can u help me out????

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Hi there!!!

 

Date of birth is 5th july 1978. Name: Bachitter singh. Place of

birth Chaunda, Punjab, India. These days going through very

depressing phase. I thougt by now I would be over it as time heals

everything. I was in love with someone. She loved me as well. But

fate didnt want to see us together. She got married somewhere else.

She resisted but then sccummled to family pressure. Guy to whom she

married also new the story but didnt help us et al. She accecpted

the destiny and said she is looking forward for new life although

she is not happy and she left me. We talked little bit after her

marriage but I started blaming her cursing her out of frustation.

Then she stopped talking to me. Then I thought with time everything

will be alright and I will forget her. Then I went to India (I live

in cananda) for two months. before going to India I got managed to

finsih my PhD and then also got job offer. These were the good

things happened in life. Then I thought I will be good after

sometime and I will forgt her. But in India I couldnt get my tour

enjoyed. I was missing her so much. Then came back to canada and

started job. but still I am not managed to forget her and I get so

much depressed even though I try to do everything to go away from

it. My feeling fights with themselves. Sometime says she must have

forgotton me know and would be enjoying happy life. other times I

feel she cant leave me and she should come back to my time. I didnt

talk to her in 6 months now and I dont want to talk to her as I am

affraid it could again make the things worse. its ok what phase I am

going through but may be she would have been enjoying good life so

why I disturb her and I dont have any right to do so. So I dont know

what life as written for me. Even having everything I am still

empty. Can u guys tell what would tentative course of life now.

thanks

BAchitter

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On 5/23/08, bach_kabba <bach_kabba wrote:

>

> Hi there!!!

>

> Date of birth is 5th july 1978. Name: Bachitter singh. Place of

> birth Chaunda, Punjab, India. These days going through very

> depressing phase. I thougt by now I would be over it as time heals

> everything. I was in love with someone. She loved me as well. But

> fate didnt want to see us together. She got married somewhere else.

> She resisted but then sccummled to family pressure. Guy to whom she

> married also new the story but didnt help us et al. She accecpted

> the destiny and said she is looking forward for new life although

> she is not happy and she left me. We talked little bit after her

> marriage but I started blaming her cursing her out of frustation.

> Then she stopped talking to me. Then I thought with time everything

> will be alright and I will forget her. Then I went to India (I live

> in cananda) for two months. before going to India I got managed to

> finsih my PhD and then also got job offer. These were the good

> things happened in life. Then I thought I will be good after

> sometime and I will forgt her. But in India I couldnt get my tour

> enjoyed. I was missing her so much. Then came back to canada and

> started job. but still I am not managed to forget her and I get so

> much depressed even though I try to do everything to go away from

> it. My feeling fights with themselves. Sometime says she must have

> forgotton me know and would be enjoying happy life. other times I

> feel she cant leave me and she should come back to my time. I didnt

> talk to her in 6 months now and I dont want to talk to her as I am

> affraid it could again make the things worse. its ok what phase I am

> going through but may be she would have been enjoying good life so

> why I disturb her and I dont have any right to do so. So I dont know

> what life as written for me. Even having everything I am still

> empty. Can u guys tell what would tentative course of life now.

> thanks

> BAchitter

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