Fw: NMB Capricorn and Saturn

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This could be another one that never got through.

 

Dear Alice,

 

Sat Nam!

 

Thank your for your letter, about your progress and the acknowledgments.

 

>ever since we spoke about cultivating a personal dialogue with the divine/

neutral mind meditation and how it relates with soul mate stories, I´ve been

slowly experiencing some shifts of insight and being able to being more outgoing

emotionally.

 

* When we have some experience to stablize us internally, it is easier to be

more in the world and feel safe. We take our feeling of connection and saftely

with us.

 

Please, Guru Rattana, keep me posted for further advice about working with the

neutral mind (the male polarity of Divinity) as well as the emotional body (the

female side)

 

* Every NMB has suggestions at the end.

 

re: the exercises you recommend in your courses for this. ((others: these are

postings with the title " workshop notes " in the archives)).

 

* Thanks for mentioning the archive notes. I had forgotten about that

reference. The 2007 and 2006 NMBeings on Libra cover the neutral mind.

Definitely study them.

 

The discussion about addictions, which seemingly would not be a topic that

should call my attention, has beautifully opened a new process.

 

* It is all about connection. We are all addicted to something outside

ourselves. We have to turn that capacity to focus inward.

 

The explanation of that " empty space " within us makes me feel different now

about my past search, my failures and vain attempts to find fulfillment.

Suddenly I grasp the reason for addiction and

 

* You just didn't know how to relate to 'empty space.' Stay with it, don't get

scared by it.

 

For a long time now I wanted to write you on NMB and your message yesterday came

just when I wanted to compose a detailed discussion about my issues with

Capricorn/ Saturn as well as Pisces which is my ascendent (that I blame for many

of my turmoils).

 

* Oh yes, Pisces rising is a challenging one. Your goal is to see God

everywhere, but in an unconscious state you just get lost in fantacies and space

out. Stay very close to what you are doing in physical reality to avoid going

'out there.'

 

I can´t fully articulate my astonishment about how precise your analysis has

turned out for me. How relieving it has been for me to see that past

difficulties have a distinct correlate with astrological lessons we need to go

through.

 

* Isn't it amazing. Astrology furnishes the archetypes to help us understand

life. It is all there. I know that astrology is often presented in a way that

is just too technical for the average non-astrologer. But those who read my NMB

will soon understand the wisdom that can be uncovered.

 

 

I do see a maturation process with the Capricorn (my Sun sign) on the horizon

and a potential to finally bring myself to a fulfillment, with the strength of

Saturn.

 

* Great. Hold on to that.

 

Unfortunately I´m really feeling very slow with moving forward in integrating

what I understand and bringing the changes down into my system.

 

* Then focus on slowness. Capricorn is an earth sign. Slowness brings us into

stillness. We must master stillness to heal and balance our emotional body.

Let your emotional body go into stillness, instead of into judgment.

 

And I surely would welcome a discussion here about the Capricorn/ Saturn etc.

issues though what I would probably most need is to just clearly and once for

all decide (very hard for me) on a few KY exercises and stick to them on a daily

basis.

 

* Yes that is the answer -- practice and look, listen and feel inside your skin.

Could you commit to 2 exercises a day and 4 minutes of paying attention? Start

with what you can commit to. How about 5 minutes every day?

 

 

Excuse me that I don´t go into more details on your last two NMB letters

here... but please know that they had a very strong impact on me and have pushed

me to a new edge.

 

* Awesome. That is my intention. Something happens when you read these and

just let them move into you. I go through a long process to prepare these so

that they communicate an energy to the reader.

 

It´s time to get ready to fly but I´m still hesitant about the direction or

better, the moment to jump

 

* Then how about relaxing exactly where you are and go deep into the present

moment? Pick the method that works for you. Earth signs ususally don't jump

like fire signs.

 

Blessings to all,

 

Guru Rattana :+)