Intro

[Guest guest]

Scott, I would love to connect further with the divine. That is the goal for

me.

 

Really I had not seen that particular guy in alt state before, so felt not ready

to work with him until I am comfortable with him, if that makes sense to you.

He did have really cool looking hair, it was white and flowing down his back yet

it seemed almost electrified, like a static electricity. The hair seemed to

have a silver aura by itself. What sticks out the most was the absolute size of

the snake, how the guy just sat on top of its head.

 

I guess it was fear that I gave in it. hmmmm, something new to work - sigh.

LOL

 

blessings

V

 

 

, scott perkins

<scottmushman wrote:

>

> Vicki,

>

> I for one would love to have a dude riding a snake invite me for the ride! I

have been activated but not awakened. People work for many lifetimes to get

where you are, don't give in to fear. I am new to this but it sounds like SHE (

shakti) is choosing you now, not the other way around. Jump in and use the

safeties as your platform. Love through it all and I know you will have honored

GOD the way you understand Him or Her to be.

>

> Love, Scott

>

>

>

>

>

> ________________________________

> Vicki <picanik1

>

> Tue, February 23, 2010 6:09:17 AM

> Intro

>

>

> Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki.

I am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a

mass of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that

and turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

>

> I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights

ago, as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed.

It lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it.

I took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

>

> First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

>

> Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my back.

But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked over the

edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river of souls.

But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me. Do or

don't - when am I pure enough.

>

> Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

> V

>

 

[Guest guest]

Dear sweet Mary, I don't know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing this

with me/us. I really feel like giving you a hug!

 

Love, V

 

, merozema wrote:

>

>

>

> Hi Vicky,

>

>

>

> I had a very similar experience as you but with a different background. I

started meditating about three years ago after reading the Conversations with

God books by Neale Donald Walsh. I knew hardly anything about Chakras and energy

systems. My meditation technique was simple, just lying on my back and listing

to music and emptying my mind. Sometimes I would try and raise my energy to a

higher vibration. Well, I seemed to have opened a flood gate and within six

weeks all my chakras were opened- I felt it. I didn't even know where the

Chakras were at the time. (I did research on the Internet to find out what was

happening to me). I was feeling great and loved it! I also was receiving

guidance and visions while I meditated.

>

>

>

> After a about a month or so the energy started - from the top down. It was

very weird for me and at times uncomfortable and very strong. I felt it go

through my whole body an area at a time. The process took several weeks.

>

>

>

> Then one night I had a vision - only it was more real than that.  I was

having an out of body experience where I could see myself laying in bed and

there was a group of superior beings around me dressed in white. One of them

seemed to be discussing me to the others and a man looked at me and gave an

approval . Suddenly a woman (superior being) came right into my view and asked

me " ARE YOU READY ? " .  I said yes.  I know I felt very ignorant in her

presance - like a child - but I thought I was agreeing to an 'instant'

enlightenment.

>

>

>

> The next day the energy reversed itself and started coming up from my feet and

I have been put through the mill or grinder so to say ever since. I have

constant energy surges from morning till night and sometimes extremely strong

and painful blockages that last for weeks or months. With not even knowing

anything about  Kundalini or any Yogic practices -to put it mildly - the past 2

1/2 years have been at times extremely difficult and challenging for me on ALL

LEVELS , physically, mentally, emotionally and socially. Every aspect of my

being has been subject to and continues to be at the mercy of the energy. It

has torn my world apart in many ways.

>

>

>

> I don't wish to sound completely negative about all this.   F or me, the

process of going through this has brought me to  places (highs  and lows)

within myself that I never thought existed before. Along the way, I have also

received many gifts and blessings and invaluable insights also.  What has kept

me going is that I know I agreed to this experience at some level.

>

>

>

> But there are easier ways.  I believe  y ou have been given the opportunity

to explore them by coming to this site. I was led here and so were you. When

this happened to me, I didn't have the support or background that is offered

here. Although I am new to this group, it has been a wonderful experience and I

don't feel so isolated any longer. In the past, I have learned the hard way to

trust the guidance I have been given.   F or now, KAS and the teachings of

Chrism is my path and I am so grateful.

>

>

>

> I hope this helps. It seems to me, you have a lot more background in spirit

uality practices than I when you were asked that question - and probably a lot

more smarts!

>

>

>

> Love and GOOD LUCK!

>

>

>

> Mary

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

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> " Vicki " <picanik1

>

> Tuesday, February 23, 2010 8:09:17 AM GMT -06:00 US/Canada Central

> Intro

>

>  

>

>

>

>

> Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki.

I am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a mass

of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that and

turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

>

> I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights ago,

as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed. It

lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it. I

took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

>

> First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

>

> Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my back.

But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked over the

edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river of souls.

But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me. Do or

don't - when am I pure enough.

>

> Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

> V

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you! Ok, then let me rephrase that - I need to be better educated on k.

LOL

 

I do have a question though - If I can't access the videos on the site, what do

I do? I absolutely love living in the middle of nowhere, yet dial up only is

available for us at this time. That is really aggravating!

 

blessings, V

 

, " danceswithcats999 "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Hi Vicki and welcome here to our K family. We may not see ourselves as ever

being ready, but with that invite to me it is obvious that you are.

>

> Blessings,

> Linda

>

>

[Guest guest]

Re: Mary

 

 

" Well, I seemed to have opened a flood gate and within six weeks all my chakras

were opened- I felt it. I didn't even know where the Chakras were at the time.

(I did research on the Internet to find out what was happening to me). I was

feeling great and loved it! "

 

 

 

Wow - you guys have been so busy tonight! My mother would say, " I can't

get a word in edge-wise. " LOL! Whatever that means. But like my mother, I'm

going to anyway!

 

Mary - your sentence above jumped out at me because it is reflecting what I

am feeling lately. This is exactly what has been happening to me. To recap - I

had an intense moment of gratitude a couple of weeks ago, got really dizzy,

head-achy sick, and had this intense burning in my stomach. Then, I started

feeling chakras I never felt before, first in the palms, then the hands and

feet. Then a couple of days ago, I had this wild food frenzy and came home and

ate watermelon and fresh, crunchy vegetables like they were going out of style.

Got all of that out of my system! But then ....

 

This incredible lightness and peace came over me. I don't know if I would

call it bliss, but definitely a welcome change of emotion. I started wondering,

is this temporary? So far, it has stayed with me for a couple of days, and gets

stronger whenever I get still. But it has even stayed with me through some

situations at work that would have normally drained me and stressed me. I just

rode it out, distracted by this wonderful feeling.

 

Tiffany - I could relate to what you said about spending countless nights

BEGGING for answers, relief. The beginning stages of the " answers " where all of

the garbage came to the surface was really not what I had in mind. In fact I

thought, " What kind of cruel joke is this? " But now I am thinking (or rather

feeling) that there is progress at the end of the tunnel. I am taking lots of

long, slow, deep breaths in the hopes that it will get stronger and not go away.

Like I am thinking, " WAIT - I have done something RIGHT. " What could it be???

I must get to the bottom of this! I must not have a relapse! LOL!

 

Then I read 's post and my first thought was - WAIT - I must say

GRATITUDE!!!! Then, I saw Danielle and others say LOVE and I remembered

watching the video, " I Choose Love " over and over and OVER. And I thought,

" Well of course, how could I forget that? " So now I am thinking that Love is

the cake, but gratitude is the icing on the cake.

 

With love and gratitude to all,

GCDeb - trying to avoid relapse!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Vicki,

 

Welcome to our community. It sounds like Shakti has already chosen you. So

whether you feel ready or not, you should begin practicing the safeties. Try

not to allow yourself to succumb to fear or worry; little by little, learn to

redirect your attention when those kinds of thoughts or emotions arise.

 

As to your question, does it hurt, I would say, no more than your karma. I

believe that physical pain is a result of karma. An active kundalini can add

bliss and joy into the equation. If you allow fear or resistance in, then you

may experience either physical or emotional pain. This can be instantly

alleviated by replacing them with their antidotes - inner joy, love, gratitude,

service, etc., i.e., the safeties. So please read and reread and practice and

re-practice the safeties - they provide a framework and basis for a joyous and

happy activation/awakening.

 

Many of your questions about kundalini can be answered by reading the articles

on the main site and also by going through past posts in this group. You do not

need real-time video to practice the safeties or read the articles. There are

textual descriptions of the 5 Tibetans available along with still photos.

 

Please take advantage of this community. Ask questions, and also ask for help

if you encounter a difficult time. You are not alone.

 

Also, please exercise your own judgment when beginning the 5 Tibetans, if you

have existing back problems. Many of us here have various back problems and

injuries and do the Tibetans, but you may wish to start out slowly. You may

also wish to ask for his advice when he returns from his travels and is

able to be more active in the group.

 

Be patient and do not be in a rush. Allow yourself time to absorb the teachings

on the main site and for the safeties to work their magic. They provide

conditioning for all the bodies so that kundalini can operate on you in a way

that leads to bliss and light....

 

Love,

 

David

[Guest guest]

Hi Vicki, yes, I would have to agree, if you do not know much about kundalini it

would be wise to read up on it, so can at least know sort of what to expect. At

lot of the information chrism has given us here can be found on this website.

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/

 

You didn't say which video you were trying to look at, but I take it that it

must be the one showing how to do the 5 Tibetans.

If you cannot open and look at Chrism's youtube video, you see how they are done

here at this site.

http://www.lifeevents.org/5-tibetans-energy-rejuvenation-exercises.htm

 

I do not know of any other video that you would " need " to watch.

 

Blessings,

Linda

 

, " Vicki " <picanik1

wrote:

 

> I do have a question though - If I can't access the videos on the site, what

do I do? I absolutely love living in the middle of nowhere, yet dial up only is

available for us at this time. That is really aggravating!

>

> blessings, V

>

[Guest guest]

I understand that it's good form to make a brief introductory post.

 

Hi - I'm Karen. The email address is dreadfully cheezy, but I had to make a

account specifically to join, so...

 

I'm in east Cheshire in the UK (north west England), and have only had 1 KY

class thus far. There are very few KY teacher in the UK outside the London area,

as far as I can tell. I'm lucky that I can take a 45 minute train ride to the

nearest class, and have embarked on a 6-class course. I have a strong positive

feeling about the teacher and the yoga. I've very little experience of yoga

generally, though lots of experience with energy work. In looking for a deep,

comprehensive physical-spiritual discipline (which I believe I really need), KY

is very attractive.

 

I recently trained as a hypno-psychotherapist, I'm a trained massage therapist,

and I've taught meditation - usually of the guided type. I'm currently

kick-starting a co-operative to provide multiple therapies to the local

community (having never been in business in my life, this is both terrifying and

exciting). Over the past couple of years, the slow process of dealing with my

Baggage has accelerated; this year, it's gone into overdrive, and I stumbled

across KY at just the time I felt I was ready for it.

 

is a whole new experience for me, so please bear with me as I stumble and

flounder along!