Guest guest Posted May 2, 2008 Report Share Posted May 2, 2008 Namaste Morningsong: So true, so true. Thanks for listening and providing such a thoughtful and loving reply. Each day we have numerous chances to love ourselves and others. But, our stresses and samskaras " color " our mind and heart and keep us in the lower vibrations. We just have to begin from this very moment to make love the number one priority of our life. While we were driving, my wife was sharing a wonderful inspirational CD of a motivational speaker and he suggested we just say: " I Love You " , inside, silently, in the midst of all activity, and whether we believe it or not, we will feel love, and love will grow. Whether we choose to say that phrase, or Om Namah Shiva, or any mantra which suits us, we have to take every opportunity to direct our attention to the highest vibration possible. And what is higher than love? Jai Maa Jai Swami, Dear sister Vishweshwar -- In , " c_morningsong " <c_morningsong wrote: > > Namaste' Vish... > > Thank you for sharing this bit of your personal process with us. It > allowed me to think of all the ways I've tried to " win " when it comes > to justifying my actions and/or prooving myself in some way. When > the truth is that all I really want is to experience love. > > This is a big lesson that I learned from my son. Once someone was in > his heart they were fully entrenched and with no possibility of > escape. He was able to nonjudgementally hold them no matter what > they did. In using this as a model for my life I have tried to hold > this same love and acceptance. The one I find it the biggest > challenge to hold in this way is always myself. > > Perhaps that is really who who are trying to " win " against, that > fickle, haughty nature which is always saying me, me, I... Our anger > and disappointment we project onto others is really a self-defence > mechanism which we are using to protect the Ego and keep us from > baring our throats to Maa. > > Thank Goddess we have this path to understanding so that we are able > to recognize these truths about ourselves and achieve the willingness > to offer our heads, our lives, and all that we have deluded ourselves > into believing we are, to Her sword. > > JAI MAA > > OM Shanti > Morningsong > > > , " inspectionconnection108 " > <inspectionconnection108@> wrote: > > > > Namaste: tonight in Chandi class, Swami spoke about the goal of > > chanting: to witness thoughts and simply observe them as impulses > of > > nature, and know the reality of Aim Hrim Klim, that it is the nature > > of nature to constantly change: change She will and change She must. > > But, we, as the Supreme Observer, Shiva, can remain uninvolved as > the > > thoughts dance on the stage. > > As I listened to Swami speak of this supreme goal, a thought arose > > which I had been holding onto for the past 24 hours. Due to an > error > > of judgment on my part, I had caused Swami hardship and he had > > corrected me. I could not accept the correction, and tried to > > " defend " myself with logic and reason, even though I was wrong. > Still > > trying to " win " 24 hours later, I suddenly knew that there was > > absolutely no reason or need to " win " , and that I was holding > > unhealthy energy which was clogging and stifling me. And, I was > > keeping Swami at a distance. > > In that moment of clarity and Grace, Maa Chandi's shakti chopped the > > head off of this major thought, and I was instantly free. Instead > of > > darkness, clear soothing healing light flowed through me and my > heart > > opened wide. > > Of what use was " winning " if I had to suffer. Why " win " if I kept > > Swami from my heart. > > Thanks to the healing power of divine love, and the intellectual > > understanding of this divine technology of Grace. > > > > Thanks Maa and Swami, for the thousandath time, for your love, > > support, and guidance. > > > > love > > > > Jai Ma Jai Swami > > > > vishweshwar > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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