Why has this happened to me?

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Dear Gurujis,

 

Pranam !

 

I dont know but I would like to ask a few questions

related to my life and I wonder as to why it happened

to me because after trying alot and lot these thoughts

never go out of my mind. I really need your genuine

advice and guidance so that it becomes clear that what

am I destined to get in my life and what shall i do.

Points are :

 

I never liked my life and never go attracted towards

her. Its been almost one and hapf years and still I

get irritated with her looks and personality. Still I

dont love her at all. But I dont know why I am not

getting separated. I always scold her, complain about

her complexion, etc. I am not a person like this. But

what to do. I get frustrated. I dont want to do all

this. I expected a very good and loving married life

and always thought of giving all happiness and love to

my wife. But I dont know what planets have i got that

as soon as i see my wife feeling of hatred, complains

and irritation starts.

 

1. How will I live like this?

2. Am I not destined for love?

3. Is it going to continue for lifelong?

4. Will I never I what I want?

5. I am feeling as if GOD doesnt want me to get what I

want.

6. When i always wanted a fair girl and I was so clear

why I married a wheatish complexion. She was in make

up and I could not find in 2 hours. Was I duped?

 

7. Is there any relation with my sisters as they are

wheatish in complexion and if my wife would have been

fair they would have got into inferiority complex.

 

8. Sometimes I feel that life is all about making

right decisions and that affects us for whole life.

But then what is destiny. Is there no role of destiny

and if everything is destiny then what about making

right decisions.

 

9. I think I am very confused minded and never take

right decisions. I have always been unclear about

everything in life and hence always land up with

something undesirable. And the same thing is about

marriage. But if this is the answer then why we say

destiny plays a role in most things of our lives and

marriage as well. Hence for a wrong marriage I am

blaming my destiny,

 

BUT WHAT IS CORRECT DESTINY OR DECISION?

 

Please guide me Sirs.

 

 

 

Please help. I am in deep trouble and frustration.

 

Regards

 

Jim

10 July 1978

18.40

Maunath Bhanjan

 

wife

 

7th March 1982

9.40

Kalyan

 

 

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