Worried about my Personal life, plz help in time.

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Dear Guruji's,

 

First of all I thank everyone who have heart to help me, I think its

right time. I cant hold any longer.

 

I am Ram, 27/m. I am so worried about my personal life and health. I

have a deep desire to lead a family life and at the other side I was

attracted to only guys.

 

I worried to face future, my parents -- my two elder brothers didnt

bring much happiness, but I cant stay any longer with my parents with

such interest.

 

Please guide me and let me know which path i have to go. I tried

myself to see pschiatrist, other sex specialist. But i cant control

myself and am not at all happy, leading a hidden / burning life. I

have High BP for the last three years (to my knowledge, and no

peaceful sleep). Praying God continuosuly to show me way. I am

worried, depressed and frustrated, please help.

 

Time: 18:14 (06:14 pm)

Place: Rajapalayam (Rajapalaiyam)

Date:24-08-1982

 

[Earlier my birth time was wrong, and i have found my time of birth

from the hospital).

 

Will marriage will happen in my life? Is my sexual orientation is my

fault, I coudnt control my desires when i'm with guys. I feel shame to

disclose this, but i am living with this pain...

 

Please give me guidance.

 

Regards,

Ram