Searching for answers

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Welcome, Rick!

 

I hope that you will find our little family to be the loving support

that the rest of us have found here. You will see that many of us

are not strangers to entitites, and hopefully other members'

experiences will help you with your own situation.

 

I see that no one has mentioned yet The Safeties. Here is a link:

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html

 

They can also be found in the files section of the group's home

page. As you will see, they describe what we consider basically a

good way to live life....being loving and forgiving and helpful to

others. As you begin to incorporate these practices into your daily

life, you may find that you will begin to have some positive changes

in your interactions with your bothersome entities in addition to

bringing you into a place of greater spiritual balance....although it

is obvious that you are already doing a great job of staying in

spiritual balance within the context of your day-to-day life even in

light of the challenges you have been given.

 

I'm glad that you decided to join us and learn about Kundalini. I

have a feeling that you will be glad that you did.

 

Blessings & love,

Claudia

 

, " rick_c_2525 "

<rick_c_2525 wrote:

>

> Hi,

>

> It was suggested to me that I join this group because of what I

have been posting on the

> OBE newsletter message board. Rather than write it all over again,

I will simply copy and

> paste the portion that is relevant. Keep in mind that I have no

experience with any

> terminology or philosophies associated with any of this. I wasn't

even aware anyone

> discussed anything like this, and have been on my own for the last

twenty-six years.

>

> I have been experiencing this since I was 12 years old. I'm 38 now

and have

> seen and felt

> things that I've never seen described on any of these sites. When I

first

> experienced this at

> 12, I was really frightened and had no idea what was going on.

Nobody could

> explain

> what I was trying to describe to them. Everyone thought it was

really strange.

> As time

> went on, I began to realize that I could control myself in this

state and

> learned how to

> wake myself up. I was not afraid because i knew that nothing bad

could happen

> to me...or

> so I thought. Around the time I turned 20, things took a drastic

turn. I lost

> control of my

> of the OBE's and began to encounter things that I didn't want any

part of. I

> began to be

> able to walk around my room although not voluntarily. I heard

voices and was

> attacked

> several times by things that I can only describe as energy that

looked like the

> shape of a

> man without a face...just a shadow. When it would attack me, it

would lunge at

> me, and

> as soon as it struck me, I would feel like I was being hit by a

lightning bolt.

> I felt a very

> powerful electric shock that made my body rock. This started to

happen almost

> every

> night for about a year, and some of it started to cross over into

my everyday

> awake life.

> This is the part where I should mention that I do not have any

psychological

> problems, nor

> do I use drugs, suffer from delusions, or any sort of depression.

I'm a normal

> guy with a

> normal life and family. I am very perceptive of my surroundings and

of other

> people, and

> I'm often the person who is sought for advice. So now back my

experiences.

> After most

> of the episodes that I just described, I would get a phone call

that would

> simply hang-up

> as soon as I answered. This was before the *69 days, so I could

never find out

> where the

> calls were coming from. Only once did someone answer the phone, and

it was a

> woman

> screaming bloody murder in spanish, begging for help because

someone was trying

> to

> break into her house. Then she hung up and I never heard from her

again. After

> that very

> scary year, I stopped having OBE's for quite sometime. When they

did occur they

> were

> mild and calm again. When I was married I told my wife about them,

and she even

> got to

> see it happening to me. You see, I can fall into an OBE with my

eyes wide open

> and can

> see everyone around me...but that's not all I see. I can partially

move my feet

> and my

> hands, blink and roll my eyes, and with a little effort even speak.

Although

> I've entered

> this state in my sleep, I can also enter it while I am awake. In

the last

> couple of years I

> have experienced being touched while I lay in bed before I fall

asleep. That

> has been kind

> of freaky since I'm not even in an OBE at the time. I just feel a

hand gently

> come to rest on

> my back, which of course makes me jump! But the OBE's have taken a

new course

> once

> again. You see now I feel the presence of something with me when

they occur.

> This

> something does not feel like a good thing. The feeling that I get

in the OBE

> now is that

> this thing is trying to pull me out of my body against my will. I

feel like it

> is trying to enter

> my body at the same time. But since I am in control of my portion,

I do not

> fear it. I am

> able to fight it and out muscle it and push it away. I even

verbalize during

> these " fights "

> and tell it that it can't harm me and I reach out and dare it to

let me get a

> hold of it. I

> decided to write because it wouldn't let me sleep tonight and it

verbally

> responded to me

> today. When I told it to go away and let me sleep, it clearly

said " no " . I

> have spoken to

> others who have experienced OBE's and no one has ever been able to

even come

> close to

> the experiences that I have. I view some of these sites and

sometimes think

> that many of

> the writings here are a little misleading. I don't think many of

people who

> experience this

> know what they're dealing with. There are a lot of things out there

that are

> not peaceful

> and seem to want to cause harm. I will say that these experiences

have

> enlightened me,

> given me great perception, and taken away many fears. I am a God

fearing and

> believing

> person and I believe that since there's a God, there is also a

devil, and a lot

> of stuff in

> between. I can't prove it, but I believe that what I'm seeing is a

lot of that

> in between

> stuff

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Rick, welcome to the group.

Sounds like you've had your hands full for quite some years, remarkable that you

kept it together and didn't give in to fear, I take my hat off to you.

I have sometimes felt a tap on my shoulder from an invisible " friend " , heard

whispers, seen shadows, felt a force lifting me out of my body when I was OBE

and had entity experiences...... you are not alone at all.

 

So glad to meet you and read your intro

love elektra x x x

 

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[Guest guest]

Hello Everyone:)

Me again Julie from Michigan.

I would like to know what it would be like for someone to really embrace a

Kundalini practice

and lifestyle. I realize everyone is different but I am wondering what your life

would look

like... How would you move thru this earthly plane and interact with the daily

life situations??

I really like my Kundalini yoga class but it is not structured enough for me if

I am really

looking at advancing in this way of living. I would like to go to the teacher

Immersion

Training in August. I have beyond zero funds for this, my husband and I filed

bankruptcy

just this month and I am drifting into despair. I need a new start in life and I

am hoping that I

am not falsely thinking that this Kundalini will do that for me???!! Sorry to be

so glum just

looking for some more answers!

Thank you for your time!!

Blessings to all!!

Julie