Sivaanandalahari - 19

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Sivaanandalahari - 19

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durASA-bhUyiShThe duradhipa-gRuhadvAra-ghaTake

durante saMsAre durita-nilaye du:khajanake |

madAyAsaM kiM na vyapanayasi kasyopakRutaye

vadeyaM prItiS^chet tava Siva kRutArthA: khalu vayam || 19 ||

 

 

Are you, Lord Shiva, not relieving me of the cycle of life which is full of

evil desires, leads us to the doors of the bad people, ends in evil, is

residence of sins and leads to only sorrow, because you want to ensure that

fate decided by Brahma is not made untrue? If that is your mercy on your

devotees then we are fulfilled.

 

*Commentary*

 

Aum

 

Hey! Parameswara! I have been doing the forbidden karmas plentifully and I

have failed to do the good karmas that were decreed on me. Shamefully, I am

ever ready to do karmas out of greed.

 

I do not have the desire to invite and treat adhithis and saadhus in my

home. Driven by ego and vile thoughts, I beg for small mercies from dhushta

prabhus by singing their praise and proclaiming falsehood for truth. I do

these despicable acts to protect my family. Is there no end to this samsaara

dhukkam? Why are you being such an indifferent witness?

 

Hey! MahaaprabhO! Knowing that I am the abode of intolerable sins, knowing

that I drown myself day in and day out in the misery of samsaara, what is

the reason for your inaction from saving me? Are you saying that I am bound

to suffer my karmas destined by Brahma? Is it because Brahma has become you

devotee that you do not want to disappoint him? Am I not also your bhakthaa?

Are you not supposed to save me?

 

The root cause of my committing sins are due to my very being born in this

samsaara. Otherwise how else would I ever be committing sins? The only way

out is for you to save me from this samsaara. Brahma's ordainment that I

should suffer for my past sins should not be your excuse for not saving me.

 

Therefore O! Parameswara! Please do not disappoint me. Excuse all my sins.

Save me from the rut of the samsaara.

 

Kripaanidhi ivaraippOla kidaikkumO indha dharani thanilE,

Sabhaapathikku vEru deivam samaanamaahumaa?