i think iam mad&need a psychadrist please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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HELLO READER & BEFORE U READ THE MESSAGE I WOULD LIKE TO TELL STH.

ABOUT ME.WELL I AM A MEDICAL STUDENT & AM FROM A BACKGROUND WHERE ITS

CONSIDERED A SIN TO SPEAK EVEN THE WORD " TANTRA " .WELL MY PARENTS ARE

REALLY SCIENTIFIC & CONSIDER THEMSELVES SCEPTIC.I AM FASCINATED BY

TANTRA,IT HAS A STRANGE & UNBELIEVABLE STORY & AM NOT DISCUSSING

HERE.I PITY PEOPLE WHEN THEY MAKE FUN OF TANTRA.I HAVE EVEN STARTED

TO DISCOVER ABOUT TANTRA BY MYSELF.I HAVE NO GUIDEs NO SOURCE & I

BLAME MY PERENTS FOR THIS.I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT THERES A DEEP LINK

BETWEEN MUSIC & TANTRA.MY DISCOVERIES ARE REALLY EXCITING & DIFFERENT

GENRES OF MUSIC LIKE ENGLISH ROCK(HEAVY ROCK IS V.V.DEEPLY

ASSOCIATED WITH LORD SHIVA,ESPECIALLY LORD MAHAKALESHVARA RATHER

ENGLISH POP & ROMANTIC MUSIC IS ASSOCITED WITH THE APSARA SADHNAS

WHILE JAZZ WITH SPIRITUAL SADHNAS.THROUGH YEARS OF

SITTING & EXPERIMENTING WITH MUSIC & COMBINING IT WITH MEDITATION ONE

COMES TO KNOW & RECOGNISE THE THREE BASIC ELEMENTS OF

SATVA,TAMA & RAJA & U WOULDNT BELIEVE IT THE FINDINGS OF THE PERSON

EXACTLY MATCHES WITH THOSE OF SHASTRAS & ONE COMES TO KNOW THAT

VALUABLE OUR SHASTRAS ARE.I HAVE JUST READ A FEW EDITIONS OF MANTRA

YANTRA TANTRA VIGYAN & CANNOT READ ALL EDITIONS AS MY PARENTS DONT

ALLOW ME TO READ ANY SPIRITUAL BOOK & I HAV READ THE MAGAZINE SECRETLY

WITHOUT TELLING THEM.I THINK THAT THESE WORLDLY STUDIES DO U NO

GOOD,FOR ATTAINING MOKSHA ONE HAS TO STRIVE REALLY HARD.I CAN EVEN

SEND U MY DISCOVERIES BT THEY ARE MANY & IT TAKES TIME FOR TYPING & I

DONT HAVE COMPUTER AT HOME BT I AM FROM A RICH & SCIENTIFIC

BACKGROUND ,WE HAV CARS ,BUNGLOW EVERYTHING. U DO NEED MONEY BT

AFTER SOME EXTENT IT STARTS DESTROYING MIND NOW THE PROBLEM IS THAT

I AM IN RELATONSHIP WITH A GIRL WELL ACTUALLY I CALL HER DEVI .U

KNOW WHILE PRAYING DEVI DURGA FOR YEARS.I STARTED HER WORSHIPPING AS

MY LOVER.WHILE MEDITATING FoR HOURS & MOVING THROUGH DIFFERENT PHASES

OF MEDITATION.A STRANGE BT BIG CHANGE STERTED TO OCCURING WITHIN.U

KNOW CHILDREN IN TEENAGE START FACING PROBLEMS OF WET DREAMS OR

NIGHT FALLS BUT WHILE MEDITATING I STARTED TALKING A GIRL LIKE

FIGURE, HER SHADE WAS NAVY BLUE.we talk in a language of black & white

readings,this is perfectely a new mind language that look like

black & white signalsWHENEVER I ASKED HER STH SHE GAVE PERFECTLY

MINDBLOWING INTELLIGENT ANSWERS.AFTER COMING OUT OF MEDITATION I

FOUND MYSELF SMELLING SOME VERY DELIGHTFUL FRAGRANCE.MY DREAMS

PATTERN PERFECTLY CHANGED WHENEVER I WAS STRUCK IN MY DREAM WITH ANY

ERROTIC DREAM DEALING WITH SEX I USED TO SEE THAT VERY BEAUTIFUL

WOMAN .AFTER THE DREAM USED TO GET OVER I USED TO GET UP AT THE LAST

MOMENT & FOUND MYSELF IN A NEED OF TOILET THATS HOW SHE CONTROLLED MY

DREAMS.AGAIN I WAS STRUCK BY THAT OLD FRAGRANCE & EVEN HAVE FOUND THAT

THIS FRAGRANCE OF HER GIVES GOOD LUCK.THIS PARTICULAR INCIDENT HAS

OCCURED WITH ME 14 TIMES & LAST ON THIS 25 MARCH NIGHT.SHE INDEED HAS

A PERFECT SMILE.SHE ALSO IS A GOOD PREDICTOR TOO.I HAVE RECIVED MANY

SERMONS FROM HER REGARDING THE KARMIC LAWS.NOW THE PROBLEM IS THAT I

HAVE NO GUIDE & I THINK MY MIND IS MAKING A FULL OUT OF ME.BT THAT

FRAGRANCE,THOSE PREDICTIONS,THOSE SERMONS THAT I RECIEVE FROM THAT

BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO LOOKS ME TO BE OF20 TO 22.WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH

ME!!!??PLEASE TELL IF ITS SOME MENTAL DISEASE THEN I MUST CONSULT A

PSYCHADRIST.-ASHISH KAUSHIk