Periya Thirumozhi 9.5- Save me by taking me to ThirukkuRunkudi..

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Sri:

Srimathe Gopaladesika Mahadesikaya Namah:

Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

Last ten on Periya Thirumozhi (9.4), Alwar (ParakalanAyaki) had sent the

messengers to the Lord.. Even before their coming, she feels exhausted,

longing for the Lord; and she is not able to listen to the words of her

mother and friends. He has not come. Hence, she pleads them for taking her

to ThirukkuRunkudi.

 

1. The cool bright, blemishless crescent moon; the ocean with its hopping

waves; the cool gentle breeze that caresses the flowers; the bird (its

musical tone)- are all troubling my mind jointly. Everywhere the thick fog

has engulfed; I am not able to sleep. My Swami has not bestowed His grace on

me saying, “This poor creeper like girl needs my grace.” (“ivaLum Or peNkodi

enRu irangaar”- kodi- creeper implying it needs the support- Emperumaan.) He

had already stolen my five jnAnEndhriyAs – Pleasre take me to

ThirukkuRunkudi, where the The Lord- whose Divine lustrous body is like the

“kuvaLai” flower, is residing on His own free will.

 

2. The youthful, chill cold breeze that touches the flower of jasmine and

then along with the bright cold moon rays, liters here and there and

tortures me to finish me off completely. Even for one night, I am not able

to sleep. These girls, whose bangles never fall off, are talking all sorts

of allegations against me, without any sense or knowledge. (“pEthaiyar

pEthaimaiyaalirundhu pEsilum pEsuga peyvaLaiyaar..”) Please save me by

taking me to ThirukkuRunkudi, where Emperumaan (who has the fragrant flower

bedecked Periya PiraaTTi in His Chest always) resides.

 

3. Even the dawn and the dusk torture me; at night, every fraction of a

second elongates and appears as if it is longer than the praLaya kaalam (

“oozhi” ). The cool breeze also appears like the scorching fiery air; That

Lord grew so huge and stands; shining like the blue gem stone; - so

beautiful and gorgeous; (to add further to my suffering). There are may

things to torment me on this earth (created by Him); Before they torment me

any further, please save me by taking me to ThirukkuRunkudi, which is

surrounded by dense gardens where beautiful peacocks live in.

 

4. The twangs of the bell tied around the neck of black bull, (having mated

with the white youthful cows)- also disturb my mind. I am not able to sleep

even for a night, suffering from the pangs of separation, talking about the

greatness and kalyANa guNAs of PeraruLALan (the most merciful Emperumaan),

who is considered like the huge precious stone and is placed on the heads of

Nithyasooris, with great enjoyment and reverence (perumaNi vaanavar ucchi

vaittha pEraruLALan perumai pEsi). Please save me by taking me to

ThirukkuRunkudi, which is surrounded by water canals where the most valuable

stones are swept aside to its shores.

 

5. The bull’s neck bell, the music that comes out of Cowherd Boy KaNNan’s

flute, the gentle evening along with the breeze, the bright crescent moon

that appears at the twilight, - all these combinedly make this sinner’s

heart suffer. These do not act as they did before (they were friendly before

as they made me happy when He was with me; now they torture me and aggravate

my suffering, when He is away). Please save me by taking me to

ThirukkuRunkudi, where that cloud like, Blue hued colored Emperumaan

resides.

 

6.These young girls talk all things against me, at all times (day and

night); Let them talk and scold me anything. Let them be knowledgeable and

be good people. I don’t know about them and their caliber. Only if they know

about me, then only we can learn about them. (They don’t know us and our

longing and languishing for Him) We don’t have feminine qualities (accham,

naaNam, madam, etc.)here. We are not ashamed of longing for Him. Even if

they laugh and feel rejoiced at it, we would never forget the greatest, most

merciful, blue gemstone like, Emperumaan. Please save me by taking me to

ThirukkuRunkudi, where the fresh flowers bloom and have grown dense.

 

7. Long, ruddy lined, large well spread eyed, dark hued colored Swami- Chief

Emperumaan- came close to me and said, “What is your worry? I will not leave

you” and now has made my body go thinner; bangles fall off. I am not able to

comprehend the strength of the five arrowed manmathan (Cupid) striking me.

Please save me taking me to ThirukkuRunkudi Divya Desam, densely filled with

honey dripping, cool branches of trees.

 

8. This ocean’s noise is not just ordinary (that also disturbs me). Listen

to me. KaNNapiraan’s flute music comes to me and finished me off entirely.

Also before that Manmathan sends his arrows so strong on me for my final

end, please save me by taking me to ThirukkyuRunkudi, realizing the merciful

heart of that Cowherd Boy who stole the hearts of the Cowherd folks with His

most charming, wonderful deeds. (Due to His merciful nature, he won’t let me

perish.) (kOvalar kootthan kuRippu aRindhu kuRunkudikkE ennai uytthidumin)

 

9. Even when I perform anjali (obeisance) with folded hands, He does not

have any mercy on me. Since my birth, He has been only snatching away my

feminity and has given me only this “pasalai” disease (the body gets pale

and thin, suffering from the pangs of separation). I do not know where He

has gone. Also my tender breasts are getting old and wasted without hugging

His large Divine Strong Chest. Please save me by taking me to

ThirukkuRunkUdi, where Emperumaan- the Chief of Nithyasooris, - the One who

performs most wonderful deeds, stealing the hearts- resides eternally.

 

10. Please save me by taking me to ThiruukuRunkudi Emperumaan- the Swami of

all worlds; the Deva Piraan who destroyed lankA; who has Periya PiraaTTi in

his divine Chest always; who has my heart also as His residence always as

PeraruLALan; The King, who never leaves the eyes and heart of Sri VaishNava

srI- Kaliyan-having learn to compose the kalyANa guNAs of Emperumaan.

 

ThirumangaiAzhwAr ThiruvadigaLE SaraNam

 

Regards

 

Narayana Narayana

adiyEn Narayana dAsan Madhavakkannan

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