Intro

[Guest guest]

Hi Claudia,

 

I'd like to share this envigorating speak from David Icke, this video's got 42

parts, this

is part 32, of course you could retrace and find & view all the parts.

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S88nQn5oNxo & mode=related & search=david-icke%20bild\

erburgers%20illuminati%20freemasons%20new-world-order%20mind-control%20micro-chi\

pped%20population%20manipulation

 

Tehora He,

chancebodhi (arap_8)

 

 

 

Claudia <newtfoodbowl wrote:

Welcome Arap!

 

Blessings & love,

Claudia

 

" R. Ding " <arap_8 wrote:

Hi Chris & All,

 

Same here, am new to this group..I have my own with old friends &

classmates

from High School, when going thru the site, accidentally came across

Chrism's KAS-1.

 

My first Kundalini experience was many years ago while sitting doing my

meditation. The

tingkling sensation just went up & down from the base of my spine to the head,

also gave

me a tremendous blissful feeling, that I thought.; God this sure beats SEX...

(doesn't

mean I dont like sex, but it would be nice to have a partner of the opposite sex

who is

experienced with these awareness), I think the masters would probably call it

Kundalini

Sex... IT WILL BE LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH.

 

Everytime one can experience pure bliss from his/her own meditation, is I think

the first

step to one's full kundalini awareness, and eventual ENLIGHTENMENT...

 

chancebodhi (arap_8)

 

chghes1 <chghes1 wrote:

Hello everyone

 

I am new to this group and would like to say hello and give some

background on myself .

 

My kundalini was awakened about one year ago as I was doing my daily

meditation practice . I really didn't know much about this energy and

was not trying to cause an awakening at the time .

 

I was meditating sitting on the floor for about fifteen minutes when I

had an sudden rush of energy that almost felt as though I fell from a

waterfall or such and had no way of centering myself from falling

deeper into this meditation .

 

I was frighten and was trying to just pull myself up and regain

control from what was happening . I stood up and open my eyes very

quickly when all I seen was this extremely bright white light . I lost

my breath instantly and fell to my couch . I started to slowly bring

myself back to the room after I fell and waited a few before reopening

my eyes again .

 

Over the course of a week I had most symptoms that our found on many

websites that I researched to find out what was happening to me .

 

I have to say thanks to everyone that brings helpful information

regarding this wonderful experience . I have after one year of self

reflection and much spiritual growth come to realize just how special

we truly are .

 

I am truly blessed to have found this group and would like to once

again thank everyone here .

 

Chris

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hey Chris,

Sounds like you got a good blast of energy there, must

have knocked you for 6 I bet........hee hee.

Nice to meet you and hear some of your story of life.

Be welcome

Love Elektra x x x

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hi DanO! Your symptoms sound very familiar, lol! You're in the right place.

Welcome, and I hope you find this to be as warm and wonderful a group of people

as I have!

 

Blessings & love,

Claudia

 

overholtzer wrote:

 

Hi, all. I'm Dan and I live in Washington state. I am not sure that my

experiences are indicative of Kundalini activity, but I sure don't have any

other explanations.

 

Two an a half years ago I had a session with an energy healer who told me,

afterward, that I had spent most of the session " trying to make a connection "

with my ears. I didn't know what she was talking about.

 

About six months later I began having brief headaches. They were always

localized to about the size of a golf ball, they always occurred in a different

location each time (one even seemed to be located in my eyeball), and they

always lasted fewer than five seconds. At most, it was happening three or four

times a day.

 

At the same time I began hearing tones. At first, I feared that I was developing

tinnitus. But the tones kept changing in pitch and were never intrusive so I

stopped worrying about it.

 

The headaches soon became a rarity but the tones continued. About nine months

ago they started changing. Especially at night, as I was going to sleep, it

started sounding like a chorus of insects in a rainforest. As a child I loved

camping and listening to such sounds as I went to sleep, and I find that

listening to them now makes me feel cozy and comfortable. Soon, I was sometimes

hearing the forest sounds during the daytime, too. They are never annoying, as

they fade into the background if I become distracted by a train of thought. By

focusing on the sounds the volume can seem quite loud.

 

Over the past three months the complexity of the sounds has increased. Often it

sounds like cicadas, two or three species of crickets, and a few frogs thrown

in; each with its own frequency interval. I am listening to it as I write,

though it is daytime and the complexity is much less than I observe at night.

 

In the past month I have experienced alot of weird body pains, buzzing, itching,

and twitching.

 

I look forward to learning more about all of you.

 

Best regards,

Dan O.

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hello Nina and welcome. We don't believe in accidents here. LOL! I

think you were meant to find us. You are in good hands here. We use

that sentence a lot. We have a website with lots of info on

Kundalini if you would like to refresh your memory more. We also

practice the 5 Tibetans rites and the Safeties, which can be found

there.

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html

 

Looking forward to getting to know you.

Blessings,

linda

 

 

, " Antonina

Brown " <antoninabrown wrote:

>

> Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area

of

> CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different

from

> my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this. As I

> grew older, I learned and studied spirituality, religion and many

other

> subjects in search of what amd who I am. In my late thirties I was

> diagnosed a bipolar, that opened up another can of worms. After

that

> first episode, I read voraciously about eastern mysticism and

> discovered Kundalini. Although I did not fully understand it then (

I

> can only think/say that it was not the time ) but the seed was

planted.

> I divorced most of my siblings, the know it alls, and began a

lifestyle

> more condusive to my emerging physche.

> The beginning of the year found me absorbing a great amount of

energy

> and seal to connect to a higher vibration and integrate all that I

am,

> feel/felt, learned through experience. This scared me as I thought

I

> was having another BP episode, even thought of calling

my " shrink " ...

> my gut said that it was alright and I stayed with that and

meditated a

> lot. All of a sudden, from way back in my memory recesses, I

recall

> all the things I read years ago on kundalini. I found your

site " quite

> by accident " HA, so here I am. I'm the newbie so please be gentle

lol.

>

[Guest guest]

Hello Nina,

 

Welcome to the group! Make yourself comfortable, browse around, and

take a look at Chrism's " safeties " . Feel free to ask any questions

that may pop to your mind: we are all here to help out.

 

Sel

 

, " Antonina Brown "

<antoninabrown wrote:

>

> Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area of

> CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different from

> my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this. As I

> grew older, I learned and studied spirituality, religion and many other

> subjects in search of what amd who I am. In my late thirties I was

> diagnosed a bipolar, that opened up another can of worms. After that

> first episode, I read voraciously about eastern mysticism and

> discovered Kundalini. Although I did not fully understand it then ( I

> can only think/say that it was not the time ) but the seed was planted.

> I divorced most of my siblings, the know it alls, and began a lifestyle

> more condusive to my emerging physche.

> The beginning of the year found me absorbing a great amount of energy

> and seal to connect to a higher vibration and integrate all that I am,

> feel/felt, learned through experience. This scared me as I thought I

> was having another BP episode, even thought of calling my " shrink " ...

> my gut said that it was alright and I stayed with that and meditated a

> lot. All of a sudden, from way back in my memory recesses, I recall

> all the things I read years ago on kundalini. I found your site " quite

> by accident " HA, so here I am. I'm the newbie so please be gentle lol.

>

[Guest guest]

At 07:38 PM 1/25/2008, you wrote:

>I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different from

>my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this.

 

I was listening to some seminar on an MP3 last night and the presenter said the

coolest thing. She said if you incarnated in this lifetime to pull away from the

crowd, to become a real individual, of course you would find yourself in a

" tribe " where you don't fit in. I found that profoundly comforting. I am a

survivor of childhood bullying. I can relate. It is the " sensitive " ones who all

too often end up targets in that process. I've totally changed my life around on

this one though. I now treasure my uniqueness. I hope you are there, and if not,

this is a great place to start that journey.

 

Brandi

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thank you for quickly adopting me, lol, and making me feel very welcome.

I just read the safeties and it brought up an event for me. Back in October '07,

I was getting this feeling of wanting to reconcile with siblings that have hurt

me, it had been 7 years of not talking to them. Well guess what, it started out

with me reaching out and within days, I get attacked again ... my bipolar issues

were brought up, what they call my weirdness and beleifs ... you would have

thought I committed mass murder! I reached out to try to forgive and heal the

distance between us. Again, since then, I have no contact again, by choice. My

shrink says that I have to define my boundaries and not let anyone hurt me

emotionally to the point that it criplles me. I fell at peace with my decision

to finalize the divorce.

 

-------------- Original message --------------

" selena230 " <selena230

Hello Nina,

 

Welcome to the group! Make yourself comfortable, browse around, and

take a look at Chrism's " safeties " . Feel free to ask any questions

that may pop to your mind: we are all here to help out.

 

Sel

 

, " Antonina Brown "

<antoninabrown wrote:

>

> Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area of

> CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different from

> my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this. As I

> grew older, I learned and studied spirituality, religion and many other

> subjects in search of what amd who I am. In my late thirties I was

> diagnosed a bipolar, that opened up another can of worms. After that

> first episode, I read voraciously about eastern mysticism and

> discovered Kundalini. Although I did not fully understand it then ( I

> can only think/say that it was not the time ) but the seed was planted.

> I divorced most of my siblings, the know it alls, and began a lifestyle

> more condusive to my emerging physche.

> The beginning of the year found me absorbing a great amount of energy

> and seal to connect to a higher vibration and integrate all that I am,

> feel/felt, learned through experience. This scared me as I thought I

> was having another BP episode, even thought of calling my " shrink " ...

> my gut said that it was alright and I stayed with that and meditated a

> lot. All of a sudden, from way back in my memory recesses, I recall

> all the things I read years ago on kundalini. I found your site " quite

> by accident " HA, so here I am. I'm the newbie so please be gentle lol.

>

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

At 08:32 PM 1/25/2008, you wrote:

>Thank you for quickly adopting me, lol, and making me feel very welcome.

>I just read the safeties and it brought up an event for me. Back in October

'07, I was getting this feeling of wanting to reconcile with siblings that have

hurt me, it had been 7 years of not talking to them. Well guess what, it started

out with me reaching out and within days, I get attacked again ... my bipolar

issues were brought up, what they call my weirdness and beleifs ... you would

have thought I committed mass murder! I reached out to try to forgive and heal

the distance between us. Again, since then, I have no contact again, by choice.

My shrink says that I have to define my boundaries and not let anyone hurt me

emotionally to the point that it criplles me. I fell at peace with my decision

to finalize the divorce.

 

I can totally relate to that. One book that really helped me a lot with the

idea of divorcing my family was Toxic Parents by Susan Forward. I have had just

about no contact with my family in the past 20 years, with the exception of my

mother and one uncle I speak with occasionally. Your shrink is right ... but has

s/he given you any tools to make those things come about? People told me much

the same thing all my life, but it wasn't until I took a personal growth class

that gave me the techniques I now use to get to that state. It's a path, not a

destination though, I still work on a lot of that stuff. It's doable though. I

hardly recognize myself from the person I was five years ago.

 

Brandi

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Welcome Nina!

 

Sarita

 

, " Antonina

Brown " <antoninabrown wrote:

>

> Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area

of

> CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different

from

> my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this. As I

> grew older, I learned and studied spirituality, religion and many

other

> subjects in search of what amd who I am. In my late thirties I was

> diagnosed a bipolar, that opened up another can of worms. After

that

> first episode, I read voraciously about eastern mysticism and

> discovered Kundalini. Although I did not fully understand it then (

I

> can only think/say that it was not the time ) but the seed was

planted.

> I divorced most of my siblings, the know it alls, and began a

lifestyle

> more condusive to my emerging physche.

> The beginning of the year found me absorbing a great amount of

energy

> and seal to connect to a higher vibration and integrate all that I

am,

> feel/felt, learned through experience. This scared me as I thought

I

> was having another BP episode, even thought of calling

my " shrink " ...

> my gut said that it was alright and I stayed with that and

meditated a

> lot. All of a sudden, from way back in my memory recesses, I

recall

> all the things I read years ago on kundalini. I found your

site " quite

> by accident " HA, so here I am. I'm the newbie so please be gentle

lol.

>

[Guest guest]

Welcome Nina! love & light ~Jen~

 

, " Antonina Brown "

<antoninabrown wrote:

>

> Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area of

> CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children.

[Guest guest]

Thanks for your words of advice, I will have to get that book.

My shrink has helped me in dealing with my disorder and recognizing the

symptoms. He has been very honest with me and defers me to other professionals

when he does not have the knowledge to impart. I joined a group of OCDs to help

me with that " malady " . for 7 years I kept the fact of my spirituality from him

until 7 months ago. At that time, I felt in need of help in dealing with

personal issues on the new person/personality that was emerging. Of course, I

have not seen this doctor for fear that he may negate my feelings and thoughts.

My inner Being also says no.

After my last stay at " the ward " , I have been reading and soaking up any

information that pertains to what I wanted/needed, just like my " accidental "

finding of this group. I have gotten to know/listen to my Guides and my life has

completely turned aound. The move to Northern CA and being around people and

places that resonate with me has been heaven sent. So, I continue on my journey

.......

 

-------------- Original message --------------

Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk

At 08:32 PM 1/25/2008, you wrote:

>Thank you for quickly adopting me, lol, and making me feel very welcome.

>I just read the safeties and it brought up an event for me. Back in October

'07, I was getting this feeling of wanting to reconcile with siblings that have

hurt me, it had been 7 years of not talking to them. Well guess what, it started

out with me reaching out and within days, I get attacked again ... my bipolar

issues were brought up, what they call my weirdness and beleifs ... you would

have thought I committed mass murder! I reached out to try to forgive and heal

the distance between us. Again, since then, I have no contact again, by choice.

My shrink says that I have to define my boundaries and not let anyone hurt me

emotionally to the point that it criplles me. I fell at peace with my decision

to finalize the divorce.

 

I can totally relate to that. One book that really helped me a lot with the idea

of divorcing my family was Toxic Parents by Susan Forward. I have had just about

no contact with my family in the past 20 years, with the exception of my mother

and one uncle I speak with occasionally. Your shrink is right ... but has s/he

given you any tools to make those things come about? People told me much the

same thing all my life, but it wasn't until I took a personal growth class that

gave me the techniques I now use to get to that state. It's a path, not a

destination though, I still work on a lot of that stuff. It's doable though. I

hardly recognize myself from the person I was five years ago.

 

Brandi

 

 

[Guest guest]

Nina, it is nice to meet you! Thank you for sharing with us a piece about who

you are! It wasn't by accident that you found us! I look forward in learning

more about you!

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Antonina Brown <antoninabrown

 

Friday, January 25, 2008 7:38:06 PM

Intro

 

Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina and I live in the North bay area of

CA., I am 55 yrs old and one of ten children. I am very different from

my siblings, always have been and was " picked " on due to this. As I

grew older, I learned and studied spirituality, religion and many other

subjects in search of what amd who I am. In my late thirties I was

diagnosed a bipolar, that opened up another can of worms. After that

first episode, I read voraciously about eastern mysticism and

discovered Kundalini. Although I did not fully understand it then ( I

can only think/say that it was not the time ) but the seed was planted.

I divorced most of my siblings, the know it alls, and began a lifestyle

more condusive to my emerging physche.

The beginning of the year found me absorbing a great amount of energy

and seal to connect to a higher vibration and integrate all that I am,

feel/felt, learned through experience. This scared me as I thought I

was having another BP episode, even thought of calling my " shrink " ...

my gut said that it was alright and I stayed with that and meditated a

lot. All of a sudden, from way back in my memory recesses, I recall

all the things I read years ago on kundalini. I found your site " quite

by accident " HA, so here I am. I'm the newbie so please be gentle lol.

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Nina, I believe you are doing the right thing by listening to your Guides! I

think you were meant to find this wonderful and loving group and it by far was

no accident. Once again welcome!

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

" antoninabrown " <antoninabrown

 

Saturday, January 26, 2008 12:10:03 PM

Re: Re: Intro

 

Thanks for your words of advice, I will have to get that book.

My shrink has helped me in dealing with my disorder and recognizing the

symptoms. He has been very honest with me and defers me to other professionals

when he does not have the knowledge to impart. I joined a group of OCDs to help

me with that " malady " . for 7 years I kept the fact of my spirituality from him

until 7 months ago. At that time, I felt in need of help in dealing with

personal issues on the new person/personality that was emerging. Of course, I

have not seen this doctor for fear that he may negate my feelings and thoughts.

My inner Being also says no.

After my last stay at " the ward " , I have been reading and soaking up any

information that pertains to what I wanted/needed, just like my " accidental "

finding of this group. I have gotten to know/listen to my Guides and my life has

completely turned aound. The move to Northern CA and being around people and

places that resonate with me has been heaven sent. So, I continue on my journey

.......

 

------------ -- Original message ------------ --

Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk (AT) bjasmine (DOT) com>

At 08:32 PM 1/25/2008, you wrote:

>Thank you for quickly adopting me, lol, and making me feel very welcome.

>I just read the safeties and it brought up an event for me. Back in October

'07, I was getting this feeling of wanting to reconcile with siblings that have

hurt me, it had been 7 years of not talking to them. Well guess what, it started

out with me reaching out and within days, I get attacked again ... my bipolar

issues were brought up, what they call my weirdness and beleifs ... you would

have thought I committed mass murder! I reached out to try to forgive and heal

the distance between us. Again, since then, I have no contact again, by choice.

My shrink says that I have to define my boundaries and not let anyone hurt me

emotionally to the point that it criplles me. I fell at peace with my decision

to finalize the divorce.

 

I can totally relate to that. One book that really helped me a lot with the idea

of divorcing my family was Toxic Parents by Susan Forward. I have had just about

no contact with my family in the past 20 years, with the exception of my mother

and one uncle I speak with occasionally. Your shrink is right ... but has s/he

given you any tools to make those things come about? People told me much the

same thing all my life, but it wasn't until I took a personal growth class that

gave me the techniques I now use to get to that state. It's a path, not a

destination though, I still work on a lot of that stuff. It's doable though. I

hardly recognize myself from the person I was five years ago.

 

Brandi

 

 

[Guest guest]

It's our pleasure to have you with us, Pavan. We look forward to

hearing of your experiences. Kind Regards - John.

 

----------------------------

 

Pavan wrote:

 

Hi chrism - Its gr8 to be part of this group.I am from india and have

been through many kundalini help groups but this is the most helpful

and interactive one i've found so far. Hats off to chrism and all

members. Cheers. Thanks - Pavan

[Guest guest]

Hi pavan....

 

Nice to meet another fellow traveller....welcome to group......ur from

india so i am...... belive me you will have a great time here in this

group.....its filled with angels from heaven!!!!...

And Dear chrism....he such a cute soul..he shall bless you to the

doors of goddess.........

 

By any chance you are from coorg??....asking you from your name!!!

 

regards

Prasad

[Guest guest]

Hi Prasad,

Nice to meet ya. Sorry for d late reply, was a little caught up in

things.. And yeah i'm from coorg.. what about u??

 

,

" prasad_silverlining " <prasadkrn wrote:

>

> Hi pavan....

>

> Nice to meet another fellow traveller....welcome to group......ur from

> india so i am...... belive me you will have a great time here in this

> group.....its filled with angels from heaven!!!!...

> And Dear chrism....he such a cute soul..he shall bless you to the

> doors of goddess.........

>

> By any chance you are from coorg??....asking you from your name!!!

>

> regards

> Prasad

>

[Guest guest]

, Jaisudharsun

Srinivasan <jaisudharsuns4 wrote:

>

>  Hello,.

>  My name is Jai  I am new to this group.  I don't know much about

> Kundalini. .  I'm looking

> forward to learning more  to relieve from mental depression

>  Thanks,

>  Jai

>

 

I'm new to the group but not new to Buddhism, love ,compassion etc

I'd like to know if I practice the safeties then 5 Tibetains, will it

take 4 yours before I Could ascend to dimension 4? it means it will

happen by dec/21 -2012 ? or sooner?

How do I know if I will ascend?

 

Namo anitaba

[Guest guest]

4th dimension? that's just a stepping stone...hang out here...........

Julie--- On Wed, 11/5/08, conspiracies21 <conspiracies21 wrote:

conspiracies21 <conspiracies21 Re: Intro Date: Wednesday, November 5, 2008, 5:47 PM

 

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , JaisudharsunSrinivasan <jaisudharsuns4@ ...> wrote:>>  Hello,.>  My name is Jai I am new to this group.  I don't know much about> Kundalini. .  I'm looking> forward to learning more to relieve from mental depression>  Thanks,>  Jai> I'm new to the group but not new to Buddhism, love ,compassion

[Guest guest]

Welcome and I hope that you find the group spiritually supportive and advanced as I do.Jake--- On Wed, 11/5/08, Jaisudharsun Srinivasan <jaisudharsuns4 wrote: Hello,.

 My name is Jai  I am new to this group.  I don't

[Guest guest]

Pleasure to meetcha, Ira of Austin!

 

D

 

On Wed, Sep 30, 2009 at 2:40 PM, rhender311 <irahenderson wrote:

 

 

Hi all,

 

my name is Ira. I practice ashatanga in austin texas. And I just wanted to

say hi and thank you to whoever started this group... and all contributing

members. I'll look forward to participating.

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

welcome vicki! sounds like you are ready! forgive my opinion and speaking up

here, as i realize the safties are sound and stand on thier own in producing

sane and rapid effects...i simply wish to offer my mere intrest in your success

and happiness:)...your pain is my pain, your gain is my gain.

 

you spoke of these wonderful symbols flowing through your horizon of awareness

at this time. perhaps its time to just relax and let it all sink in by just

letting go of the inner effort go...it'll flow spontaneously in a more

right-eous manner if thinking can get out of the way....if not thinking you are

in more feeling, feeling is the language of spirit (non-verbal)...feeling is

intuition which comes from a balanced state of awareness (chakra/subconscious

mind)...intuition is a divine connection which can clearly be felt if mind is

non-angular...seek balance, not to open chakras...if anything dial chakras down

for within the chakras (sum total of soul=memory of past which is angularly

ejected bringing to awareness urges/states which compete with higher

awarenesses...in short most peoples chakras are way to open...my throat is open

now as i speak/write (thus to balance it i'll try to keep it short:)))....pain

in ones awareness of anthing can be attenuated by understanding and

attitude...you are spirit, thus are untouchable...pain can not touch you if you

are in state of balanced self-awareness (not in duality mode but unity

mode....unity is acceptance=inclusion=all is ok...this is where not only can

pain not exist but only bliss...i think gods aura is pure bliss which serves to

keep all but truth seekers out of his inner being...waves of bliss will likely

heal you in and out, beginning with spine:)

 

looking forward to hearing of your progress! tim fitch

[Guest guest]

Vicki,

 

I for one would love to have a dude riding a snake invite me for the ride! I

have been activated but not awakened. People work for many lifetimes to get

where you are, don't give in to fear. I am new to this but it sounds like SHE (

shakti) is choosing you now, not the other way around. Jump in and use the

safeties as your platform. Love through it all and I know you will have honored

GOD the way you understand Him or Her to be.

 

Love, Scott

 

 

 

 

 

________________________________

Vicki <picanik1

 

Tue, February 23, 2010 6:09:17 AM

Intro

 

 

Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki.

I am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a

mass of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that

and turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

 

I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights

ago, as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed.

It lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it.

I took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

 

First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

 

Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my back.

But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked over the

edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river of souls.

But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me. Do or

don't - when am I pure enough.

 

Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

V

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Vicky,

 

 

 

I had a very similar experience as you but with a different background. I

started meditating about three years ago after reading the Conversations with

God books by Neale Donald Walsh. I knew hardly anything about Chakras and energy

systems. My meditation technique was simple, just lying on my back and listing

to music and emptying my mind. Sometimes I would try and raise my energy to a

higher vibration. Well, I seemed to have opened a flood gate and within six

weeks all my chakras were opened- I felt it. I didn't even know where the

Chakras were at the time. (I did research on the Internet to find out what was

happening to me). I was feeling great and loved it! I also was receiving

guidance and visions while I meditated.

 

 

 

After a about a month or so the energy started - from the top down. It was very

weird for me and at times uncomfortable and very strong. I felt it go through my

whole body an area at a time. The process took several weeks.

 

 

 

Then one night I had a vision - only it was more real than that.  I was having

an out of body experience where I could see myself laying in bed and there was a

group of superior beings around me dressed in white. One of them seemed to be

discussing me to the others and a man looked at me and gave an approval .

Suddenly a woman (superior being) came right into my view and asked me " ARE YOU

READY ? " .  I said yes.  I know I felt very ignorant in her presance - like a

child - but I thought I was agreeing to an 'instant' enlightenment.

 

 

 

The next day the energy reversed itself and started coming up from my feet and I

have been put through the mill or grinder so to say ever since. I have constant

energy surges from morning till night and sometimes extremely strong and painful

blockages that last for weeks or months. With not even knowing anything about

 Kundalini or any Yogic practices -to put it mildly - the past 2 1/2 years have

been at times extremely difficult and challenging for me on ALL LEVELS ,

physically, mentally, emotionally and socially. Every aspect of my being has

been subject to and continues to be at the mercy of the energy. It has torn my

world apart in many ways.

 

 

 

I don't wish to sound completely negative about all this.   F or me, the

process of going through this has brought me to  places (highs  and lows)

within myself that I never thought existed before. Along the way, I have also

received many gifts and blessings and invaluable insights also.  What has kept

me going is that I know I agreed to this experience at some level.

 

 

 

But there are easier ways.  I believe  y ou have been given the opportunity to

explore them by coming to this site. I was led here and so were you. When this

happened to me, I didn't have the support or background that is offered here.

Although I am new to this group, it has been a wonderful experience and I don't

feel so isolated any longer. In the past, I have learned the hard way to trust

the guidance I have been given.   F or now, KAS and the teachings of Chrism

is my path and I am so grateful.

 

 

 

I hope this helps. It seems to me, you have a lot more background in spirit

uality practices than I when you were asked that question - and probably a lot

more smarts!

 

 

 

Love and GOOD LUCK!

 

 

 

Mary

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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" Vicki " <picanik1

 

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 8:09:17 AM GMT -06:00 US/Canada Central

Intro

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki. I

am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a mass

of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that and

turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

 

I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights ago,

as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed. It

lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it. I

took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

 

First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

 

Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my back.

But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked over the

edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river of souls.

But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me. Do or

don't - when am I pure enough.

 

Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

V

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Vicki and welcome here to our K family. We may not see ourselves as ever

being ready, but with that invite to me it is obvious that you are.

 

Blessings,

Linda

 

, " Vicki " <picanik1

wrote:

>

> Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki.

I am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a

mass of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that

and turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

>

> I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights

ago, as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed.

It lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it.

I took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

>

> First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

>

> Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my

back. But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked

over the edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river

of souls. But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me.

Do or don't - when am I pure enough.

>

> Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

> V

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks Tim! I like what your saying, and nothing to forgive since I appreaciate

your words.

 

Balance really is a big issue, and I too see many people with open chakras being

completely out of balance. It saddens me, yet there is nothing that can be done

until they come to the realization themselves.

 

Many blessings.

V

 

, " tim " <tim.rcos

wrote:

>

> welcome vicki! sounds like you are ready! forgive my opinion and speaking up

here, as i realize the safties are sound and stand on thier own in producing

sane and rapid effects...i simply wish to offer my mere intrest in your success

and happiness:)...your pain is my pain, your gain is my gain.

>

> you spoke of these wonderful symbols flowing through your horizon of awareness

at this time. perhaps its time to just relax and let it all sink in by just

letting go of the inner effort go...it'll flow spontaneously in a more

right-eous manner if thinking can get out of the way....if not thinking you are

in more feeling, feeling is the language of spirit (non-verbal)...feeling is

intuition which comes from a balanced state of awareness (chakra/subconscious

mind)...intuition is a divine connection which can clearly be felt if mind is

non-angular...seek balance, not to open chakras...if anything dial chakras down

for within the chakras (sum total of soul=memory of past which is angularly

ejected bringing to awareness urges/states which compete with higher

awarenesses...in short most peoples chakras are way to open...my throat is open

now as i speak/write (thus to balance it i'll try to keep it short:)))....pain

in ones awareness of anthing can be attenuated by understanding and

attitude...you are spirit, thus are untouchable...pain can not touch you if you

are in state of balanced self-awareness (not in duality mode but unity

mode....unity is acceptance=inclusion=all is ok...this is where not only can

pain not exist but only bliss...i think gods aura is pure bliss which serves to

keep all but truth seekers out of his inner being...waves of bliss will likely

heal you in and out, beginning with spine:)

>

> looking forward to hearing of your progress! tim fitch

>