Him. Other deities have definitely helped me in various aspects of> my> > > mental and physical part of existence- and their mantra-japa/dhyana> > has> > > come up in my life at various times - all 'forms' of God are but One> > at> > > the core - they resonate to different frequencies as we all know> from> > > the knowledge of the planests in astrology....> > >> > > and precisely my predicament is that - given a chance I would just> be> > > in Shiva dhyana an do nothing else - but then the drag of this world> > > keeps my feet chained...and my mind runs in one direction but> > > karma/dharma (due to past-life?) pull me in other....so i have to> > regain> > > my balance by calling on the energies of Ganesha, Hanuman, Ma Durga> > etc.> > > to keep sustaining me till the time i have to be in the earthly> plane!> > >> > > i cannot afford to go into 'bhava samadhi episodes' like> Ramakrishna!> > >> > > or maybe i'm still not ready... i feel like being subject to the> > > crucible where i am learning to amalgamate and balance my spiritual> > and> > > material existence amicably!> > >> > > Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 and> > > indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva bhakti> will> > be> > > preferred.> > >> > > SS: I also did lot of Hanuman worship during this period> > > (Ma-MK?)...also, it might be an influence from my mother's side -> she> > > regularly did Ramayana paath and NAvaratri vratas...plus Hanuman> > chalisa> > > recitations for her husband (my dad of course)> > >> > > I also went through various texts for Yoga (patanjali), various> > aspects> > > of yoga (jnana, bhakti, raja etc), realised the One Brahm prevailing> > in> > > all creation....> > >> > > However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his influence on the> > 5th> > > house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression.> > >> > > As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna having> > > aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for other> > > deities.> > >> > > SS: yes, that happened since 1999 - my mom consulted an astrologer> > > panditji who then suggested Durga Chalisa for me, Ganesha chalisa> for> > my> > > kid and Hanuman chalisa for my husband ... and since these 2 guys> dont> > > do the mantras/paath, i do for them. At that time we were struggling> > to> > > establish ourselves in our new family life. at that time i was not> > aware> > > why the panditji advised these, but followed his advise for relief> > from> > > mental worries, fears and respite fom the struggles my family was> > going> > > through.> > >> > > in 1999, as i said earlier, i went through SY initiation where they> > > propound establishment of various deities in the respective chakras> > > within the body and how integration and balance of all energies> gives> > > clear path for Kundalini ascent.> > >> > > This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which you want> > > relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in your 2nd> > > house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate bad> > > expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL however> > > promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in material> > > struggle and life.> > >> > > SS: i find myself running to Ma durga (Ra) and Lakshmi-Vishnu> > > (sustenance) for that - precisely that describes my running between> > > spiritual and material concerns (i kinda bargained with God - please> > > maintain my material existence while i struggle with my spiritual> > > ascent)....someimes i feel like i'm doing for my "Self" what sage> > Narada> > > did for the 'three worlds' - running to all deities with queries and> > to> > > find answers and promote betterment of the existence> > >> > > >> > > > > Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha is> placed> > in> > > > > exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility status. AK> in> > > debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in usual> > > pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for renunciation and> > > living simple life with few articles of use.> > >> > > SS: so that's a Shiva characteristic rather than Vishnu> > > characteristic....??> > >> > > Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK.> > > This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any graha> by> > > rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be considered. Now> > > lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he is in> > > mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger influence on> the> > > 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva.> > >> > > Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is Sukra and> > > indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must> > > worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated in your> > Rasi> > > chart.> > >> > > SS: i see the need - it rather becomes a compulsion sometimes,> leaving> > > me to wonder whether this is bhakti or request for material> solace....> > > but then my mind tells me well, if you dont ask your mother to> provide> > > you with your basic needs, who else will you go to! (so much for my> > > thought process and reactions - Sourav - are you still there?)> > > > >> > > > > We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in> Lagna> > in> > > MKS > > and indicates that you will have strong issues with your> > > identity in > > spiritual struggle and this will be through doubts.> > >> > > SS: yes, doubts do come through, but i guess Sa also keeps me> goading> > > back on the path again with determination to hang-on ...?> > >> > > it's like while in darkness you realise how important light> was...and> > u> > > are determined to find your way back to it....> > >> > > Both 9th house and 9th > > lord has affliction and indicated> > unhappiness> > > in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will have much> > more> > > faith in your own bhakti.> > >> > > SS: since my childhood, i've had that thing - as i grew i realised> > that> > > any Guru in human form could never be perfect - who could grant pure> > > knowledge other than Shiva Himself (last night i had the name> > > 'Dakshinamoorthy' resonating in my mind - and behold your and> Bharat's> > > message i saw in the morning spoke of the same! - call it God's> > > guidance, guidance form BK or my little Aquarian influence of> uranus)> > >> > > i also realised the downside of being a female from aspect of> > > associating with a Guru....too many complications were there to> think> > > off...> > >> > > so it was simpler for me to acknowledge Shiva as my Guru as my> > spiritual> > > aspiations resonated with the various paths He 'taught'.> > >> > > 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the 2nd> > > house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has been> > > worshipped in your family (family deity).> > >> > > SS: i really cant comment on that - havent seen/heard anyone in> family> > > (parental / in-law) worshipping Lakshmi , except that we used to> > worship> > > on Diwali...> > >> > > 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord Sukra> > > indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on Lord> > > Siva.> > >> > > SS: you made my Day :-)> > >> > > > > In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates> spiritual> > > merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some corrective> > > approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting Surya> to> > > lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form (Lord> > > Dakshinaamurty).> > >> > > SS: you made my Day :-) again...> > >> > > lately i had begun to feel as if i am committing a fault by> > remembering> > > Shiva - i used to get so off balanced, and while i had to make my> trip> > > to other deities, i felt guilty i was running away form Shiva - but> i> > > don't know somehow His name keeps bubbling out of the waters of my> > mind> > > and if i resist, it turns into a cyclone or attacks me like a> tsunami> > > ... and i'm off my balance again! until ofcourse i start my cycle of> > > balancing all over again!> > >> > > Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during this> Budha's> > > results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship during> > this> > > period. However, you have first address the issues with your bhakti> > and> > > the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems are not> with> > > your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought-process and> what> > > your intelligence imposes on your heart.> > >> > > SS: yes, my mind is like a race-horse and heart is like a mad> monkey.> > > What should I do?> > >> > > i find Kartikeya (Sarvanbhavaya) mantra helping me to establish> > > equillibrium - but my plight is i keep doing rounds like narada> -when> > > will i be really integrated - i don't know!> > >> > > > > You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK Mangal> > which> > > > > happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. Between> > > 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is> aspecting> > > your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have any> > > spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there was> > > definitely some spiritual association during this period. Ketu in> the> > > 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden Kundalini> > > awakening.> > >> > > SS: bingo - that's my peiod of SY initiation (kundalini-rise) and> Usui> > > Reiki initiation. I also recieved kundalini-reiki initiaion (and> > related> > > energy-initiations) in this period (sorry Sunil - i'm your culprit -> > you> > > did ask about 1999 - but these things didnt surface in my mind> -rather> > i> > > considered them too trivial - was too obssessed with Shiva and my> > > craziness!)> > >> > > - however, i would like to add that i could not 'feel' the kundalini> > > awakening' apart from on and off episodes until very clearly in sept> > > 2005 after 2 of my maternal uncles passed away and i had cried off> my> > > emotions!> > >> > > these days i do 'feel' the kundalini rise upto sahasrara more often> as> > i> > > integrate my SY, reiki and kundalini-yoga practices. i learned> > > kundalini-yoga practices dring the period of oct05 -dec05 with> > guidance> > > from the Supreme Lord Himself. He saves me from the complications> from> > > human guru's and ashrams!> > >> > > on a side note, i find that whenever i am 'made to sit at home by> > > circumstances' i get all the time to do my spiritual homework - does> > my> > > chart indicate that i'd rather 'sit at home' (take no occupation) to> > > work out my issues (as you said re. my thought process) as indicated> > by> > > the H2 in D1? at this stage i really dont feel the instigation to> take> > > up a job !> > >> > > Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form malefic> > > aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated during> > this> > > period (around 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. Did you> > have> > > inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ?> > >> > > SS: not that i remember any specific instances - but in general, i> had> > > issues with my paternal grandfather due to the way he behaved with> my> > > father and his family (us).. must have been there in apst life -> > that's> > > why i dont accept a human guru?> > >> > > ..old lady...no...but in general i do not like accepting anyone as> an> > > authority over me. i did have ideological differences with my mother> > but> > > we were not inmical! however, on the fantasy side, i always 'felt'> > since> > > childhood that Ma Parvati hates me, though Shiva is protective> towards> > > me! (sorry, cant explain that!)> > > > >> > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > >> > > Om Durgayay Namah> > > > >> > > > > Best wishes,> > >> > > God Bless> > > > >> > > > > Sourav> > >> > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > **> > > > > Hello Sourav,> > > > >> > > > > Thanks for your kind interest.> > > > >> > > > > This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably it would> > be> > > > > +/- 5 min at the most.> > > > >> > > > > I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married in> > mar1993,> > > > > joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in 1999 in a> > > > > pharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then moved to> UK> > > > > in nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i completed> a> > > > > Post Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in 2001, and> MD> > > > > (Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also.> > > > >> > > > > I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself on a> > scale> > > > > of 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at b'day> > paties,> > > > > i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an> amateur> > > > > only.> > > > >> > > > > You are very right in pointing out that as per my karakamsa, my> > > > > primary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my> attachment> > > > > to Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) (when> I> > > > > felt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards Shiva).> > > > > It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual worship. I> > > > > meditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am Shiva,> > > > > sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep because the> > > > > world (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the Universe> as> > > > > manifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they help me> > sail> > > > > through the world when I am at more mental planes rather than in> > > > > deep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various compositions of> > > > > Shankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like Suvarnamala> > Stuti> > > > > sung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, Panchakshari> and> > > > > Shadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my> favorites)> > > > > otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga mantras (and> > > > > chalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels,> > > > > for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me into the> > > > > flow (please read: torrent).> > > > >> > > > > Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras> too...but> > > > > then all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were it only> for> > > > > Shiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by now.> > > > >> > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > --- In> > >> >> sohamsa <sohamsa/post?postI\> \> > \> > >> >> D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev\> \> > \> > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam ||> > > > > >> > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji,> > > > > >> > > > > > namaskar. Please tell> > > > > us what> > > > > > accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). When did> you> > > > > end> > > > > > your education and at what level ? When you were married ? Do> > you> > > > > sing> > > > > > well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana and also> to> > > > > Lord> > > > > > Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and when did> > you> > > > > start> > > > > > this worship ?> > > > > >> > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > > >> > > > > > Best wishes,> > > > > >> > > > > > Sourav> > > > > >> > > > > >> > =================================================================> > > > > >> > > > > > --- In> > >> >> sohamsa <sohamsa/post?postI\> \> > \> > >> >> D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev\> \> > \> > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Dear Sunil,> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother very> > > > > recently, am> > > > > > > not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've left> > > > > that to> > > > > > > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras and> beej> > > > > mantra> > > > > > > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" (through> > > > > > > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I became> > > > > aware> > > > > > > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga even> > > > > before> > > > > > > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities in> > turn> > > > > > > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would> like> > to> > > > > > > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya> Mantra> > > too> > > > > > > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my mom> who> > at> > > > > > > that time was going through her battle with breast cancer> (she> > > > > lost> > > > > > > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during> > saturn> > > > > > > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through Saturn> > > > > Mahadasa.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of> > > > > > > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband went> > > > > through> > > > > > > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by> racists> > in> > > > > UK,> > > > > > > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom's> > > > > transition a> > > > > > > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt attend> > even> > > > > her> > > > > > > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's> > Will,> > > > > > > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through> > sleepless> > > > > > > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not> > better> > > > > what> > > > > > > to do!> > > > > > > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at home> > > now.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer since> > > > > infancy> > > > > > > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till> > 1982.> > > > > > > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > > > > > > It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing> astro> > > > > > > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my spiritual> > > > > pursuits> > > > > > > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! Sometimes I> > > wonder> > > > > > > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on> > Durga> > > > > > > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with this> > > > > forever...)> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki teacher> > and> > > > > had> > > > > > > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups> > > between> > > > > > > 2002 and 2004.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Thanks for all your Time.> > > > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > >> > > > > > > --- In> > >> >> sohamsa <sohamsa/post?postI\> \> > \> > >> >> D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev\> \> > \> > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > "suniljohn_2002"> > > > > > > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Om Datta Guru> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Namaste> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not ask> > > > > such.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which> means> > > 5H> > > > > > > lord & > > > > > > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna -> > > > > showing> > > > > > > the> > > > > > > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the> > exalted> > > > > > > values & > > > > > > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of> > D20.> > > > > See> > > > > > > this> > > > > > > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva & > > this> > > > > is> > > > > > > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being> retro> > > > > that> > > > > > > too in> > > > > > > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating> fears> > > > > etc.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & 9L> > > > > > > combination in> > > > > > > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, his> > > > > dispositor> > > > > > > is in> > > > > > > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say this> > > > > will be> > > > > > > good> > > > > > > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a thing> > in> > > > > D20> > > > > > > would> > > > > > > > give higher acheivements.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given> any> > > > > > > mantra to> > > > > > > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to that> > > > > person?> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards> > facing> > > > > more> > > > > > > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig> Dasa> > > > > of ur> > > > > > > 12H> > > > > > > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn> has> > > > > > > started> > > > > > > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are> aspected> > > by> > > > > > > Sun & > > > > > > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is genuine> > > (a6)> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp> would> > > > > like> > > > > > > to know> > > > > > > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of> Moon-> > > > > Mars> > > > > > > in ur> > > > > > > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able to> > > > > explain> > > > > > > to u> > > > > > > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart from> > > this> > > > > > > angle> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Regards> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Sunil John> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Mumbai> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > --- In> > >> >> sohamsa <sohamsa/post?postI\> \> > \> > >> >> D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev\> \> > \> > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@>> > > > > wrote:> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Dear All,> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I> so> > > > > > > inclined to> > > > > > > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy> after> > > > > > > meditating> > > > > > > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in> my> > > > > mind> > > > > > > like> > > > > > > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after> > > worshipping> > > > > > > Ganesha,> > > > > > > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run> to> > > > > Shiva!> > > > > > > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might make> me> > > > > run> > > > > > > to all> > > > > > > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my Ishta> > > > > Devata is> > > > > > > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship the> > > > > > > corresponding> > > > > > > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened my> > > > > channels> > > > > > > > towards> > > > > > > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, but> by> > > > > > > occupation> > > > > > > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while> and> > am> > > > > a> > > > > > > home-> > > > > > > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being in> > > > > Shiva's> > > > > > > abode> > > > > > > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or> > > something,> > > > > > > it's> > > > > > > > just> > > > > > > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > > > > > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience> and> > > > > > > enlighten> > > > > > > > me> > > > > > > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are> > more> > > > > than> > > > > > > > > welcome.> > > > > > > > > My details are as follows:> > > > > > > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > > > > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > > > > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > **> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 Sourav da, Dr Raman says that best place for moon to be is a " Vrishbha " rashi. utpal sohamsa , " Sourav " <souravc108 wrote: > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > Dear Soul Saadhvi-ji, > > namaskar. As far as my > understanding goes, the word 'Tulaa' comes from 'Tulya' meaning > comparison. The balance/scale indicates the balance by comparison also. > So Chandra in Tulaa rasi people are inclined to do the same i.e. compare > stuff and be very particular about things they want, its not about inner > balance (poise) or harmony. Sani exalts in this rasi also as Sani is > Yama-Dharmaraajaa. Tulaa is the 7th rasi of natural zodiac and includes > business, relationships and places of entertainment like huge > theme-parks. Mind cannot be in balance is a Rajasik raasi as there is > always some instigation coming from environment. The best is Chandra in > the raasi's of Guru (mind under guidance from perfect intelligence). > Chandra is mind and mind is the filter through which all the impulses > from the external world are passed on to the intellect to take decisions > in action. It also is the reservoir of past samaskaaras. That is why > Guru (perfect intelligence) in kendra to Chandra especially with Chandra > in own rasi is a very desirable quality. > > Chandra in Vrischika rasi is in debility. Mind, by the above definition, > cannot go deeper. Intellect can. However, mind can be more sensitive > (picking up subtle impulses) of dull. During meditation, mind is > quietened and intellect is turned back on to itself. > > Mischief always comes from the mind and not the heart. It is past > samaskaaras that well up and when mind transfers them to the intellect, > the deluded intellect fails to take the right recourse and Rahu > (illusion or tendency to repeat what we did or had been doing for past > many births) dominates the actions. That is why we have asked you to > worship Ishtadevataa in Guru-murti and the malefics are dominating > Paakalagna. Chandra is not a problem. > > Guru finds his moolatrikona in the natural 9th house as the perfected > intellect understands the need to follow dharma, but it delights in the > natural 4th house (karka raasi) as it is the place of heart. The purest > of persons who have passed on beyond the call of duty, responsibilities > and dharma, finds delight in chanting Lords name and feeling His > presence in the heart. That is all that is left in the end. > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > Best wishes, > > Sourav > > ================================================================= > > > sohamsa , " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> wrote: > > > > > > thank you Sourav for your kind advise re. pret yoga. Pls scroll down > for > > my comm: > > sohamsa , " Sourav " souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, > > > > > > namaskar. Thanks for the > > > feedback. Please worship Mother Durgaa (Shakti) along with Siva > > > otherwise where is the balance (Tula) you are talking about? Please > > > imagine Mother standing next to seated Lord Siva when you do your > > > mantras. Lord Siva is meditating on Mother and whatever Lord Siva is > > > doing is through the Shakti only. He doesn't have separate powers. > > Your > > > Kundalini is also Mother. > > > > SS: my brain and mind are well aware of that.....but heart is the > monkey > > creating mischief - Tula people are always not really 'balanced' but > are > > 'trying to balance' and often thrie 'scales' tip to one side or the > > other - if they actually were balanced, they would move on to > > scropio...to dive deeper! > > > > I have a Parad Shivalinga at home and it has taught me the Union of > > Shiva and Shakti at various levels....this is a recent development and > > the memory pathways in my brain still need to register these > experiences > > in long-term memory - so i am swaying still - but the frequency is > > gettingnreduced with repeated efforts! > > > > > > Preta Yoga/Dosha is the combination of Mangal with Nodes where the > > > pretas are souls of people died in unnatural accidents. Sani with > > Surya > > > or Sani with Chandrama can show curse of departed paternal or > maternal > > > elders. Here Sani is with Mangal and Rahu afflicting the 2nd house > but > > > 2nd lord is strong and does not relate to the 8th house. Neither is > > > Badhaka directly involved. So this is not significant. But the > > > combination is in the adrihsya rasi (invisible half of the zodiac) > and > > > hence indicates maternal relatives. Please ensure last > > > rites/Shraddha/Pinda Daana are performed for them and also please > > > perform Rudrabisekam. This is important for you because Rahu/Sani > lord > > > the lagna-bhava. > > > > SS: thank you so much for this analysis, it confirms my fears. > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > ================================================================= > > > sohamsa , " soulsadhak " soulsadhak@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Sourav, > > > > > > > > Thank you so much for such elaboration...you have really touched > > some > > > of > > > > the sore points and you're explaination re. the 2nd house is > exactly > > > > what i have been looking for! > > > > > > > > Dear All interested, Kindly scroll down for my responses - > > > > > > > > > > > > > On 11/15/06, Sourav Chowdhury souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > *|| Hare Raama Krsna ||* > > > > > > *|| Durgaa Saranam ||* > > > > > > ** > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, > > > > > > namaskar. Your birth time is > > > > > > approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your Navaamsa, > > > > Dasaamsa, > > > > > > Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can > > > proceed. > > > > > > > > > > > > First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not your > > > bhakti > > > > > > towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. The > > main > > > > problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and > Rahu > > > are > > > > co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence > > driving > > > > your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this combination > > and > > > > this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating your > > life > > > > all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started. > > > > > > > > SS: yes i have been an 'unmaadi' as you may call it :-) perhaps > that > > > has > > > > carried on forward from my past birth....over a period of time i > > > > realized that episodes of 'dukha' drive one 'inside' for > > introspection > > > > and often mould the consciousness and mind towards meditation. > > > > > > > > Can we consider this: if the rasi chart be considered the " Being " > > > > itself, then 2nd house may indicate " mental arena/mental > peace " ...? > > > > > > > > 1999: i recieved initiation into Sahaj Yoga (which deals with > > > Kundalini > > > > raising) at their center, via my parents and brother. I do not > visit > > > the > > > > SY centers but practise the 'practices' as and when required. they > > > have > > > > especially been beneficial from the aspects of right-left > balancing, > > > > chakra clearing and mantras for deities overlooking various > aspects > > of > > > > life (e.g lakshmi-vishnu mantras for home, family and income > > aspects) > > > > > > > > I also had my Reiki initiation in 1999. > > > > > > > > Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the Paakalagna. > Guru > > > is > > > > kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of > > > intelligence, > > > > Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates imbalance. > > Now > > > > Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key > > > > for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction in > > > mantras > > > > as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. > > > > > > > > SS: Yes, mantras are the food for my mind - like one needs carbos, > > fat > > > > and protiens and vitamins for the body, i require mantras of > various > > > > deities to help me through various issues in my life re. fmaily > > > concerns > > > > etc. + these also help me balancing right-left channels and 'bring > > me > > > > back to earth' after my Shiva tsunamis! > > > > > > > > Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics and > > > > indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th > > from > > > > the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste and > what > > > you > > > > like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is radiant > > like > > > > Surya and father-like in nature. > > > > > > > > Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th house, > > > need > > > > to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your > most. > > > This > > > > can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed in > > the > > > > 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi- Naaraayana > form. > > > > The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for worship. > > Sukra > > > > here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/ > > > > luxuries/healing and rejuvenation. > > > > > > > > SS: yes these desires exist (so we exist in this world!) . i took > to > > > > Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras for my husband (based on his chart) since > he > > > > himself doesnt do this as yet. I find them useful from angle of SY > > > > (where you can detect the chakra imbalance and repeat corresp. > > mantra > > > > for correction) > > > > > > > > > > > > Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these ideas. > > > > > > > > SS: Please let me add that Neptune in 10th (in D-1) leads on to > > > > hands-on-energy healing practices. (though nep is not > traditionally > > > read > > > > in vedic astro i suppose) > > > > > > > > Personally, i was led into Reiki due to personal interest, > triggered > > > by > > > > my son's illness and shifting of our family to another city (i had > > to > > > > suspend my studies) - i felt the hand of Hanumanji guiding me into > > > this. > > > > Reiki, I came to realise in the due course of time, is the > > " Universal > > > > Energy " - and goes much beyond just hands-on alternative > treatment. > > > > > > > > Yes, one can find a connection that Sukracharya was the siddha of > > > > Mrityunjaya Vidya, so Shukra influences may be involved here. > > > > > > > > Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva is the > > only > > > > deity form in your interest. > > > > > > > > SS: well, He is - only He makes me run around to other deities > lest > > i > > > > lose my balance while i exist in this world. It's like He is " The > > > Bindu " > > > > from which everything springs. The core of my heart/soul resonates > > > with > > > > Him. Other deities have definitely helped me in various aspects of > > my > > > > mental and physical part of existence- and their > mantra-japa/dhyana > > > has > > > > come up in my life at various times - all 'forms' of God are but > One > > > at > > > > the core - they resonate to different frequencies as we all know > > from > > > > the knowledge of the planests in astrology.... > > > > > > > > and precisely my predicament is that - given a chance I would just > > be > > > > in Shiva dhyana an do nothing else - but then the drag of this > world > > > > keeps my feet chained...and my mind runs in one direction but > > > > karma/dharma (due to past-life?) pull me in other....so i have to > > > regain > > > > my balance by calling on the energies of Ganesha, Hanuman, Ma > Durga > > > etc. > > > > to keep sustaining me till the time i have to be in the earthly > > plane! > > > > > > > > i cannot afford to go into 'bhava samadhi episodes' like > > Ramakrishna! > > > > > > > > or maybe i'm still not ready... i feel like being subject to the > > > > crucible where i am learning to amalgamate and balance my > spiritual > > > and > > > > material existence amicably! > > > > > > > > Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 and > > > > indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva bhakti > > will > > > be > > > > preferred. > > > > > > > > SS: I also did lot of Hanuman worship during this period > > > > (Ma-MK?)...also, it might be an influence from my mother's side - > > she > > > > regularly did Ramayana paath and NAvaratri vratas...plus Hanuman > > > chalisa > > > > recitations for her husband (my dad of course) > > > > > > > > I also went through various texts for Yoga (patanjali), various > > > aspects > > > > of yoga (jnana, bhakti, raja etc), realised the One Brahm > prevailing > > > in > > > > all creation.... > > > > > > > > However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his influence on > the > > > 5th > > > > house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression. > > > > > > > > As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna having > > > > aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for other > > > > deities. > > > > > > > > SS: yes, that happened since 1999 - my mom consulted an astrologer > > > > panditji who then suggested Durga Chalisa for me, Ganesha chalisa > > for > > > my > > > > kid and Hanuman chalisa for my husband ... and since these 2 guys > > dont > > > > do the mantras/paath, i do for them. At that time we were > struggling > > > to > > > > establish ourselves in our new family life. at that time i was not > > > aware > > > > why the panditji advised these, but followed his advise for relief > > > from > > > > mental worries, fears and respite fom the struggles my family was > > > going > > > > through. > > > > > > > > in 1999, as i said earlier, i went through SY initiation where > they > > > > propound establishment of various deities in the respective > chakras > > > > within the body and how integration and balance of all energies > > gives > > > > clear path for Kundalini ascent. > > > > > > > > This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which you > want > > > > relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in your > 2nd > > > > house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate bad > > > > expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL > however > > > > promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in > material > > > > struggle and life. > > > > > > > > SS: i find myself running to Ma durga (Ra) and Lakshmi-Vishnu > > > > (sustenance) for that - precisely that describes my running > between > > > > spiritual and material concerns (i kinda bargained with God - > please > > > > maintain my material existence while i struggle with my spiritual > > > > ascent)....someimes i feel like i'm doing for my " Self " what sage > > > Narada > > > > did for the 'three worlds' - running to all deities with queries > and > > > to > > > > find answers and promote betterment of the existence > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha is > > placed > > > in > > > > > > exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility status. > AK > > in > > > > debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in usual > > > > pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for renunciation > and > > > > living simple life with few articles of use. > > > > > > > > SS: so that's a Shiva characteristic rather than Vishnu > > > > characteristic....?? > > > > > > > > Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK. > > > > This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any > graha > > by > > > > rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be considered. > Now > > > > lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he is in > > > > mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger influence on > > the > > > > 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva. > > > > > > > > Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is Sukra > and > > > > indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must > > > > worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated in your > > > Rasi > > > > chart. > > > > > > > > SS: i see the need - it rather becomes a compulsion sometimes, > > leaving > > > > me to wonder whether this is bhakti or request for material > > solace.... > > > > but then my mind tells me well, if you dont ask your mother to > > provide > > > > you with your basic needs, who else will you go to! (so much for > my > > > > thought process and reactions - Sourav - are you still there?) > > > > > > > > > > > > We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in > > Lagna > > > in > > > > MKS > > and indicates that you will have strong issues with your > > > > identity in > > spiritual struggle and this will be through > doubts. > > > > > > > > SS: yes, doubts do come through, but i guess Sa also keeps me > > goading > > > > back on the path again with determination to hang-on ...? > > > > > > > > it's like while in darkness you realise how important light > > was...and > > > u > > > > are determined to find your way back to it.... > > > > > > > > Both 9th house and 9th > > lord has affliction and indicated > > > unhappiness > > > > in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will have much > > > more > > > > faith in your own bhakti. > > > > > > > > SS: since my childhood, i've had that thing - as i grew i realised > > > that > > > > any Guru in human form could never be perfect - who could grant > pure > > > > knowledge other than Shiva Himself (last night i had the name > > > > 'Dakshinamoorthy' resonating in my mind - and behold your and > > Bharat's > > > > message i saw in the morning spoke of the same! - call it God's > > > > guidance, guidance form BK or my little Aquarian influence of > > uranus) > > > > > > > > i also realised the downside of being a female from aspect of > > > > associating with a Guru....too many complications were there to > > think > > > > off... > > > > > > > > so it was simpler for me to acknowledge Shiva as my Guru as my > > > spiritual > > > > aspiations resonated with the various paths He 'taught'. > > > > > > > > 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the 2nd > > > > house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has > been > > > > worshipped in your family (family deity). > > > > > > > > SS: i really cant comment on that - havent seen/heard anyone in > > family > > > > (parental / in-law) worshipping Lakshmi , except that we used to > > > worship > > > > on Diwali... > > > > > > > > 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord Sukra > > > > indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on Lord > > > > Siva. > > > > > > > > SS: you made my Day :-) > > > > > > > > > > In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates > > spiritual > > > > merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some corrective > > > > approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting > Surya > > to > > > > lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form > (Lord > > > > Dakshinaamurty). > > > > > > > > SS: you made my Day :-) again... > > > > > > > > lately i had begun to feel as if i am committing a fault by > > > remembering > > > > Shiva - i used to get so off balanced, and while i had to make my > > trip > > > > to other deities, i felt guilty i was running away form Shiva - > but > > i > > > > don't know somehow His name keeps bubbling out of the waters of my > > > mind > > > > and if i resist, it turns into a cyclone or attacks me like a > > tsunami > > > > ... and i'm off my balance again! until ofcourse i start my cycle > of > > > > balancing all over again! > > > > > > > > Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during this > > Budha's > > > > results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship > during > > > this > > > > period. However, you have first address the issues with your > bhakti > > > and > > > > the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems are not > > with > > > > your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought- process and > > what > > > > your intelligence imposes on your heart. > > > > > > > > SS: yes, my mind is like a race-horse and heart is like a mad > > monkey. > > > > What should I do? > > > > > > > > i find Kartikeya (Sarvanbhavaya) mantra helping me to establish > > > > equillibrium - but my plight is i keep doing rounds like narada > > -when > > > > will i be really integrated - i don't know! > > > > > > > > > > You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK Mangal > > > which > > > > > > happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. Between > > > > 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is > > aspecting > > > > your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have any > > > > spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there was > > > > definitely some spiritual association during this period. Ketu in > > the > > > > 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden Kundalini > > > > awakening. > > > > > > > > SS: bingo - that's my peiod of SY initiation (kundalini- rise) and > > Usui > > > > Reiki initiation. I also recieved kundalini-reiki initiaion (and > > > related > > > > energy-initiations) in this period (sorry Sunil - i'm your culprit > - > > > you > > > > did ask about 1999 - but these things didnt surface in my mind > > -rather > > > i > > > > considered them too trivial - was too obssessed with Shiva and my > > > > craziness!) > > > > > > > > - however, i would like to add that i could not 'feel' the > kundalini > > > > awakening' apart from on and off episodes until very clearly in > sept > > > > 2005 after 2 of my maternal uncles passed away and i had cried off > > my > > > > emotions! > > > > > > > > these days i do 'feel' the kundalini rise upto sahasrara more > often > > as > > > i > > > > integrate my SY, reiki and kundalini-yoga practices. i learned > > > > kundalini-yoga practices dring the period of oct05 -dec05 with > > > guidance > > > > from the Supreme Lord Himself. He saves me from the complications > > from > > > > human guru's and ashrams! > > > > > > > > on a side note, i find that whenever i am 'made to sit at home by > > > > circumstances' i get all the time to do my spiritual homework - > does > > > my > > > > chart indicate that i'd rather 'sit at home' (take no occupation) > to > > > > work out my issues (as you said re. my thought process) as > indicated > > > by > > > > the H2 in D1? at this stage i really dont feel the instigation to > > take > > > > up a job ! > > > > > > > > Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form > malefic > > > > aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated during > > > this > > > > period (around 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. Did you > > > have > > > > inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ? > > > > > > > > SS: not that i remember any specific instances - but in general, i > > had > > > > issues with my paternal grandfather due to the way he behaved with > > my > > > > father and his family (us).. must have been there in apst life - > > > that's > > > > why i dont accept a human guru? > > > > > > > > ..old lady...no...but in general i do not like accepting anyone as > > an > > > > authority over me. i did have ideological differences with my > mother > > > but > > > > we were not inmical! however, on the fantasy side, i always 'felt' > > > since > > > > childhood that Ma Parvati hates me, though Shiva is protective > > towards > > > > me! (sorry, cant explain that!) > > > > > > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > > > Om Durgayay Namah > > > > > > > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > > > God Bless > > > > > > > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > ** > > > > > > Hello Sourav, > > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for your kind interest. > > > > > > > > > > > > This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably it > would > > > be > > > > > > +/- 5 min at the most. > > > > > > > > > > > > I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married in > > > mar1993, > > > > > > joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in 1999 in a > > > > > > pharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then moved > to > > UK > > > > > > in nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i > completed > > a > > > > > > Post Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in 2001, > and > > MD > > > > > > (Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also. > > > > > > > > > > > > I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself on a > > > scale > > > > > > of 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at b'day > > > paties, > > > > > > i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an > > amateur > > > > > > only. > > > > > > > > > > > > You are very right in pointing out that as per my karakamsa, > my > > > > > > primary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my > > attachment > > > > > > to Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) > (when > > I > > > > > > felt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards > Shiva). > > > > > > It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual worship. > I > > > > > > meditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am > Shiva, > > > > > > sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep because > the > > > > > > world (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the Universe > > as > > > > > > manifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they help > me > > > sail > > > > > > through the world when I am at more mental planes rather than > in > > > > > > deep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various compositions of > > > > > > Shankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like Suvarnamala > > > Stuti > > > > > > sung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, Panchakshari > > and > > > > > > Shadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my > > favorites) > > > > > > otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga mantras > (and > > > > > > chalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels, > > > > > > for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me into > the > > > > > > flow (please read: torrent). > > > > > > > > > > > > Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras > > too...but > > > > > > then all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were it only > > for > > > > > > Shiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by now. > > > > > > > > > > > > Best Regards, > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? postI\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p Kev\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > " Sourav " souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > namaskar. Please tell > > > > > > us what > > > > > > > accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). When did > > you > > > > > > end > > > > > > > your education and at what level ? When you were married ? > Do > > > you > > > > > > sing > > > > > > > well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana and also > > to > > > > > > Lord > > > > > > > Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and when > did > > > you > > > > > > start > > > > > > > this worship ? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ================================================================= > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? postI\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p Kev\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Sunil, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly provided. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother very > > > > > > recently, am > > > > > > > > not really aware how are benefitting him for now...I've > left > > > > > > that to > > > > > > > > between him and God. I have been " recieving " mantras and > > beej > > > > > > mantra > > > > > > > > directions (as to which one to adapt) by " Shiva " (through > > > > > > > > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I > became > > > > > > aware > > > > > > > > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and Durga > even > > > > > > before > > > > > > > > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These deities > in > > > turn > > > > > > > > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I would > > like > > > to > > > > > > > > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya > > Mantra > > > > too > > > > > > > > like this, but was " guided " " not " to divulge it to my mom > > who > > > at > > > > > > > > that time was going through her battle with breast cancer > > (she > > > > > > lost > > > > > > > > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out during > > > saturn > > > > > > > > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through Saturn > > > > > > Mahadasa. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died of > > > > > > > > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband > went > > > > > > through > > > > > > > > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by > > racists > > > in > > > > > > UK, > > > > > > > > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom's > > > > > > transition a > > > > > > > > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt > attend > > > even > > > > > > her > > > > > > > > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was God's > > > Will, > > > > > > > > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through > > > sleepless > > > > > > > > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing not > > > better > > > > > > what > > > > > > > > to do! > > > > > > > > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable at > home > > > > now. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer since > > > > > > infancy > > > > > > > > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed till > > > 1982. > > > > > > > > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood. > > > > > > > > It almost feels insane to me that when I start analysing > > astro > > > > > > > > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my > spiritual > > > > > > pursuits > > > > > > > > and whether " Shiva " comes into picture or not! Sometimes I > > > > wonder > > > > > > > > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm on > > > Durga > > > > > > > > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with this > > > > > > forever...) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki > teacher > > > and > > > > > > had > > > > > > > > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki groups > > > > between > > > > > > > > 2002 and 2004. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for all your Time. > > > > > > > > Best Regards, > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? postI\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p Kev\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > " suniljohn_2002 " > > > > > > > > suniljohn_2002@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Om Datta Guru > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhak, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Namaste > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do not > ask > > > > > > such. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK which > > means > > > > 5H > > > > > > > > lord & > > > > > > > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur lagna > - > > > > > > showing > > > > > > > > the > > > > > > > > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the > > > exalted > > > > > > > > values & > > > > > > > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur 5H of > > > D20. > > > > > > See > > > > > > > > this > > > > > > > > > Jup is with A5 in D1 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called Shiva > & > > > this > > > > > > is > > > > > > > > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful being > > retro > > > > > > that > > > > > > > > too in > > > > > > > > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA creating > > fears > > > > > > etc. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L & > 9L > > > > > > > > combination in > > > > > > > > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, his > > > > > > dispositor > > > > > > > > is in > > > > > > > > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some say > this > > > > > > will be > > > > > > > > good > > > > > > > > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a > thing > > > in > > > > > > D20 > > > > > > > > would > > > > > > > > > give higher acheivements. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have given > > any > > > > > > > > mantra to > > > > > > > > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to > that > > > > > > person? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 onwards > > > facing > > > > > > more > > > > > > > > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur Drig > > Dasa > > > > > > of ur > > > > > > > > 12H > > > > > > > > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD of Cn > > has > > > > > > > > started > > > > > > > > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are > > aspected > > > > by > > > > > > > > Sun & > > > > > > > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is > genuine > > > > (a6) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp > > would > > > > > > like > > > > > > > > to know > > > > > > > > > ur experience when Sat was retro > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement of > > Moon- > > > > > > Mars > > > > > > > > in ur > > > > > > > > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be able > to > > > > > > explain > > > > > > > > to u > > > > > > > > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a chart > from > > > > this > > > > > > > > angle > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Regards > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sunil John > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Mumbai > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? postI\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p Kev\ > \ > > \ > > > \ > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear All, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why am I > > so > > > > > > > > inclined to > > > > > > > > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda crazy > > after > > > > > > > > meditating > > > > > > > > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop up in > > my > > > > > > mind > > > > > > > > like > > > > > > > > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after > > > > worshipping > > > > > > > > Ganesha, > > > > > > > > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again run > > to > > > > > > Shiva! > > > > > > > > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might > make > > me > > > > > > run > > > > > > > > to all > > > > > > > > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my > Ishta > > > > > > Devata is > > > > > > > > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I worship > the > > > > > > > > corresponding > > > > > > > > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has opened my > > > > > > channels > > > > > > > > > towards > > > > > > > > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by profession, > but > > by > > > > > > > > occupation > > > > > > > > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a while > > and > > > am > > > > > > a > > > > > > > > home- > > > > > > > > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is being > in > > > > > > Shiva's > > > > > > > > abode > > > > > > > > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or > > > > something, > > > > > > > > it's > > > > > > > > > just > > > > > > > > > > a sincere deep wish. > > > > > > > > > > I would be grateful if you could share your experience > > and > > > > > > > > enlighten > > > > > > > > > me > > > > > > > > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions are > > > more > > > > > > than > > > > > > > > > > welcome. > > > > > > > > > > My details are as follows: > > > > > > > > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968 > > > > > > > > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab > > > > > > > > > > TOB: 07:20 am > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank You and Best reagrds, > > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 || Hare Raama Krsna || || Durgaa Saranam || Dear Utpal-bhai, namaskar. Chandra exalts in the natural 2nd (food) because Mother likes to feed you. The entire objective of Chandra is your sustenance in this life and it is the food/wealth/family-support. That is why Chandra is seen for fortune. Chandra also represents the greater parivaara (society). But I am not talking about sustenance but going beyond the cycle of life and death. No other graha but Guru is best for association with Chandra. This is my understanding only. Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu, Best wishes, Sourav ================================================================= sohamsa , "utpal pathak" <vedic_pathak wrote:>> Sourav da,> > Dr Raman says that best place for moon to be is a "Vrishbha" rashi.> > utpal> > sohamsa , "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> >> > > > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> > > > || Durgaa Saranam ||> > > > Dear Soul Saadhvi-ji,> > > > namaskar. As far as my> > understanding goes, the word 'Tulaa' comes from 'Tulya' meaning> > comparison. The balance/scale indicates the balance by comparison > also.> > So Chandra in Tulaa rasi people are inclined to do the same i.e. > compare> > stuff and be very particular about things they want, its not about > inner> > balance (poise) or harmony. Sani exalts in this rasi also as Sani > is> > Yama-Dharmaraajaa. Tulaa is the 7th rasi of natural zodiac and > includes> > business, relationships and places of entertainment like huge> > theme-parks. Mind cannot be in balance is a Rajasik raasi as there > is> > always some instigation coming from environment. The best is > Chandra in> > the raasi's of Guru (mind under guidance from perfect > intelligence).> > Chandra is mind and mind is the filter through which all the > impulses> > from the external world are passed on to the intellect to take > decisions> > in action. It also is the reservoir of past samaskaaras. That is > why> > Guru (perfect intelligence) in kendra to Chandra especially with > Chandra> > in own rasi is a very desirable quality.> > > > Chandra in Vrischika rasi is in debility. Mind, by the above > definition,> > cannot go deeper. Intellect can. However, mind can be more > sensitive> > (picking up subtle impulses) of dull. During meditation, mind is> > quietened and intellect is turned back on to itself.> > > > Mischief always comes from the mind and not the heart. It is past> > samaskaaras that well up and when mind transfers them to the > intellect,> > the deluded intellect fails to take the right recourse and Rahu> > (illusion or tendency to repeat what we did or had been doing for > past> > many births) dominates the actions. That is why we have asked you > to> > worship Ishtadevataa in Guru-murti and the malefics are dominating> > Paakalagna. Chandra is not a problem.> > > > Guru finds his moolatrikona in the natural 9th house as the > perfected> > intellect understands the need to follow dharma, but it delights > in the> > natural 4th house (karka raasi) as it is the place of heart. The > purest> > of persons who have passed on beyond the call of duty, > responsibilities> > and dharma, finds delight in chanting Lords name and feeling His> > presence in the heart. That is all that is left in the end.> > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > Best wishes,> > > > Sourav> > > > =================================================================> > > > > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> > >> > >> > > thank you Sourav for your kind advise re. pret yoga. Pls scroll > down> > for> > > my comm:> > > sohamsa , "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> > > >> > > >> > > > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> > > >> > > > || Durgaa Saranam ||> > > >> > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji,> > > >> > > > namaskar. Thanks for the> > > > feedback. Please worship Mother Durgaa (Shakti) along with Siva> > > > otherwise where is the balance (Tula) you are talking about? > Please> > > > imagine Mother standing next to seated Lord Siva when you do > your> > > > mantras. Lord Siva is meditating on Mother and whatever Lord > Siva is> > > > doing is through the Shakti only. He doesn't have separate > powers.> > > Your> > > > Kundalini is also Mother.> > >> > > SS: my brain and mind are well aware of that.....but heart is the> > monkey> > > creating mischief - Tula people are always not really 'balanced' > but> > are> > > 'trying to balance' and often thrie 'scales' tip to one side or > the> > > other - if they actually were balanced, they would move on to> > > scropio...to dive deeper!> > >> > > I have a Parad Shivalinga at home and it has taught me the Union > of> > > Shiva and Shakti at various levels....this is a recent > development and> > > the memory pathways in my brain still need to register these> > experiences> > > in long-term memory - so i am swaying still - but the frequency > is> > > gettingnreduced with repeated efforts!> > > >> > > > Preta Yoga/Dosha is the combination of Mangal with Nodes where > the> > > > pretas are souls of people died in unnatural accidents. Sani > with> > > Surya> > > > or Sani with Chandrama can show curse of departed paternal or> > maternal> > > > elders. Here Sani is with Mangal and Rahu afflicting the 2nd > house> > but> > > > 2nd lord is strong and does not relate to the 8th house. > Neither is> > > > Badhaka directly involved. So this is not significant. But the> > > > combination is in the adrihsya rasi (invisible half of the > zodiac)> > and> > > > hence indicates maternal relatives. Please ensure last> > > > rites/Shraddha/Pinda Daana are performed for them and also > please> > > > perform Rudrabisekam. This is important for you because > Rahu/Sani> > lord> > > > the lagna-bhava.> > >> > > SS: thank you so much for this analysis, it confirms my fears.> > > >> > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > >> > > > Best wishes,> > > >> > > > Sourav> > > >> > > > > =================================================================> > > > sohamsa , "soulsadhak" soulsadhak@ wrote:> > > > >> > > > >> > > > > Dear Sourav,> > > > >> > > > > Thank you so much for such elaboration...you have really > touched> > > some> > > > of> > > > > the sore points and you're explaination re. the 2nd house is> > exactly> > > > > what i have been looking for!> > > > >> > > > > Dear All interested, Kindly scroll down for my responses -> > > > >> > > > >> > > > > > On 11/15/06, Sourav Chowdhury souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > > >> > > > > > > *|| Hare Raama Krsna ||*> > > > > > > *|| Durgaa Saranam ||*> > > > > > > **> > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji,> > > > > > > namaskar. Your birth time is> > > > > > > approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your > Navaamsa,> > > > > Dasaamsa,> > > > > > > Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we > can> > > > proceed.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not > your> > > > bhakti> > > > > > > towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. > The> > > main> > > > > problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani > and> > Rahu> > > > are> > > > > co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of > intelligence> > > driving> > > > > your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this > combination> > > and> > > > > this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating > your> > > life> > > > > all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa > started.> > > > >> > > > > SS: yes i have been an 'unmaadi' as you may call it :-) > perhaps> > that> > > > has> > > > > carried on forward from my past birth....over a period of > time i> > > > > realized that episodes of 'dukha' drive one 'inside' for> > > introspection> > > > > and often mould the consciousness and mind towards > meditation.> > > > >> > > > > Can we consider this: if the rasi chart be considered > the "Being"> > > > > itself, then 2nd house may indicate "mental arena/mental> > peace"...?> > > > >> > > > > 1999: i recieved initiation into Sahaj Yoga (which deals with> > > > Kundalini> > > > > raising) at their center, via my parents and brother. I do > not> > visit> > > > the> > > > > SY centers but practise the 'practices' as and when > required. they> > > > have> > > > > especially been beneficial from the aspects of right-left> > balancing,> > > > > chakra clearing and mantras for deities overlooking various> > aspects> > > of> > > > > life (e.g lakshmi-vishnu mantras for home, family and income> > > aspects)> > > > >> > > > > I also had my Reiki initiation in 1999.> > > > >> > > > > Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the > Paakalagna.> > Guru> > > > is> > > > > kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of> > > > intelligence,> > > > > Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates > imbalance.> > > Now> > > > > Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key> > > > > for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction > in> > > > mantras> > > > > as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada.> > > > >> > > > > SS: Yes, mantras are the food for my mind - like one needs > carbos,> > > fat> > > > > and protiens and vitamins for the body, i require mantras of> > various> > > > > deities to help me through various issues in my life re. > fmaily> > > > concerns> > > > > etc. + these also help me balancing right-left channels > and 'bring> > > me> > > > > back to earth' after my Shiva tsunamis!> > > > >> > > > > Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics > and> > > > > indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and > 9th> > > from> > > > > the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste > and> > what> > > > you> > > > > like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is > radiant> > > like> > > > > Surya and father-like in nature.> > > > >> > > > > Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th > house,> > > > need> > > > > to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your> > most.> > > > This> > > > > can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is > placed in> > > the> > > > > 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi-> Naaraayana> > form.> > > > > The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for > worship.> > > Sukra> > > > > here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/> > > > > luxuries/healing and rejuvenation.> > > > >> > > > > SS: yes these desires exist (so we exist in this world!) . i > took> > to> > > > > Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras for my husband (based on his chart) > since> > he> > > > > himself doesnt do this as yet. I find them useful from angle > of SY> > > > > (where you can detect the chakra imbalance and repeat > corresp.> > > mantra> > > > > for correction)> > > > >> > > > >> > > > > Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these > ideas.> > > > >> > > > > SS: Please let me add that Neptune in 10th (in D-1) leads on > to> > > > > hands-on-energy healing practices. (though nep is not> > traditionally> > > > read> > > > > in vedic astro i suppose)> > > > >> > > > > Personally, i was led into Reiki due to personal interest,> > triggered> > > > by> > > > > my son's illness and shifting of our family to another city > (i had> > > to> > > > > suspend my studies) - i felt the hand of Hanumanji guiding > me into> > > > this.> > > > > Reiki, I came to realise in the due course of time, is the> > > "Universal> > > > > Energy" - and goes much beyond just hands-on alternative> > treatment.> > > > >> > > > > Yes, one can find a connection that Sukracharya was the > siddha of> > > > > Mrityunjaya Vidya, so Shukra influences may be involved here.> > > > >> > > > > Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva > is the> > > only> > > > > deity form in your interest.> > > > >> > > > > SS: well, He is - only He makes me run around to other > deities> > lest> > > i> > > > > lose my balance while i exist in this world. It's like He > is "The> > > > Bindu"> > > > > from which everything springs. The core of my heart/soul > resonates> > > > with> > > > > Him. Other deities have definitely helped me in various > aspects of> > > my> > > > > mental and physical part of existence- and their> > mantra-japa/dhyana> > > > has> > > > > come up in my life at various times - all 'forms' of God are > but> > One> > > > at> > > > > the core - they resonate to different frequencies as we all > know> > > from> > > > > the knowledge of the planests in astrology....> > > > >> > > > > and precisely my predicament is that - given a chance I > would just> > > be> > > > > in Shiva dhyana an do nothing else - but then the drag of > this> > world> > > > > keeps my feet chained...and my mind runs in one direction but> > > > > karma/dharma (due to past-life?) pull me in other....so i > have to> > > > regain> > > > > my balance by calling on the energies of Ganesha, Hanuman, Ma> > Durga> > > > etc.> > > > > to keep sustaining me till the time i have to be in the > earthly> > > plane!> > > > >> > > > > i cannot afford to go into 'bhava samadhi episodes' like> > > Ramakrishna!> > > > >> > > > > or maybe i'm still not ready... i feel like being subject to > the> > > > > crucible where i am learning to amalgamate and balance my> > spiritual> > > > and> > > > > material existence amicably!> > > > >> > > > > Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 > and> > > > > indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva > bhakti> > > will> > > > be> > > > > preferred.> > > > >> > > > > SS: I also did lot of Hanuman worship during this period> > > > > (Ma-MK?)...also, it might be an influence from my mother's > side -> > > she> > > > > regularly did Ramayana paath and NAvaratri vratas...plus > Hanuman> > > > chalisa> > > > > recitations for her husband (my dad of course)> > > > >> > > > > I also went through various texts for Yoga (patanjali), > various> > > > aspects> > > > > of yoga (jnana, bhakti, raja etc), realised the One Brahm> > prevailing> > > > in> > > > > all creation....> > > > >> > > > > However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his > influence on> > the> > > > 5th> > > > > house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression.> > > > >> > > > > As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna > having> > > > > aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for > other> > > > > deities.> > > > >> > > > > SS: yes, that happened since 1999 - my mom consulted an > astrologer> > > > > panditji who then suggested Durga Chalisa for me, Ganesha > chalisa> > > for> > > > my> > > > > kid and Hanuman chalisa for my husband ... and since these 2 > guys> > > dont> > > > > do the mantras/paath, i do for them. At that time we were> > struggling> > > > to> > > > > establish ourselves in our new family life. at that time i > was not> > > > aware> > > > > why the panditji advised these, but followed his advise for > relief> > > > from> > > > > mental worries, fears and respite fom the struggles my > family was> > > > going> > > > > through.> > > > >> > > > > in 1999, as i said earlier, i went through SY initiation > where> > they> > > > > propound establishment of various deities in the respective> > chakras> > > > > within the body and how integration and balance of all > energies> > > gives> > > > > clear path for Kundalini ascent.> > > > >> > > > > This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which > you> > want> > > > > relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in > your> > 2nd> > > > > house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate > bad> > > > > expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL> > however> > > > > promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in> > material> > > > > struggle and life.> > > > >> > > > > SS: i find myself running to Ma durga (Ra) and Lakshmi-Vishnu> > > > > (sustenance) for that - precisely that describes my running> > between> > > > > spiritual and material concerns (i kinda bargained with God -> > please> > > > > maintain my material existence while i struggle with my > spiritual> > > > > ascent)....someimes i feel like i'm doing for my "Self" what > sage> > > > Narada> > > > > did for the 'three worlds' - running to all deities with > queries> > and> > > > to> > > > > find answers and promote betterment of the existence> > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > > > Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha > is> > > placed> > > > in> > > > > > > exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility > status.> > AK> > > in> > > > > debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in > usual> > > > > pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for > renunciation> > and> > > > > living simple life with few articles of use.> > > > >> > > > > SS: so that's a Shiva characteristic rather than Vishnu> > > > > characteristic....??> > > > >> > > > > Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK.> > > > > This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any> > graha> > > by> > > > > rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be > considered.> > Now> > > > > lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he > is in> > > > > mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger > influence on> > > the> > > > > 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva.> > > > >> > > > > Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is > Sukra> > and> > > > > indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must> > > > > worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated > in your> > > > Rasi> > > > > chart.> > > > >> > > > > SS: i see the need - it rather becomes a compulsion > sometimes,> > > leaving> > > > > me to wonder whether this is bhakti or request for material> > > solace....> > > > > but then my mind tells me well, if you dont ask your mother > to> > > provide> > > > > you with your basic needs, who else will you go to! (so much > for> > my> > > > > thought process and reactions - Sourav - are you still > there?)> > > > > > >> > > > > > > We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present > in> > > Lagna> > > > in> > > > > MKS > > and indicates that you will have strong issues with > your> > > > > identity in > > spiritual struggle and this will be through> > doubts.> > > > >> > > > > SS: yes, doubts do come through, but i guess Sa also keeps me> > > goading> > > > > back on the path again with determination to hang-on ...?> > > > >> > > > > it's like while in darkness you realise how important light> > > was...and> > > > u> > > > > are determined to find your way back to it....> > > > >> > > > > Both 9th house and 9th > > lord has affliction and indicated> > > > unhappiness> > > > > in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will > have much> > > > more> > > > > faith in your own bhakti.> > > > >> > > > > SS: since my childhood, i've had that thing - as i grew i > realised> > > > that> > > > > any Guru in human form could never be perfect - who could > grant> > pure> > > > > knowledge other than Shiva Himself (last night i had the name> > > > > 'Dakshinamoorthy' resonating in my mind - and behold your and> > > Bharat's> > > > > message i saw in the morning spoke of the same! - call it > God's> > > > > guidance, guidance form BK or my little Aquarian influence of> > > uranus)> > > > >> > > > > i also realised the downside of being a female from aspect of> > > > > associating with a Guru....too many complications were there > to> > > think> > > > > off...> > > > >> > > > > so it was simpler for me to acknowledge Shiva as my Guru as > my> > > > spiritual> > > > > aspiations resonated with the various paths He 'taught'.> > > > >> > > > > 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in > the 2nd> > > > > house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi > has> > been> > > > > worshipped in your family (family deity).> > > > >> > > > > SS: i really cant comment on that - havent seen/heard anyone > in> > > family> > > > > (parental / in-law) worshipping Lakshmi , except that we > used to> > > > worship> > > > > on Diwali...> > > > >> > > > > 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord > Sukra> > > > > indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on > Lord> > > > > Siva.> > > > >> > > > > SS: you made my Day :-)> > > > >> > > > > > > In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates> > > spiritual> > > > > merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some > corrective> > > > > approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting> > Surya> > > to> > > > > lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form> > (Lord> > > > > Dakshinaamurty).> > > > >> > > > > SS: you made my Day :-) again...> > > > >> > > > > lately i had begun to feel as if i am committing a fault by> > > > remembering> > > > > Shiva - i used to get so off balanced, and while i had to > make my> > > trip> > > > > to other deities, i felt guilty i was running away form > Shiva -> > but> > > i> > > > > don't know somehow His name keeps bubbling out of the waters > of my> > > > mind> > > > > and if i resist, it turns into a cyclone or attacks me like a> > > tsunami> > > > > ... and i'm off my balance again! until ofcourse i start my > cycle> > of> > > > > balancing all over again!> > > > >> > > > > Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during > this> > > Budha's> > > > > results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship> > during> > > > this> > > > > period. However, you have first address the issues with your> > bhakti> > > > and> > > > > the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems > are not> > > with> > > > > your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought-> process and> > > what> > > > > your intelligence imposes on your heart.> > > > >> > > > > SS: yes, my mind is like a race-horse and heart is like a mad> > > monkey.> > > > > What should I do?> > > > >> > > > > i find Kartikeya (Sarvanbhavaya) mantra helping me to > establish> > > > > equillibrium - but my plight is i keep doing rounds like > narada> > > -when> > > > > will i be really integrated - i don't know!> > > > >> > > > > > > You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK > Mangal> > > > which> > > > > > > happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. > Between> > > > > 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is> > > aspecting> > > > > your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have > any> > > > > spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there > was> > > > > definitely some spiritual association during this period. > Ketu in> > > the> > > > > 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden > Kundalini> > > > > awakening.> > > > >> > > > > SS: bingo - that's my peiod of SY initiation (kundalini-> rise) and> > > Usui> > > > > Reiki initiation. I also recieved kundalini-reiki initiaion > (and> > > > related> > > > > energy-initiations) in this period (sorry Sunil - i'm your > culprit> > -> > > > you> > > > > did ask about 1999 - but these things didnt surface in my > mind> > > -rather> > > > i> > > > > considered them too trivial - was too obssessed with Shiva > and my> > > > > craziness!)> > > > >> > > > > - however, i would like to add that i could not 'feel' the> > kundalini> > > > > awakening' apart from on and off episodes until very clearly > in> > sept> > > > > 2005 after 2 of my maternal uncles passed away and i had > cried off> > > my> > > > > emotions!> > > > >> > > > > these days i do 'feel' the kundalini rise upto sahasrara more> > often> > > as> > > > i> > > > > integrate my SY, reiki and kundalini-yoga practices. i > learned> > > > > kundalini-yoga practices dring the period of oct05 -dec05 > with> > > > guidance> > > > > from the Supreme Lord Himself. He saves me from the > complications> > > from> > > > > human guru's and ashrams!> > > > >> > > > > on a side note, i find that whenever i am 'made to sit at > home by> > > > > circumstances' i get all the time to do my spiritual > homework -> > does> > > > my> > > > > chart indicate that i'd rather 'sit at home' (take no > occupation)> > to> > > > > work out my issues (as you said re. my thought process) as> > indicated> > > > by> > > > > the H2 in D1? at this stage i really dont feel the > instigation to> > > take> > > > > up a job !> > > > >> > > > > Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form> > malefic> > > > > aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated > during> > > > this> > > > > period (around 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. > Did you> > > > have> > > > > inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ?> > > > >> > > > > SS: not that i remember any specific instances - but in > general, i> > > had> > > > > issues with my paternal grandfather due to the way he > behaved with> > > my> > > > > father and his family (us).. must have been there in apst > life -> > > > that's> > > > > why i dont accept a human guru?> > > > >> > > > > ..old lady...no...but in general i do not like accepting > anyone as> > > an> > > > > authority over me. i did have ideological differences with my> > mother> > > > but> > > > > we were not inmical! however, on the fantasy side, i > always 'felt'> > > > since> > > > > childhood that Ma Parvati hates me, though Shiva is > protective> > > towards> > > > > me! (sorry, cant explain that!)> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > >> > > > > Om Durgayay Namah> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Best wishes,> > > > >> > > > > God Bless> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Sourav> > > > >> > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > **> > > > > > > Hello Sourav,> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Thanks for your kind interest.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably > it> > would> > > > be> > > > > > > +/- 5 min at the most.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married > in> > > > mar1993,> > > > > > > joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in > 1999 in a> > > > > > > pharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then > moved> > to> > > UK> > > > > > > in nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i> > completed> > > a> > > > > > > Post Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in > 2001,> > and> > > MD> > > > > > > (Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself > on a> > > > scale> > > > > > > of 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at > b'day> > > > paties,> > > > > > > i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an> > > amateur> > > > > > > only.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > You are very right in pointing out that as per my > karakamsa,> > my> > > > > > > primary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my> > > attachment> > > > > > > to Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old)> > (when> > > I> > > > > > > felt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards> > Shiva).> > > > > > > It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual > worship.> > I> > > > > > > meditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am> > Shiva,> > > > > > > sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep > because> > the> > > > > > > world (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the > Universe> > > as> > > > > > > manifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they > help> > me> > > > sail> > > > > > > through the world when I am at more mental planes rather > than> > in> > > > > > > deep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various > compositions of> > > > > > > Shankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like > Suvarnamala> > > > Stuti> > > > > > > sung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, > Panchakshari> > > and> > > > > > > Shadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my> > > favorites)> > > > > > > otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga > mantras> > (and> > > > > > > chalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels,> > > > > > > for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me > into> > the> > > > > > > flow (please read: torrent).> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras> > > too...but> > > > > > > then all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were > it only> > > for> > > > > > > Shiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by > now.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > --- In> > > > >> > > >> > >> > sohamsa <sohamsa/post?> postI\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > >> > > >> > >> > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p> Kev\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > > "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> > > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam ||> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji,> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > namaskar. Please tell> > > > > > > us what> > > > > > > > accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). > When did> > > you> > > > > > > end> > > > > > > > your education and at what level ? When you were > married ?> > Do> > > > you> > > > > > > sing> > > > > > > > well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana > and also> > > to> > > > > > > Lord> > > > > > > > Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and > when> > did> > > > you> > > > > > > start> > > > > > > > this worship ?> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Best wishes,> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Sourav> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > =================================================================> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > --- In> > > > >> > > >> > >> > sohamsa <sohamsa/post?> postI\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > >> > > >> > >> > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p> Kev\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Dear Sunil,> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly > provided.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother > very> > > > > > > recently, am> > > > > > > > > not really aware how are benefitting him for > now...I've> > left> > > > > > > that to> > > > > > > > > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras > and> > > beej> > > > > > > mantra> > > > > > > > > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" > (through> > > > > > > > > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I> > became> > > > > > > aware> > > > > > > > > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and > Durga> > even> > > > > > > before> > > > > > > > > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These > deities> > in> > > > turn> > > > > > > > > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I > would> > > like> > > > to> > > > > > > > > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha > Mrityunjaya> > > Mantra> > > > > too> > > > > > > > > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to > my mom> > > who> > > > at> > > > > > > > > that time was going through her battle with breast > cancer> > > (she> > > > > > > lost> > > > > > > > > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out > during> > > > saturn> > > > > > > > > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through > Saturn> > > > > > > Mahadasa.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one > died of> > > > > > > > > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my > husband> > went> > > > > > > through> > > > > > > > > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by> > > racists> > > > in> > > > > > > UK,> > > > > > > > > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of > mom's> > > > > > > transition a> > > > > > > > > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt> > attend> > > > even> > > > > > > her> > > > > > > > > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was > God's> > > > Will,> > > > > > > > > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone > through> > > > sleepless> > > > > > > > > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing > not> > > > better> > > > > > > what> > > > > > > > > to do!> > > > > > > > > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable > at> > home> > > > > now.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer > since> > > > > > > infancy> > > > > > > > > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed > till> > > > 1982.> > > > > > > > > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > > > > > > > > It almost feels insane to me that when I start > analysing> > > astro> > > > > > > > > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my> > spiritual> > > > > > > pursuits> > > > > > > > > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! > Sometimes I> > > > > wonder> > > > > > > > > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes > I'm on> > > > Durga> > > > > > > > > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with > this> > > > > > > forever...)> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki> > teacher> > > > and> > > > > > > had> > > > > > > > > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki > groups> > > > > between> > > > > > > > > 2002 and 2004.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Thanks for all your Time.> > > > > > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > --- In> > > > >> > > >> > >> > sohamsa <sohamsa/post?> postI\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > >> > > >> > >> > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p> Kev\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > > "suniljohn_2002"> > > > > > > > > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Om Datta Guru> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Namaste> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do > not> > ask> > > > > > > such.> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK > which> > > means> > > > > 5H> > > > > > > > > lord & > > > > > > > > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur > lagna> > -> > > > > > > showing> > > > > > > > > the> > > > > > > > > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing > the> > > > exalted> > > > > > > > > values & > > > > > > > > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur > 5H of> > > > D20.> > > > > > > See> > > > > > > > > this> > > > > > > > > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called > Shiva> > & > > > > this> > > > > > > is> > > > > > > > > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful > being> > > retro> > > > > > > that> > > > > > > > > too in> > > > > > > > > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA > creating> > > fears> > > > > > > etc.> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is > 5L & > > 9L> > > > > > > > > combination in> > > > > > > > > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, > his> > > > > > > dispositor> > > > > > > > > is in> > > > > > > > > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some > say> > this> > > > > > > will be> > > > > > > > > good> > > > > > > > > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such > a> > thing> > > > in> > > > > > > D20> > > > > > > > > would> > > > > > > > > > give higher acheivements.> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have > given> > > any> > > > > > > > > mantra to> > > > > > > > > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly > to> > that> > > > > > > person?> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 > onwards> > > > facing> > > > > > > more> > > > > > > > > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur > Drig> > > Dasa> > > > > > > of ur> > > > > > > > > 12H> > > > > > > > > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD > of Cn> > > has> > > > > > > > > started> > > > > > > > > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are> > > aspected> > > > > by> > > > > > > > > Sun & > > > > > > > > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is> > genuine> > > > > (a6)> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner > esp> > > would> > > > > > > like> > > > > > > > > to know> > > > > > > > > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka > replacement of> > > Moon-> > > > > > > Mars> > > > > > > > > in ur> > > > > > > > > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be > able> > to> > > > > > > explain> > > > > > > > > to u> > > > > > > > > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a > chart> > from> > > > > this> > > > > > > > > angle> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Regards> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Sunil John> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Mumbai> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > --- In> > > > >> > > >> > >> > sohamsa <sohamsa/post?> postI\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > >> > > >> > >> > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p> Kev\> > \> > > \> > > > \> > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@>> > > > > > > wrote:> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > > Dear All,> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to > why am I> > > so> > > > > > > > > inclined to> > > > > > > > > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda > crazy> > > after> > > > > > > > > meditating> > > > > > > > > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop > up in> > > my> > > > > > > mind> > > > > > > > > like> > > > > > > > > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after> > > > > worshipping> > > > > > > > > Ganesha,> > > > > > > > > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I > again run> > > to> > > > > > > Shiva!> > > > > > > > > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which > might> > make> > > me> > > > > > > run> > > > > > > > > to all> > > > > > > > > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my> > Ishta> > > > > > > Devata is> > > > > > > > > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I > worship> > the> > > > > > > > > corresponding> > > > > > > > > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has > opened my> > > > > > > channels> > > > > > > > > > towards> > > > > > > > > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by > profession,> > but> > > by> > > > > > > > > occupation> > > > > > > > > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a > while> > > and> > > > am> > > > > > > a> > > > > > > > > home-> > > > > > > > > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is > being> > in> > > > > > > Shiva's> > > > > > > > > abode> > > > > > > > > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world > or> > > > > something,> > > > > > > > > it's> > > > > > > > > > just> > > > > > > > > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > > > > > > > > I would be grateful if you could share your > experience> > > and> > > > > > > > > enlighten> > > > > > > > > > me> > > > > > > > > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and > discussions are> > > > more> > > > > > > than> > > > > > > > > > > welcome.> > > > > > > > > > > My details are as follows:> > > > > > > > > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > > > > > > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > > > > > > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > **> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 ||Jay Gurudev|| Sourav da, Namaskaar!! No..no..I didn't write w.r.t mundane aspcts of moon & Vrishbha. I quoated dr.Raman keeping in my mind the spiritual aspect only. I have no hesitation in accepting that Moon is much better in Rashi of Jupiter (Association is a separate issue) at the same time i am in full agreement with Dr. Raman that Moon is best placed when in Taurus. My reasoning is based on Nature of the Mind & nature of the Vrishbha. mind is compared to that monkey+wine+stung by scorpio+illness of Hadakawa. " Vrishbha " is the most Adamant, Steadfast & fixed sign in the zodiac. for Spiritual goal or for that matter any goal, The Mind needs to be settled and then the concentration begins..journey begins..It is also noteworthy, that Moon is elated in Vrishbha because it is the place which counters his exstreme unsteadyness, Makes him sit like Nandi infornt of Shiva & gives him chance to meditate on the lord. Shukracharya also bestows him with the quality of Tapasya, which is a highly unlikely of moon. Moon is " Soma " and Vrischika is Scorpio (Poison), one of the reason why moon is unhappy in Vrischika. finally The " Chandravatar " of Lord Vishnu, The Lord Shri Krushna chose Vrishbha Lagna, Vrishbha Rashi & Rohini Nakshtra is also highly significant. above are some points which i have felt right. yours, Utpal sohamsa , " Sourav " <souravc108 wrote: > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > Dear Utpal-bhai, > > namaskar. Chandra exalts in the > natural 2nd (food) because Mother likes to feed you. The entire > objective of Chandra is your sustenance in this life and it is the > food/wealth/family-support. That is why Chandra is seen for fortune. > Chandra also represents the greater parivaara (society). But I am not > talking about sustenance but going beyond the cycle of life and death. > No other graha but Guru is best for association with Chandra. > > This is my understanding only. > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu, > > Best wishes, > > Sourav > > ================================================================= > > > sohamsa , " utpal pathak " <vedic_pathak@> wrote: > > > > Sourav da, > > > > Dr Raman says that best place for moon to be is a " Vrishbha " rashi. > > > > utpal > > > > sohamsa , " Sourav " souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhvi-ji, > > > > > > namaskar. As far as my > > > understanding goes, the word 'Tulaa' comes from 'Tulya' meaning > > > comparison. The balance/scale indicates the balance by comparison > > also. > > > So Chandra in Tulaa rasi people are inclined to do the same i.e. > > compare > > > stuff and be very particular about things they want, its not about > > inner > > > balance (poise) or harmony. Sani exalts in this rasi also as Sani > > is > > > Yama-Dharmaraajaa. Tulaa is the 7th rasi of natural zodiac and > > includes > > > business, relationships and places of entertainment like huge > > > theme-parks. Mind cannot be in balance is a Rajasik raasi as there > > is > > > always some instigation coming from environment. The best is > > Chandra in > > > the raasi's of Guru (mind under guidance from perfect > > intelligence). > > > Chandra is mind and mind is the filter through which all the > > impulses > > > from the external world are passed on to the intellect to take > > decisions > > > in action. It also is the reservoir of past samaskaaras. That is > > why > > > Guru (perfect intelligence) in kendra to Chandra especially with > > Chandra > > > in own rasi is a very desirable quality. > > > > > > Chandra in Vrischika rasi is in debility. Mind, by the above > > definition, > > > cannot go deeper. Intellect can. However, mind can be more > > sensitive > > > (picking up subtle impulses) of dull. During meditation, mind is > > > quietened and intellect is turned back on to itself. > > > > > > Mischief always comes from the mind and not the heart. It is past > > > samaskaaras that well up and when mind transfers them to the > > intellect, > > > the deluded intellect fails to take the right recourse and Rahu > > > (illusion or tendency to repeat what we did or had been doing for > > past > > > many births) dominates the actions. That is why we have asked you > > to > > > worship Ishtadevataa in Guru-murti and the malefics are dominating > > > Paakalagna. Chandra is not a problem. > > > > > > Guru finds his moolatrikona in the natural 9th house as the > > perfected > > > intellect understands the need to follow dharma, but it delights > > in the > > > natural 4th house (karka raasi) as it is the place of heart. The > > purest > > > of persons who have passed on beyond the call of duty, > > responsibilities > > > and dharma, finds delight in chanting Lords name and feeling His > > > presence in the heart. That is all that is left in the end. > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > ================================================================= > > > > > > > > > sohamsa , " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > thank you Sourav for your kind advise re. pret yoga. Pls scroll > > down > > > for > > > > my comm: > > > > sohamsa , " Sourav " souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > > > > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, > > > > > > > > > > namaskar. Thanks for the > > > > > feedback. Please worship Mother Durgaa (Shakti) along with Siva > > > > > otherwise where is the balance (Tula) you are talking about? > > Please > > > > > imagine Mother standing next to seated Lord Siva when you do > > your > > > > > mantras. Lord Siva is meditating on Mother and whatever Lord > > Siva is > > > > > doing is through the Shakti only. He doesn't have separate > > powers. > > > > Your > > > > > Kundalini is also Mother. > > > > > > > > SS: my brain and mind are well aware of that.....but heart is the > > > monkey > > > > creating mischief - Tula people are always not really 'balanced' > > but > > > are > > > > 'trying to balance' and often thrie 'scales' tip to one side or > > the > > > > other - if they actually were balanced, they would move on to > > > > scropio...to dive deeper! > > > > > > > > I have a Parad Shivalinga at home and it has taught me the Union > > of > > > > Shiva and Shakti at various levels....this is a recent > > development and > > > > the memory pathways in my brain still need to register these > > > experiences > > > > in long-term memory - so i am swaying still - but the frequency > > is > > > > gettingnreduced with repeated efforts! > > > > > > > > > > Preta Yoga/Dosha is the combination of Mangal with Nodes where > > the > > > > > pretas are souls of people died in unnatural accidents. Sani > > with > > > > Surya > > > > > or Sani with Chandrama can show curse of departed paternal or > > > maternal > > > > > elders. Here Sani is with Mangal and Rahu afflicting the 2nd > > house > > > but > > > > > 2nd lord is strong and does not relate to the 8th house. > > Neither is > > > > > Badhaka directly involved. So this is not significant. But the > > > > > combination is in the adrihsya rasi (invisible half of the > > zodiac) > > > and > > > > > hence indicates maternal relatives. Please ensure last > > > > > rites/Shraddha/Pinda Daana are performed for them and also > > please > > > > > perform Rudrabisekam. This is important for you because > > Rahu/Sani > > > lord > > > > > the lagna-bhava. > > > > > > > > SS: thank you so much for this analysis, it confirms my fears. > > > > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > > > > > > > ================================================================= > > > > > sohamsa , " soulsadhak " soulsadhak@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Sourav, > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank you so much for such elaboration...you have really > > touched > > > > some > > > > > of > > > > > > the sore points and you're explaination re. the 2nd house is > > > exactly > > > > > > what i have been looking for! > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear All interested, Kindly scroll down for my responses - > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On 11/15/06, Sourav Chowdhury souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > *|| Hare Raama Krsna ||* > > > > > > > > *|| Durgaa Saranam ||* > > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji, > > > > > > > > namaskar. Your birth time is > > > > > > > > approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your > > Navaamsa, > > > > > > Dasaamsa, > > > > > > > > Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we > > can > > > > > proceed. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not > > your > > > > > bhakti > > > > > > > > towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. > > The > > > > main > > > > > > problem is the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani > > and > > > Rahu > > > > > are > > > > > > co-lord's of your lagna and indicates the kind of > > intelligence > > > > driving > > > > > > your thoughts and the way you react. Mangal joins this > > combination > > > > and > > > > > > this is an Unmaada Yoga combination and have been dominating > > your > > > > life > > > > > > all along especially since 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa > > started. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: yes i have been an 'unmaadi' as you may call it :-) > > perhaps > > > that > > > > > has > > > > > > carried on forward from my past birth....over a period of > > time i > > > > > > realized that episodes of 'dukha' drive one 'inside' for > > > > introspection > > > > > > and often mould the consciousness and mind towards > > meditation. > > > > > > > > > > > > Can we consider this: if the rasi chart be considered > > the " Being " > > > > > > itself, then 2nd house may indicate " mental arena/mental > > > peace " ...? > > > > > > > > > > > > 1999: i recieved initiation into Sahaj Yoga (which deals with > > > > > Kundalini > > > > > > raising) at their center, via my parents and brother. I do > > not > > > visit > > > > > the > > > > > > SY centers but practise the 'practices' as and when > > required. they > > > > > have > > > > > > especially been beneficial from the aspects of right-left > > > balancing, > > > > > > chakra clearing and mantras for deities overlooking various > > > aspects > > > > of > > > > > > life (e.g lakshmi-vishnu mantras for home, family and income > > > > aspects) > > > > > > > > > > > > I also had my Reiki initiation in 1999. > > > > > > > > > > > > Guru is lord of paakesha and is ill-placed from the > > Paakalagna. > > > Guru > > > > > is > > > > > > kaaraka for intelligence and Paakalagna being the seat of > > > > > intelligence, > > > > > > Guru's placement in the 6th or 11th therefrom indicates > > imbalance. > > > > Now > > > > > > Guru conjoins A5 and here is the key > > > > > > for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong conviction > > in > > > > > mantras > > > > > > as Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: Yes, mantras are the food for my mind - like one needs > > carbos, > > > > fat > > > > > > and protiens and vitamins for the body, i require mantras of > > > various > > > > > > deities to help me through various issues in my life re. > > fmaily > > > > > concerns > > > > > > etc. + these also help me balancing right-left channels > > and 'bring > > > > me > > > > > > back to earth' after my Shiva tsunamis! > > > > > > > > > > > > Further Guru is also influencing A9 along with two benefics > > and > > > > > > indicates strong faith. 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and > > 9th > > > > from > > > > > > the 5th i.e. lagna-bhava indicates the nature of the taste > > and > > > what > > > > > you > > > > > > like. Surya is posited here and you prefer a deity who is > > radiant > > > > like > > > > > > Surya and father-like in nature. > > > > > > > > > > > > Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th > > house, > > > > > need > > > > > > to be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your > > > most. > > > > > This > > > > > > can change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is > > placed in > > > > the > > > > > > 12-th with Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi- > > Naaraayana > > > form. > > > > > > The graha joining the 5th lord indicates the reason for > > worship. > > > > Sukra > > > > > > here indicates reason is desire for relationship/long life/ > > > > > > luxuries/healing and rejuvenation. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: yes these desires exist (so we exist in this world!) . i > > took > > > to > > > > > > Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras for my husband (based on his chart) > > since > > > he > > > > > > himself doesnt do this as yet. I find them useful from angle > > of SY > > > > > > (where you can detect the chakra imbalance and repeat > > corresp. > > > > mantra > > > > > > for correction) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these > > ideas. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: Please let me add that Neptune in 10th (in D-1) leads on > > to > > > > > > hands-on-energy healing practices. (though nep is not > > > traditionally > > > > > read > > > > > > in vedic astro i suppose) > > > > > > > > > > > > Personally, i was led into Reiki due to personal interest, > > > triggered > > > > > by > > > > > > my son's illness and shifting of our family to another city > > (i had > > > > to > > > > > > suspend my studies) - i felt the hand of Hanumanji guiding > > me into > > > > > this. > > > > > > Reiki, I came to realise in the due course of time, is the > > > > " Universal > > > > > > Energy " - and goes much beyond just hands-on alternative > > > treatment. > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, one can find a connection that Sukracharya was the > > siddha of > > > > > > Mrityunjaya Vidya, so Shukra influences may be involved here. > > > > > > > > > > > > Lets not walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva > > is the > > > > only > > > > > > deity form in your interest. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: well, He is - only He makes me run around to other > > deities > > > lest > > > > i > > > > > > lose my balance while i exist in this world. It's like He > > is " The > > > > > Bindu " > > > > > > from which everything springs. The core of my heart/soul > > resonates > > > > > with > > > > > > Him. Other deities have definitely helped me in various > > aspects of > > > > my > > > > > > mental and physical part of existence- and their > > > mantra-japa/dhyana > > > > > has > > > > > > come up in my life at various times - all 'forms' of God are > > but > > > One > > > > > at > > > > > > the core - they resonate to different frequencies as we all > > know > > > > from > > > > > > the knowledge of the planests in astrology.... > > > > > > > > > > > > and precisely my predicament is that - given a chance I > > would just > > > > be > > > > > > in Shiva dhyana an do nothing else - but then the drag of > > this > > > world > > > > > > keeps my feet chained...and my mind runs in one direction but > > > > > > karma/dharma (due to past-life?) pull me in other....so i > > have to > > > > > regain > > > > > > my balance by calling on the energies of Ganesha, Hanuman, Ma > > > Durga > > > > > etc. > > > > > > to keep sustaining me till the time i have to be in the > > earthly > > > > plane! > > > > > > > > > > > > i cannot afford to go into 'bhava samadhi episodes' like > > > > Ramakrishna! > > > > > > > > > > > > or maybe i'm still not ready... i feel like being subject to > > the > > > > > > crucible where i am learning to amalgamate and balance my > > > spiritual > > > > > and > > > > > > material existence amicably! > > > > > > > > > > > > Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination and conjoins A5 > > and > > > > > > indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) Siva > > bhakti > > > > will > > > > > be > > > > > > preferred. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: I also did lot of Hanuman worship during this period > > > > > > (Ma-MK?)...also, it might be an influence from my mother's > > side - > > > > she > > > > > > regularly did Ramayana paath and NAvaratri vratas...plus > > Hanuman > > > > > chalisa > > > > > > recitations for her husband (my dad of course) > > > > > > > > > > > > I also went through various texts for Yoga (patanjali), > > various > > > > > aspects > > > > > > of yoga (jnana, bhakti, raja etc), realised the One Brahm > > > prevailing > > > > > in > > > > > > all creation.... > > > > > > > > > > > > However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and his > > influence on > > > the > > > > > 5th > > > > > > house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in retrogression. > > > > > > > > > > > > As Sani Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna > > having > > > > > > aspect on the 5th from the 2nd house starts your concern for > > other > > > > > > deities. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: yes, that happened since 1999 - my mom consulted an > > astrologer > > > > > > panditji who then suggested Durga Chalisa for me, Ganesha > > chalisa > > > > for > > > > > my > > > > > > kid and Hanuman chalisa for my husband ... and since these 2 > > guys > > > > dont > > > > > > do the mantras/paath, i do for them. At that time we were > > > struggling > > > > > to > > > > > > establish ourselves in our new family life. at that time i > > was not > > > > > aware > > > > > > why the panditji advised these, but followed his advise for > > relief > > > > > from > > > > > > mental worries, fears and respite fom the struggles my > > family was > > > > > going > > > > > > through. > > > > > > > > > > > > in 1999, as i said earlier, i went through SY initiation > > where > > > they > > > > > > propound establishment of various deities in the respective > > > chakras > > > > > > within the body and how integration and balance of all > > energies > > > > gives > > > > > > clear path for Kundalini ascent. > > > > > > > > > > > > This is also related to your fears and sanity issues which > > you > > > want > > > > > > relief from. Family concerns become utmost as they dwell in > > your > > > 2nd > > > > > > house of families. They are also 12-th from AL and indicate > > bad > > > > > > expenses and issues with the same. Rahu in the 12-th from AL > > > however > > > > > > promote spirituality but with a penalty of losing taste in > > > material > > > > > > struggle and life. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: i find myself running to Ma durga (Ra) and Lakshmi- Vishnu > > > > > > (sustenance) for that - precisely that describes my running > > > between > > > > > > spiritual and material concerns (i kinda bargained with God - > > > please > > > > > > maintain my material existence while i struggle with my > > spiritual > > > > > > ascent)....someimes i feel like i'm doing for my " Self " what > > sage > > > > > Narada > > > > > > did for the 'three worlds' - running to all deities with > > queries > > > and > > > > > to > > > > > > find answers and promote betterment of the existence > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha > > is > > > > placed > > > > > in > > > > > > > > exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility > > status. > > > AK > > > > in > > > > > > debility in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in > > usual > > > > > > pleasures of life and has a deep seated desire for > > renunciation > > > and > > > > > > living simple life with few articles of use. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: so that's a Shiva characteristic rather than Vishnu > > > > > > characteristic....?? > > > > > > > > > > > > Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see 12-th from AK. > > > > > > This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by any > > > graha > > > > by > > > > > > rasi drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be > > considered. > > > Now > > > > > > lord is Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he > > is in > > > > > > mitra-rasi and Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger > > influence on > > > > the > > > > > > 12-th from KK is of Surya or Lord Siva. > > > > > > > > > > > > Now 9th from KK is empty again and unaspected. Its lord is > > Sukra > > > and > > > > > > indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi Maata. So you must > > > > > > worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated > > in your > > > > > Rasi > > > > > > chart. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: i see the need - it rather becomes a compulsion > > sometimes, > > > > leaving > > > > > > me to wonder whether this is bhakti or request for material > > > > solace.... > > > > > > but then my mind tells me well, if you dont ask your mother > > to > > > > provide > > > > > > you with your basic needs, who else will you go to! (so much > > for > > > my > > > > > > thought process and reactions - Sourav - are you still > > there?) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present > > in > > > > Lagna > > > > > in > > > > > > MKS > > and indicates that you will have strong issues with > > your > > > > > > identity in > > spiritual struggle and this will be through > > > doubts. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: yes, doubts do come through, but i guess Sa also keeps me > > > > goading > > > > > > back on the path again with determination to hang-on ...? > > > > > > > > > > > > it's like while in darkness you realise how important light > > > > was...and > > > > > u > > > > > > are determined to find your way back to it.... > > > > > > > > > > > > Both 9th house and 9th > > lord has affliction and indicated > > > > > unhappiness > > > > > > in getting guidance from a Guru. Alternatively, you will > > have much > > > > > more > > > > > > faith in your own bhakti. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: since my childhood, i've had that thing - as i grew i > > realised > > > > > that > > > > > > any Guru in human form could never be perfect - who could > > grant > > > pure > > > > > > knowledge other than Shiva Himself (last night i had the name > > > > > > 'Dakshinamoorthy' resonating in my mind - and behold your and > > > > Bharat's > > > > > > message i saw in the morning spoke of the same! - call it > > God's > > > > > > guidance, guidance form BK or my little Aquarian influence of > > > > uranus) > > > > > > > > > > > > i also realised the downside of being a female from aspect of > > > > > > associating with a Guru....too many complications were there > > to > > > > think > > > > > > off... > > > > > > > > > > > > so it was simpler for me to acknowledge Shiva as my Guru as > > my > > > > > spiritual > > > > > > aspiations resonated with the various paths He 'taught'. > > > > > > > > > > > > 5th house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in > > the 2nd > > > > > > house. Sukra is in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi > > has > > > been > > > > > > worshipped in your family (family deity). > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: i really cant comment on that - havent seen/heard anyone > > in > > > > family > > > > > > (parental / in-law) worshipping Lakshmi , except that we > > used to > > > > > worship > > > > > > on Diwali... > > > > > > > > > > > > 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th aspected by 12-th lord > > Sukra > > > > > > indicates very good meditation and experiences especially on > > Lord > > > > > > Siva. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: you made my Day :-) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates > > > > spiritual > > > > > > merit. But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some > > corrective > > > > > > approach needs to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting > > > Surya > > > > to > > > > > > lagnesha. So I would advise worship of Lord Siva in guru- form > > > (Lord > > > > > > Dakshinaamurty). > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: you made my Day :-) again... > > > > > > > > > > > > lately i had begun to feel as if i am committing a fault by > > > > > remembering > > > > > > Shiva - i used to get so off balanced, and while i had to > > make my > > > > trip > > > > > > to other deities, i felt guilty i was running away form > > Shiva - > > > but > > > > i > > > > > > don't know somehow His name keeps bubbling out of the waters > > of my > > > > > mind > > > > > > and if i resist, it turns into a cyclone or attacks me like a > > > > tsunami > > > > > > ... and i'm off my balance again! until ofcourse i start my > > cycle > > > of > > > > > > balancing all over again! > > > > > > > > > > > > Now, you are running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during > > this > > > > Budha's > > > > > > results are given. You will do a lot of saadhana and worship > > > during > > > > > this > > > > > > period. However, you have first address the issues with your > > > bhakti > > > > > and > > > > > > the malefic combination in your paakalagna. Your problems > > are not > > > > with > > > > > > your actual bhakti (as already said) but your thought- > > process and > > > > what > > > > > > your intelligence imposes on your heart. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: yes, my mind is like a race-horse and heart is like a mad > > > > monkey. > > > > > > What should I do? > > > > > > > > > > > > i find Kartikeya (Sarvanbhavaya) mantra helping me to > > establish > > > > > > equillibrium - but my plight is i keep doing rounds like > > narada > > > > -when > > > > > > will i be really integrated - i don't know! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK > > Mangal > > > > > which > > > > > > > > happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. > > Between > > > > > > 1996-2000, you were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is > > > > aspecting > > > > > > your AL. Further Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have > > any > > > > > > spiritual initiation during this period ? In any case there > > was > > > > > > definitely some spiritual association during this period. > > Ketu in > > > > the > > > > > > 8th in the rasi chart indicate possibility of sudden > > Kundalini > > > > > > awakening. > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: bingo - that's my peiod of SY initiation (kundalini- > > rise) and > > > > Usui > > > > > > Reiki initiation. I also recieved kundalini-reiki initiaion > > (and > > > > > related > > > > > > energy-initiations) in this period (sorry Sunil - i'm your > > culprit > > > - > > > > > you > > > > > > did ask about 1999 - but these things didnt surface in my > > mind > > > > -rather > > > > > i > > > > > > considered them too trivial - was too obssessed with Shiva > > and my > > > > > > craziness!) > > > > > > > > > > > > - however, i would like to add that i could not 'feel' the > > > kundalini > > > > > > awakening' apart from on and off episodes until very clearly > > in > > > sept > > > > > > 2005 after 2 of my maternal uncles passed away and i had > > cried off > > > > my > > > > > > emotions! > > > > > > > > > > > > these days i do 'feel' the kundalini rise upto sahasrara more > > > often > > > > as > > > > > i > > > > > > integrate my SY, reiki and kundalini-yoga practices. i > > learned > > > > > > kundalini-yoga practices dring the period of oct05 -dec05 > > with > > > > > guidance > > > > > > from the Supreme Lord Himself. He saves me from the > > complications > > > > from > > > > > > human guru's and ashrams! > > > > > > > > > > > > on a side note, i find that whenever i am 'made to sit at > > home by > > > > > > circumstances' i get all the time to do my spiritual > > homework - > > > does > > > > > my > > > > > > chart indicate that i'd rather 'sit at home' (take no > > occupation) > > > to > > > > > > work out my issues (as you said re. my thought process) as > > > indicated > > > > > by > > > > > > the H2 in D1? at this stage i really dont feel the > > instigation to > > > > take > > > > > > up a job ! > > > > > > > > > > > > Guru and Chandra from Subhakartari and Rahu-Sani-Mangal form > > > malefic > > > > > > aspects on Ketu. So some negative emotions may be generated > > during > > > > > this > > > > > > period (around 45-47 years age) but you will be protected. > > Did you > > > > > have > > > > > > inimical relationship with a father figure or an old lady ? > > > > > > > > > > > > SS: not that i remember any specific instances - but in > > general, i > > > > had > > > > > > issues with my paternal grandfather due to the way he > > behaved with > > > > my > > > > > > father and his family (us).. must have been there in apst > > life - > > > > > that's > > > > > > why i dont accept a human guru? > > > > > > > > > > > > ..old lady...no...but in general i do not like accepting > > anyone as > > > > an > > > > > > authority over me. i did have ideological differences with my > > > mother > > > > > but > > > > > > we were not inmical! however, on the fantasy side, i > > always 'felt' > > > > > since > > > > > > childhood that Ma Parvati hates me, though Shiva is > > protective > > > > towards > > > > > > me! (sorry, cant explain that!) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > > > > > > > Om Durgayay Namah > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > > > > > > > God Bless > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > Hello Sourav, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for your kind interest. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably > > it > > > would > > > > > be > > > > > > > > +/- 5 min at the most. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married > > in > > > > > mar1993, > > > > > > > > joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in > > 1999 in a > > > > > > > > pharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then > > moved > > > to > > > > UK > > > > > > > > in nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i > > > completed > > > > a > > > > > > > > Post Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in > > 2001, > > > and > > > > MD > > > > > > > > (Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself > > on a > > > > > scale > > > > > > > > of 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at > > b'day > > > > > paties, > > > > > > > > i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an > > > > amateur > > > > > > > > only. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You are very right in pointing out that as per my > > karakamsa, > > > my > > > > > > > > primary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my > > > > attachment > > > > > > > > to Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) > > > (when > > > > I > > > > > > > > felt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards > > > Shiva). > > > > > > > > It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual > > worship. > > > I > > > > > > > > meditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am > > > Shiva, > > > > > > > > sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep > > because > > > the > > > > > > > > world (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the > > Universe > > > > as > > > > > > > > manifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they > > help > > > me > > > > > sail > > > > > > > > through the world when I am at more mental planes rather > > than > > > in > > > > > > > > deep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various > > compositions of > > > > > > > > Shankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like > > Suvarnamala > > > > > Stuti > > > > > > > > sung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, > > Panchakshari > > > > and > > > > > > > > Shadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my > > > > favorites) > > > > > > > > otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga > > mantras > > > (and > > > > > > > > chalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels, > > > > > > > > for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me > > into > > > the > > > > > > > > flow (please read: torrent). > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras > > > > too...but > > > > > > > > then all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were > > it only > > > > for > > > > > > > > Shiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by > > now. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Best Regards, > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? > > postI\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p > > Kev\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > > > " Sourav " souravc108@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna || > > > > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam || > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > namaskar. Please tell > > > > > > > > us what > > > > > > > > > accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). > > When did > > > > you > > > > > > > > end > > > > > > > > > your education and at what level ? When you were > > married ? > > > Do > > > > > you > > > > > > > > sing > > > > > > > > > well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana > > and also > > > > to > > > > > > > > Lord > > > > > > > > > Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and > > when > > > did > > > > > you > > > > > > > > start > > > > > > > > > this worship ? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Best wishes, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sourav > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ================================================================= > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? > > postI\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p > > Kev\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > > > " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Sunil, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly > > provided. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother > > very > > > > > > > > recently, am > > > > > > > > > > not really aware how are benefitting him for > > now...I've > > > left > > > > > > > > that to > > > > > > > > > > between him and God. I have been " recieving " mantras > > and > > > > beej > > > > > > > > mantra > > > > > > > > > > directions (as to which one to adapt) by " Shiva " > > (through > > > > > > > > > > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I > > > became > > > > > > > > aware > > > > > > > > > > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and > > Durga > > > even > > > > > > > > before > > > > > > > > > > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These > > deities > > > in > > > > > turn > > > > > > > > > > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I > > would > > > > like > > > > > to > > > > > > > > > > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha > > Mrityunjaya > > > > Mantra > > > > > > too > > > > > > > > > > like this, but was " guided " " not " to divulge it to > > my mom > > > > who > > > > > at > > > > > > > > > > that time was going through her battle with breast > > cancer > > > > (she > > > > > > > > lost > > > > > > > > > > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out > > during > > > > > saturn > > > > > > > > > > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through > > Saturn > > > > > > > > Mahadasa. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one > > died of > > > > > > > > > > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my > > husband > > > went > > > > > > > > through > > > > > > > > > > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by > > > > racists > > > > > in > > > > > > > > UK, > > > > > > > > > > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of > > mom's > > > > > > > > transition a > > > > > > > > > > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt > > > attend > > > > > even > > > > > > > > her > > > > > > > > > > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was > > God's > > > > > Will, > > > > > > > > > > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone > > through > > > > > sleepless > > > > > > > > > > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing > > not > > > > > better > > > > > > > > what > > > > > > > > > > to do! > > > > > > > > > > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable > > at > > > home > > > > > > now. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer > > since > > > > > > > > infancy > > > > > > > > > > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed > > till > > > > > 1982. > > > > > > > > > > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood. > > > > > > > > > > It almost feels insane to me that when I start > > analysing > > > > astro > > > > > > > > > > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my > > > spiritual > > > > > > > > pursuits > > > > > > > > > > and whether " Shiva " comes into picture or not! > > Sometimes I > > > > > > wonder > > > > > > > > > > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes > > I'm on > > > > > Durga > > > > > > > > > > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with > > this > > > > > > > > forever...) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki > > > teacher > > > > > and > > > > > > > > had > > > > > > > > > > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki > > groups > > > > > > between > > > > > > > > > > 2002 and 2004. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for all your Time. > > > > > > > > > > Best Regards, > > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? > > postI\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p > > Kev\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > > > " suniljohn_2002 " > > > > > > > > > > suniljohn_2002@ wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Om Datta Guru > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhak, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Namaste > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do > > not > > > ask > > > > > > > > such. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK > > which > > > > means > > > > > > 5H > > > > > > > > > > lord & > > > > > > > > > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur > > lagna > > > - > > > > > > > > showing > > > > > > > > > > the > > > > > > > > > > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing > > the > > > > > exalted > > > > > > > > > > values & > > > > > > > > > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur > > 5H of > > > > > D20. > > > > > > > > See > > > > > > > > > > this > > > > > > > > > > > Jup is with A5 in D1 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called > > Shiva > > > & > > > > > this > > > > > > > > is > > > > > > > > > > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful > > being > > > > retro > > > > > > > > that > > > > > > > > > > too in > > > > > > > > > > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA > > creating > > > > fears > > > > > > > > etc. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is > > 5L & > > > 9L > > > > > > > > > > combination in > > > > > > > > > > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, > > his > > > > > > > > dispositor > > > > > > > > > > is in > > > > > > > > > > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some > > say > > > this > > > > > > > > will be > > > > > > > > > > good > > > > > > > > > > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such > > a > > > thing > > > > > in > > > > > > > > D20 > > > > > > > > > > would > > > > > > > > > > > give higher acheivements. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have > > given > > > > any > > > > > > > > > > mantra to > > > > > > > > > > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly > > to > > > that > > > > > > > > person? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 > > onwards > > > > > facing > > > > > > > > more > > > > > > > > > > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur > > Drig > > > > Dasa > > > > > > > > of ur > > > > > > > > > > 12H > > > > > > > > > > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD > > of Cn > > > > has > > > > > > > > > > started > > > > > > > > > > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are > > > > aspected > > > > > > by > > > > > > > > > > Sun & > > > > > > > > > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is > > > genuine > > > > > > (a6) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner > > esp > > > > would > > > > > > > > like > > > > > > > > > > to know > > > > > > > > > > > ur experience when Sat was retro > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka > > replacement of > > > > Moon- > > > > > > > > Mars > > > > > > > > > > in ur > > > > > > > > > > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be > > able > > > to > > > > > > > > explain > > > > > > > > > > to u > > > > > > > > > > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a > > chart > > > from > > > > > > this > > > > > > > > > > angle > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Regards > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Sunil John > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Mumbai > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > sohamsa <sohamsa/post? > > postI\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > D=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9p > > Kev\ > > > \ > > > > \ > > > > > \ > > > > > > _90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>, > > > > > > > > " soulsadhak " <soulsadhak@> > > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear All, > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to > > why am I > > > > so > > > > > > > > > > inclined to > > > > > > > > > > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda > > crazy > > > > after > > > > > > > > > > meditating > > > > > > > > > > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop > > up in > > > > my > > > > > > > > mind > > > > > > > > > > like > > > > > > > > > > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after > > > > > > worshipping > > > > > > > > > > Ganesha, > > > > > > > > > > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I > > again run > > > > to > > > > > > > > Shiva! > > > > > > > > > > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which > > might > > > make > > > > me > > > > > > > > run > > > > > > > > > > to all > > > > > > > > > > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my > > > Ishta > > > > > > > > Devata is > > > > > > > > > > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I > > worship > > > the > > > > > > > > > > corresponding > > > > > > > > > > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has > > opened my > > > > > > > > channels > > > > > > > > > > > towards > > > > > > > > > > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by > > profession, > > > but > > > > by > > > > > > > > > > occupation > > > > > > > > > > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a > > while > > > > and > > > > > am > > > > > > > > a > > > > > > > > > > home- > > > > > > > > > > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is > > being > > > in > > > > > > > > Shiva's > > > > > > > > > > abode > > > > > > > > > > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world > > or > > > > > > something, > > > > > > > > > > it's > > > > > > > > > > > just > > > > > > > > > > > > a sincere deep wish. > > > > > > > > > > > > I would be grateful if you could share your > > experience > > > > and > > > > > > > > > > enlighten > > > > > > > > > > > me > > > > > > > > > > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and > > discussions are > > > > > more > > > > > > > > than > > > > > > > > > > > > welcome. > > > > > > > > > > > > My details are as follows: > > > > > > > > > > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968 > > > > > > > > > > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab > > > > > > > > > > > > TOB: 07:20 am > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank You and Best reagrds, > > > > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2006 Report Share Posted November 18, 2006 || Hare Raama Krsna |||| Durgaa Saranam || Dear Soul Sadhvi-ji, namaskar. Unmaada comes from Ut+mada which means one with an excess of passion or desire that has caused disorder of intellect. Divine intoxication is different. Let us not emulate that with our present state of mind. To reach to God, one has to finally exceed intellect even and that causes the state of Divine Unmaada that comes at the penultimate stage. In that, the outer signatures of typical functioning of intellect is lost. In your chart, Sani-Mangala yoga causes the Unmaada yoga in the Paakalagna and this is conjoined by Rahu. Sani indicates deep sorrow and sluggishness and Mangal indicates excess of anger -- both of these indicate that intellect is not steady and is deluded. Further Sani and Mangal are inimical to each other. Rahu indicates cheating by illusion or tendency to take shortcut. This combination is not favourable in the least and hence recommendation of strengthening of Guru their dispositor and kaaraka of Paakalagna was given to you. Fear/depression is natural in any spiritual life -- only Guru can help us get out of the rut. If you still have such feelings, chant the Kalpavriksha Mantra || Om Hrim Shrim Klim Durgatinasinyai Mahaamaayayai Swahaa || 108 times morning and night, this will remove the ill effects of Rahu and obstructions in your spiritual pursuit. Thus having given your worldly and any other responsibilities to Mother, you can safely sit for sadhanaa for Lord Sivaa. Lord Siva is best worshipped along with Mother and vice versa. Lord Himself keeps Mother at heart. Try to keep moderation in your external spiritual activities like chanting singing or listening to compositions. Please do not do excess. One of the indications of Unmaada yoga is tendency towards excess. Be moderate and steady and keep routine strictly. Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu. Best wishes, Sourav sohamsa , "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak wrote:>> Dear Sourav and All,> > Please can you clarify what really 'Unmaad' means. > Some say it's a condition where liking for worldy affairs is > diminished, some say it's a kind of insanity (as in Ayurveda - > condition of complete withdrawal from reality, or akin to > schizophrenia or obssessive disorder?), while some say it's divine > madness (as descr for Ramakrishna (anycase, in those states he was > said to be in bhava and lost sense of world around him). > I feel perplexed here, i earlier thought unmaad meant not really > feeling happy about or having attraction to worldly affairs around > oneself - until there it is fine where you turn inwards towards God, > but losing it on the outside makes one dependent on others isnt it?> that was precisely my dilemma that 'only Shiva' inclination drives > me away form the world at some point making me feel crazy and i have > to regain balance by coming back to Hanuman (vs. Sa, Ma), Durga > (vs.Ra).> > ShivShakti Sharanam> Soul Sadhak> > > sohamsa , "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > On 11/15/06, Sourav Chowdhury souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > >> > > > > > *|| Hare Raama Krsna ||*> > > > > > *|| Durgaa Saranam ||*> > > > > > **> > > > > > Dear Soul Saadhaka-ji,> > > > > > namaskar. Your birth time is> > > > > > approximately correct for the purpose at hand. Your > Navaamsa,> > > > Dasaamsa,> > > > > > Vimsaamsa and Siddhamsa lagnas are correct and hence we can> > proceed.> > > > > >> > > > > > First, let us look at Rasi chart. My main concern is not > your> > bhakti> > > > > > towards Lord Siva, however I will touch upon that later. > The> > main> > > > problem is> > > > > > the three taamasik grahas in the 2nd house. Sani and Rahu > are> > > > co-lord's of> > > > > > your lagna and indicates the kind of intelligence driving > your> > > > thoughts and> > > > > > the way you react. Mangal joins this combination and this > is an> > > > Unmaada Yoga> > > > > > combination and have been dominating your life all along> > especially> > > > since> > > > > > 1999 when your Sani Mahaadasa started. Guru is lord of > paakesha> > and is> > > > > > ill-placed from the Paakalagna. Guru is kaaraka for > intelligence> > and> > > > > > Paakalagna being the seat of intelligence, Guru's > placement in> > the 6th> > > > or> > > > > > 11th therefrom indicates imbalance. Now Guru conjoins A5 > and> > here is> > > > the key> > > > > > for solution -- mantra-japa. You will have strong > conviction in> > > > mantras as> > > > > > Guru and Surya are strongly influencing the mantrapada. > Further> > Guru> > > > is also> > > > > > influencing A9 along with two benefics and indicates strong> > faith.> > > > > >> > > > > > 5th house indicates bhakti/taste and 9th from the 5th i.e.> > lagna-bhava> > > > > > indicates the nature of the taste and what you like. Surya > is> > posited> > > > here> > > > > > and you prefer a deity who is radiant like Surya and > father-like> > in> > > > nature.> > > > > > Now, 5th house being empty, 5th lord and aspects on the 5th> > house,> > > > need to> > > > > > be investigated to find the deity-form that interests your > most.> > This> > > > can> > > > > > change with the dasaa. Now 5th lord is Budha and is placed > in> > the> > > > 12-th with> > > > > > Sukra. This definitely indicates Lakshmi-Naaraayana form. > The> > graha> > > > joining> > > > > > the 5th lord indicates the reason for worship. Sukra here> > indicates> > > > reason> > > > > > is desire for relationship/long life/ luxuries/healing and> > > > rejuvenation.> > > > > > Notice that your Reiki practices are also related to these> > ideas. Lets> > > > not> > > > > > walk around logic and try to prove that Lord Siva is the > only> > deity> > > > form in> > > > > > your interest. Now, Guru strongly aspects this combination > and> > > > conjoins A5> > > > > > and indicates that during Guru Mahaadasa (which is past) > Siva> > bhakti> > > > will be> > > > > > preferred. However, Budha is placed 8th from own house and > his> > > > influence on> > > > > > the 5th house is limited- although Budha is Ak and in> > retrogression.> > > > As Sani> > > > > > Mahaadasa came, the three grahas in your paakalagna having> > aspect on> > > > the 5th> > > > > > from the 2nd house starts your concern for other deities. > This> > is also> > > > > > related to your fears and sanity issues which you want > relief> > from.> > > > Family> > > > > > concerns become utmost as they dwell in your 2nd house of> > families.> > > > They are> > > > > > also 12-th from AL and indicate bad expenses and issues > with the> > same.> > > > Rahu> > > > > > in the 12-th from AL however promote spirituality but with > a> > penalty> > > > of> > > > > > losing taste in material struggle and life.> > > > > >> > > > > > Now, let us take a look at Navamsaa. In Navamsaa, Budha is> > placed in> > > > > > exaltation and being in retrogression shows debility > status. AK> > in> > > > debility> > > > > > in navaamsa indicates that native finds distaste in usual> > pleasures of> > > > life> > > > > > and has a deep seated desire for renunciation and living > simple> > life> > > > with> > > > > > few articles of use. Now to find Ishtadevataa, we must see > 12-th> > from> > > > AK.> > > > > > This is in Simha rasi and is empty. It is not aspected by > any> > graha by> > > > rasi> > > > > > drishti. Its lord and his assocations are to be > considered. Now> > lord> > > > is> > > > > > Surya and is with Sani. Surya is stronger here as he is in> > mitra-rasi> > > > and> > > > > > Sani is in satru rasi. Hence stronger influence on the 12-> th> > from KK> > > > is of> > > > > > Surya or Lord Siva. Now 9th from KK is empty again and> > unaspected. Its> > > > lord> > > > > > is Sukra and indicates that Dharmadevataa is Lakshmi > Maata. So> > you> > > > must> > > > > > worship Lakshmi-maataa along with Lord Vishnu as indicated > in> > your> > > > Rasi> > > > > > chart.> > > > > >> > > > > > We see the same in the Vimsaamsa Chakra. Sani is present in> > Lagna in> > > > MKS> > > > > > and indicates that you will have strong issues with your> > identity in> > > > > > spiritual struggle and this will be through doubts. Both > 9th> > house and> > > > 9th> > > > > > lord has affliction and indicated unhappiness in getting> > guidance from> > > > a> > > > > > Guru. Alternatively, you will have much more faith in your > own> > bhakti.> > > > 5th> > > > > > house is empty and 5th lord from Lagna is Sukra and in the > 2nd> > house.> > > > Sukra> > > > > > is> > > > > > in the 2nd house and indicated that Lakshmi has been > worshipped> > in> > > > your> > > > > > family (family deity). 7th and 10th lord Guru in the 12-th> > aspected by> > > > 12-th> > > > > > lord Sukra indicates very good meditation and experiences> > especially> > > > on Lord> > > > > > Siva.> > > > > >> > > > > > In rasi chart, Surya is in trines to lagna and indicates> > spiritual> > > > merit.> > > > > > But Surya is not in trines to lagna lord so some corrective> > approach> > > > needs> > > > > > to be taken. Guru is the only graha connecting Surya to> > lagnesha. So I> > > > would> > > > > > advise worship of Lord Siva in guru-form (Lord > Dakshinaamurty).> > Now,> > > > you are> > > > > > running Sani dasa-Sukra antardasa and during this Budha's> > results are> > > > given.> > > > > > You will do a lot of saadhana and worship during this > period.> > However,> > > > you> > > > > > have first address the issues with your bhakti and the > malefic> > > > combination> > > > > > in your paakalagna. Your problems are not with your actual> > bhakti (as> > > > > > already said) but your thought-process and what your> > intelligence> > > > imposes on> > > > > > your heart.> > > > > >> > > > > > You had a CK-transformation betweek BK-Chandrama and MK > Mangal> > which> > > > > > happened around 28 years of age which is after 1996. > Between> > > > 1996-2000, you> > > > > > were running Drig Dasa of Vrischika which is aspecting > your AL.> > > > Further> > > > > > Vrischika aspects A9 and AK. Have you have any spiritual> > initiation> > > > during> > > > > > this period ? In any case there was definitely some > spiritual> > > > association> > > > > > during this period. Ketu in the 8th in the rasi chart > indicate> > > > possibility> > > > > > of sudden Kundalini awakening. Guru and Chandra from> > Subhakartari and> > > > > > Rahu-Sani-Mangal form malefic aspects on Ketu. So some > negative> > > > emotions may> > > > > > be generated during this period (arounf 45-47 years age) > but you> > will> > > > be> > > > > > protected. Did you have inimical relationship with a father> > figure or> > > > an old> > > > > > lady ?> > > > > >> > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > > >> > > > > > Best wishes,> > > > > >> > > > > > Sourav> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > > **> > > > > > Hello Sourav,> > > > > >> > > > > > Thanks for your kind interest.> > > > > >> > > > > > This TOB is mentioned on my birth certificate, probably it > would> > be> > > > > > +/- 5 min at the most.> > > > > >> > > > > > I completed my medical studies in jun 1993, was married in> > mar1993,> > > > > > joined job as medico teacher in 1995, changed job in 1999 > in a> > > > > > pharma company hwere i was teaching medical reps, then > moved to> > UK> > > > > > in nov 2004, came back in dec 2005. in the meanwhile i > completed> > a> > > > > > Post Graduate Diploma in Psychological counselling in > 2001, and> > MD> > > > > > (Alternative Medicine) in 2003 also.> > > > > >> > > > > > I am no more than a bathroom singer, i would rate myself > on a> > scale> > > > > > of 6 on 10, i use to sing while in medical college at b'day> > paties,> > > > > > i do play a couple of musical instruments too - but as an> > amateur> > > > > > only.> > > > > >> > > > > > You are very right in pointing out that as per my > karakamsa, my> > > > > > primary bhakti should be towards Lakshmi-Vishnu. But my> > attachment> > > > > > to Shiva has been from the very childhood (~ 7-8 yrs old) > (when> > I> > > > > > felt my transition happening from Lakshmi-Vishnu towards > Shiva).> > > > > > It's more of a deep attachment (and pull) than ritual > worship. I> > > > > > meditate on Shiva - sometimes it's like I feel that I am > Shiva,> > > > > > sometimes I crave being with Shiva, sometimes I weep > because the> > > > > > world (illusion) separates me from Shiva...I feel the > Universe> > as> > > > > > manifestation of Shiva and Shakti. As for mantras, they > help me> > sail> > > > > > through the world when I am at more mental planes rather > than in> > > > > > deep meditation/dhyana. So I listen to various > compositions of> > > > > > Shankaracharya while working on my PC, etc. (like > Suvarnamala> > Stuti> > > > > > sung by Pt. Jasraj, Rudra-Rudra from jyotirling, > Panchakshari> > and> > > > > > Shadakshari storas by Ashit Desai - to nme a few of my> > favorites)> > > > > > otherwise repitition of Ganesha, Hanuman and Durga mantras > (and> > > > > > chalisas) keeps me going through the physical levels,> > > > > > for Shiva, just His name/image is sufficient to send me > into the> > > > > > flow (please read: torrent).> > > > > >> > > > > > Of course I do remember to chant Lakshmi-Vishnu mantras> > too...but> > > > > > then all these are to keep me sane in this world. Were it > only> > for> > > > > > Shiva worship, I would have run away into the jungles by > now.> > > > > >> > > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > sohamsa </> > > >> > group/sohamsa/post?> postID=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF\> > 6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev_90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > "Sourav" souravc108@ wrote:> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > > || Hare Raama Krsna ||> > > > > > > || Durgaa Saranam ||> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhaka-ji,> > > > > > >> > > > > > > namaskar. Please tell> > > > > > us what> > > > > > > accuracy of your birth data is (+/- how many mins). When > did> > you> > > > > > end> > > > > > > your education and at what level ? When you were > married ? Do> > you> > > > > > sing> > > > > > > well ? Your primary bhakti is to Lakshmi-Naaraayana and > also> > to> > > > > > Lord> > > > > > > Siva ? Which mantras are your doing for Lord Siva and > when did> > you> > > > > > start> > > > > > > this worship ?> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Sarvam Durgaarpanamastu.> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Best wishes,> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Sourav> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > =================================================================> > > > > > >> > > > > > > sohamsa </> > > >> > group/sohamsa/post?> postID=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF\> > 6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev_90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@> wrote:> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Dear Sunil,> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Many thanks for the details you have so kindly > provided.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Well, I have advised MAntras to my younger brother very> > > > > > recently, am> > > > > > > > not really aware how are benefitting him for > now...I've left> > > > > > that to> > > > > > > > between him and God. I have been "recieving" mantras > and> > beej> > > > > > mantra> > > > > > > > directions (as to which one to adapt) by "Shiva" > (through> > > > > > > > meditation) (i dont know if this sounds crazy!) and I > became> > > > > > aware> > > > > > > > of energy aspects of Ganesha, Skanda, Hanuman and > Durga even> > > > > > before> > > > > > > > I started the Astro-dissection of my life. These > deities in> > turn> > > > > > > > have guided me immensely (so I still stay sane). I > would> > like to> > > > > > > > state that I recieved inspiration for MAha Mrityunjaya> > Mantra too> > > > > > > > like this, but was "guidednot" to divulge it to my > mom> > who at> > > > > > > > that time was going through her battle with breast > cancer> > (she> > > > > > lost> > > > > > > > that battle in Dec 2005) - as you have pointed out > during> > saturn> > > > > > > > retro in 2005, moreover I have been going through > Saturn> > > > > > Mahadasa.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > In Sept 2005, I lost 2 of my maternal uncles (one died > of> > > > > > > > hypertension, one was murdered!), moreover, my husband > went> > > > > > through> > > > > > > > a drastic change at his workplace, my son attacked by> > racists in> > > > > > UK,> > > > > > > > and we flew back to India and I heard the news of mom's> > > > > > transition a> > > > > > > > day before I was to fly back (Dec 2005) - so couldnt > attend> > even> > > > > > her> > > > > > > > funeral, what to talk of being by her side (that was > God's> > Will,> > > > > > > > maybe). All through Aug'05 to Feb'06 I've gone through> > sleepless> > > > > > > > nights, waking up and sitting in meditation, knowing > not> > better> > > > > > what> > > > > > > > to do!> > > > > > > > I left my job there too, but I feel more comfortable > at home> > now.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Though I was born at Ludhiana, I have lived in Ajmer > since> > > > > > infancy> > > > > > > > and my house was near a Shiva Temple, where I stayed > till> > 1982.> > > > > > > > Shiva fantasies have been there since childhood.> > > > > > > > It almost feels insane to me that when I start > analysing> > astro> > > > > > > > aspects of my life, I always end up looking at my > spiritual> > > > > > pursuits> > > > > > > > and whether "Shiva" comes into picture or not! > Sometimes I> > wonder> > > > > > > > whether Shiva guides me or I follow Him. Soemtimes I'm > on> > Durga> > > > > > > > mantra, but my focus is Shiva! (i could go on with this> > > > > > forever...)> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Oh, and I forgot to mention, I am a qualified Reiki > teacher> > and> > > > > > had> > > > > > > > been imparting Reiki attunements for free in Reiki > groups> > between> > > > > > > > 2002 and 2004.> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Thanks for all your Time.> > > > > > > > Best Regards,> > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > sohamsa </> > > >> > group/sohamsa/post?> postID=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF\> > 6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev_90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > "suniljohn_2002"> > > > > > > > suniljohn_2002@ wrote:> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Om Datta Guru> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Dear Soul Sadhak,> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Namaste> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Nice to see a mail on spiritual pursuits - most do > not ask> > > > > > such.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > a) The Adhidevata of Sun is Shiva & Sun is ur PK > which> > means 5H> > > > > > > > lord & > > > > > > > > > it is placed in the sign of its enemy Saturn in ur > lagna -> > > > > > showing> > > > > > > > the> > > > > > > > > discomfort, this Sun is exalted in ur D20 showing the> > exalted> > > > > > > > values & > > > > > > > > > affinity to Shiva thats bringing to u & aspects ur > 5H of> > D20.> > > > > > See> > > > > > > > this> > > > > > > > > Jup is with A5 in D1> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > b) In COVA if i remember well Jup has been called > Shiva & > > this> > > > > > is> > > > > > > > > aspecting ur lagna & Sun too in D1 & is powerful > being> > retro> > > > > > that> > > > > > > > too in> > > > > > > > > the 12H of meditation in D20 & is with GULIKA > creating> > fears> > > > > > etc.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > c) In D1 the obvious combination and fantastic is 5L > & 9L> > > > > > > > combination in> > > > > > > > > 12H with A9 (higher wisdom), but this Ven in D20, his> > > > > > dispositor> > > > > > > > is in> > > > > > > > > the neechasign of Ven which is significant & some > say this> > > > > > will be> > > > > > > > good> > > > > > > > > & some astrologers would say it is better for such a > thing> > in> > > > > > D20> > > > > > > > would> > > > > > > > > give higher acheivements.> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Can you kindly share ur experience as to if u have > given> > any> > > > > > > > mantra to> > > > > > > > > anyone and has the result been fruitful instantly to > that> > > > > > person?> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > d) Has ur spiritual pursuits started from 1999 > onwards> > facing> > > > > > more> > > > > > > > > anguish (Mars & Rahu together) & simultaneously ur > Drig> > Dasa> > > > > > of ur> > > > > > > > 12H> > > > > > > > > Capcricorn has started from 2000 Feb, currently AD > of Cn> > has> > > > > > > > started> > > > > > > > > from Oct & Moon is with A6 - both sign and lord are> > aspected by> > > > > > > > Sun & > > > > > > > > > Jup - shiva showing that ur question re anguish is > genuine> > (a6)> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > e) From 2005 end has it intensified in any manner esp> > would> > > > > > like> > > > > > > > to know> > > > > > > > > ur experience when Sat was retro> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > f) If u have noticed u have charakaraka replacement > of> > Moon-> > > > > > Mars> > > > > > > > in ur> > > > > > > > > chart if we take ur time of birth to be exact> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > I am quite sure there would be others who would be > able to> > > > > > explain> > > > > > > > to u> > > > > > > > > better, for me it was a long time since I saw a > chart from> > this> > > > > > > > angle> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Regards> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Sunil John> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Mumbai> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > sohamsa </> > > >> > group/sohamsa/post?> postID=QT6IjSqnXKWRnplHzgHmFNJp7tkjXANMvDUYsQgcH8lhkF\> > 6nZRtrXHeDLyQjJUwVT9pKev_90oWgo5KtyBr_aQ>,> > > > > > "soulsadhak" <soulsadhak@>> > > > > > wrote:> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Dear All,> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Please can anyone advise me on my chart as to why > am I> > so> > > > > > > > inclined to> > > > > > > > > > Shiva Worship, even though I tend to get kinda > crazy> > after> > > > > > > > meditating> > > > > > > > > > solely on Shiva...(like fears re. my family crop > up in> > my> > > > > > mind> > > > > > > > like> > > > > > > > > > wild weeds) and I have to regain my balance after> > worshipping> > > > > > > > Ganesha,> > > > > > > > > > Subramanya, Hanuman and Durga. After which I again > run> > to> > > > > > Shiva!> > > > > > > > > > For one thing I undestand, my AK is Me which might > make> > me> > > > > > run> > > > > > > > to all> > > > > > > > > > devatas, but why the off-balancing? Say, since my > Ishta> > > > > > Devata is> > > > > > > > > > Ganesha (Ketu in Leo)- so what happens if I > worship the> > > > > > > > corresponding> > > > > > > > > > Jyotirlinga instead? (Ganesha these days has > opened my> > > > > > channels> > > > > > > > > towards> > > > > > > > > > Astrology! though I am a medical doc by > profession, but> > by> > > > > > > > occupation> > > > > > > > > > i've been teaching medicos, worked abroad for a > while> > and am> > > > > > a> > > > > > > > home-> > > > > > > > > > maker for past 1 year) all I aspire for now is > being in> > > > > > Shiva's> > > > > > > > abode> > > > > > > > > > eternally. It's not that i'm tired of the world or> > something,> > > > > > > > it's> > > > > > > > > just> > > > > > > > > > a sincere deep wish.> > > > > > > > > > I would be grateful if you could share your > experience> > and> > > > > > > > enlighten> > > > > > > > > me> > > > > > > > > > on this. All suggestions, remedies and discussions > are> > more> > > > > > than> > > > > > > > > > welcome.> > > > > > > > > > My details are as follows:> > > > > > > > > > DOB: 19.Feb.1968> > > > > > > > > > POB: Ludhiana, Punjab> > > > > > > > > > TOB: 07:20 am> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > Thank You and Best reagrds,> > > > > > > > > > Soul Sadhak> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > **> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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