Patient Forgiveness

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Hello All, I noticed as I move on through Chandi that my ego mind has

started to rebel by wandering. I will be focused on chanting, then

all of the sudden my thoughts are drifting away to what I will do

when I'm done chanting, or some other topic.

 

On Sunday I did some reading from the Kasyapa Sutra for inspiration,

and came upon this from Shree Maa, " When you lose attention to that

prana, you lose the santi. The ego takes off in its own reverie, and

you start watching the movies. Your mouth is chanting the syllables,

while your mind is off somewhere else. As soon as you can submerge

yourself completely into the chant and the text, you become the

scripture, and automatically the balance comes. "

 

Sunday's chanting went much easier, as I thought of that guidance and

prayed for that capacity...Chapter Five brought comfort, with the

repetition and rhythm. This praise stood out for me, " To the Divine

Goddess who resides in all existence in the form of Patient

Forgiveness, we bow to Her, we bow to Her, we bow to Her, continually

we bow, we bow. "

 

Grateful for Patient Forgiveness for my many mistakes, and for this

opportunity to learn how to purify my mind through this beautiful

scripture.

 

Jennifer