Kundalini - Why?

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Best to ask, why engage kundalini? Once open, it cannot be put

back. One is like the snake in the cane with kundalini. One way in, the other

way out. One cannot turn around and stop it. So, why? Why would someone want to

be thus initiated, unless one wants moksha? If so, then pray not for kundalini

then moksha. One must need stability for full kundalini jagran. So mind of moksha

is the only way to have that necessary stability, or else one will waver back

and forth. Samkara’s wheel is already spinning, so why add kundalini to the

confusion? Okay, if because one loves Maa Bhavani. Then go for it. Really the

only good reason. Kundalini can lead to liberation or not, so best to search

for a guru who has moksha first, and then maybe kundalini, or maybe jnana, or

maybe bhakti, or maybe some other way for realization. Many ways.

 

Wow, after 25 years of active kundalini I must say that it has

not been easy nor something to brag upon. It has been like trying to build a house

on quicksand, and when I stop moving and relax then the foundation melts all

over again. This is kundalini mixed into material life – no stability anywhere,

no mental trace to attach meaning to. One desires to live in a cave all the time

while they are also desiring everything else. It’s rough. Rougher yet for

people engaged in rough professions like cooking, police, etc….

 

Not bad, just not making life easier.