obsessive thoughts and addictions - post reading the New millenium being saturn lessons

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Sat nam Group And Guru Rattana!

 

 

 

I will save a longer post for next week.

 

 

 

Thank you for all the posts, support, and love, and advice, and personal

experiences.

 

 

 

The Saturn lessons hit home, hit hard, and also hit soft, very very soft as

I let the shame melt away, after doing my kriya, and letting the floor and

my breathing do the work, my mind focused on looking, listening, and

feeling, for the infinite space, I felt it (I think), a pulsating, little,

something, I have felt it many times before but never SURRENDURING to it and

letting it and me just be there. It shifted into my abdomen too!

 

 

 

Think I was in a zone for a good 20-25 minutes.

 

 

 

Saturn issues: Not wanting to grow up was a theme for me for 36 years

(now 38). I never thought astrology had something to offer me! Better 38

than too late. :-)

 

 

 

As said I will post a more comprehensive post in response to the replies and

my progress.

 

 

 

PS: No drinking, no urges to drink. Committed to 40 day 2nd chakra /

alcohol detox program and so far so good.

 

 

 

Sat nam and thank you humbly and respectfully.

 

 

 

 

 

Sarabjot Singh

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Sabjot Singh,

 

Sat Nam!

 

The Saturn lessons hit home, hit hard, and also hit soft, very very soft as I

let the shame melt away, after doing my kriya,

 

* Wow that is great -- letting go so the shame can leave, no longer holding on.

 

and letting the floor and my breathing do the work, my mind focused on looking,

listening, and

feeling, for the infinite space, I felt it (I think), a pulsating, little,

something, I have felt it many times before but never SURRENDURING to it and

letting it and me just be there. It shifted into my abdomen too!

 

* This is all very significant progress!

 

* One way to find the infinite space is simply to close your eyes and look into

the darkness inside your head. And Voila there it is. Then keep looking and

listening inside your head. Feeling comes next. It involves the physical and

emotional bodies.

 

 

Think I was in a zone for a good 20-25 minutes.

 

* Great. Surrrender to the Zone. See my free online Ky lesson on the topic.

:+)

 

Saturn issues: Not wanting to grow up was a theme for me for 36 years (now 38).

I never thought astrology had something to offer me! Better 38 than too late.

:-)

 

38 is just fine. :+)

 

As said I will post a more comprehensive post in response to the replies and my

progress.

 

PS: No drinking, no urges to drink.

 

* Then the shift is happening. Your desire body is desiring inner connection

more than substitutes. It has something to attach itself to that is more

satisfying. Keep cultivating that!

 

Good Work!!

 

Blessings,

 

BTW - what is your birthday?

 

Guru Rattana :+)